always said that she saved Ayu's life, but for her, it was Ayu who pulled her out of the abyss, she taught her how to love someone, to protect her true heart, she is the god and Buddha who redeemed her.Jinyu couldn't see it, raised her hand and touched her face, slid down her face, touched the corner of her lips, and murmured: "Ah Ye must have not slept all night, look at the skin on your mouth, I was injured, you must have broken your heart." ”Saying that, he lowered his head to find her lips, like a lost little beast, and recklessly kissed her, put her lips in her mouth, kissed her, and said, "Are you better?"
”Lan Ye licked the corners of her mouth, she was not afraid of anything blindfolded, she raised her hand to support the back of her head, pressed the whole person towards herself, and muttered: "No, it's not enough." ”After speaking, he lowered his head and kissed her lips, twice at once, and pecked lightly, it seemed that it would never be enough, she wanted to hold Ayu like this for the rest of her life, until the sky was old and the sea was dry.The author has something to say: The first half of this chapter has been repaired (two or three paragraphs before the dash), that is, the part where the little emperor knows Mu Qing's life experience, and after thinking about it, he still feels unreasonable, so he changed it, and the rest has not changed, and the points have not changed.The girls read happily~ Chapter 66 The candle flame jumped, the wind suddenly blew open the sill window of the meditation room, and a squeak came into the ears, because it was invisible, so it was very sensitive to sound, Jinyu was stunned when she heard the voice, and hurriedly asked, "Who came in?"
”"Nobody, it's the window open, I'll close it."
Lan Ye turned around and closed the window with her shoes on, she sat on the edge of the bed, her hands propped up, her long hair pouring down her shoulders, her eyes staring blankly ahead, waiting for Ah Ye to return.Suddenly remembered, "By the way, the eldest princess told me something, I don't know if it's true or not, it's about Lan Ming." ”Ruan Lanye was stunned, closed the window and turned around, and when she saw her open hands, she understood, and took her hand and hugged her."
Ayu, who told you to go to the back mountain that night."
She asked suddenly.She was aggrieved in her heart, and said lightly: "It's Sima Xuan." ”In fact, she is also doing things by herself, what kind of things can't be said during the day, so she has to wait until late at night to go to the back mountain to talk?
Jin Yu pursed her lips and said: "She said that Mu Qing is Lan Ming, I can't let go of it in my heart, I just think about it, you have been looking for Lan Ming for so many years, I want to ask clearly, but who knows that when I go, it is actually King Ning." ”The eyebrows were raised almost inaudibly, and the immature face gradually appeared in his mind, Mu Qing?
Could it be Lan Ming?"
I'm stupid, I went out in the middle of the night and fell into someone else's trap, and now you killed King Ning by mistake, if you are held accountable, it is a big crime to kill your head.Alas, in fact, you shouldn't be so impulsive, and now it's this situation, and I'm dragging you down. ”Jinyu was about to raise her head, she pressed her head, put it on her heart, and murmured: "No one wants to drag anyone down, because I love you, so in that case, I didn't think about what the consequences would be, he was like that to you, I want to dismantle him immediately." ”It was dark in front of her, she couldn't see her appearance clearly, raised her hand around her neck, and muttered: "Then do you believe Sima Xuan's words, is Mu Qing really Lan Ming?"
”She shook her head, "I don't know, six or seven years have passed, when I first entered the palace, Lan Ming was only seven years old, and his daughter's family has changed eighteen, and I can't see it just by looking at it, but those eyes are indeed seven or eight points similar."
Lan Ming was naughty when she was a child, and she had several scars on her body, I don't know if there are any of them now, and she has a jade pendant given to me by her mother, I put it on her back then, for so many years, the people I sent out were looking for the whereabouts of that jade pendant, but there has been no whereabouts. ”Jinyu asked, "What kind of jade pendant is it?"
”She slowly remembered the past, and said softly: "It's not a precious material, it's polished by my mother's own hands, my mother's family used to be a jade craftsman, when Lan Ming and I were born, my mother gave one of us a piece, and then Lan Ming fought with someone and broke the jade pendant, she made a lot of trouble for a long time, at that time, in order to coax her, she brought her own piece of jade pendant on her, who knew that the meeting was actually the last time, and since then, I have never seen her again." ”Ah Ye's life experience, she told her before, in the ninth year of Chengzhi, there was a plague in Beijing, and her family was not spared, the family except for her and Lan Ming were all infected with the plague, and there was no way to treat it, and the people of a village could only watch one by one die in front of them, in order to survive, she took Lan Ming to Yingdu, and then what happened later.It's a natural disaster, so there's nothing you can do.Lan Ming was still young at the time, and the pain was not remembered for too long, everything was borne by Ah Ye, she wanted to take care of Lan Ming with her own strength, so she made a bold decision to enter the palace.But not everyone is so lucky, and those who can be above ten thousand people can also fall into the abyss of hell."
Is there any mark on the jade pendant?
I heard Bi Rong once say that Mu Qing grew up in the palace since she was a child, and she is only twelve or thirteen this year, and her age is in line with it, but her temperament is not pleasant, and no one in the palace likes her.When you return to the palace, you go to check it out, maybe it's not groundless. ”Lan Ye snorted and said lightly: "There is a word on the jade pendant, and there is a word 'Huai' on it, which is taken from the 'Huai' in my table word 'Huaiyun', Lan Ming and I are both Huai Zi generations, she actually has a table word, called 'Huaiqing', which was taken by my mother, but it is never called at home, and it is estimated that even she doesn't know it." ”She hugged her and lay down, lying peacefully in her arms, and murmured: "Huaiyun, Huaiqing......
What a nice name, your mother must be a talented woman. ”Thinking of her mother, after so many years, it seems that she has almost forgotten what kind of aura she has, she pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly, time is really cruel."
yes......
The mother is really nice and good. ”She closed her eyes and recalled, "When my mother gave birth to Lan Ming, she suffered a lot, Lan Ming was born smoothly, in fact, it was not easy, so the family loved her very much, before her mother died, she told me to take good care of Lan Ming, but in the blink of an eye, I lost Lan Ming, Ayu, do you say that my mother will blame me underground?"
”Jinyu stretched out her hand and hugged her waist, she felt very sorry for her experience, and comforted her: "No, if she knows that you have endured so much, she will definitely feel sorry for you, Lan Ming is her daughter, you too, you and Lan Ming are treasures in the palm of her hand, which mother in the world would blame her child?"
My mother also left early, and every year during the sacrifice, I looked forward to seeing her in my dreams, and I missed her very much, but I rarely dreamed of her. ”She arched into her arms, closed her eyes and whispered, "Ah Ye, we must be together in the future, no matter what happens, don't abandon each other, okay?"
If you can't escape, you must not push me away, let me live alone is not to love me, it is to harm me, I can't do without you, whether I live or die, you know. ”She had a hunch in her heart that King Ning's affairs were not so simple, even if Ah Ye comforted her, she knew that it would be difficult to get out completely.Choked in her heart, biting her lower lip tightly, she didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that she would hear her discomfort.When he was alive, his future days had not yet been arranged, but now he had to discuss what would happen after death.She has never been so tricky, this time there is really no countermeasure, she used to be alone, whether she was dead or alive, but one life went to the dark, but now it is different, she is reluctant to her.Such a young life, full of body and mind seems to have an inexhaustible energy, it is her vitality little sun, how can she be willing to give it?
There was a forbearance above his head, and Jinyu pulled his mouth and smiled, "Ah Ye, why don't you speak, don't be afraid, I have you around you, you have always protected me in the past, this time, will I protect you?"
”She swallowed her throat, paused slightly, and said softly: "Okay, this time it depends on Ayu, Ayu is very smart, Ayu can always kill all directions when she is in the boudoir, Ayu ......" finally couldn't help it, she whimpered and cried out loud, these are the words she said to her every time, the words used to tease her in the past, but now it sounds so sad.This is the first time Ayu has heard her cry, even though she can't see it, she can hear her sadness, she choked up and sobbed, "Ah Ye, it's so bitter, I don't think I can get by." ”Chapter 67 The rush over the past few days has already made people exhausted, and it is simply clean on the mountain of Huiyun Temple, which can be regarded as a few days of cleanliness.The wound on Ayu's eyebrows gradually improved, and the doctor came to change the gauze with medicine, and the wound scabbed over and glowed slightly purple-red.Because of the scab, the gauze no longer has to be entangled.Injured on the tip of the eyebrows, the tail is connected to the peak of the eyebrows, the eyebrows are vaguely elongated, and with the pair of eyes that cut water and contain spring, it actually gives birth to a charming and bewitching beauty.Suddenly seeing the light, Jinyu was a little uncomfortable, squinted at her, and asked worriedly, "Isn't it good-looking?"
”As she spoke, she was about to raise her hand to touch the wound, but Lan Ye grabbed her hand and said worriedly: "Don't touch it, just change the gauze, it's not good to bring inflammation." ”As he spoke, he tilted his head and blew lightly on her eyes, "Actually, it's not ugly, I mean really, I didn't lie to you." ”Jinyu glanced at her, "How can there be a scar on your face that is not ugly, and your way of comforting people is too clever." ”In the end, it's still the girl's family, how can anyone really not care, there is a sudden scratch on the white skin, and no one is happy.Lan Ye bowed her head, kissed her lightly at the corner of her eye, pursed her lips and smiled: "I love you, is this statement clever enough." ”The tip of her eyebrows suddenly jumped, and she suddenly came up, which made her feel shocked, and it took a while to react, and she sneered: "It's all this time, you are not serious." ”Lan Ye smiled and opened her hands, Jinyu willingly stepped forward to hug her and arched the whole person into her arms.At this moment, she is not afraid of anything, as long as she is there, she is fearless."
Just a little bit, I will become blind, are you afraid that you will live with a blind man for the rest of your life?"
She looked up and kissed her on the chin and asked her softly.Her voice was very soft and soft, but it still shook her heart, and she responded to her: "Whether you become blind or deaf and stupid, I want you to love you, do you understand?"
”Her eyes were full of tears, she couldn't stop nodding her head, sniffed and belched, "I can't cry, and I promise you that you won't cry your nose at every turn in the future, and you still have to say these words to lure me, do you say you did it on purpose?"
”Lan Ye smiled lightly, did not joke about her as before, the promise she gave her was real, she always liked to say something out of tune in the past, that set may be used on others, but for Ayu, she is willing to use all her sincerity.In the middle of the day, someone from the palace said that it was sent by the Qianqing Palace, and the Queen Mother did not return to the palace for a long time, and His Majesty was worried about the Queen Mother's well-being, so he specially sent someone to pick him up.Ruan Lan didn't know about the matter of coming to Huiyun Temple at night, only a few cronies around her knew, so when Jinyu was picked up, she hid by the back window of the West Zen room, watching the figure gradually disappear, she couldn't even go out to see her off, nor could she hug her and kiss her, and then told her not to be afraid, she was always ......
Nothing, none of this, just to watch her disappear from her sight.Bi Rong helped Jinyu out of the meditation room, just outside the sun, under the pretext that the sun was big, Bi Rong took a fan to cover the wound on her eyebrows, and the palace eunuchs at the bottom did not dare to look at the master, and after walking a few steps, they hid it when they got on the sedan chair.After entering the sedan chair, she couldn't hold back any longer, tears fell down like beads strung with thread, and she had just promised, saying that she would never cry casually again, but in a blink of an eye she forgot that she was a brainless person, and she really couldn't live without her.Everything came so fast, the days passed like a dream, there were only the two of them here, and there was nothing in the middle, but in a blink of an eye, they were pulled out of the dream.She understood that this time was different, she hadn't had time to say goodbye to her, she hadn't told her properly......
Suddenly, she found that she still had a lot to say, the more she thought about it, the more sad she felt, she covered the handkerchief in her hand and choked her mouth, she was afraid of crying for fear that others would find out, which would cause her a lot of trouble.Her chest hurt so much that she couldn't help herself, she grabbed Bi Rong, slid down the car wall, sat on the ground and whimpered: "Bi Rong, I miss her, I really miss her." ”Bi Rong paused to support her, wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and comforted her: "Master......
Wait until you return to the palace......" she bit her lower lip and shook her head, and said in a trembling voice: "Maybe there will be no chance again, I finally got to see her, but why is God so cruel to me, other lovers can eventually become married, why can't I come here?"
”She choked her throat, "Maybe I was born a broom star, and it is not peaceful for anyone to meet me, she shouldn't be with me, I am the one who brings her tired." ”Bi Rong held back her tears, held her shoulder, and comforted: "Master......
Don't say that, who is the palm print, who dares to touch him except the emperor?
After so many years of hard work, this will definitely be able to pass, don't worry, isn't there a saying, called 'If you don't die, there will be a blessing', you have come back from the ghost gate several times, and the blessing is still to come!
”She hugged Bi Rong, buried her head in her chest and whimpered, going around, it was still Bi Rong by her side, everything seemed to be really a dream, only the tearing pain in her heart did she understand that Ah Ye really existed in her heart.When I returned to the Chengqian Palace, it was already past the Shen time, the outside of the house gradually sank, the afterglow of the setting sun spread out in the sky, and the whole sky was yellow, shining on the door of the vermilion lacquered mahogany of the Chengqian Palace, giving birth to a kind of dilapidated loneliness.Xu was so sad that he didn't even use his dinner, so he rested on the couch and fell asleep.During this period, the emperor came to visit, because the curtain was lowered, Sima Yu did not ask Bi Rong to wake her up, but only ordered someone to serve her well, drank a cup of tea and left.- People gathered in the east factory overnight, and they all obeyed orders in the east room, Ruan Lan leaned on the carved high chair at night, raised his eyebrows and asked: "What is the rumor in Ning Wangfu?"
”The head of the stall arched his hand and said: "Xu is the eldest princess has ordered it, and no one in the house has entered or left."
It's just that the subordinates are afraid that there will be many people, and the paper can't hold the fire, His Majesty wants to cut the domain, and he always wants to see the ...... of the living" The words are very clear, and a vassal king disappeared for no reason, or the prince of Gong who is a close relative, but it is even more suspicious, and the benefits are not that she does not understand, but if she can hold it for a day, she will have one more day to think about it.The closed eyes opened, and because of taking care of Ayu, he couldn't take care of anything, and now he had to start from the beginning to sort out his thoughts, took a sip of the teacup, and said lightly: "How about the news called Sou before?"
”The head of the big stall said: "The responsibility is not difficult, King Ning is arrogant, there are no less than dozens of crimes in Pingliang alone, in addition, the Hanzhong army is stationed and refuses to retreat, there is already a lot of dissatisfaction in the court, and the imperial edict has not been sent to Hanzhong privately, this is a big crime, then the governor will take advantage of the situation, as long as His Majesty gives an order, the factory guard will immediately rush into King Ning's mansion, and then the matter will be solved." ”Abolishing the vassal king will not be a climate, not to mention that King Ning does have the intention of rebellion, the order of the Son of Heaven is issued, King Ning arrogantly connived at the illegal intention to rebel, and the factory guard was ordered to kill.The previous dynasty was not without such examples, when Chengzu cut the domain, the king of Qi and the king of Gu all ended up like this, supporting the army with self-respect and arrogance and cruelty, and in the end they either ended up in prison for life or outlaw.At that time, as long as everything goes smoothly, King Ning's affairs can be hidden.What's more, cutting the feudal domain is the trend of the times, and the ministers of the court and the central government are all happy, as long as the result is done, who cares whether King Ning is alive or dead?"
The most important thing at the moment is that Ning Wangfu is not allowed to reveal the slightest rumor, so let's play the book in the next few days, don't make a noise on the other side of Jinyiwei, and wait for Your Majesty to send someone to transfer people, let's do it first."
She waved her hand and asked people to go down on an errand, seeing that she was now on the edge of the knife, losing all the games if she made a mistake, as long as she could survive this time, she planned to take Jinyu away and fly away.There are still such and such concerns at the beginning, but so many things have happened, she just wants to live a good life with Ayu, be together well, if she can't even save her life, what else can she talk about staying together.Out of the room, the weather at night gradually cooled down, the sky was not so hot, probably the heat will pass, and then there is a month into autumn, put on a twig cloak into the night.Thinking of Ayu's words in the daytime, is Mu Qing really Lan Ming?
She remembered that it was the thirteenth year of Chengzhi, and when she entered the palace, she placed Lan Ming outside the palace, and at first she didn't have the opportunity to leave the palace, so she never went to see her.Later, it didn't take long for Zhou Guifei to relieve her siege, and since then she has been on an errand in Yanxi Palace, and the concubine knows her details, including Lan Ming's existence.With the help of Concubine Zhou, she will also have the opportunity to leave the palace, and she will go to see her every time she leaves the palace, but suddenly one day, Lan Ming disappeared.The concubine lacked a powerful dagger beside her, she took a fancy to her and asked her to work for her, but she couldn't trust her, so she hid Lan Ming.For Lan Ming, there is no other way but to obey.What's more, at that time, she had no ability to support Lan Ming, an impostor eunuch, if someone found out one day, not only would she die, but even Lan Ming would be involved.In order to survive, she could only cling to Concubine Zhou.After six years in this way, she has the ability to protect Lan Ming, she has been looking for so many years openly and secretly, but there is no news at all, if it weren't for Zhou Guifei saying that she is fine, she would almost think that Lan Ming is no longer in this world.Memories will also fade away, even between relatives, not to mention that Lan Ming is so young, without her, she may soon forget her sister.She didn't want to expect a lot, she just hoped that Lan Ming could live well, even if she didn't recognize each other, it didn't matter.On the night Zhou Guifei left, she said that she would meet Lan Ming, was she sure that Lan Ming was in the palace?
If that's really the case, Zhou Guifei didn't send her away at all, but left her under her nose, and the person she missed was by her side?
There is an illusion of being fooled, she has searched almost the entire Daying, but she only forgot that she is in the forbidden palace, is this considered to be a creation and a fool?
Chapter 68 A rain seems to sweep away the heat of the summer tail, and in the blink of an eye it is August, and it is estimated that there will be another month, and autumn is coming.Chonghua Palace is located in the northernmost part of the West Sixth Palace of the Inner Court, and the princess lived in Chonghua Palace before she came out, and now she is back and everything is as usual.The name of Chonghua comes from the "Book Shundian", saying: "This Shun can follow Yao, and value the glory of its virtue." ”From this, it can be seen that Emperor Dazong has high hopes for the princess, hoping that the princess can prosper Yingdehua, but she can go out to Rongdi, breaking all the original high hopes.In the final analysis, it was she who failed her father, killed the horse by mistake, failed to reconcile the relationship between Daying and Rong Di, and now she killed King Ning by mutilating her siblings, she is the eternal sinner of her ancestors.Pu Jia looked at her master, it had been half an hour, and she was standing motionless in front of the window like that.She has followed the princess since she was a child, even if she married into Rong Di, she has never left half a step, what kind of character is the princess, I am afraid that her biological father is not as transparent as her.The princess's life is not good, when Emperor Dazong was alive, she was the extremely honorable princess of Dayingyan, but since she met Ruan Lanye, everything has changed.Surrendered to Rongdi, died in vain, and was sent back to the court, all the dignity of a woman was gone, only the obsession in her heart was almost gone.I'm only in my early twenties, but I've experienced so much.But one wrong step and one wrong step, when will I be able to see clearly?
Pu Jia stepped forward, put on her shoulders, and said worriedly: "The princess will be restless when she comes back, will the slave wait for you to go back and lie down for a while?"
It's not a problem for you to stand like this, but it's good to feel the wind chill. ”Sima Xuan looked out the window lightly, he had come to this point, he couldn't turn back, he was already guilty of a lot in this life, and if he wanted to pay it back, he had to wait for the next life."
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Pu Jia, do you know, I have no way out, if she doesn't accept my affection, what do you think I should do?"
She still thinks about that incident in her heart, it took so long, it's all for the palm print, she understands the princess's thoughts, but this shouldn't have thoughts, no matter how much others persuade them, they can't take root, even if they will kill her, she doesn't know how to retreat.Pu Jia knelt down, kowtowed and said: "Master, Pu Jia knows that you don't like to hear such words, but Pu Jia still has to say that the things of his youth are in the past, and the palm print is not sincere, you think about Zhou Guifei, and then think about the Queen Mother of Chengqian Palace, haven't you seen it clearly?"
That man is just a eunuch who tends to be inflammatory, what is there worth it for you to treat with your life?
You just listen to the slave maid's persuasion, let the emperor choose another husband for you, and live a good life, okay?
”Such words are simply frightening, she reached out to brush away the pujia, shook her head in panic and said, "No, she has mine in her heart, not what you said." ”She remembered what she said to her before leaving Daying, she said that she would always remember her, and said that she was a noble person in her life, and when she went out of the customs, she sent her dozens of miles, if she hadn't been angry at that time, she thought about escaping from Daying with her like that.But all the creation makes people, who knows that three years have passed, and after coming back, everything has changed, she has become indifferent and ruthless to her, and all the feelings she once had are gone.She doesn't understand, obviously nothing has changed, she is still the original Sima Xuan, she is still Ruan Lanye, without those obstacles in between, it can be easier, but how can it all change?
She sat down in the carved chair circle, covered her face with her hands, and her palms were slightly moist, and said softly: "Pu Jia, I'm unwilling, I'm really unwilling."
She used the concubine to climb up, and she pulled the concubine off the horse with her own hands, and she had no pity for the concubine at all.But she treated me differently, when she was on an errand in Chonghua Palace, she never took advantage of me, she accompanied me to visit Beijing, go hunting abroad, and that time on Lingtai Mountain, she called me Yuan Yuan for the first time......
"Master!
Wake up, this dream has been done for too long, you fell into the whirlpool, but what about him, he has already broken free, have you forgotten, it was Rong Di who prompted you to go, and now it is rumored in the palace that the palm print and the queen mother are gone, you also saw it in Huiyun Temple that night, he has no sincerity for you, he will kill His Royal Highness King Ning for the Queen Mother, His Royal Highness King Ning is your brother, you help outsiders to harm him, how can you feel at ease under His Royal Highness Jiuquan?
If it is found out that it is you who called His Royal Highness King Ning to go to Huiyun Temple, will you really think that he will give up his life to save you?
”Pu Jia grabbed her and said bitterly: "Master, you just listen to Pu Jia's advice, let's go to Your Majesty and tell everything about it, Your Majesty already suspects that it is the palm print that harms Concubine Shun Niangniang, so that no one will suspect you, you can also rest assured that you will be the eldest princess of Da Ying, and you will have most of your life in the future, you really can't spend it anymore!"
”She supported Sima Xuan and walked out the door, she was in a trance, she didn't have anything in her head, did she really spend half her life like this?
Then why did she go to Rongdi, how should she face the death of the colt, how to meet her father?
Lifting the curtain of the door, a person stood on the threshold, Pu Jia was startled, and exclaimed: "Palm print......"
Sima Xuan raised his head suddenly, "Factory minister, I ......"
Ruan Lan raised her eyebrows at night, stared at her face for a long time before saying: "Our family and the princess haven't spoken well for three years, in the final analysis, it is still the minister's negligence." ”Turning his head to Pu Jia, he said in a deep voice, "You stand down, there is no one left to serve here." ”Pu Jia was worried in her heart, glanced at Sima Xuan up and down, and called softly: "Master, ......"
"What?"
When our family is the wind in the ear!
”Ruan Lan turned around and scolded.Sima Xuan said: "You go down first, you don't need to serve." ”Pu Jia took the door and exited, Ruan Lan Ye lifted the drag into the hall, and entered the hall with a familiar car, and looked at the furnishings in the hall, since she came back, she has not stepped into this Chonghua Palace, she said lightly: "It is still the main hall of the year, even the furnishings have not changed at all, the minister remembers that there used to be a Western clock here, the princess loves it tightly, and every day she has to tell the minister to wipe it clean, and then accidentally fell down, and the princess was sad for a long time." ”Sima Xuan was still standing on the curtain of the door, and when she heard her suddenly mention the old thing, she didn't know what it was like.She didn't know how much she heard just now, no matter what she thought in her heart before, but as soon as she appeared, all the hesitations in the past disappeared, maybe what she didn't get was always the best, she always had an obsession in her heart, even if she hit her head and bleed.Swallowing his throat, Sima Xuan stepped forward, pulled the corners of his mouth slightly, and said with a smile: "Do you really remember these trivial things?"
Yuan Yuan thought that the factory minister would never remember again," she reached out and grabbed her sleeve, and her voice was soft and soft, "Will the factory minister still treat Yuan Yuan like before?"
”Ruan Lanye was stunned and froze in place, and said after a while: "Doesn't the princess hate the ministers, don't you complain about the ministers?"
”She still clutched her sleeve tightly, for fear that she would never be able to hold it if she made a mistake, and gritted her teeth and said: "I did hate and resented you, hated you for calling me to Rongdi, hated you for not keeping me, and now this situation, most of which is caused by you." ”She only felt funny when she heard it, she still felt the force in her wrist through her sleeves, she broke away from her wrist, and sneered: "Why does the princess put everything on the minister's body, everything is destined, but the princess wants to go against her fate, in the end, how can she end up like this?"
”Sima Xuan's fingers paused in the air and said with a wry smile: "What does the factory minister mean by this?"
”She raised her head and said: "The minister is only the princess and the master, and has no other thoughts." ”After doing so much, is it in exchange for such a sentence that there is no other thought?
Holding back the tears in his eyes, he held on to the desk and staggered, "Really?
Did the factory minister think so?
Can......
But why didn't I say it earlier, I lost my horse, failed my father, failed Da Ying, and turned my back on my country, did I end up with such a sentence?
”She felt like she had fallen into an ice cellar, and she couldn't see the slightest warmth, she thought she was holding on to a life-saving straw, but before she died, she found out that it was a piece of rotten wood, and there was probably no such sad person as her in the world.She sneered, "It's for Chu Jinyu, you are willing to kill King Ning for her, regardless of all these years of hard work, but I tried my best to cover it up for you, but you were unmoved."
What is so good about her that you deserve to do this to her?
”Ruan Lan didn't look at her at night, looked at the weeds outside the window with her eyes, and said quietly: "At least she doesn't have such a vicious mind as the princess, that day in the back mountain of Huiyun Temple, it was you who called King Ning, causing Jinyu to suffer those things, if it weren't for the only friendship between you and me, I'm afraid I wouldn't help but stretch out my hand to strangle you." ”She trembled all over, clenched her fists tightly in her wide sleeves, twisted her eyebrows and laughed and asked, "It turns out that there is still friendship between us?"
”She said: "No, there will be no more in the future, when the colt Azoor died, I felt guilty in my heart, but one by one, these things you have done, the only guilt has long been consumed."
You blame me for all your sins, but I said long before you got married, the fate of you and me was broken at that moment, I thought you could let it go, but I didn't know until yesterday that the colt was killed by you, and the person who ruined your life was you, not me. ”Sima Xuan's eyes were red from crying, she always thought that she had her in her heart, and she always thought that even though three years had passed, she was always different in her heart, and the love in her youth was actually just her own self-inflicted amorousness.She laughed sadly, "yes, it's me who ruined my life, not you." ”She suddenly remembered the colt, laughed and said with tears in her eyes: "It's me who is sorry for the colt, the colt loves me so much, why don't I understand?"
”She killed the pony with her own hands, and the dagger was inserted into her chest by herself, and in order to come back, she bet on the pony's love for her, and the pony loved her, so she didn't want to harm her, so she only lied that it was an assassin invasion, and she dreamed back at midnight, and she never forgot the appearance of the pony covered in blood, why was there such a stupid person, why did she do this to her, if she died at that time, maybe she could still accompany the pony, but now she can't go back.Chapter 69 "I'd rather not come back." ”Sima Xuan was dazed with tears streaming down his eyes, and said with a smile, "Pu Jia is right, why didn't I see it earlier, you don't deserve to treat you like this, if I stay in Rongdi, I may be able to accompany the horse, but now I don't even have the opportunity to go to his grave to put incense on the pillar."
Oh, you say that I am to blame, everything is my own fault, but are you so ruthless, what happened, didn't you have the slightest pity for me?
”She stood up and gradually slipped out of the circle of her chair, and sat down on the cold tiles, looking at the man above her head with a grief of the light shining on her outside the window, her back to her, so that she could not see her face clearly.That was the person who accompanied her throughout her youth, and the people of the world only thought that she had everything, but she knew that what she wanted to have was only one person, and she had spent a lifetime unable to achieve such a wish.She shouted sadly: "Lan Ye, can you look back at Yuanyuan." ”"All the wrong things are done by Yuan Yuan, and it has nothing to do with the factory ministers, the horse, the father, and the second brother can scold me and hate me, but only you can't, only Lan Ye can't."
She choked back tears, "I know it's wrong, it's my undeserved love that is wrong, I'm not afraid of going to hell after death, because that's what I deserve."
I'm not afraid of anything, I don't have a wife, I don't have a father, I don't have a horse......
In fact, I have nothing, and people who have nothing are not afraid of anything......
"She is the eldest princess of Daying, so she has innate arrogance and dignity, even when she says this, she still puts on a stubborn posture.But the hands under the sleeves couldn't stop trembling, she looked up at her, tears flowed down her eyes into the sideburns, and said sadly: "But Yuan Yuan is afraid that there is only one person on the Huangquan Road, in fact, Yuan Yuan is really afraid, Yuan Yuan is really afraid." ”Ruan Lan rubbed the python pattern on his sleeve at night, looked at her with his chin bowed, slowly lowered his body to be level with her, and looked at her tearful eyes.She was still full of dependence on her just as she was when she first saw her in Chonghua Palace.She stood on the tree and did not want to come down, so she stood under the tree and accompanied her, all young girls, she trusted her very much, and would tell her everything.At that time, she didn't have a city government, she was a big girl with a pure and clean heart, and her crisp laughter could be heard everywhere she ran, so the people in the whole palace loved her and put her on the tip of their hearts.But the world is always impermanent, but in just three years, the world will be turned upside down.