It wasn't until dawn that they hugged each other and fell asleep.I woke up the next afternoon.She was sneaking at his stubble again, as she had done before.He woke up, but continued to pretend to be asleep so that she could play a little longer.After a while, he reached out and hugged her tightly, put his chin on the top of her head, lowered his head slightly, and kissed the top of her head, "Are you hungry?"
”The voice was a little hoarse, rustling like a scrape on people's hearts."
Hungry, but tired."
She leaned sideways and said a little lazily.Luo Chengdong sat up, took his mobile phone to call, and asked someone to bring the food over.After eating, Lin Luochan nestled lazily on the sofa.Luo Chengdong looked at the domestic stocks, closed the computer, and walked over.The two sat opposite each other."
Luoluo, let's have another wedding."
It's a scar that both of them have to face.Now, I finally have to muster up the courage to face it.Lin Luochan shook her head slightly, "I don't want to do it." ”Luo Chengdong looked at her, understanding how hurt the wedding was at the beginning, but it was something he had already decided to do again.If you want to completely get out of the shadow of the beginning, you have to replace the bad memories with new things.Luo Chengdong said: "You don't have to worry about it, I'll prepare." ”After a while, Lin Luochan nodded slightly.She could not continue to reject such occasions, just because she refused to attend the wedding in the first place, and all the wedding invitations she received afterwards.No matter how good the relationship is, she doesn't go.The two enjoyed a nice vacation.In the days following the holiday, the two were almost inseparable.Holding hands or kissing at all times, love reaches its peak.The originally planned ten-day vacation was extended by Luo Chengdong for another five days.The night before they came back, the two were lying in bed, and Lin Luochan whispered, "After we separated, I thought I would never enjoy love again." ”"If you miss it, I'll make it up to you.If you don't feel love in the future, tell me and I'll improve.I want you to be able to enjoy love when you're seventy. ”He promised."
Hmm."
After returning to China after Chapter 60, Lin Luochan went to the school to report and start a postdoctoral career.For convenience, Luo Chengdong bought a house near the school and moved his family there.It wasn't until she moved that Lin Luochan didn't know how much Lego Luo Chengdong bought.In the new house, there is a large room that is all used for Lego, and the house is specially equipped with underfloor heating.However, this house is a large flat and has no garden.At this point, Lin Luochan was initially lost.However, after moving in, Luo Chengdong would buy a bouquet of flowers every day after work and bring it back.On the coffee table in the living room, there is a white vase, and Lin Luochan will see a bouquet of flowers when she goes home, which is fresh every day, and the varieties are not the same for a long time.Sometimes when I go home, I will see a bunch of lilies, under the dim corridor lamp, like a hollow valley orchid, quiet and beautiful.Sometimes it's a bouquet of flaming roses, welcoming people home with enthusiasm.Sometimes Luo Chengdong came back late, but Lin Luochan could see flowers when she woke up the next morning.It became his daily routine.Life seems to have been reversed now, and the person who pays more attention to the sense of ritual is Luo Chengdong.On big and small holidays, he definitely doesn't work overtime, and when he encounters a holiday like Valentine's Day, he won't go to work for a day.If Lin Luochan happens to have an experiment, he will send her over and celebrate together in the evening.It wasn't until her birthday that Lin Luochan knew that the cake she ate at Song Xi's house was made by Luo Chengdong.This time for her birthday, just after the early hours of the morning, Luo Chengdong told her "Happy Birthday", coaxed her to sleep, and quietly got up and went to the kitchen to be busy.Lin Luochan woke up the next morning and didn't see Luo Chengdong, thinking that he had gone to exercise.After washing up, I went out and saw him busy in the kitchen, so shocked that he stood still, motionless.After a while, walk briskly, hug his waist, rest his head on his back, and move with him.The whole time, except he told her, "Go to bed again." ”She shook her head.There was no verbal communication between the two.Until the cake was ready, she was so attached to him, and he was up to her.The cake was placed on the table, candles were inserted, and a crown was placed on her.Not the previous paper crown, but the real one.It was he who bought it at an auction and had been in the safe for a long time.gave her a crown, straightened her sideburns, and took out her camera, "Luoluo, look at the camera." ”Yes, he started taking pictures, taking a lot of pictures, sorting them out every once in a while, sorting them out.Before that, he didn't have such a mind."
I'll always be there for you and I won't have to take so many pictures," she said. ”He replied: "When we are old in the future, we can flip through photos and have a lot of memories." ”It's just a very simple reason, she has a sour nose inexplicably.She gradually noticed that he was more and more like his father, the elder who kept a diary with delicate thoughts.And she's always been more like her mother.Fate reincarnates, fortunately they didn't miss each other.On the last day of the year, they went to get their marriage license.If you want a fresh start, you choose this day.On the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau, Lin Luochan asked, "Why didn't you show up when you got a divorce certificate at that time?"
”"Don't dare to show up."
Luo Chengdong confessed.He was afraid that she would ask him for a reason, he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted, and the facts in front of him could not make him soft-hearted.So I chose to escape.The days went on slowly.Xu Senmiao and his wife often go out to play, so they threw Yuanyuan to Lin Luochan.Yuanyuan is a year old, very cute, very obedient, often giggling at people, laughing and laughing, and saliva pops out.Luo Chengdong also laughed, and the children at this stage have a sense of interaction, which is very fun.Luo Chengdong took Yuanyuan from Lin Luochan's hands when he went home, he wouldn't talk and tease her like a father, he just walked around with her.Yuan Yuan was once attracted by Lego on the ground and struggled to play.Luo Chengdong spoke, "That's your godmother."
Yuan Yuan can't play, I'll buy you other Lego tomorrow. ”Yuanyuan was obviously not happy, and began to cry after struggling to no avail.Even so, Luo Chengdong didn't let her play with the pile of Lego, and directly carried her to the study and distracted her with other things.After Yuanyuan fell asleep at night, the two lay on the bed.Neither of them talked about the topic of children.This time, Luo Chengdong spoke, "Luoluo, I don't have an opinion on whether you want to have a child or when you want to give birth." ”"Let it be."
The last time I made a good plan, I couldn't withstand the changes in life.This time, she wanted to follow her own heart, just let things develop naturally, and she just did it when the time came.* For the company, Lin Luochan still has an idea, and she discussed it with Luo Chengdong in the evening."
I want to set up a charity with some money and put it into the charity every year as a percentage of the company's profits.Help to those in need. ”Lin Luochan said."
Okay, I'll take a fixed proportion from the company and put it in."
Luo Chengdong did not hesitate."
Do you have anyone in particular you'd like to help?"
Luo Chengdong asked."
Left-behind children or orphans."
Lin Luochan believes that children are the most vulnerable and powerless people in the world.She loves children very much, and every time she sees them hurt, she is heartbroken."
Well, I'm here to find someone to run the charity.Luoluo, you can rest assured at school. ”The two talked about this for a long time, and even went to the study together to start writing a plan.This time, Luo Chengdong changed into a swivel chair without a backrest, let Lin Luochan play against his back, and took the initiative to hand her his left hand.Everything is just like before.She played with his hand while saying what he thought, and he typed with one hand to record it.This is the first time that the two have completed a project together, and they found that there is a tacit understanding.Basically, one party makes a point and the other party thinks it's good, so they write it down immediately.What was still a warm picture was broken by a phone call.When he called from Europe, when he saw the number, Luo Chengdong's face changed in a second.Lin Luochan got up, stood next to Luo Chengdong, and listened nervously to the phone.Grandpa is being rescued again.As in the past, when Luo Chengdong received the call, the world stopped turning and sat stiffly in his chair.The temples jumped suddenly, and the intuition was not good this time.While waiting for the call, Lin Luochan was wordless on the side, holding his cold and damp hands, trying to give him a little warmth.At the same time, pray in your heart that you need to find something to support yourself at this time.No matter how grandpa treated Luo Chengdong before, grandpa is the only relative he is currently related to.The only thing he can remember at the moment is his grandfather.An hour later, the phone rang, and the doctor said a few words.Lin Luochan's tears flowed down at once, without any buffer.Luo Chengdong still sat motionless, and after two minutes, "Luoluo, help me call Liu Mu." ”He couldn't dial the number anymore, and he had exhausted all his strength to say this.Lin Luochan hurriedly took his mobile phone on the desk, and the phone was connected, "Hey, Liu Mu, Chengdong's grandfather has passed away." ”Hearing this, Liu Mu immediately jumped up from the sofa, "I'll let the pilot prepare, you go to the airport now, and I'll go over too." ”Liu Mu briefly explained to Song Xi and then packed his luggage and went out.Lin Luochan also hurriedly went to the cloakroom to get some dark clothes and put them in the suitcase.She was worried about Luo Chengdong in the study, so she packed her luggage very quickly, and then checked her documents.The two of them set off.In the car, Lin Luochan held Luo Chengdong's hands in her hands and tried to give him some warmth.He didn't say a word, but her clenched teeth and reddish eyes broke her heart."
Cry if you want, no one else."
Lin Luochan said softly.Luo Chengdong shook his head slightly.On the plane, Luo Chengdong didn't eat, drink, or sleep, and sat like a piece of wood.Liu Mu and Lin Luochan both understood him, didn't bother, and gave him space.It was very quiet all the way in the plane.When I arrived at the hospital, I saw him for the last time.Originally, Liu Mu had already contacted many people to prepare materials and prepare to transport his grandfather back to China across the country.In the end, Luo Chengdong stopped him, he didn't want to toss his grandfather.In order to prolong his grandfather's life, he tried all methods, and grandpa was not necessarily happy with this process.Now that that's the case, there's no more tossing.According to the procedure, in the end, he held his grandfather's ashes, returned to China, and buried himself in peace.The old man liked trees during his lifetime, and Luo Chengdong chose a cemetery surrounded by a century-old tree.This cemetery was chosen by Luo Chengdong a long time ago, and it is very close to his father's cemetery.Father and son will meet over there.It took a week to deal with the matter, and it was not publicly announced, only that the news was announced at the company's board of directors.The old shareholders shed tears on the scene.Lin Luochan watched Luo Chengdong lose a lot of weight from the side, and couldn't sleep all night, and he didn't say a word.She persuaded Liu Mu on the side, but it was useless.He closed himself off in a world.If he hadn't been obsessed with an answer, Grandpa wouldn't have been like this.After a few days, Lin Luochan couldn't understand Luo Chengdong's emotions, in addition to sadness, he also had boundless self-blame.In this matter, Luo Chengdong's degree of self-blame is incomprehensible to ordinary people.Liu Mu knew about this situation and briefly told Lin Luochan.Only then did she understand the reason why Luo Chengdong insisted on canceling the wedding.Now she's completely relieved.looked at Luo Chengdong, who was standing by the window and smoking, his back was slightly bent, and he couldn't say Xiao Su.She walked over and gently hugged his back.After a while, the person she was holding had his shoulders shrugged violently, trying his best to restrain himself, there was no sound, but it was even more worrying.Lin Luochan let go of him and wanted to walk in front of him.As soon as the two were level, he looked straight ahead, didn't look back, reached out and pressed her shoulder.She understood, stepped back, and continued to hold his back.She didn't want to leave him alone.It wasn't until the middle of the night that he calmed down.The whole study room is very quiet, and a quiet and oppressive atmosphere is enveloped.When he turned around, his complexion had returned to normal, and what betrayed him was the black shirt on his body, the placket was soaked, and the clothes were all attached to his body.Lin Luochan took his hand, held it tightly, and the two went back to the bedroom.Lying on the bed, Lin Luochan spoke, "This is the last time you are allowed to suppress your emotions, and you are not allowed to do this in the future."
We are husband and wife, and I should share all your joys and sorrows.You should be in the most relaxed state in front of me, and I will accept it all. ”After a while, he nodded.The two were lying facing each other, and she reached out to caress his face, "Chengdong, part of the reason we separated in the first place was that you chose not to tell me the truth.Even if you explain it later, it's not all.You want to take care of everything on your own and protect the people around you.But the right thing to do is not like that, you should believe that we are all adults and have basic skills. ”"Don't do this in the future, I want you to be a flesh and blood man in front of me.I want to see a Luo Chengdong with a breath of life, not what you want to show me, I want the most real Luo Chengdong, a husband who can be free in front of me. ”"Luoluo, you'll be disappointed."
He finally spoke."
No, I love you and will accept all of you.I've loved you since I was 13 years old, and no matter what you look like, I have my own fan filter.I couldn't see you before, I could fall in love with you, and it makes no sense that I didn't do well with you with the heart of a fan. ”"So, idol, give some benefits to fans.What fans want to know most is what idols look like in private. ”Lin Luochan said these words in a slightly playful tone.Luo Chengdong raised the corners of his mouth slightly.Seeing this smile, she finally breathed a sigh of relief.He looked up and kissed her forehead, "Luoluo, thank you." ”She reached out and hugged his waist and buried her head in his chest, "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you, and we will depend on each other in the future." ”She is braver than him, and she has always been, always passionate about love.At first, he thought he was her salvation, only to find out later that she was his salvation.If the first encounter was because of fate, then later they continued to be because of love, because of bravery, even if they are full of scars, they can't help but love you.On this year's Qingming Festival, the two went to the cemetery.I went to visit Mother Lin first.Lin Luochan looked at her mother's photo and said with a smile, "Mom, your Luoluo is finally married to the person she loves the most."
His name is Luo Chengdong, and you should know him.I'm happy and happy now.You don't have to worry about me. ”Luo Chengdong bowed to the tombstone, "Mom, I will take care of Luoluo."
It won't make her unhappy in the future.Thank you for teaching her very well. ”Then he went to the tombstone of Luo Chengdong's father.Lin Luochan introduced herself.Luo Chengdong took Lin Luochan's hand, "Dad, you take care of your mother over there."
Your regrets have been fulfilled in me. ”When the two returned from the cemetery, they felt more and more the preciousness of this relationship.From now on, there will be no more barriers between them.There is only a clear breeze and a frank life.