The car was swaying, and it was dark in front of him, and before he knew it, Lu Xingjia was really asleep.The person who fell asleep was unconscious, the clothes that were originally covering his head were torn off and wrapped around his body indiscriminately, and Lu Xingjia was half lying on the back of the chair, sleeping in a daze.Qin Dudong solved half a box of coconut milk cubes, covered the remaining half of the box and put it in his schoolbag, and when he raised his eyes again, he saw Lu Xingjia's defenseless sleeping face.The boy slept peacefully, his eyelids relaxed closed, and the corners of his lips slightly curled, as if he was dreaming a sweet dream.Between breaths, the rosy lips are slightly open, and people can't help but want to ......
Qin Dudong's breathing suddenly accelerated, and the breath he exhaled mixed with Lu Xingjia's.Qin Dudong lowered his head, and the distance between his lips and Lu Xingjia was no more than two centimeters.The boy's snort fell on his face, like the tip of a kitten's tail sweeping, tingling and itchy.Want him, want him.Kiss him, tear him up, hide him where no one is.Once the thought comes to mind, it can't be stopped.The bottom of his eyes was a rich tumbling ink, and his heart was shouting frantically, Qin Dudong rested his elbow on the back of the chair, and slowly lowered his head, about to touch Lu Xingjia."
Hmm......"
Maybe he felt something, Lu Xingjia, who was still asleep, snorted and pursed his lips unconsciously.Qin Dudong suddenly woke up, his slender fingers tightened, and his bones turned white.After a moment, he staggered his body and leaned Lu Xingjia's head on his shoulder."
Sleep, star," he whispered, as if assured, "I won't......
Hurt you. ”This is the nickname he gave Lu Xingjia.Everyone else calls him Jiajia, but he wants to call him Star.He is the only nickname he can call.The author has something to say: Tonight's supper suggestion: coconut milk small square.PS, there is a reason why Brother Dong suffers from gains and losses and wants to hide Jiajia, and it will be written soon.Chapter 32 The three illusions bus swayed forward, Qiu Ruifeng recalled the soft and glutinous milk fragrance just now, and felt that he hadn't eaten enough, and when he turned his head, he saw Lu Xingjia sleeping sweetly on Qin Dudong's shoulder.Lu Xingjia was not honest in sleeping, and he was going to move here and there in a while, and then hummed a few more times, Qin Dudong simply grabbed his wrist and imprisoned it on his chest.The autumn sun is still scorching, casting shadows on the poplars on both sides of the road, and falling on the seats.Between light and dark, Qin Dudong lowered his eyes slightly, and there was only one person's shadow in those dark pupils.Gentle.This word instantly jumped into Qiu Ruifeng's mind, and he couldn't connect it with Qin Dudong at all.They sat very close, and the relationship between the front and back tables, Qiu Ruifeng inevitably wanted to communicate with Qin Dudong, but he always felt that Qin Dudong was different from others.It can't be said that he is autistic, what you say to him, he will talk to you about anything, he will also talk to him questions, and the logic is clear and the language is fluent, but it is limited to this, he seems to regard everyone else as a transparent person, and he has become a transparent color, as if he has become an ethereal soul, and will drift away from this world at any time without scruples.But now, Qiu Ruifeng clearly saw the faint gold edge around Qin Dudong's body.The transparent soul is given the entity.Qiu Ruifeng's gaze was straightforward, and he didn't know how to hide it.Qin Dudong glanced at this side lightly and took Lu Xingjia into his arms.Lu Xingjia slept in a daze, trying to open his eyes, but his eyelids couldn't help fighting: "Hmm......
Is it there?
”"Not yet, let's sleep a little longer."
Qin Dudong's voice was so gentle that it was almost breathy.Lu Xingjia trusted him very much, turned his head into his arms, and continued to sleep dimly.Qin Dudong rearranged his crumpled clothes and looked at Qiu Ruifeng lightly.Qiu Ruifeng's second monk was confused, and he always felt that Qin Dudong's eyes were provocative.However, he quickly reacted that Qin Dudong was showing off, showing off that he had a good relationship with Lu Xingjia.Qiu Ruifeng choked inexplicably, although he didn't know what to show off, but the little bit of unyielding strength in his bones immediately came up.Is the relationship great?
Who doesn't have a good relationship?
He turned his head to look at Ji Angran and asked directly, "Are you sleepy?"
”Ji Angran is listening to a song, MP3 is popular in this era, and the small player is holding it in his hand, which is stuffed with music songs of various styles.He didn't hear what Qiu Ruifeng said, his slender and white arms were raised, and he took off his headphones while playing with his slightly long broken hair.The side they were sitting on was backlit, and the light in the car was not as good as outside, shaking, dim and blurry.Ji Angran was very thin and white, and with such careless movements, like the kind of secret and obscure movies he had seen in a dimly lit classroom, Qiu Ruifeng's heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably."
What's wrong?"
Ji Angran asked."
It's okay!"
Qiu Ruifeng subconsciously replied, and after a moment, he suddenly remembered something.He scratched his head, and there was an inexplicable twist in his originally big grin: "I just want to ask, are you sleepy?"
”Ji Angran blinked his eyes and showed a smile politely: "Thank you, don't be sleepy." ”He is very well-behaved, there are two small dimples on his cheeks, and when he laughs, he always makes Qiu Ruifeng feel dry mouth.Qiu Ruifeng's mind was confused, and his mouth was not very obedient: "Really, really not sleepy?"
”Ji Angran's eyes widened and nodded: "Yes." ”"But I think you're sleepy!"
Ji Angran: "......?
”As soon as the words came out, Qiu Ruifeng reacted with a pat on his head.Hurriedly explained in a daze: "I didn't mean that, I just thought......
I feel ......" let his usual eloquence of running the train suddenly get stuck at this time.“…… I feel tired from riding in the car!
”After a long time of stuck, the train finally restarted, the excuses were made up, and the rest of the reasons were easy to say.Qiu Ruifeng said nonsense seriously, "You think, let's start classes after the opening ceremony of the camp in a while, and there is no time to rest at all, you should take advantage of the car to sleep a little more now, recuperate, and then have the energy to brush up on the questions!"
”Ji Angran pondered for a moment, and felt that he had some truth in what he said."
That's right."
He nodded earnestly, turned off the MP3, and really closed his eyes and began to feel sleepy.Qiu Ruifeng was inexplicably a little weak-hearted, looked up at him, and couldn't help but sigh with a red face: Ji Angran looks really him.
Mom is beautiful, the eyelashes are so long, and the skin is so white.Qiu Ruifeng saw Lu Xingjia once, and after that, he whispered in Qiu Ruifeng's ear every day, how obedient Lu Xingjia was.And now, Qiu Ruifeng's mind is full of thoughts: Lu Xingjia is a good fart, and Ji Angran is well-behaved and coaxing.The bus staggered to its destination, and the students on the bus slept all over the place.Zhang Chuchu woke them up one by one and asked them to line up and get off the bus to prepare for the opening ceremony of the training camp.Lu Xingjia hadn't slept enough, he was hung up with a sleepy worm, and after getting out of the car in a daze, his whole head was groggy.But there is still a long and boring opening ceremony to endure, all the students stand in the playground, listening to the teacher's impassioned lecture and encouragement, Lu Xingjia tried hard to cheer up, and the upper and lower eyelids still couldn't stop fighting.The dim eyes suddenly flickered, and Qin Dudong was originally standing behind Lu Xingjia, turned on one side, and walked in front of him."
Sleep," the young man's voice came from the front, mixed with the autumn wind, fluttering, and fell heavily on Lu Xingjia's ears.On the dark playground, the teacher's speech echoed through the microphone in every corner.In a corner, a teenager grabbed another teenager's clothes and slept soundly behind him.Qiu Ruifeng stood next to him, looked at Lu Xingjia who could fall asleep while standing, and then looked at Ji Angran, who was listening carefully on the other side, and even took out a small notebook to take notes, and sighed deeply for a while.It's not that he lost to Qin Dudong, it's just that Lu Xingjia can sleep too well!
* The long opening ceremony of the camp was finally over, and hearing the noise around him, Lu Xingjia stretched his waist and slept full.When I opened my eyes, I saw Qiu Ruifeng beside me with an indescribable expression, and almost wrote the four words "Are you a pig" on his face."
What's wrong?"
Lu Xingjia asked puzzled.Qiu Ruifeng opened his mouth, and finally said, "......
It's nothing. ”Lu Xingjia blinked, a question mark in his stomach, and wanted to say something more, Qin Dudong put one hand in his pocket on the side, and said lightly: "It's time for lunch." ”"So fast?"
Lu Xingjia was stunned, his eyes were still wet when he just woke up, and he suddenly remembered something, and said to Qin Dudong with excitement in his eyes: "Then let's go together!"
”That posture is like a wagging little tail.Even at school, they rarely ate together, and Qin Dudong left very early, often disappearing without a trace before Lu Xingjia had time to speak.Now that he finally has this opportunity, Lu Xingjia is looking forward to it."
Okay."
This time, Qin Dudong agreed very happily, the corners of his lips hooked a little, and he glanced at Qiu Ruifeng as if he was inadvertent.Qiu Ruifeng's heart suddenly felt a little hairy, why did he always feel that Qin Dudong had such a strong hostility towards him?
…… It must be an illusion, Qiu Ruifeng shook his head and suppressed the strange thought.They are all friends of Lu Xingjia, and there is no reason why Qin Dudong would be hostile to him.
*After lunch, a stressful class ensues.The time of the training camp is tight and the task is heavy, the teacher's lectures are crackling like a cannon, and the difficulty of the questions has risen several steps compared to before.The perversion of the training camp does not stop there, every afternoon after class, the three evening self-study has become an excellent time for the exam.A set of mock questions a day has become an unstoppable entertainment in the training camp.After three days of devil training, Lu Xingjia had dark circles under his eyes, and he was already a little floating when he walked.According to the plan, there is an hour's lunch break after lunch every day, but at this juncture, there are few people in the whole class who take a nap.Everyone trotted to the cafeteria to finish eating, and before the hot stool got cold, they sat back in their seats and threw themselves into the sea of questions.The seats here are lined up by the teacher, and Lu Xingjia and Qin Dudong are not together.Although Lu Xingjia was lost, there was no way, after class, he rubbed his hungry stomach and followed behind the crowded army to prepare to eat.As soon as he stood up, there was suddenly a "wall" in front of him, and a tall and legged boy blocked his way.It was actually Qin Dudong.Lu Xingjia's eyes lit up: "Do you want to go to dinner together?"
”"Not too hungry yet."
Qin Dudong Road.Lu Xingjia pursed his lips, "oh", and his eyelids drooped unconsciously.They hadn't talked much for a few days, didn't Qin Dudong miss him at all?
If you don't want to be together, forget it, he will go by himself.As soon as Lu Xingjia took a step, Qin Dudong suddenly opened his mouth: "Can we go together later?"
”Qin Dudong said lightly: "There are many people now, I want to go back later." ”Of course!
As long as you're with him, you can do it anytime.Lu Xingjia's mood turned from cloudy to sunny again, and he bent his eyes and said, "Okay!"
”The classroom quickly emptied, and Qin Dudong returned to his seat to get an exercise book and sat down next to Lu Xingjia.The two of them didn't have a bedroom, and they weren't at the same table, so if you think about it, it's been three days since they've been so close.As the saying goes, if you don't see each other for a day, Lu Xingjia counted with his fingers, then they haven't been close for ten years.No wonder he misses it so much.Even as long as Qin Dudong sat beside him, he felt like he was carrying a rabbit in his arms, and he was pounding.He stabilized his mind, poked Qin Dudong's arm with the pen, and pushed the workbook in front of him, wanting to ask a few questions that he didn't understand, and Qin Dudong took the pen very naturally, just like when they were still sitting at the same table.The autumn wind was cold, blowing through the figures of the two teenagers in the classroom, Qin Dudong's bony hand held the pen, and left the handwriting of the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing on Lu Xingjia's notebook.Qin Dudong's voice was clear and logical, and he finished the last word skillfully, and the tip of the pen habitually dropped a beautiful and powerful dot on the paper.He raised his head and wanted to ask Lu Xingjia if he understood, only to suddenly find that the distance between the two was so close that their heads were almost leaning together.Lu Xingjia raised his head with feeling, and his gaze happened to meet his four eyes.Time seemed to press the slow-motion button, and the charming atmosphere quietly spread around the two of them, like flying catkins in spring, silent and overwhelming.The bottom of Lu Xingjia's heart is like a hot spring in early spring, bubbling and bubbling, and boiling and exploding one by one.Qin Dudong......
Don't you like him a little bit too?
After staring at each other silently for a few seconds, Lu Xingjia couldn't help but look away, and muttered in a low voice: "Why do you think I'm ......?"
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and "I didn't look at you." ”Qin Dudong lowered his eyes, and his tone was light.Lu Xingjia let out a low "oh", and the light under his eyes dimmed.This is probably one of the three major illusions of life.Illusion that someone is calling my name.Illusion he's looking at me.Delusion he likes me.Because I like him so much.Lu Xingjia drooped his eyelids in frustration, and he didn't notice the panic that flashed in Qin Dudong's eyes.The atmosphere seemed to be a little awkward, Lu Xingjia wanted to say something to change the topic, and suddenly there was a sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor.The first wave of eaters had returned, and the classroom was soon noisy.Lu Xingjia found the topic and asked awkwardly, "Do you want to go to dinner?"
”Qin Dudong let out a low "um", and the two packed up their things and walked out of the classroom together.The autumn cicadas were still chirping in the trees in submission, squeaking and squeaking.The two walked side by side, but neither dared to look at the other.The author has something to say: I'm sorry to forget the time, I won't eat supper today, please eat dog food!
Chapter 33 Braised Pork Ribs Training Life is boring and boring, the students have almost cut off all contact with the outside world, and every day is to read books, brush questions, eat and sleep, and every minute and second is fully arranged.The pace of the rematch is approaching day by day, and Lu Xingjia and Qin Dudong have gradually formed a tacit understanding.Every day at noon, the two of them would go to dinner a little later, and there was no one in the class, so they would sit side by side and read and study together.This quiet time is very short, only more than twenty minutes a day, and it seems to be extraordinarily long, because it is a secret time that belongs to them and is not disturbed.However, there is a downside to this: they go to the cafeteria late, and the windows for delicious food are either sold out or crowded.Lu Xingjia has wanted to eat braised pork ribs for several days, but every time he sees the more than ten meters long line, his eyes turn black.This is true today.The two walked into the cafeteria side by side, and the window selling braised pork ribs directly spanned the entire canteen, and they were about to line up at the door."
That's an exaggeration."
Lu Xingjia muttered in a low voice, pulling Qin Dudong to another place, "Forget it, let's change it." ”If he waited alone, he would have waited, and now that Qin Dudong was here, he was embarrassed to keep Qin Dudong waiting."
Would you like to eat this?"
Qin Dudong asked.Lu Xingjia pouted: "It's okay, it's just that people are too ......"
"Then eat." ”Qin Dudong interrupted him.The young man stepped out on his long legs, walked to the back of the line, and stood firmly."
But ......"
Lu Xingjia opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Qin Dudong said lightly, "I want to eat too." ”Lu Xingjia's words were blocked in his mouth, but his heart was hot."
Okay," the corners of his mouth couldn't help but grin, "I won't be able to eat enough just this one, what else do you want to eat, I'll buy it." ”"Everything."
Qin Dudong said lightly."
Let's face it!"
Lu Xingjia's eyebrows curled, "I'll go buy two servings of ramen first, and then I'll wait for you over there." ”He gestured to the row of empty seats at the back of the line.Qin Dudong nodded slightly: "Okay." ”The team of braised pork ribs moved forward slowly, and Lu Xingjia ran back and forth twice, brought the bowls of the two to the position just mentioned, and went to get chopsticks and spoons respectively.As soon as he sat down in his seat, a tall, thin and sven-looking boy patted him: "Classmate, do you have anyone here?"
”The tables in the cafeteria were several side by side, in a long row, Lu Xingjia pointed to the position beside him, and there was still Qin Dudong's face on the table: "There are here, but there are no other places." ”"Thank you."
The boy nodded, and after a while, two more people came over, and the three of them each sat next to Lu Xingjia with a dinner plate, chatting with interest while eating.The three of them were lively, which made it even more empty on Lu Xingjia's side, there was a layer of oil flowers floating on the ramen soup, Lu Xingjia's gaze passed over the noisy three, and looked at Qin Dudong who was queuing up on the side from afar.Why do you have to queue up for so long for braised pork ribs?
The noodles are going to be cold!
Qin Dudong's figure moved slowly with the team, and Lu Xingjia was bored playing with his chopsticks, while continuing to look at Qin Dudong's side, while listening to the people around him boredly.High school is the second year of middle school, the age when he likes to show off the most, and he doesn't hide his words, Lu Xingjia quickly figured out the relationship between the three of them.The boy sitting opposite Lu Xingjia was called "Brother Long", the big name Xu Feilong, he looked like a handsome skin that girls liked, he looked a little hanging, he didn't wear a school uniform, he couldn't tell which school he was, he was wearing ripped pants and a denim jacket, and he spoke with a ruffian.The other two are obviously his younger brothers, and for a while they brag about how many girls like him, and then talk about how good his academic performance is.It's really not nutritious.Lu Xingjia propped his head with one hand, secretly praying that Qin Dudong would come over quickly, and suddenly heard the words "Qin Dudong" from the mouths of the three people next to him.Is it because I have been thinking about Qin Dudong and have auditory hallucinations?
Lu Xingjia pursed his lips, secretly urging Qin Dudong to hurry up, and continued to wait boredly, when another sentence came out of one person's mouth, "Qin Dudong." ”Do they really know each other?
Lu Xingjia became interested, and pricked up his ears to listen, and the conversation between the three of them reached his ears so clearly.The tall and thin boy who asked Lu Xingjia just now sat next to him, took chopsticks and stuffed a ball of rice into his mouth, and said vaguely: "Qin Dudong, that kid is really here?"
”"Yes, his grades are quite good, it's strange if he doesn't come," his companion nodded, and looked at the boy opposite: "Brother Long, how is it, have you met?"
”"Are you embarrassed to mention it?"
Xu Feilong glanced at them fiercely, stretched out his hand and slapped the back of the boy's head, "If you don't have to instigate me, can Lao Tzu's fucking head be opened?"
”Lu Xingjia's hand paused, and suddenly remembered what Ji Angran had said before, about Qin Dudong fighting with people.The boy was unconvinced, covered the back of his head, and smiled facelessly: "How can this be said to be instigated by us, isn't it that you want to bet with us?"
”"Bah, then I didn't let you tell him," Xu Feilong took a bite at him, and pointed to a place on the side of his head with his left hand: "See?"
Now there's a scar, it hurts Lao Tzu to death!
”This time, the boy finally had a little apology, and sneered: "No, who knows that he can really do it, isn't it just a lie to him, as for it, it's like a little girl who has been deceived by her feelings." ”Between three or two sentences, Lu Xingjia figured out the situation.Xu Feilong called himself the eldest brother in junior high school, and Qin Dudong was the most unsociable in the class and never came into contact with them.So the younger brothers coaxed, saying that Brother Long is not a big brother like this, and he must also accept Qin Dudong.Xu Feilong had a good face and was reckless, and as soon as they instigated him, he went to the top, and made a bet that he would definitely be able to become friends with Qin Dudong, so he took the initiative to approach him for this bet, and really became friends with him.But from the tone of their conversation, it can be heard that in fact, they all look down on Qin Dudong, and think that he is pretending to be B and pretending to be high.Lu Xingjia tried to calm his anger and finally understood the truth of the year.The two fought before only because Qin Dudong found out the truth about their deception, and it wasn't Qin Dudong's fault at all!
The three of them were still talking enthusiastically, Brother Long suddenly lowered his left hand, obviously treating being beaten by Qin Dudong as a shameful thing, and said very angrily: "Qin Dudong.
Damn, it's a psychopath, this kind of person is useless even if he studies well, and he is a mad dog when he goes out of society......"
Lu Xingjia has never seen such a person who reverses black and white and shirks responsibility, he was angry and annoyed, he couldn't bear it, and slapped his chopsticks on the table fiercely.Xu Feilong was startled by this movement and raised his eyes to look over.The little boy in front of him looked very thin and well-behaved, but there was a ruthlessness in his bones, inexplicably, which made people dare not provoke.The last time he saw such a look was when he was beaten by Qin Dudong.Qin Dudong is really cold, but also really ruthless, a pair of cold eyes are like eagle eyes, it seems to be able to swallow life, he knew it from the beginning.If it weren't for a group of friends who coaxed him to say that he was scared, he would definitely not want to have anything to do with Qin Dudong.And now, the young man in front of him glared at him, his eyes burning, and the corners of his mouth hooked into a contemptuous smile."
You hurt your head, so you can't even pass the mad dog test?"
The speaker had no intention of listening, and Xu Feilong's face changed.His results are not outstanding among his brothers, and even this time he came by rubbing the edge of the passing line, which has always been a secret knot in his heart.was poked at the pain point, Xu Feilong opened his mouth and was about to scold, but after weighing the pros and cons, he smiled and slowed down: "Hello classmate, do you know Qin Dudong?"
I think you may have a little misunderstanding of us......
"He has always wanted to create the image of a righteous big brother, and he can't leave an obvious handle, at least mocking his classmates behind his back is not a fair thing.Before he finished speaking, he saw Qin Dudong walking towards this side with two small plates of braised pork ribs.The atmosphere instantly froze, and the four people at the table were silent at the same time.Lu Xingjia even stiffened his body. stared straight at Qin Dudong's movements.The small plate was placed in front of Lu Xingjia, and Qin Dudong sat down indifferently.He didn't pay much attention to the inconsequential people, and he didn't even notice the three people sitting next to him.Lu Xingjia wanted to speak and stopped, Qin Dudong knocked the edge of the bowl with chopsticks lightly, and ordered: "Eat quickly, class will be in a while." ”The tall and thin boy frantically winked at his companion and said with his lips, "What should I do???
”The expression is exaggerated to the extreme, and there are body movements.The other also replied with lips: "How do I know!!
”Such an action finally attracted Qin Dudong's attention.He unconsciously raised his head, and when he saw who the three people sitting next to him were, his expression became indifferent, and his face turned a little white.Blood rushed to his head, and the boy's sarcastic words kept echoing in his mind."
Yes, I lied to you, so what?""
You don't think anyone wants to be your friend, do you?""
With your dead face, who will like you, stop dreaming."…… The dim sky, the bright blood, and the disgusting feeling can't escape, and it is densely entangled with him.Fingers tightened, nails almost embedded in flesh.Lu Xingjia......
How could it be with them?
Seeing Qin Dudong's expression, Lu Xingjia immediately reacted, grabbed his cold hand, and explained eagerly and panickedly: "Do you know them?"
I just heard them say bad things about you, and I couldn't help but scold them. ”"Don't pay attention to them, look at me, I'm Jiajia!"
The warm touch came from the skin on his wrist, and Qin Dudong closed his eyes in pain, gasping violently, and his ears were filled with the sound of tinnitus like a landslide and tsunami.Seeing the appearance of the two of them, Xu Feilong calmed down.He had seen Qin Dudong go crazy, and he really thought he was crazy, so he didn't believe that anyone would be willing to be friends with him.He thought that the thin young man in front of him would probably be scared immediately, and he didn't want to have anything to do with Qin Dudong anymore.He even hooked a smile on the corner of his mouth, and added fuel and vinegar: "It turns out that you are Qin Dudong's friend, what a coincidence, let's get to know me, my name is Xu Feilong, and I am also his friend in junior high school." ”The word "friend" was also deliberately emphasized."
You may have misunderstood us a little," he put one hand in his trouser pocket and smiled almost kindly, "I'm not the kind of person who says bad things about others behind my back, we had a good relationship in junior high school, but one day, Qin Dudong hit me for no reason and opened my head." ”"Qin Dudong may be a bit violent by nature, you should be careful when you get along with him, be careful that one day you will be the same as me, and you don't know if you are stabbed in the back by him."
Qin Dudong opened his eyes suddenly, and there was a lot of pain and ruthlessness in his eyes.He reached out to pick up the plate on the table, but Lu Xingjia took a step ahead of him, stood up, and blocked in front of him."
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I'm his friend, but you're not."
Lu Xingjia said word by word, "People, scum." ”He didn't pay attention to the three of them anymore, pulled Qin Dudong up and found a place farthest away from them to sit again, and brought all the rice bowls on the table.After doing all this, Qin Dudong was still sitting in a daze, his dark eyes like a pool of stagnant water that had been silent for a long time.Lu Xingjia sighed lightly and sat down beside him."
Let's eat......"
He deliberately slowed down his voice, pretending that nothing had happened, but before he could speak, he was grabbed by Qin Dudong's wrist fiercely.The moment he heard Lu Xingjia's voice, Qin Dudong's long-accumulated emotions finally broke out and collapsed.His whole hand was shaking, the green tendons on his arms were bulging, and his fingertips lost their blood and turned pale due to exertion, which made Lu Xingjia's wrists hurt.It almost embeds him in his blood."
Jiajia," his voice was hoarse, his vocal cords trembling, and every word seemed to have been scratched by grains of sand."
I really, treated him as a friend."
Lu Xingjia was stunned for a moment, and his anger suddenly turned into wisps of pain, which stung his internal organs.He understood, understood the deep meaning of Qin Dudong's words, but he was extremely resentful of his sluggishness, why didn't he discover this story earlier.Because he really regarded him as a friend, he would be so out of control and desperate when he learned that the person was close to his purpose.Lu Xingjia was like a dying fish, with a boulder pressed on his chest, he was panting violently, desperately trying to find a little fresh oxygen in this depression, but he couldn't breathe at all.He knew that this was only one ten-thousandth of the pain that Qin Dudong had experienced.Qin Dudong thought that he had encountered the light, but later found that it was nothing more than the scales of a stinky fish in the stinky ditch.That's why they are so resistant to the arrival of light.The author has something to say: It was late yesterday, so it was a little early today, and after that, it was still eight o'clock every night~ Chapter 34 The ribs are not cold Lu Xingjia stared at the palm that was slightly deformed due to excessive force, and tears rolled in his eyes.I want to take out the dirty words of the family background and scold those scumbags.I want to tell Qin Dudong that he is very good, but those people are not worthy of him.I also want to tell him that I am different from those people and will not leave him.But the power of language is too pale, too powerless, and too high.People often say that they empathize, but in fact, most of them are merciful charity.Qin Dudong's hand was still tightly gripping Lu Xingjia's wrist, and his strength was so great that he almost crushed his bones.His fingertips turned white from ischemia, Lu Xingjia struggled to open his palm, rotated his wrist in a half circle, and held Qin Dudong's forearm with his backhand.This movement was a little difficult, and the wrist was almost twisted into an almost impossible arc, but Lu Xingjia still tightened his hand and held it tightly, unwilling to let go.Qin Dudong's arm stiffened. , subconsciously wanted to withdraw it, but Lu Xingjia didn't allow it, and his white hand was clasped on his wrist.So Qin Dudong didn't move anymore, didn't refuse, and didn't resist.From time to time, there was a noise in the noisy student cafeteria, the shouting of the aunt who was cooking, and the sharp sound of pots and pans falling on the ground.At the crowded dining table, the two teenagers held each other's wrists, both so hard.Each other's body temperature passed through the skin and then through the blood back to the beating heart.Lu Xingjia stuffed the braised pork ribs into his mouth indiscriminately, and the sweet, sour and soft taste was full of sour bitterness.After eating, he pulled Qin Dudong and ran to the roof of the building, the two of them missed the afternoon class, and sat side by side on the roof, Lu Xingjia accompanied him, but no one spoke.The weather was fine, the blue sky was endless, the clouds were moving slowly, and the passage of time could only be distinguished by the bells that rang from time to time.One class passes, two classes pass, and three classes pass.The surroundings were so quiet that only the sound of the wind could be heard, and then Qin Dudong opened his mouth.Said that he used to really treat that person as a friend, tutored him, helped him bring breakfast, and said that they used to have happy memories.It is not that he has not felt the strangeness of that person, heard some gossip, but still believed him desperately.said that day I heard the man say that he was friends with him only because he made a bet with his friend, and he actually couldn't stand him for a long time, thinking that he was sick and disgusting.He swung his fist and smashed it at the man's head.…… Lu Xingjia was quietly talking on the side, being a silent listener.Qin Dudong didn't need sympathy, nor comfort, he just wanted to reconcile with his scarred past self.So Lu Xingjia accompanied him.When he finished, there was a long silence.But no one cared.They continued to sit side by side, silent.In the afternoon, the bell rang for the fourth period, and it was time to finish eating.The campus was lively again, and students walked towards the cafeteria.The sky was dark, and the evening breeze was blowing slowly, Lu Xingjia got up from the ground and patted the dust on his body."
Are you going back?"
He asked.Qin Dudong said "um" and stood up.So, as if nothing had happened, they headed for the stairs.