"Hurry up!"
Ye Xiaomu went up to help her up, and looked carefully, this girl was about the same age as herself, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, wearing a set of school uniforms, and she didn't know where she was a student before her death.
"The First Seven......
I heard that the ghosts are going to go home to see, why didn't you go?
” When the girl heard this, she sighed, shook her head and said, "I'm not going."
Archmage, are you really not going to catch me?
I want to stay in the world for a while, and I'll leave after twelve o'clock, okay?
” "No problem!"
Ye Xiaomu said, "Do you want to talk to someone, if you need to, I can accompany you." ” The girl looked at him hesitantly, a little incredulous.
"To tell you the truth, I'm a new magician, this is the first time my soul has come out to wander, and I happened to meet you, and it's quite fateful, so I'll stay with you for a while."
Ye Xiaomu said and sat down beside her.
Seeing that he was not hostile, the girl asked, "What's your name?"
” "Ye Xiaomu.
What about you. ” "My name is Charan.
Orchid of orchid. ” "What a nice name."
Xia Lan smiled sadly, "This is probably my only advantage." ” "Don't be too modest, why are you here?"
Xia Lan pointed to the lake in front of him and said, "Seven days ago, I committed suicide here. ” Suicide......
Ye Xiaomu looked at her in surprise.
"I don't have fun living, I always feel like I'm redundant.
It's better to die, who knows that after death, you will have to be a ghost, but those memories can never be erased......"
"How can it be, there are so many happy things to be alive."
Xia Lan smiled bitterly: "For many people, that's right, but I never knew what it meant to be happy.
My family is rural, and my family has always wanted to have a boy, so no one likes me since I was born.
I almost drowned by my grandmother, but my mother saved me, and speaking of which, only my mother was okay with me, but when I was five years old, my mother gave birth to a younger brother, and she didn't treat me well, and then she divorced my father and ran away from home alone, and I never saw her again.
My dad works in the city, I live with my grandmother and my younger brother, they don't like me, my grandma often beats me, and if there are any good things, they are all given to my brother first, and if you don't believe it, my brother eats more meat in a meal than I eat in a year.
At school, because I was ugly, none of my classmates wanted to play with me, and they bullied me and beat me a lot......
After I graduated from primary school, my grandmother stopped going to school, because my family was poor, and I could only afford one person to go to school, and when my younger brother reached school age, I naturally couldn't go to school, I had to work in the fields, wash and cook at home, and serve my sick grandmother......
I can endure these, even if my father doesn't come home and drink too much wine to get angry with me, I can bear it, because I love my brother very much, even if he doesn't like me and doesn't want to look at me, I still pay for him silently, because he is my brother and the hope of the whole family.
After my younger brother went to junior high school, he was taken to school by his father in Chuncheng, and I also followed, working part-time while taking care of my younger brother's daily life, and I have no regrets. ” Ye Xiaomu listened to her story quietly, with mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know what to say.
"That weekend, when we were sleeping at home at night, there was a thief in the house, and my brother was getting up to go to the toilet and bumped into the thief.
The thief started a fight with him, trying to stab him to death, I woke up when I heard my brother's screams, I went over to beat the thief, and told my brother to call the police, and the result was ......
As a result, the younger brother hid in the room and locked the door.
I was stabbed several times by the gangsters outside, I threw myself on the door and banged on it desperately, but my brother didn't open the door.
Fortunately, my call for help attracted the neighbors to call the police and subdue the gangsters.
I was taken to the hospital, and after I was bandaged, my father took the compensation money, and I was discharged from the hospital before I was healed, saying that it was a lot of money in the hospital.
When I got home, I struggled to cook for them every day because of my injuries.
Just half a month ago, my younger brother was going to attend the summer camp the next day, and asked me to wash his set of clothes for the next day, but I didn't get up in bed because of the pain of the wound, and I didn't wash the clothes.
When he got home, he scolded me.
I was also angry and got into an argument with him.
He told me that he had always hated me because I was an ugly wretch, and he didn't want to have me as a sister, and that I had been pestering him and slapping me. ” Tears fell on the lake without causing ripples, because these were the tears in Xia Lan's thoughts, and ghosts would not shed tears.
She raised her head, looked at Ye Xiaomu, shook her head, and said, "I'm sorry for letting you listen to it so much, you must be very annoyed, please forgive me, I just ......
I've never told anyone about it, I'm depressed, I'm going to go to the soon, and I'll never have a chance to tell anyone about it again. ” Ye Xiaomu grabbed her hand and said excitedly: "No, I'm not annoyed at all, I think you are a kind person, you haven't done anything wrong."
But why did you kill yourself?
” "Actually, I'm not a fool, I'm good to my brother, just because he's my brother, and my dad often beats him when he's drunk, and he hasn't had a mother since he was a child, so I've always taken care of him, and I also know that he's not good to me and looks down on me like everyone else, but I always feel that he's my brother, and he'll understand one day.
So even if he locked me out, I could still forgive him.
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But when he said to me, 'I've never looked down on you all my life,' I broke down, and I came to this place alone, and I thought that I was born to be a superfluous person, a person that no one could look up to, and I might as well die and commit suicide by jumping into the water......"
After saying this, Xia Lan smiled lightly, "The day after I died, the body was found, and then I found my father and came to claim the body, and then he deliberately did not cremate the body in order to extort some money from the park management office......
My brother burned some paper for me, but he also had a guilty conscience, worried that I would be in trouble with him, so he told me to leave and not come back.
Haha......"
Xia Lan suddenly laughed, "Archmage, do you think I'm stupid, I really deserve it......"
Ye Xiaomu held her hand tightly and said, "You are quite stupid, although it is very late to say this, but you should actually have your own life, you don't need to pay so much for people who don't love you." ” "yes."
Xia Lan sighed, "I've been thinking about it for the past few days, in the past ten years, I owe myself too much, I don't have any success, and even when I die, I don't even have a friend worth seeing." ” She began to weep again.
(End of chapter)