Xie Zhinian did not answer.He buried his cheek in the side of her neck and said nothing.He finally took off those disguises, pretended to be calm, and the hand around her was still trembling a little.The boy's body was cold and cold.The cheek was buried in the side of her neck, and there was also a hint of coldness.She felt a hint of coldness, but also a warm touch.It seems to be.Tears.Pressed against the side of her neck, on the clothes at the shoulders, constantly blending.…… Chiaki also sighed slightly and hugged him tighter.She's really lazy.Until now, the plot about the little brother has not been received.After all, those plot contents are nothing more than how miserable the little brother died, which made her a little repulsed.However, looking at him now, he still has to accept the full plot to figure it out.While she was still thinking, Xie Zhinian's voice sounded again, and she said slightly hoarsely, "I almost can't see you anymore." ”Chiaki was stunned, "What?"
”He continued: "I should have thought a long time ago, the ballpoint pen has long since run out of water, and she can still write post-it notes, there must be a problem. ”"She gave the keys to her colleagues and asked them to stick them while I was at school.""
And ......"
"The bento she makes is really unpalatable, and the words are so ugly."
He pursed his lips and bit his lip, tears still overflowing.Chiaki didn't see his tears, but she could feel the clothes on the side of her neck being soaked.He tried to restrain his voice, seemingly calm, but he could still hear the cry."
However, I will not even have these in the future, I will have nothing......"
Those evidences have disappeared since then.He will also become homeless, outcast.Nothing."
Say, what is the purpose of my existence?"
He asked in a low voice.For as long as he can remember, all he has felt has been fear, starvation, and being surrounded by malice.Why everyone else can laugh so happily.Only he is different.Since he is an ostracized outlier, why does he still exist in this world."
What am I living for?"
Chiaki was silent for a moment.In the adolescence of human beings, it is inevitable that there will be such a secondary two stage.Every day I think about who I am, where I came from, and where I came from.From the little brother's point of view, the second middle school is terminally ill.There is no way to cure it, and it can only be a little more neutral than him.Xie Zhinian put his arm around her, and didn't know why, looking forward to her response.It's just that she didn't make the slightest move......
He came back to his senses and closed the floodgates of the emotions that he couldn't control himself.Xie Zhinian opened Qianqiu lightly and said, "It's okay, I'll just say it casually......"
Qianqiu took Xie Zhinian's hand that he wanted to let go and pressed it on the position of his heart.Xie Zhinian was stunned for a moment, his fingertips curled up slightly, as if he felt something.The blazing temperature, accompanied by the beating of her heart, and her soft voice.Chiaki's voice was soft, but it seemed extraordinarily calm.She said: "This kind of question, you ask me, in fact, I don't know how to answer. ”She didn't know why she was in this world.A person who is alone cannot die, but he cannot get rid of the malice of human beings.Her world is all gray colors.Once upon a time, she also had such confusion about what she lived for.Xie Zhinian lowered his eyes slightly, and did not look at her eyes."
It's okay, it's just casual, I don't care about it at all......"