This piece of paper has been in the book for a long time, and there is no wrinkle at all, and when it was spread out in front of He Ren's eyes, he really thought for a while before he said: "This was written to me by my girlfriend when she was in class, and asked me to accompany her home at night." ”The girl who wrote this piece of paper was his classmate at the time, and her father was the general manager of a fashion company, and now she probably married abroad and had children, and lived a happy life.He didn't hide this past, but Zeng Luli couldn't turn a blind eye, so he had to throw a piece of paper into the trash can angrily, and couldn't help but ask him questions he hadn't asked before: "How many paragraphs have you talked about before?"
”How many paragraphs have you talked about?
He Ren thought about this question seriously, and said truthfully: "Three or four paragraphs, I can't remember the specific number." ”Zeng Luli looked at his eyes, as if he didn't believe it, so he had to swear to the sky and said, "It's really not much, the main thing is that I was too busy studying at that time to talk about it." ”He didn't hold back, got up and hugged Zeng Luli and kissed him on the face, bit his lips again, and finally went up to the tip of his nose against the current, kissing and holding.Finally let go, He Ren whispered: "Then it was you." ”Zeng Luli's face was flushed by the few kisses he had just kissed, but his hand unconsciously hugged him back.He Ren hugged his body, and the two of them sat back on the bed together.He Ren's hand moved on Zeng Luli's waist, directly from under the belt into his pants.Zeng Luli was lying on his body, his lower body twisted together, his eyes were confused, he leaned into He Ren's neck and shoulders, and bit hard.The figures of the two men finally rolled into the quilt together.After a long time, they refused to stop, and fell asleep leaning heavily on each other.He Ren's mobile phone was still on the desk, and it was shining brightly, but no one paid attention to it.Chapter 66 Their work and rest were completely reversed because of their rash trip late the night before yesterday, and after this toss in He Mansion, Zeng Lu was tired and fell asleep directly on the side of the bed, but He Ren leaned on the head of the bed and tossed and turned, unable to sleep at all.So he simply tiptoed barefoot to bed, picked up his pants that he had thrown on the ground casually, and He Ren took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, sat down at the desk and smoked.He rarely smokes, mainly because he doesn't like the smell, but because he often socializes, he always wants to smoke a cigarette to scare others.Now that the night is deeper and lighter, he lies on the back of the chair with his legs crossed, his eyes narrowed to enjoy the taste of China, the faint white smoke is similar to the bright light that barely passes through the curtain at the moment, He Ren forcibly took the last breath, and wanted to be directly extinguished on the mahogany tabletop, but was robbed of sight by the mobile phone screen that lit up again at this moment.The three words "Doctor Shen" were displayed on the screen, which He Ren had just noted in the address book yesterday.His wanton demeanor disappeared in an instant, and he hunched his back and walked out of the room with his cell phone to answer the call.Doctor Shen's voice was tired, just telling him to come to the hospital and be mentally prepared.He Ren rubbed his eyes, saw that the time on his mobile phone showed that it was six o'seventeen, and he still forced himself to sit directly in the car, taking advantage of the fact that there was no one on the road in the early morning, and arrived at the hospital unimpeded.Dr.
Shen seemed to know that he had been suffering all night, and when he saw him rushing over, he organized his language and asked, "Is it normal for the patient to have a needle in his hand when you left the ward last night?"
”"Normal."
He Ren replied a little strangely, asking, "What's wrong?"
Did something happen to Uncle Zhong?
”Dr.
Shen's whole body shrank immediately, and his hands rubbed together with each other, even if he had experienced it several times before, it was still difficult for him to narrate it in person: "That's the case, the patient he ......
We have entered a state of brain death tonight, and we are now using ventilators and other drugs to maintain——" He Ren subconsciously supported the table beside him, and said strongly: "Didn't Uncle Zhong fall into a coma because of extreme hunger and shock before?"
Will it get better after the nutrient solution?
Why did he become like this when we were only away for one night?
”"So I just asked that question," Dr.
Shen said, "and when our nurse came to do the rounds today, the needle in the patient's hand fell to the ground and was not inserted into the blood vessel, so that when we rescued him, he was already in hypovolemic shock and couldn't find the blood vessel to enter the needle."
That is to say-" He Ren interrupted others a little too many times today: "Uncle Zhong didn't wake up when we left......"
Halfway through his words, he remembered that when he and Zeng Luli were sweating profusely on the bed just now, Zeng Luli immediately silenced him about the strange gaze he felt in the ward.Dr.
Shen looked at his expression and knew what he was thinking, and continued: "I don't know about the patient's previous situation, but I can infer from the two days after he was admitted to the hospital that he has not eaten food for at least five days, coupled with the behavior you mentioned earlier that he ran away from home, I guess that he finally made the decision to go on hunger strike, which should have been thought about for a long time and will not be easily dismissed."
Hunger strike is basically the most painful way, he chooses this, probably ......"
He didn't say the next words, He Ren covered his head, slowly sat down in the chair, and didn't know whether to cry or laugh on his face: "I have heard this kind of news twice in the past few years." ”He inhaled in small gulps, covered his heart, and said slowly: "I know, do you want to consult your family members next, do you need to remove the ventilator?"
”Dr.
Shen tried his best to keep his face calm, waiting for He Ren to decide.He Ren covered his face with his hands for a long time, and finally calmly raised his head and said to him, "Remove it." ”He remembered the scrawny figure that Uncle Zhong fell into his arms in the cemetery that day, maybe he and Zeng Luli would not have seen him if they arrived early or a second late.But when they saw it, Uncle Zhong fell into his arms, obviously sobering up, why did he choose that.Is life so tormenting for him, he really wants to torture his life in the most painful way.It was already past nine o'clock in the morning after He Ren had finished handling all the formalities.Old man He was obviously lying in the living room at 0:00 yesterday without resting, and he eagerly called him at this time early this morning.He pulled himself together, cleared his throat, and answered the phone.Father He asked with a sneer: "You were so anxious that you didn't take Zeng Luli away today, did you find out the news of your Uncle Zhong?"
”He Ren fell silent for a moment.Uncle Zhong's original ward has been cleaned by the cleaners, he is sitting on the edge of the bed, facing a window, outside the window is the garden repaired by the hospital, in the garden there is an old man in a wheelchair out for a walk, standing next to him who does not know whether it is his daughter or the nurse to accompany him.He was still holding his mobile phone, and he couldn't help but stand by the window to look at the two pairs.He should have had a family that couldn't have been happier.My father has never had a woman other than my mother in my life, my mother is kind and gentle, and although my sister is a little pampered, everyone can spoil her.There is also a housekeeper who has been with them for decades, and is the most respected and admired family member in their family.Those things that are covered up layer by layer are unsightly, no wonder the book always says "rare and confused", life is to be true and false.It's too true, I can't stand the hardships of life.It's too fake, and the whole body is soft when I soak in the honey pot.Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Old Man He asked him again and again: "If you don't speak, you have news of him, right?"
I beg you, you hate me and hate me, but don't do that to him, he is alone, there is nothing. ”"Dad," He Ren said this, feeling that his eyes were a little astringent, and quickly adjusted his breathing: "I heard the news from Uncle Zhong, but I found out that it was fake when I arrived at the place, and now I want to go back." ”Old Man He hesitated and asked, "You didn't lie to me?"
Is it really not him?
”"Really."
He Ren said, "Don't worry, no news is the best news."
Uncle Zhong is so powerful, and he has made friends with you before with a lot of capable and affectionate people, maybe one of them hid him and didn't want you to find him. ”"Yes, yes," Father He continued, "who is he, he had a lot of ghost ideas when he was a child."
I'm just afraid that although he is smart, he is easy to trust others, what if he is deceived by others?
”You didn't lie to him.He couldn't bear to think.You didn't lie to him about anything, but you hurt him more than anyone else hurt him.You've hurt other people, you've made other people's lives worse than dead, but you've survived.He felt his stomach ache getting worse and worse, as if someone had attached himself to him and made him feel everything he felt before he died.He Ren was dizzy, but he was held from behind by a person in an upside-down.The man straightened him steadily, his chin resting under his shoulder, eagerly searching for his breath.He Ren looked back and saw the most thoughtful eyebrows he had ever seen in movies and TV.Zeng Luli's eyes were clear and clean, dispelling all the ghosts that could be dispelled."
How do you know?"
He asked.Zeng Luli sighed heavily and whispered, "Guess." ”"So smart?""
It's from White City University."…… They leaned here for a while, and He Ren said, "They're all gone." ”He pursed his lips and glared at him to prevent tears from falling: "They don't want me anymore." ”Zeng Luli buried his head in his back and whispered, "Fool." ”He didn't feel sorry for anyone leaving.Empathy is a good upbringing he has learned for a long time, and he is by He Ren's side at the moment, just thinking that there is no resistance between them.He is fragile and just waiting for him to fill it.So he wants to become the same sad person in this world, stay by He Ren's side, and become all his sustenance.The two of them finished taking care of Uncle Zhong's funeral together.He Ren found something and said in a low voice: "Uncle Zhong really has no other people to know except for our family." ”It's true that I don't even have a good family of friends.In the past 60 years, he was adopted by the He family, and there has been no history outside of the relationship with the He family.I don't know if it's voluntary or forced, so it's better for someone who is helpless to handle it.Zeng Luli has nothing to say, he doesn't need to worry about his family affairs, he just needs to listen.Director Xu urged Zeng Luli to go back to filming at this time.Even if he was angry at Zeng Luli's willful and public behavior that day, he found that everyone's acceptance of this matter was not as bad as he imagined, except for some extreme people, many people had an indifferent attitude.So he was also anxious, and wanted to quickly call Zeng Luli back and finish filming his scene, so as to take advantage of this wind to publicize."
Look at you, you're really a natural person who eats this bowl of rice."
Xiao Wang came to Baicheng to pick up Zeng Luli with a smile, and said, "Even if you want to smash the bowl, you can't smash it." ”He Ren also asked him to go back, Zeng Luli knew that this was his job, and he couldn't make the whole crew wait because of his willfulness, so he had to leave Baicheng first.He Ren's spirit in the past few days was a little better than before, he was busy finishing his work, and said to Zeng Luli, who was still in his office: "It's not that I won't go back to Beishi, you go back first, and I'll go over in a few days." ”"How many days is a few days?"
He had to ask clearly, and he didn't want to appear eager, so he had to adjust his facial expression and ask again, "I have to determine the time to see if I was filming at that time." ”"Oh-" He Ren replied with a long sigh, "Then you probably won't be filming at that time."
I'll go to Beishi to see you in a few hundred days. ”"......"
Zeng Lu slammed the door, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise as he walked, sighing.Chapter 67 It was not his assistant or agent who greeted Zeng Luli at Beishi Airport, let alone Director Xu in the past, but a group of reporters.Outside, surrounded by a bunch of people, a few pedestrians passed by, and when they saw such a posture, they couldn't help but stop and watch with interest.Selling flight information is already commonplace.Zeng Luli thought about it, being squeezed by this pile of □□ short cannons, and he was almost forced to walk.A reporter squeezed in front of him, pressed the shutter quickly, and asked: "Who is the identity of the man who was photographed in love with you, can you reveal it?"
”Even salutations are omitted, there is no etiquette and no respect.Zeng Luli thought silently, smiled at the reporter's camera, and said softly: "Of course not." ”But after thinking about it, he should drag He Rensheng here to let him see how crazy this group of people are in order to make money.The key is that everyone around He Ren concealed him in order to protect him, even himself, and kept saying that he would release all the news of He Ren with that statement and keep chaining him to his side.But at the end of the day, I couldn't bear it, and after thinking about it, I still forgot it, and what to do with his background, it seemed to be bluffing.He Ren didn't know that he had thought so much, so entangled, and wanted to destroy with him so much, so of course he didn't know how much he wanted to be by his side.He could no longer afford to tolerate, understand, and succumb to the second person.Those people crowded next to him, not caring about Qingnan's recent illness all over the country, Zeng Luli squeezed in front of his eyes, and a female reporter squeezed in from several cameras, asking: "You announced your relationship like this, have you considered the feelings of fans?"
”Zeng Luli took advantage of the situation to poke the recorder in his eye, and used her strength to help up the reporter who was about to fall in front of him, and said to the recorder: "I am an actor, and it is a very honorable thing for someone to pay attention to me because of my profession, and I am very grateful to them for liking me."
But in addition to acting, I'm also trying to make my life better, and my fans must be like that. ”He thought that if he hadn't been beaten by society, he would not have had a good reaction to these journalists' questions.But from beginning to end, he was a young man who was at a loss, and at this time he had to be good-voiced, even if he didn't want to continue acting in this circle.He said the same thing to Director Xu, but Director Xu slammed the cigarette butt on the railing and said, "Look at me, I was determined to leave to teach, but didn't I come back in disgrace?"
”Zeng Luli shook his head and just said, "There's nothing good here." ”"Nothing good?"
Director Xu smiled bitterly.They were on the rooftop of the top floor of the hotel, and someone had leisurely renovated it, making it look like a balcony of their own.Director Xu stood on the marble bricks and pointed to Zeng Luli to the farthest building they could see: "Do you know where it is?"
”"Where?""
A villa in the center of the city," Xu said, "do you know how much money it takes to make a down payment?"
I have to be able to make three movies that make half a billion dollars at the box office. ”"But you know what?
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One of the students I taught, before he graduated, his parents bought him a house in the community there, with his name written on him, and he went to live after graduation. ”"So, Lu Li," Director Xu turned and leaned against the railing, "I know your parents are just farmers.You have been admitted to Baicheng University, the top university in China, you can enter the top company in China in the future, and if you work hard enough and are lucky enough, you can continue to be promoted.But do you know that if you follow such a path, not to mention Beishi, even if you want to have a house of your own in Baicheng and take your parents over to provide for them and start a family, how many years of wages do you need to save without eating or drinking?
”The more he talked, the more he felt that Zeng Luli was too lucky to have come all the way, because everything was so easy, but he didn't want to cherish it.He said that he didn't want to act anymore, saying that it was not good here, but he didn't know that if it weren't for this circle, Zeng Luli might not have earned as much money in his life as he made in a year here.What's more, it is the things that are attached to this circle, fame, power, and profit, which one is not coveted by people in this world?
It's really a full man, but he doesn't know that the hungry man is hungry.Director Xu's face was scathing, and the folds on his face were full of calculated light.Zeng Luli glanced at him, quickly withdrew his gaze, and just said, "At least I thought you would support me in telling this matter." ”They're the same people, aren't they?
At least the first time we saw each other, we knew it.Director Xu patted his head and said to him like he had done to him before: "This kind of thing is tacitly known to everyone."
Do you want to say it out loud, stupid or not?
The first person to eat crabs will survive it, and that is a bright future.But you didn't get through it, so who can you talk to?
”"It's not a question of the past."
He thought that he and Director Xu had known each other for more than five years, and Director Xu was his former mentor and friend.But even so, the two people still have to slowly walk on different paths.Director Xu looked at Zeng Luli's expression and knew in his heart: "When I was young, I was exactly the same as you, I was self-willed, and I could do anything for my feelings and ideals.Actually, I—" He paused, not knowing what he could say.What do you want to say, in fact, he is quite envious of having the confidence to make such a choice?
Or is there something else to dissuade?
People say that it is good to be rational and to concentrate on relying on money and status, but it is because they know that feelings are unreliable, and no one can let them love.But what if there really is?
If someone could have asked him to choose this way, what would he choose?
To choose the path that is the envy of the onlookers, or to leave everything behind and go to the person who is waiting for him to walk with him?
If he had the capital and confidence to leave the past, would he make the same choice as him?
He didn't know, so he suddenly dispelled all his thoughts of persuading Zeng Luli.This is the path that this child chooses for himself, and if he intends to bear all the consequences, then he will go for it himself."
If you want to leave, you'll have to finish my movie."
When the words came to his mouth, Director Xu swallowed, and in the end, he only told Zeng Lu to leave this sentence.Zeng Luli laughed and said, "Don't worry, I came this time to finish all the work here." ”INTERVIEWER The temperature in July is still just right.The weather is unusually good now, and winter cools down early, and from the end of August onwards, you can barely take off the thin long sleeves.Now if everyone gets together because of work, they still can't take off their masks unless necessary, so when Director Xu's crew held a finale banquet for the two leading actors, everyone in the photo only showed two eyes and stared at the camera, which was a bit funny.Zhong Cheng's assistant looked at the crew to cut the cake to eat, and looked at Zhong Cheng hesitantly, Zhong Cheng was wearing a mask, and finally didn't have to pretend to be Yan on weekdays, at the moment the corners of his mouth stiffened under the layer of cloth, waved his hand casually, and signaled to let her go.Zeng Luli sat with her, obviously a banquet for these two protagonists, but the two protagonists were all very interested.Zhong Cheng's stomach was empty, but because of his long-term diet moderation, he didn't know what it was like to be hungry, and said to the person sitting next to him: "My next scene to join the group is set, an action movie made by a foreign director." ”"Congratulations."
Zeng Luli sat on the chair and sent a message to someone he didn't know, and when he heard her words, he didn't raise his head, and he couldn't say a word of congratulations."
What about you?"
Zhong Cheng was bored with himself, and said with a wry smile, "Is it really that you don't act like this?"
”Zeng Luli shook his head: "I don't want to act, so I won't act." ”Another piece of news came, Zeng Luli laughed, his eyes crooked, and without waiting for Zhong Cheng to say the next sentence, he said to her: "I'll go first, and when Xiao Wang comes to find me, he will say that I and He Ren have gone out." ”He put away his phone and walked out of the hall, and immediately someone came up from behind and hugged him.This action is not so much a hug as a shackle.He Ren held a cigarette in his hand, handed it to his mouth, rested his head lightly on his shoulder, breathed to his ear, and asked, "Take a sip?"
”Zeng Luli followed his hand and took the tail of the cigarette in his mouth, took a hard puff, and was choked at once.There was a chuckle from behind him, and he said, "Why are you the same as a few years ago, and you still can't smoke." ”He coughed a few more times: "What's so good about smoke, it smells bad and harmful." ”He Ren put it in his mouth, let go of Zeng Luli, leaned against the wall, and asked him: "I called you this morning, why did you keep busy?"
”Zeng Luli took off his guard, also leaned next to him, and said casually: "Uncle called, and he answered." ”"You haven't been in touch for a few years, but lately you've been in touch a lot."
He Ren narrowed his eyes, pulled Zeng Luli's arm, and leaned on him, "Hey, you're really not going to act?"
”"Don't act," Zeng Luli said, "You hurt me so badly, how can you continue to act?"
”"Then how am I going to compensate you?""
How to pay?"
Zeng Luli looked down at his trouser legs and said in a low voice, "You spend your whole life making cattle and horses for me to compensate me, okay?"
”"Okay."
He Ren laughed and fell completely on top of him, the tiger teeth showing their sharp points.He used to be so unacceptable that there should be a secret between people, but the person in front of him wanted to keep a secret by his side, so in order to make him settle down, he had to accept it all.Zeng Luli is also a first-class actor in life, so he has no choice but to be his only audience, and use his life as an award for him.But Zeng Luli only knew one thing, He Ren couldn't cut open one of his hearts and show it to him, he couldn't raise his hands and give it to him, and he couldn't know that the relationship between them was never one of chasing and being chased.When did he endure between them?
He had to go slowly with his heart, slowly calming down all his doubts and panic, from now on.Zeng Luli lent him a shoulder to lean on, and said, "I still want to go back to Qingnan, other places are not good." ”"Okay."
He said, "I'll go back with you." ”They stood in a dark hallway, where no light could shine, and it was just the two of them, and even shadows would not disturb them.Selfish to this extent, I don't know how long I will be selfish.I have to talk about the things of a lifetime for a lifetime, and I can't finish talking about them here, so I have to leave quietly and send them real silence.Then, the story ended quietly.
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