Li Huai stared at these three words, he couldn't say how he felt, he did violate the company system, and he deserved to be reported, but the feeling of being betrayed was really uncomfortable.So......
Li Huai quietly looked at Gu Zhouyan, did he feel the same way?
The feeling of being betrayed.Li Huai replied to the message and asked him: Why?
Fang Yi: This project was originally meant to be given to me, but I don't know how it ended up in your hands.I don't think it's fair, I happened to hear you talking to someone on the phone in the toilet that day, and I was even more angry when I found out about you taking private work.So, I told Manager Zhang, I'm sorry.Li Huai: Forget it, it's meaningless, I wish you all the best in your work.Fang Yi: You and Mr.
Gu ......
Li Huai deleted Fang Yi expressionlessly, withdrew from the company's group, and didn't pay attention to the gossip inside, he sorted out WeChat little by little.For a while, I was stunned, and I have worked in the current company since I graduated, and it is false to say that there is no reluctance.From the time he agreed to the Guzhou Yan deal, he had already made a wrong step, a wrong step."
What's wrong, what's wrong?"
Gu Zhouyan sensed that something was wrong with him and leaned over."
Nothing."
Li Huai put away his phone and wanted to put the bowl in the kitchen.Gu Zhouyan took it, took the bowl into the kitchen, and came back with an extra bottle of medicinal wine in his hand.He motioned for Li Huai to lift his feet on the sofa, but Li Huai refused: "I'll come by myself." ”Gu Zhouyan ignored it, Li Huai couldn't help it, and lifted his foot up, Gu Zhouyan sat close and rested his foot on his lap.Gu Zhou Yan poured some medicinal wine into the palm of his hand, and the pungent taste immediately emanated, Li Huai frowned unhappily, Gu Zhou Yan covered his palm on his knee without changing his face, and then rubbed it slightly."
It hurts, it hurts!"
Li Huai couldn't hold back for a while, he screamed twice, he tried to lift his legs, but was pressed hard by Gu Zhouyan and didn't move.Gu Zhouyan rubbed his eyes seriously a little bit, and he whispered, "I didn't really want you to kneel." ”"I really want to splash you."
Li Huai replied, after gradually getting used to the strength, not only did it not hurt, but also felt a little comfortable, he leaned lazily on the sofa.Gu Zhouyan was speechless for a while, he lowered his head, his glasses had not been taken off, and he couldn't see his expression.Li Huai was a little sleepy and muttered, "It's a pity that I got up early in the morning to make soup." ”"I drank it, and it was delicious.""
Is it sweet?"
Li Huai replied unconsciously, and suddenly, he sat up straight suddenly, "You drank?"
”Li Huai looked at him from head to toe and asked in disbelief, "How did you drink it?"
Licked?
”He splashed him all over, how to drink it.Gu Zhouyan stopped what he was doing, there was a rare expression on his face, and he was a little speechless: "There are still some leftovers in the cup." ”"Oh."
I can't say whether it's a pity or a pity, Li Huai continued to lean on the sofa without interest, and Gu Zhouyan silently added: "Sweet." ”It was very sweet, and he suspected that Li Huai might have knocked over the sugar jar.Chapter 23 Li Huai has been really tired recently, leaning on the sofa, accompanied by the strong smell of medicinal wine, he gradually fell asleep again.When I woke up, it was dark and silent, and it was like night.Li Huai felt that his side was different, only to find that Gu Zhouyan was also in bed, sleeping soundly.This is the first time, Li Huai woke up when he was still lying down, Li Huai looked at him through the light of his mobile phone, his hair was slightly messy, because his hot face was a little flushed, his eyelashes were long, and his brows were slightly wrinkled.Li Huai reached out and touched his eyelashes, he moved impatiently, then reached out and grabbed Li Huai's hand and opened his eyes.His eyes did not have the haze of just waking up, it was a clear and deep look, he held Li Huai's hand and sat up straight, his voice was still a little hoarse, he asked, "Are you hungry?"
”Li Huai put away his mobile phone, shook his head, and said calmly: "Guzhou Yan, let's have a good talk." ”Gu Zhouyan let go of his hand and looked at him, "What are you talking about?"
”"Talk about Guzhou, talk about me, and talk about you, talk about what we should do in the future?"
Li Huai suppressed his voice and said softly.Gu Zhouyan didn't answer, Li Huai took out a pack of cigarettes from the pants scattered on the side of the bed, he lit one and clamped it between his fingers, but he didn't smoke it, because he didn't turn on the light, the starlight became the only light.Li Huai wanted to put the cigarette in his mouth, Gu Zhouyan stretched out his hand and grabbed his wrist, extinguished the cigarette and threw it on the ground, he put it on Li Huai's face, an intimate posture, "Don't smoke, if you smoke, the kiss will not be sweet." ”After speaking, he leaned close to Li Huai's lips.Li Huai looked at him, the black blurred the expressions of the two people, only the light in his eyes.Li Huai turned his head and pushed him away, "Zhou Yan, I really like you." ”Suddenly I heard a sneer, "Brother Huai, the person you like is not me." ”Li Huai was puzzled, he heard the sound of rustling, Gu Zhouyan stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and then with a "snap", the light turned on, and the light penetrated into Li Huai's eyes through the gap between Gu Zhouyan's fingers, making him blink uncomfortably.After a while, Gu Zhouyan put down his hand, and Li Huai opened his eyes and was able to see Gu Zhouyan's face clearly.He was wearing a dark blue pajamas made of satin fabric, which covered his body smoothly and properly, making him whiter, and a little more gloomy between his eyebrows.He hooked his lips, then spoke, repeating in a somewhat vicious tone: "Brother Huai, the person you like is not me." ”Li Huai didn't understand his stubbornness, he really wanted to ask Gu Zhouyan, if the person he liked was not him, who was it?
If it weren't for the Guzhou dialect that gave an umbrella on that rainy night, not the Guzhou dialect that once sat quietly by the window and stared at a cat, not the Guzhou dialect that once called "Brother Huai" with a trill, not the Guzhou dialect full of youthful vitality when playing basketball, not the Guzhou dialect that once showed longing eyes to the Ferris wheel, not the Guzhou dialect that would remember to cover the little horn with a blanket, not ......
Who's that?
Who made himself kiss him wildly on a thunderstorm night?
Who made himself clumsy in soup after a sleepless night?
Who is it that makes him plan for the future with joy?
I wanted to say too much, and I blocked my chest, but I couldn't say a word.Li Huai thought that it was he who did wrong, it was he who deceived Guzhou dialect with lies from the beginning, and the feelings built on deception were already shaky, so how could he trust.But, at least their relationship is real, he can work a little harder to prove to Gu Zhouyan that his sincere heart is hot.Li Huai stopped arguing with him and asked, "Are you hungry?"
Let's cook noodles and eat them. ”He changed the topic too quickly, Gu Zhouyan didn't come back to his senses for a while, and the gloom in his expression had not yet dissipated, but he completely lost his momentum.He sat there, his eyes foggy, and nodded instinctively.Boiled noodles are really boiled noodles, even an egg Li Huai didn't expect to fry one, he is a cooking idiot, and it is a waste to fry eggs, he jumped a few green vegetables from the refrigerator, and before the water was boiled, he threw the washed vegetables into it and boiled them together.After the noodles were cooked, Li Huai put some chili peppers in his bowl, but Gu Zhouyan didn't put the bowl, and the clear soup was so watery that people had no appetite.He looked at the two bowls of noodles, a little disgusted, but brought them to the living room anyway.Gu Zhouyan sat quietly in the living room, Li Huai brought it over, he took it without saying a word, Li Huai rubbed his nose a little embarrassed: "The taste may not be very good, if it is not delicious, let's order takeout." ”Gu Zhouyan picked up the noodles, blew them, and then put them in his mouth, he didn't make any comments, just ate them little by little.Li Huai also ate with him, it was not unpalatable if it was not delicious, he was hungry, so he didn't bother to care so much.Li Huai ate quickly, the chili peppers were a little spicy, and the noodles were a little hot, he was sweating on the tip of his nose when he ate, and most of the depression in his heart was so dissipated.Guzhou Yan looked very serious about eating noodles, he picked up the noodles little by little, and every time he had to blow before entering his mouth, he would put them in his mouth.When Li Huai finished eating, he still had some left.Li Huai had nothing to do, so he held his head to watch him eat noodles and asked, "Is it delicious?"
”Guzhou said bluntly: "It's not delicious." ”Having said that, Gu Zhouyan still ate the noodles and soup thoroughly, and after eating, he consciously took the bowl to the kitchen, leaving it for tomorrow's hourly work to wash.Full of wine and food, Li Huai leaned on the sofa, and as soon as he calmed down, he inevitably began to think crankily again, thinking about his future work, thinking about how the people in the company would arrange him, thinking about the future, and thinking about the future.In order to avoid thinking too much about indigestion, Li Huai evasively wanted to find something to do, and he pulled the Guzhou dialect next to him: "Do you eat chicken?"
”Gu Zhouyan took out his mobile phone, "Which one do you want to eat, KFC?"
”Li Huai looked at him like a nervous person, "I said games." ”"What game?"
Gu Zhouyan looked dazed.Li Huai found out that this person's mobile phone is an ornament, he never seems to be online, nor does he care about fashion trends, he doesn't understand emojis, doesn't understand Internet terms, and doesn't play games, he has become an old cadre as a young man.Li Huai explained it to him, and then took his mobile phone and downloaded it.While waiting for the progress bar, he chatted with Gu Zhouyan: "What was the last game you played?"
”Gu Zhouyan was staring at the game interface on Li Huai's phone, and when he heard the question, he raised his head and showed a look of memory: "Hide and seek?
”Li Huai looked him up and down for a long time before he was sure that he was serious and not joking."
Forget about high school, you didn't play games in college?"
Gu Zhouyan shook his head, and Li Huai asked him again in disbelief: "Then did you watch cartoons when you were a child?"
”Gu Zhouyan tilted his head and thought for a while: "I rarely watch it after I am about 6 years old." ”Li Huai thinks he is a nerd, he is amazed, he doesn't understand the world of rich people, is this the so-called some people who are better than you and work harder than you?
He complained: "You monster without childhood. ”Gu Zhouyan lowered his eyes, did not answer, pointed to the interface of his mobile phone and said: "I see that many of them have fun, is it fun?"
”Li Huai got off the game and stuffed it into his hand: "You can try it and you'll know, follow me in a while, and I'll teach you." ”Gu Zhouyan nodded, and he obeyed Li Huai's command throughout the game.In the picture, he was wearing a helmet, carrying the robbery that Li Huai asked him to pick up, clinging to Li Huai like a little heel.Li Huai is a very good teacher, he is not irritable, and he will not be like many people who don't recognize their relatives when they get into the game, and explain to him along the way.When he arrived at the hot air balloon, he showed off his hand and said to Gu Zhouyan, who was staring at the screen seriously: "Wait, brother will take you to romantic Turkey." ”Gu Zhouyan raised his head and opened his mouth slightly, "Huh?
”Then the two of them sat in a hot air balloon and slowly rose into the air, Gu Zhouyan did not speak, and he walked around in the picture, looking east and west.Li Huai suddenly took out a handful of roses and handed them to him, and made a gesture of love, Gu Zhouyan exclaimed: "What is this?"
”He asked so seriously, Li Huai didn't know how to explain, and he said dryly: "It's nothing." ”Coming down from the hot air balloon, Gu Zhouyan asked strangely, "Don't you sit down?"
”Li Huai glanced at him with disgust: "How can you sit all the time?"
We're going to snipe now, this one, I'll take you to eat chicken. ”He drove Gu Zhouyan into the city, and found that there were people not far away, he said to Gu Zhouyan: "Did you see it on the other side?"
Someone, you come, kill him!
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”Gu Zhouyan raised his gun and hit it, but he didn't hit, and the people over there found out, fought back, and was shot by Li Huai.Li Huai ran over and left a sentence: "Go, lick the bag." ”When he ran over and licked the bag, he found that Gu Zhouyan didn't follow, "Why didn't you follow me?"
”Gu Zhouyan said blankly: "I'm stuck." ”Before Li Huai could say anything, he heard a few "bangs", and green smoke rose from Guzhou Yan.Gu Zhouyan's mobile phone interface finally moved, he raised his head and said sullenly: "Am I dead?"
”Obviously without any expression, Li Huai was stunned and saw a little grievance, "It's okay, I'll avenge you." ”That handful, Li Huai still ate chicken with Guzhou dialect.When he played, Guzhou Yan took the mobile phone and looked at it seriously, as if he was studying, Li Huai later took him to play a few games, and Guzhou Yan gradually got started, but he also felt a little interesting.The two of them were tired of playing, and they both lay down in bed.I slept too much during the day, and neither of them was sleepy, Guzhou Yan stroked Li Huai's neck, his fingers were cold, which made Li Huai have goosebumps, and Guzhou Yan had a little solicitation: "Brother Huai, is it okay?"
”Li Huai didn't want to satisfy him easily this time, although he wanted to try his best to make up for the damage to Guzhou Yan, but he was not angry about the words and behaviors before Gu Zhouyan, so he turned his head away and said stiffly: "My knees are still swollen." ”Gu Zhouyan withdrew his hand and got out of bed, Li Huai heard the movement and thought he was angry, so he stood up to look at him, but found that Guzhouyan was standing at the end of the bed after the game.Li Huai was lying on the bed, he was standing at the end of the bed, the two of them were facing each other, Li Huai was wondering what he wanted to do, Gu Zhouyan suddenly knelt down, then knelt and climbed onto the bed, stood at Li Huai's feet, and asked him: "Is this okay?"
”Li Huai didn't remember whether he nodded or not, anyway, Gu Zhouyan climbed up from the end of the bed little by little, he was dizzy, and thought depressedly, do people nowadays fight so hard for this kind of thing?
Chapter 24 Li Huai lived in Guzhou Yan's house in this way, he obediently obeyed all the arrangements of Guzhou Yan, and learned to cook according to the recipe every day, treating Guzhou Yan with gentleness and gentleness.When he is emotional, he will hug the Guzhou dialect and whisper in his ear over and over again, saying, "I like you." ”Gu Zhouyan didn't respond, but just dropped a kiss on his eyelids.Day after day, for two whole weeks, the scene that Li Huai expected that Guzhou Yan would have a good talk with him still did not come.Gu Zhou Yan was like a mirror in the bathroom, the mist rising from the hot water enveloped him, no matter how hard Li Huai tried to wipe it, it was only scratches, but he could never see through his essence.Li Huai was a little discouraged and a little anxious.Finally, he picked a time and said to Gu Zhouyan: "I want to go back to see my mother tomorrow, and it just so happens that she is going to the hospital tomorrow, so I will take her there." ”Gu Zhouyan thought for a moment and nodded yes.Li Huai was a little happy to see that he had promised happily, and he thought that the relationship between them had finally progressed.A good night's dream, the next day, Li Huai got up early in the morning, he cleaned himself up, and cooked rice balls for the two of them.At the dinner table, Li Huai said happily: "I'll go home first, and I'll come back in the evening, otherwise let's go to the movies, right?"
Anyway, the two of us haven't officially dated yet. ”Because Li Huai has no clothes here, he is dressed in Guzhou dialect for him, and the clothes are in the taste of Guzhou dialect, but they are also very suitable for Li Huai.The white shirt with a wide fabric and a well-cut fit, a very thin gold rim around the cuffs, and metal buttons, lined him with a tall and handsome person.Li Huai's temperament is far from noble, but it is very gentle, in today's words, it is Buddha, his eyebrows and eyes are soft, without a little anger and impetuousness.He always has a smile in the corner of his eyes, and with his light gray pupils, it makes people feel that no matter what you do, he will not be angry.He's like a glass of boiled water, no matter what you add to it, it's not an offense.At this moment, he was sitting in front of Gu Zhouyan, happily planning his day, and his energy was flying.Gu Zhouyan listened to him in silence, and then spoke: "Will you go back tomorrow?"
”Li Huai's smile froze, his brows furrowed, and he asked, "Why?"
”Gu Zhouyan showed a rare look of crampedness, and said hesitantly: "Brother Huai, in fact, today is my birthday, can you accompany me first?"
I'm going to let you go tomorrow?
”Li Huai was stunned for a few seconds, and then smiled at him: "Why didn't you say it early on your birthday, okay, I'll celebrate your birthday with you today."
But well, tomorrow I have to go home, and I don't worry about my mother. ”Gu Zhouyan nodded, his eyes full of smiles.Li Huai's plan was disrupted, there was no need to go out, he wanted to go back to the bedroom to change his clothes, but Gu Zhouyan dissuaded him: "Just wear this, this one looks good." ”Li Huai put down his pajamas a little embarrassed and obediently did not change his clothes.didn't stay long, Gu Zhouyan received a call from the company, he had to go back to deal with things, he stood at the door a little impatiently and didn't want to leave, Li Huai touched him: "Okay, work is important, I'm here and don't leave, we will celebrate your birthday when you come back." ”Guzhou Yan went out with a displeased face, Li Huai saw him leave, and looked around the whole house, the simple decoration in black and white tones was as cold as Gu Zhouyan's whole person.But there is an orange round chandelier in the bedroom, which does not match the style of the whole home.Li Huai asked Gu Zhou Yan why, Gu Zhou Yan said that this lamp is like the sun, Li Huai can't see it, probably he doesn't have artistic cells.He rolled up his sleeves, tied his apron, first cleaned the house, and then opened his phone to order a cake and some decorations such as streamers.After about a few hours, everything was ready, Li Huai put the cake in the refrigerator, and then worked for most of the day to decorate the living room.Streamers, balloons, and birthday hats, can you satisfy the hidden girlish heart of the boy who likes to ride the Ferris wheel?
Li Huai was secretly happy, slumped on the sofa to rest, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Gu Zhouyan, asking him how long he would be back, Gu Zhouyan quickly replied, saying that there would probably be a while.Li Huai was lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone, he fell asleep in a daze, he was woken up by the sound of the door opening, and Gu Zhouyan entered the door and was bending over his slippers.Li Huai trotted up to him and covered his eyes: "Don't peek, follow me." ”Gu Zhouyan was led by him to sit on the sofa, and Li Huai ordered him to "not open his eyes", and then let go.Gu Zhouyan closed his eyes and listened to the movement.Li Huai went to the kitchen, took out the cake from the refrigerator, he lit the candles, and then reacted and ran to the living room to close the curtains.He picked up the cake and walked to Guzhou Yan singing a birthday song, the candle flame flickered, and the light and shadow swayed on Gu Zhouyan's eyelids.Gu Zhouyan slowly opened his eyes, and the light of the candle danced in his eyes, making his eyes blazing, staring at the person holding the cake.Li Huai urged him: "Hurry up and make a wish, your hands are sore." ”Gu Zhouyan silently closed his eyes, looking religious, and after a moment he opened his eyes, "Whew", he blew out the candle.Li Huai turned on the lamp, and Gu Zhouyan looked curiously at the surrounding decorations, the ribbons on the walls, which formed a sharp contrast with the black and white surroundings, but with a strange beauty.Li Huai asked him, "Do you like it?"
”Gu Zhouyan nodded, and asked him again: "Is it good-looking?"
”He nodded.Li Huai buttoned the blue birthday hat with sharp corners on his head and asked him to hold the cake: "Come, take a picture." ”Gu Zhouyan was a little nervous in front of the camera, the corners of his mouth were tight, his face was expressionless, his body was stiff holding the cake, Li Huai took a picture of his stupid appearance, and took a selfie at the camera with his neck around his neck.When taking a selfie, Gu Zhouyan didn't look at the camera, turned his face sideways, looked at Li Huai with his eyes, and his rare side face was gentle.After the trouble, Li Huai asked Guzhou Yan to cut the cake.The cake is the most common style, almond fruit cake, Li Huai doesn't like to eat sweet, he felt tired of eating a piece, he stopped and wanted to go to the bedroom to change into home clothes.He was halfway unbuttoned, Gu Zhouyan walked in, Li Huai wondered: "Don't eat cake anymore?"
”"Hmm."
Gu Zhouyan responded, and he looked at Li Huai's half-open shirt, revealing a dangerous look.Li Huai was stared at by him uncomfortably, and he didn't take off his clothes or put them on.Gu Zhouyan said in a low voice: "Brother Huai, let's play something different today, right?"
”The voice is hoarse, with a little charm.Li Huai's hand pinching his neckline was stiff, he wanted to refuse, he wanted to ask "what's different", or "what's different", but today was Guzhouyan's birthday, he couldn't bear to refuse, so he nodded slightly, and his ears instantly seemed to be on fire, hot and scorching.Gu Zhouyan took out a black cloth and blindfolded him, Li Huai, who was deprived of sight, was a little nervous, and Gu Zhouyan tied his hands behind his back, Li Huai judged from the texture that it was a tie.The shirt was not taken off in the end, and hung loosely on Li Huai's body.Li Huai didn't know the time, his world was dark, and his world was hot.The bedroom window was not closed, and suddenly a strong wind rose and roared into the room, and the window was also blown and rattled.Li Huai couldn't help but shrink, Gu Zhouyan got up and closed the window, and then came back to hug him.The weather changed rapidly, first there were a few earthly thunderstorms, and Gu Zhouyan hugged him tighter, as if he wanted to hug him into his bones.Then a heavy rain hit unexpectedly, and the air was full of coolness.Li Huai wanted to hug Gu Zhouyan, this person was afraid of thunder, he didn't forget, but his hands were tied, so he could only turn his head sideways, and he said, "Zhou Yan, I like you." ”The sound was sticky, as if it had been soaked in rain, and it was damp.Gu Zhouyan's cheek was against his neck, and his short hair was a little tied, which made Li Huai's neck a little itchy, Guzhou Yan licked Li Huai's earlobe lightly and replied to him: "I love you." ”The voice was like Gu Zhouyan's hair, slightly stinging Li Huai's skin, making him itch unbearably.There was another muffled thunder, Li Huai raised his head and whimpered, his hair was messy, his forehead was fine sweat, and the tears from the corners of his eyes soaked the black cloth.His body was hot, but the thunder sounded, and he didn't know why it made him panic in the bottom of his heart, and the coolness seemed to rush from the soles of his feet, washing away all thoughts and reverie.Chapter 25 was ridiculous overnight, Li Huai had no warm mood, and fell into a dream.In the dream, there is a strange and strange picture, and for a moment it is a monster with a big mouth chasing him; For a moment he was soaking wet, he thought it was water, and when he looked down, he was scarlet; For a moment he could see nothing, only the sound of panting and the burning smell of the flesh after the fire had been scorched; For a moment, he was on a cliff, and then he stepped into the air......
Li Huai was awakened by the momentary weightlessness, his chest was stuffy, his temples ached faintly, and a layer of cold sweat on his back made him shiver.Gu Zhouyan came in from outside the house, looking refreshed, and Li Huai was extremely embarrassed in comparison.Gu Zhouyan saw that something was wrong with him, stepped forward and touched his forehead, and asked worriedly: "It's a little hot, is it a fever?"
”Li Huai didn't have the strength, he only said, "Water." ”Gu Zhouyan hurriedly went out and handed him a cup of warm water, Li Huai took it and drank it all, the warm water flowed down his throat into his abdomen, making him feel a lot more comfortable, he licked his lips with the water cup, his brain was turning on little by little, and he slowly regained a little clarity.Li Huai picked up his phone from the bedside table, and missed calls filled the entire screen.He muted his phone at some point, but forgot to change it back.It was all calls from Li's mother, Li Huai's heart jumped, and a bad premonition passed in an instant, and he didn't have time to catch it, so he dialed the phone.After a long "beep", someone finally answered the phone, it was not Mother Li, it was a person who claimed to be a nurse."
Brother Huai?
Brother Huai?
”There was a worried cry in his ear, Li Huai looked over, but his eyes couldn't focus, he couldn't see everything in front of him clearly, his brain was chaotic, and it wasn't until the glass slipped off his hand and made a crisp cracking sound that Li Huai regained consciousness.The man said that his mother was in the hospital; The man said that his mother was rescuing in the early hours of last night; The man said that the rescue was ineffective; The man said......
Li Huai didn't remember how he got to the hospital, he couldn't speak, and Guzhou Yan was by his side, but he didn't say a word.The world is terrifyingly quiet and dazzlingly white.All he saw was white, a piece of white, a white hospital, white clothes, white cloth, covering his mother, who had lived hard and hard all his life, and the face was so white that Li Huai couldn't recognize it.This person is not his mother, is he?
This person may just happen to be called Liu Lanfang, right?
This person, how could it be, how could it be his mother?
The cause of death was very simple, it was not a car accident or man-made, but she happened to go to the supermarket, and it happened that she bought too many things, and it happened that she couldn't lift it and stopped to rest, and it happened that the strong wind blew loose the billboard, and it just happened to fall on her head.Countless just enough can take away her life and every tomorrow that has never come.If, if there is a little deviation, if there is a little less, the accident will not happen.If, if Li Huai had gone home yesterday, if he had accompanied her, he would not have let her carry so many things......
What was he doing at the time of the accident?
By the way, he's in bed.Li Huai felt nauseous, he felt so disgusting, he rushed to the toilet and vomited violently, vomiting until his whole body convulsed, as if he was going to vomit blood.Gu Zhouyan worriedly wanted to go up to help him, but Li Huai pushed him away, trembling all over.Later, Li Huai lost consciousness, and when he woke up, he was in a daze, unable to eat or speak.Gu Zhouyan was helpless, and whispered in his ear how to handle Li's mother's funeral.Li Huai's expression was sluggish, he couldn't understand, who died?
Why do you want a funeral.Then he blinked slowly, yes, his mom was gone.Li Huai didn't think about it, he worked hard to earn money and wanted to treat her, but he didn't expect that it was not the disease that took her away, but an accident, an accident that could have been avoided.His heart was so numb that it slowed down, and the blood around him seemed to be out of circulation, leaving him without a little warmth.Li Huai remembered that Li's mother told him to let him go home early on a business trip and let him wear more clothes, and she also said that she had something to tell Li Huai, and Li Huai never had the opportunity to ask her again, which old man did she fancie, handsome or not?
Li's mother's funeral was handled by Gu Zhouyan, because it couldn't be delayed, and Li Huai was not sober.Gu Zhouyan cautiously asked him, who do you want to inform?
Li Huai shook his head vigorously.After Li's father passed away, the family owed debts, and the favor gradually weakened, and there were no relatives to deal with.Li Huaibei came from it, when Li's mother was in her hometown, she didn't know if she had any friends, would she be lonely?
She came to a strange city alone, and now, she left alone.Gu Zhouyan flipped through Li's mother's mobile phone, and there was very little in the address book, and there was really no one to contact.The cemetery was selected in the Guzhou dialect, and Li Huai stood in front of the tombstone, with a sense of unreal absurdity, and his feet fluttered.The surrounding environment is excellent, green mountains and green waters.Li Huai felt that it was too cold, he reluctantly opened his mouth, and the first thing he said was: "How can you let her die in a foreign country?"
”This accusation is unreasonable, but Li Huai can't care about it anymore, he thinks, her mother doesn't know if it's suitable for this place, C City is so humid and always rainy, she should want to go back to her hometown, that's where she grew up.How can she be buried here, surrounded by strange strangers, she can't find someone to chat in her hometown, her Mandarin is not good, what should she do if others can't understand the jokes.How could she be allowed to lie in such a strange place.Li Huai knelt on the ground and hugged the tombstone, he really wanted to take her home, but after falling into the ground, everything was settled after all.Gu Zhouyan followed and knelt beside him: "I'm sorry." ”Li Huai's eyes were dry, there were no tears, his throat seemed to be cut with a blunt knife, and he spoke as if he was about to cry blood: "I should have gone back that day, why didn't I go back that day?"
”Gu Zhouyan hung his head, "I'm sorry." ”How Li Huai got home, he doesn't remember.When he was somewhat conscious, he was lying in his own home, surrounded by a familiar atmosphere, and Gu Zhouyan wanted to feed him porridge, but he pushed it and had no appetite.Gu Zhouyan persuaded him: "Brother Huai, you can eat something." ”Li Huai did not speak.Li Huai suddenly remembered that the nightmare he had had, it turned out to be a prophecy, God had hinted at him a long time ago, and he didn't understand it.If this is a punishment for the bad things he has done, why doesn't the retribution fall on him, the damned one is him."
Brother Huai!"
Gu Zhouyan exclaimed, Li Huai came back to his senses, only to find that he was holding a fruit knife in his hand, which was pressing on his wrist, and there was a bloodshot streak.Li Huai wanted to explain, he didn't want to die, he didn't know when he was holding the knife, he didn't have consciousness, but he didn't bother to speak, and put a band-aid on him with the Guzhou dialect.He didn't eat or drink, and he leaned limply on the bed without knowing what it would be.He was masochistic and fantasized desperately about what it would be like if he had returned home that day.He got into a dead end, hit his head and didn't get out of the blood.He touched the quilt under him, thinking about the scene of Mother Li chatting while changing the quilt, he turned his head, there was a group photo of their family of three, and he remembered that he had not taken a decent group photo with Mother Li.He looked at the table, where his miscellaneous items were placed, and Mother Li always liked to put the unsure and unimportant things she picked up on the ground, and then criticized him for always throwing things away.Li's mother also once put Guzhouyan's ID card there and accused him of losing everything.ID card, Li Huai's eyes suddenly widened, he remembered that the date of birth on it was not the same day as Guzhou Yan's birthday.Li Huai propped himself up and made a call to Elina.Gu Zhouyan was boiling porridge in the kitchen, and after the porridge was boiled, he carried it into the bedroom and persuaded him to eat something.When he entered the house, Li Huai sat on the edge of the bed, and when he looked up, his eyes were like sharp knives, quenching with cold light, and he was surrounded by black gas.Li Huai was always lifeless during this time, and now with a fierce aura, he was angry, but he was scared for no reason.He spoke, and his voice was very cold: "Guzhou Yan, is it really your birthday that day?"
”Gu Zhou's hands trembled and he did not answer."
Your ID card is not that day, I should have remembered."
Li Huai continued, and without waiting for Gu Zhouyan to answer, he spoke hurriedly: "Don't say that your birthday is different from that on your ID card!"
I asked Elina and she said you've always had the day you were on your ID!
I've been in the company for two years, and I should know that. ”Li Huai smiled bitterly, he hugged his head: "Why am I so stupid." ”He muttered, "I thought it was an accident, I don't dare to blame you for not letting me come back that day, I can only blame myself, it's my fault, it's my fault."
But why?
Guzhou dialect, why?
Are you going to lie to me that it's your birthday?
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Want to sleep with me?
To lock me up?
”At the end, he let out a roar of rage, his eyes bloodshot.Gu Zhouyan looked at him calmly, and when he finished venting, he spoke: "I lied to you." ”Li Huai looked at him in disbelief, he didn't expect him to admit it so happily, Gu Zhouyan's face was indifferent: "Li Huai, I lied to you from the beginning."
The first time I came to your house, I threw up, remember?
It was pretended, I could have held back, I deliberately vomited in front of you; The ID card was deliberately dropped here; Learning basketball is to get close to you, ah, by the way, I played that junior high school student that day.I've been lying to you from beginning to end, Li Huai, you're only now finding out, am I disguising yourself too well, or are you too stupid?
”"Why?"
Gu Zhouyan replied, "You always like to sympathize with the weak, Li Huai, your sympathy is overflowing, I will pretend to be pitiful and weak in front of you."
I was complacent at first, but you really got on the road.But you colluded with Guzhou Xuan to lie to me, which made me very angry, I had to lock you up as punishment, but you wanted to get out, what could I do, I had to lie to you. ”He took two steps closer with the porridge, picked up Li Huai's chin with his hand, and looked at him condescendingly: "I told you early in the morning that the person you like is not me, why don't you understand?"
Now, do you still like me?
”He sneered, "Brother Huai." ”"Get out!"
Li Huai pushed him away and overturned the porridge in his bowl.The porridge was already cold, the porridge that was slowly boiled was sticky, fell to the ground, looked disgusting, and some splashed on the Guzhou dialect suit, slowly sliding down little by little, leaving white greasy stains.Li Huai took out a tissue from the side without changing his face, and wiped his clothes slowly and methodically, and the confetti was stuck to the clothes, which made the clothes dirtier instead.He simply wiped his fingers, then threw the tissue away.