Bian Qing has never been a fool.Perhaps none of the people who came out of the family were simple, especially the servants at the bottom.In order to survive better, almost every servant has refined the skill of observing words and emotions to perfection, for fear that one of them will not pay attention to it, because a small detail will kill him.So when something happened to Su Ziyi, Bian Qing was the first to notice it.But it's one thing to know, it's another to say it or not.has been dependent, he almost continued to survive with a fluke attitude, during the time when Su Ziyi had just woken up, he trembled every day and sewed his mouth tightly, for fear of angering the other party and letting himself and Su Yulang suffer again.But fortunately, this Su Ziyi and the previous Su Ziyi are completely two people.No, it should be said that this Su Ziyi is better than most of the people he has ever seen.Bian Qing couldn't remember what his father and mother looked like, the memory was so long ago that every time he thought about it, he could only think of the overwhelming fire and the terrible screams that came from nowhere.It was so miserable that he didn't want to think about it, he didn't want to know what was going on, he didn't think about what he was carrying, he just wanted to go on like this.In Liu's Mansion, the strict hierarchy made him taste the warmth and coldness of the world, and he no longer had any expectations for strangers.In particular, he had seen too many servants being killed by their masters because they were not careful, which made him extremely wary of others, for fear that because of others or himself because of some unwarranted things, his peaceful life would be ruined.And when he arrived at Luoshan Village, everything he encountered was even more unbearable, and ten years passed suddenly, and he didn't know what kind of perseverance he endured.It can be said that Su Ziyi is the person he has met in his life, and he is the most prone to inner fluctuations.Since Su Ziyi came, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes, which makes him feel satisfied and reassured, and he feels that as long as he can keep his current life, it doesn't matter what Su Ziyi wants to do.But he apparently forgot one thing—that the heart of man grows.When a hungry person gets a bowl of rice, he will think about food and clothing, and when he is full of food and clothing, he will think about living a more luxurious life.The same is true for Bian Qing.At the beginning, he only hoped that Su Ziyi would not make his life worse, but Su Ziyi made his and Su Yulang's quality of life skyrocket, which made him start to think that Su Ziyi would be good to Su Yulang, and when Su Ziyi did invest time and effort in Su Yulang, he began to expect other things in his heart.Of course, he is not so greedy, he will just have a little extravagant hope on the basis of what he has.It's just that when he found out Su Ziyi's intention to leave, his desire was threatened, so he had to resist passively.So, who can say that Bian Qing doesn't understand?
Bian Qing knows very well and sees it very clearly.He knew his identity and status, and he also weighed it in his heart, and finally understood that he could only choose to accept it silently.Because, the difference between him and Su Ziyi is too far.However, if the distance between the two people is no longer so far, then Su Ziyi will not leave?
Bian Qing thought secretly.The wind on the summer night was a little drunk, and some cool touches made people's hearts feel a lot less hot, and under the moonlight, Bian Qing saw the expression on Su Ziyi's face clearly - it was still the same face, but the decadence and sucking bag on the face were long gone, replaced by a mixture of strong self-confidence and a steady temperament, as well as confidence in the future.Such a person makes people feel reliable for no reason.This made Bian Qing suddenly have a feeling in his heart that he had never felt before-he thought, he wanted to know very much what Su Ziyi wanted to do, what the world was like in the eyes of the other party, and how he could catch up with the other party's pace."
Su Ziyi-" It may be that the summer night is drunk, or maybe he is confused by the expression on Su Ziyi's face, Bian Qing ghost made a god call Su Ziyi's full name, which he has never had in ten years.But his approach did not make Su Ziyi feel unhappy, but got the other party's seriousness, Su Ziyi turned his head and looked at him with a serious face: "What's wrong?"
”The sound is like < /p&gt; With encouragement, he was eager to say what was in his heart."
You always want to know what it's like out there, why?
What is so appealing about the outside world?
- Perhaps, in the eyes of a person like you who can cultivate, what do you want to see?
”When it came time to really talk about it, Bian Qing was a little short of words, he couldn't find the real theme, he was a little flustered, and looked at Su Ziyi with a blank eye, which made Su Ziyi feel a little cute.It's just that Bian Qing asked this question, which shocked him.In his opinion, Bian Qing has always been a person who lives a plain life in a down-to-earth manner, he doesn't want many things, just enough to use, and he never seems to be curious about what it's like outside, and always looks like he has no desires.Such a person makes Su Ziyi feel that he can be trusted, but he will not regard the other party as his partner.Because he is a wisp of wind that moves forward bravely, and cannot be a vine on the body of a tree that clings to the land.And Bian Qing's question, although not very clear, is a clear expression of his desire for the outside world, his careful thinking of wanting to explore other affairs.Such a change made Su Ziyi feel strange and gratified, although Shuang'er is different from a man, but as a human being, he always has to have some hope.In particular, this person is still one of Su Ziyi's more recognized."
Well—how so?"
Su Ziyi has never thought about this question systematically, but he also didn't think about perfunctory the other party, but thought about it very seriously, and then asked rhetorically: "In your imagination, what should it look like?"
”"In my eyes?"
Bian Qing's eyes were a little erratic, and the expression on his face became a little weird, as if he was desperately thinking about something, but he was horrified to find that no matter how hard he tried to think, his mind was blank, which made him a little flustered - why?
Why is there nothing in his head?
Had he never expired his license for these things?
The struggle and hesitation on his face made Su Ziyi see it clearly, and Su Ziyi sighed softly.Once upon a time, when I faced an unfamiliar field, I was so flustered and overwhelmed.But in fact, the hardest thing is not from these unknown panics, but from the determination to take the first step.Now that Bian Qing has a choice in his heart, let's push it myself."
Speaking of which, you may not believe it, in my opinion, the outside world is blank and uncertain-" Su Ziyi said very seriously, but the content made Bian Qing a little unbelievable."
I've lived for almost 27 years, but I've only been to Chucheng and the vicinity of Luoshan Village, so I don't know anything about the situation outside."
His words made Bian Qing panic."
But-" Su Ziyi accentuated his tone: "Even if I don't know anything about the outside world, I want to go out and have a look." ”He looked up at the moon in the sky: "It may not be very beautiful outside, but as long as you work hard, it will not be worse than now." ”He smiled: "I am now at the fifth level of qi refining, if I stay here all the time, I may be able to reach the eighth layer of qi refining at most in this life, but outside, the risk is high, but it is possible for me to climb to a higher position." ”Speaking of this, he couldn't help but feel that he and Bian Qing were both a little funny.He knew that he was not willing to stay in Luoshan Village, but he never thought to tell Bian Qing or anyone else; And Bian Qing probably guessed his thoughts, but he didn't ask himself directly, but asked himself in this somewhat roundabout way.The two of them are awkward people.It's just that Bian Qing is smarter than he imagined."
And what if it's worse than it is now?"
Listening to Su Ziyi's words, Bian Qing was silent for a moment.And Su Ziyi said lightly: "The results of any choice are good and bad, and this choice not only happens outside, but also happens here-" He took a breath: "But the outside world is broader and gives more choices, so that when facing difficulties, we will have more opportunities, and we will not be trapped because of lack of choice-" "Moreover, people will always have curiosity, for the outside world, in fact, all of us want to know, but we just can't make up our minds to explore." ”He put it quite forcefully: "So it's not so much about worrying that the outside world is too bad, it's about doubting your own abilities< /p&gt; And afraid. ”Speaking of this, he smiled at Bian Qing's tilt of his head, this smile was very light, but it contained a convincing power: "Of course, bad things do happen in the outside world, but in my opinion, it's worth it!"
”Worth!
These two words knocked heavily on the door of Bian Qing's heart, he looked at Su Ziyi silently, his mouth opened, but after a while, he still didn't say a word, and he seemed to be very convinced by Su Ziyi's words."
Of course, everyone has their own preferences and choices, and we shouldn't easily change our beliefs because of what others think."
The words in Su Ziyi's mouth turned a corner, in his opinion, Bian Qing was already great if he was able to ask questions today, and if he blindly stimulated it, it would cause bad results.He put it another way: "You might as well think about it, what do you want?"
Do you want what this environment can give you?
And once you go out into the outside world, will you get what you want?
”At this time, the night dew was getting deeper, and for the sake of Bian Qing's body, Su Ziyi dispersed the conversation and let Bian Qing go back to the room to rest.In fact, the conversation between the two of them didn't last long, but when Bian Qing returned to the bedroom, the whole person looked a little trance, but his heart was hot!
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