Copywriters have been living in a hurry for thirty years, and liking you occupies two-thirds of the years.———————————————————————— Luchen originally thought that he could wait for Xu Shaoyu's turn and make an appointment after a thousand sails.It was only in the end that he realized how cowardly he was in waiting.If you like him from the beginning.If you tell him desperately in the first place.If you stay by his side to protect him in the first place.If......
If you give him a chance to do it all over again.This time, never let go.
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Chapter 1 "I won't break up with him" Shao Yu sat opposite Lu Chen, he pursed his lips, his fingers tightly clasped the glass, his phalanges protruded, probably because he rarely went out, his face was pale.Lu Chen shook his fingers and pinched the unlit cigarette in his hand."
So what?
Wait until he gets married and has children, respects others like guests, forms pairs, waits until he gives birth to children, and the family is happy, his wife is virtuous and filial, and then you are like a concubine in the deep palace, waiting for him to be lucky at some point, and then wait for a lifetime, and die alone......"
Speaking of this, he paused.Shao Yu on the other side was in a trance, unconsciously opening and closing his mouth, but he couldn't say a word of rebuttal Lu Chen suddenly felt a little distressed, Shao Yu was always so stubborn, but the current situation is not something that can be reversed by his stubbornness.His lover is engaged to someone else and has a beautiful fiancée, but he can't say no because he loves a man.After a while, Shao Yucai muttered: "I can't do without him." ”His voice trembled a little, and his voice was full of helplessness and hesitation.Lu Chen was speechless, and the cigarette in his hand was cut off from the middle.That's right, no matter how much he says and does here, no matter how unpopular Yang Hui is, no matter how malicious the world has towards Shao Yu, no matter how many reasons they should break up, it can't be worth such a sentence.Can't put it down, can't do without.Lu Chen and Shao Yu are small, Shao Yu has been shy and quiet since he was a child, he is cold, stubborn, suspicious and stubborn, as long as he believes in something, he will not look back if he breaks through the south wall.He has many shortcomings, his temper is not good, his appearance is not handsome, his grades are average, and he doesn't like to deal with people......
However, Lu Chen likes him like this.That's right, Lu Chen likes Xu Shaoyu.Twenty years.Looking at Shao Yu, who was in a trance on the other side, pale and thin, Lu Chen suddenly had an impulse to tell him all about his feelings.Tell him he's a goddamn liar, ostensibly his best friend, but secretly a bastard who wants to sleep with him.Tell him that he has liked him since he was a child, and he liked him earlier than Yang Hui.told him that he was not married at the age of thirty-five because he couldn't find a suitable one, but because there was no one more suitable than him......
The feelings that have been suppressed in my heart for so many years are turning over the river and the sea at this moment, and I can't wait to gush out, regardless of the consequences, and die together."
Shao Yu ......"
As soon as Lu Chen's words came out, Shao Yu had already gotten up.He is very thin now, his sweater is hanging on his body empty, he has lost his former look, looking at the only friend in front of him from childhood to adulthood, he barely showed a smile, and said: "Achen, thank you" The words that came to his mouth were all swallowed back by Lu Chen, and he could only scold himself hatefully.Shao Yu walked out of the café.Lu Chen watched him from the window and called out to the taxi, watched the car go farther and farther, and watched him leave his world again., I had to smile bitterly.One wrong step is one wrong step, God is like this, obviously just made a small mistake, but it will take a lifetime to punish.He suddenly thought of the scene when he saw Shao Yu for the first time, the sun was wantonly shining on the young Xu Shaoyu's face, and his big eyes looked around timidly, like an insecure animal, shrunk into a small ball, and followed Aunt Xu's side......
At that time, I never thought that this person would live in my heart for so many years.After sitting for a while, the warm warmth of the coffee shop made him dizzy.Time and the past are staggered in my mind, and the more than 20 years of knowing Shao Yu seem like a long movie, the two young people and the later ones, just three words.I can't ask for it.Lu Chen got up and left.When he got home, he felt physically and mentally exhausted, and lay on the sofa and pretended to be dead.There are many things from my student days that flashed in my mind like a movie, including Shaoyu, Yang Hui, and myself......
He suddenly felt that he was a little older, and his memory was not as clear as it had been a few years ago.“......
If I fall in love with your smile, how do I collect it, how do I have it, if you are happy not for me, will I let go of it, but I actually have it......"
I don't know if it's a memory or a dream.It took a while for Lu Chen to realize that his mobile phone had been ringing, and he subconsciously took it over and connected it, and it was indeed Yang Hui's voice.Lu Chen sat up impatiently, picked up a lighter from the coffee table and lit a cigarette, frowned, "Something?"
”"Let Shaoyu answer the phone.""
Get out!""
Let Shaoyu answer the phone!"
Yang Hui's tone was not good, and his voice was a little higher."
You know to look for him now, he's not here with me, answer your MB call!"
As soon as Lu Chen's words fell, it was cut off.I sat quietly with my phone in my hand, holding an unlit cigarette between my fingers.Shao Yu hasn't returned home yet.Lu Chen thought about it in hindsight, and an inexplicable fear suddenly welled up in his heart.Biting the cigarette to his mouth, Lu Chen called Shaoyu.After a long 'beep-' sound, no one answered.A little flustered in his heart, Lu Chen's fingers stiffly flicked it again, and it was still the same.Looking down at the unanswered phone, he froze for a long time, he had to call Yang Hui back, but the line was busy over there, and he couldn't get through.Lu Chen became more and more uneasy in his heart, he got up and picked up his clothes and went out.I started the car and went to Shaoyu's unit, but I didn't arrive at my post after asking for leave.I drove to Aunt Xu's tomb again, but I still didn't see the person I wanted to see.Lu Chen stood in front of the tombstone in a daze.On the tombstone is Aunt Xu with a gentle smile.The uneasiness in his heart became stronger and stronger, and he thought about the places that Shao Yu usually likes to go, and his mobile phone was tightly held in his hand, and he was a little confused.In the silent cemetery, I suddenly remembered the ringing of my mobile phone.Lu Chen's throat moved, and he immediately picked it up: "Shaoyu?
”There was no sound on the other side, only heavy gasps.It's not Shaoyu."
Yang Hui, where is Shaoyu?"
Lu Chen's voice was trembling, and his throat was tight.Yang Hui didn't speak for a long time......
"Central Hospital, come on." ”- "Car accident, four dead and two injured. ”Yang Hui's voice was restrained and choked.Lu Chen didn't speak, just looked at Shao Yu lying in the morgue, his eyebrows were the same.Shao Yu is still like that.He was malnourished from an early age, very thin, and pale.Xu's mother often took him to Lu Chen's house, but Shao Yu didn't speak, and sat dumbfounded, like a little fool.Every time Lu Chen rushed over from behind and hugged him, he felt like he was holding a moving skeleton.He lived a lifeless life until, he met Yang Hui.He was still thin and pale, but there was a sparkle in his eyes, hope and longing.He started to laugh, it was really good-looking, but this good-looking smile never belonged to Lu Chen......
Every time Shao Yu left Lu Chen, all kinds of backs.Whenever Lu Chen wanted to chase after him, Shao Yu didn't stop, or didn't stop for Lu Chen.This time, it was still the same, and he didn't even want to open his eyes and look at him again......
Who can blame it?
Lu Chen thought.only blamed himself for being submissive, and did not have the courage to love and hate like Shao Yu, until he stood beside others, he was saddened by his departure.If I had been able to take the initiative and stand firmly with him when I first recognized my feelings, maybe everything would have been different......
His eyes were sore, his throat was dry and sore, but not a single tear could come out, and an unknown pain swept over Lu Chen, and regret filled his mind.He felt like he couldn't stay here anymore, he was leaving.Thinking so, Lu Chen turned around and walked out.Yang Hui suddenly stopped Lu Chen.His eyes were red, his face was hideous, like a trapped beast, and he made a low voice: "He went to find you!"
”"What did he say!
Lu Chen!
What did he tell you!
”Lu Chen's heart suddenly swelled up with perverted happiness, and he even wanted to laugh.Yang Hui, Yang Hui, cinnabar mole, mosquito blood, but that's it."
He didn't say anything.""
Impossible!"
Yang Hui's expression was almost crazy.Waving Yang Hui's hand, Lu Chen looked at him indifferently."
What do you want to hear, how much do you want to hear him without you?
Want to hear him curse you and your fiancée like a jealous woman?
”Yang Hui unconsciously stepped back."
Yang Hui, you have never understood him at all, what he thinks in his heart, what he wants to do, what he desires, you will never understand!
A person like you who enjoys the pleasure and desire to conquer with □□, but abandons Shao Yu who loves you so much, you don't deserve his love!
”"Get out of here!"
When Lu Chen walked to the street, he found that it was already lit up.In the late autumn weather, there were no people on the street, he walked step by step, and there were all kinds of Shao Yu in his mind.Shao Yu, who was stupid when he was a child, Shao Yu who stood at the door of the toilet and couldn't untie his pants and his face was flushed, Shao Yu who was satisfied when he ate Coke chicken wings for the first time, Shao Yu who worked hard all the time studying but couldn't get a high score and was annoyed, Shao Yu who was panicked after being discovered the secret, and Shao Yu who was smiling in the sun......
Lu Chen's mind was already full of Shao Yu, but none of Shao Yu belonged to him.He's a complete loser, losing badly from the start.Lu Chen stopped, and the late autumn wind blew his windbreaker rustling.Unconsciously walked to the mouth of the alley on the outskirts of the city, a place with all the memories of his and Shao Yu's youth.He trembled and touched the red brick on the wall, as if through this brick he could see Shao Yu's appearance when he was a child.At that time, there was no Yang Hui, Aunt Xu was not sick, Shao Yu's diary was still in his drawer, no one knew what was going on in the little boy's mind, nothing happened at that time, only Lu Chen and Shao Yu......
Lu Chen, and Shao Yu.Chapter 2 It was very noisy and painful in his head, like a big truck pressing over, Lu Chen frowned.He saw Shao Yu leave the café and saw him shout to stop the taxi......
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No, you can't take that taxi!
Lu Chen shouted Shao Yu's name loudly, but still watched him leave in the car.Lu Chen broke down and rushed out of the café, he ran hard, trying to catch up with the car, obviously it was in front, but he couldn't catch up.Lu Chen felt that his legs and body were not his own, and he even saw Shao Yu's quiet side face through the back window of the taxi.No, he still has a lot to say to Shao Yu, and he can't let him leave!
Lu Chen's tears flowed, his throat couldn't make a sound, his headache was splitting, he wanted to go with Shao Yu......
"Xiaochen!"
Xiao Chen!
”Someone is calling him, who is it?
Not Shao Yu's voice."
Lu Xiaochen!
Wake me up!
”A sudden slap woke Lu Chen from his sleep, he opened his eyes and looked at his mother in front of him in shock.Lu's mother looked at such a son, and slapped her again without saying a word: "Stinky boy, are you awake, are you still hysterical!"
”After another slap, Lu Chen held his head and wanted to sit up.As soon as I stretched out my hand to stretch the bed, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, the feel, the strength, and the body, all wrong.He froze, looking incredulously at the blue robot cat's quilt and sheets in front of him, this bed ......
It's my own bed from twenty years ago, right, what the hell, what's going on......
Seeing that her son, who had finally woken up from the nightmare, began to lose his mind again, Lu's mother stretched out her hand to beat.The raised hand was stopped by Aunt Xu beside her: "Why do you keep beating children, Xiaochen must be having a nightmare, and he hasn't come back to his senses yet, you will break it again." ”After speaking, she gently rubbed Lu Chen's head: "Xiaochen, are you better, tell Aunt Xu, are you still uncomfortable?"
”…… Aunt Xu.Lu Chen was agitated and looked up at Aunt Xu, who was obviously young.She stood alive in front of her, with tenderness and a smile at the corners of her eyes.He raised his hand and grabbed Aunt Xu's hand on the top of his head, and the warm body temperature came over, it was a real person, it was the real Aunt Xu.So......
Before Lu Chen could think about it, Lu's mother's hand pressed on her stinky boy's head: "It's very hot, but I don't have a fever, I guess I slept too much at noon." ”After speaking, he touched Lu Chen's face again.Lu Chen's gaze finally shifted to his mother.Lu's mother smiled and said: "You stinky boy, I told you that my mother's good friend is coming in the afternoon, and you still sleep like a pig, this is your Aunt Xu, if it is someone else, maybe what to say about you, get up and wash your face, I haven't seen your Aunt Xu before I hold someone's hand, the half-old young man is not ashamed." ”Lu Ma's long list of words finally made Lu Chen completely sober.He spread his hands, got out of bed and ran to the bathroom, completely ignoring the teasing of the two mothers behind him.Lu Chen looked at himself in the mirror in a trance, with a small head, a white and fat face, and his facial features already vaguely appeared in the future, with a height of one meter and five meters at most......
It's a little chubby!
Whether this is a trip back in time or a dream for thirty years, Lu Chen can't tell, his mind is complicated, and he can't even figure out the current situation.Stretched out his hand and touched the mirror in a daze, Lu Chen suddenly had a spirit, and he became smaller, so does it mean ......
Thinking of this, Lu Chen suddenly ran to the living room, and sure enough, he saw the little boy sitting on the single sofa at a glance.Shao Yu.The small, thin and pale Shao Yu sat quietly on the sofa, looking at his mother with a smile on his face, but with timidity and shyness.His fingers unconsciously clasped the hem of his trousers, the neat orange peel on the coffee table in front of him, and the malnourished yellowed hair slumped softly on his eyes, and he looked at him slightly wary because of his presence.The anxiety, restlessness, and panic in Lu Chen's heart collapsed the moment he saw Shao Yu.The sun shines warmly on Shao Yu's face, the round little face is not as thin as it will be in the future, although he is cowardly, he also has some expectations for the new environment, the key is that he is alive in front of him, everything is back to the original point, nothing happened......
"Lu Xiaochen, what kind of hysteria are you committing, why don't you come over quickly, why are you standing stupidly!"
”Lu Ma's voice brought Lu Chen back to his senses, and Shao Yu had already looked away, lowering his head and not knowing what he was thinking.Aunt Xu also looked at herself with a smile.Lu Chen cleaned up his mood and hid his surprise.He walked over and said with a smile: "Mom, you don't need to introduce me, Aunt Xu is so beautiful and gentle, I can recognize it at a glance." ”The two adults were amused by this stinky boy's words, and even the corners of Shao Yu's mouth quietly curved.Lu Chen's heart moved, and he sat next to Shao Yu.Shao Yu obviously didn't expect Lu Chen to sit over, so he moved to the side carefully, glanced at Lu Chen a little nervously, and happened to look at Lu Chen's eyes, and his face turned red all of a sudden.Mother Lu and Aunt Xu didn't notice the reaction of the two of them, Mother Lu scolded with a smile: "Come on, a dead child, you will say these witty things, your Aunt Xu only moved back today, she is your mother's best friend in this life, can you give me some obedience!"
”"Got it, Mom!"
Lu Chen leaned on the sofa, tilted his head slightly, and looked at Shao Yu, who was still awkward, intentionally or unintentionally.Aunt Xu also said: "I have been in the field for so many years, this time I really want to stay, and I took Shao Yu over, he has been suffering with me......"
"I didn't." ”A low voice interrupted Aunt Xu's words.Lu Chen looked over and saw Shao Yu with his head down, his face had turned cold, his eyes were staring at the sneakers, and he added in a low voice: "I didn't suffer hardship." ”The room was quiet for a while, and Aunt Xu had to smile bitterly and said, "Okay, whatever you say is what you say, this kid." ”"If you want me to say that you are too, you are fighting hard alone in the field, and you don't say anything about divorce, what?
I'm afraid that I will look down on you, I said it a long time ago, when you come back, there will always be a place for you to live and a job for you to do, but your character has been like this since you were a child, you hit the south wall and don't look back, I don't bother to say you, but I want to thank Shao Yu, I guess it's not Shao Yu, you are still outside and don't come back......"
Lu Ma grabbed Aunt Xu's hand and chattered, Aunt Xu smiled and responded silently, and from time to time she had to admit her mistakes, so Lu Ma would continue to chatter.The relationship between girlfriends is like this, Aunt Xu has suffered a lot of sins in other places, and Lu's mother is very distressed.Lu Chen looked at the two old sisters gossiping, and suddenly grabbed Shao Yu's hand and said, "Mom, Aunt Xu, let's talk, I'll take Shao Yu to my bedroom." ”After speaking, he couldn't help but pull Shao Yu and ran into the bedroom.Aunt Xu was worried and wanted to remind her, but was stopped by Lu's mother: "Shao Yu, this kid is very thoughtful, just let him live in my house for a while, my stinky boy just takes him to play, you go through the house procedures, go back to your hometown by the way, and give the old man relief." ”The words were divided into two ends, Shao Yu didn't expect Lu Chen's actions at all, and by the time he reacted, he had already been pulled into the room by Lu Chen.Lu Chen closed the door, turned around and said, "Aunt Xu and my mother haven't seen each other for a long time, let them have a good chat." ”Shao Yu nodded, stood aside and stopped talking.He looked cold and xenophobic on the surface, but the unconsciously twisted fingers betrayed him.Lu Chen's heart was sour, but he also knew that he couldn't be too reckless.He smiled and said, "Shao Yu, hello, I'm Lu Chen!"
”Shao Yu raised his head, looked at him carefully, there was some defensiveness in his eyes, and said in a low voice: "I'm Shao Yu, uh.....
Xu Shaoyu "Lu Chen didn't speak for a long time, and the early summer sun quietly hit Shao Yu's face.The little boy already has something on his mind, and more of a wariness of the world and strangers.He could only wrap himself up, like an ostrich trying to save himself, and bury his head deep in the ground, deceiving himself that he could protect himself and his mother.He has the stubbornness inherited from his mother, and the madness inherited from his father, as long as he determines something, he will never look back, even if he suffers from sarcasm and accusations from all over the world......
How can such a child not be sad.His sadness, his fragility and sensitivity, all of them were swallowed into his stomach by him, and he didn't tell anyone.Shao Yu sensed that something was wrong with Lu Chen, he carefully raised his head and glanced at Lu Chen, but found that Lu Chen was wandering, as if he was thinking about something, and his eyes were not focused.He carefully looked at Lu Chen in front of him, white and chubby, a little taller than himself, with big eyes, a very straight nose, and his whole body revealed the appearance of a young man who was well protected by his parents.When Lu Chen came back to his senses, he happened to meet Shao Yu's gaze, and he was amused by the little Shao Yu without holding back.Shao Yu lowered his head suddenly, as if he had done something bad and was caught, his fingers were twisted together, and he was speechless."
What did you just look at?""......"
"Why don't you speak?"
I don't sit down, I don't get tired of standing all the time. ”“…… Don't be tired" Shao Yu held back for a long time and said this.Lu Chen couldn't help but laugh again.He stepped forward and grabbed Shao Yu's hand and pressed him to sit on his bed, then turned around and opened the cabinet, not knowing what he was looking for.Shao Yu sat there stiffly, still didn't say a word, just let go a little, and dared to look at Lu Chen with his eyes.This room is actually not big, it is full of Lu Chen's small things, many models and comic books are placed in a disorderly manner, and there are unfinished homework on the desk, just spread out.The walls and sheets are light blue, and there are basketballs and badminton rackets on the shelves next to the bed......
"Found it!"
”Lu Chen, who had been facing away from Shao Yu, seemed to have found something.He turned his head with a smile and stuffed it into Shao Yu's arms.Shao Yu looked down and saw that it was actually a plaster coin jar of a little white tiger!
Chapter 3 At that time, there was a very famous cartoon called "Little Tiger Seeking Relatives", and the main character was a little white tiger.Shao Yu has liked that cartoon since he was a child, and until he is in his thirties, he still likes to watch it, and he finds it on the Internet from time to time to rewatch it.Lu Chen knew Shao Yu's preferences well, and suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he seemed to have a plaster coin jar of a little white tiger, and he still used his own paint at a stall in the market.At that time, Shao Yu would touch and take a look every time he came, but he never noticed it at that time.Later, every time I thought about it, I would regret it, but now that I have the opportunity to do it again, I naturally won't let Shao Yu down again, so with my memory, I finally turned it out in the cabinet.Shao Yu didn't know so much, he just felt that Lu Chen was like a magician, and he took out his favorite little white tiger at once.He rarely held the plaster body and looked left and right, his eyes shining with joy.Lu Chen moved a chair and sat opposite Shao Yu: "Do you like it?"
To you!
”Shao Yu was startled, raised his head to meet Lu Chen's gaze, and asked in a low voice, "Send it, send me?"
”He had never received a gift from someone else, let alone Lu Chen, who had met him for the first time, his big eyes were full of surprise."
Well, I think you like it.""
But, but what about you?
Don't you like it?
Give it to me and you're gone, I'm ......"
"What's yours and mine, Aunt Xu is my mother's best friend, then you are my best buddy, mine is yours, take it if you like, it's okay." ”Lu Chen was afraid that Shao Yu would be stubborn again, so he hurriedly carried Aunt Xu out.After listening to Lu Chen's words, Shao Yu looked down at the little white tiger in his arms again, he really liked it in his heart, but accepting gifts from others as soon as they met completely violated his principles.After thinking about it, he carefully put the little white tiger aside, took off the number watch on his wrist, and handed it to Lu Chen."
Then, then I'll give this to you, this, this is what my mother just bought me, new."
Little boys are not used to accepting kindness from others, and are polite and reserved.Lu Chen slowly raised a smile, took the watch and brought it to his hand, raised his hand to look at it himself, and then showed it to Shao Yu: "I like it very much, thank you." ”Seeing that Lu Chen liked it, Shao Yu showed a rare smile, "It's good if you like it." ”Lu Chen touched the digital watch in his hand, his heart was sour, this was the first gift Shao Yu gave him.This time is different from the acquaintance I once had, is it possible that everything in the future can be different.Lu Chen greedily looked at Shao Yu's smile in front of him.You can do it all over again, right?
After an afternoon of getting along, Shao Yu was much less wary of Lu Chen.He envied Lu Chen very much, and he also liked Lu Chen.Lu Chen seemed to know what he was thinking, what he said, what he drank, and what snacks he ate were all his favorites.Such a comfortable relationship is something Shao Yu has never experienced, and there is no time when he is more comfortable than today, and even when it is dark, Shao Yu does not notice it.In the evening, Dad Lu also came back, Shao Yu said hello nervously, Mama Lu and Aunt Xu had a very rich dinner together, and Dad Lu was also very humorous.There is no rule of food and sleep at home, everyone eats happily and is rare and warm.Until Aunt Xu was about to leave, Shao Yu subconsciously got up and followed his mother's side, but he didn't expect Aunt Xu to squat down and touch his head, and asked, "Xiaoyu, did you have fun with Xiaochen in the afternoon?"
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”"Quite that.I'm very happy" "That'......
Would Xiao Yu like to play with Xiao Chen for a few more days, and my mother will deal with some things, will you live in Aunt Lu's house for a while first?
”The sudden arrangement made Shao Yu's face pale, and he looked at his mother a little overwhelmed.Lu Chen felt distressed all of a sudden, and Shao Yu felt a little unbearable looking at this.Mother Xu didn't want to look at Shao Yu like this, but thinking that there were still a lot of complicated things to deal with, she hardened her heart again.She touched Shao Yu's head and looked at him silently.Shao Yu lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and then raised his head to look at his mother, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "Then you go and get busy, I won't trouble Aunt Lu." ”What the well-behaved son said also made Xu's mother sad, she hugged her son and choked up and said: "Xiaoyu, mom will come to pick you up after handling things, Aunt Lu's family is very good, you live here well, have fun with Xiaochen, don't be afraid, ah." ”Shao Yu held back tears and nodded.Lu Chen couldn't stand it anymore, and rushed over to take Shao Yu's hand: "Aunt Xu, don't worry, Shao Yu will be my best brother in the future, mine is his, he eats whatever I eat, I will never let others bully him, and I will never make him uncomfortable, I promise you!"
”For some reason, when he was pulled by Lu Chen, Shao Yu's originally floating and restless heart settled down a little.He turned his head sideways to look at Lu Chen and listened quietly to what he said.Although it is said that there is no taboo, but listening to it, Shao Yu suddenly wanted to believe it once, maybe it was because the afternoon was too warm, or maybe it was because Lu Chen's palms were very warm at this moment.After Lu Chen's involvement, the matter was finally settled satisfactorily, and Lu's father and Lu's mother went to see Aunt Xu together.Lu Chen took the opportunity to pull Shao Yu to move his sofa bed from the guest room to his bedroom, put the sofa bed flat, found his spare bed from the cabinet, laid it out for Shao Yu, and lay down to try it, and only then laid the sheets when it was soft.The originally small bedroom was put on two beds, and it was crowded to the point that only a small path between the bed and the desk was left.The Lu family is an ordinary well-off family, with a three-bedroom and two-living room house, the Lu family's parents live in the master bedroom, Lu Chen lives in the secondary bedroom, and there is one that can be cleaned up for Shao Yu to live in.As a result, when Lu's father and Lu's mother came back, their son had already tossed and wanted to sleep with Shao Yu.Lu's mother laughed, looked at what her son had cleaned up, and it was actually the same, so she took out the living utensils that she had bought for Shao Yu with Xu's mother in the supermarket in the afternoon."
Xiaoyu, you just live in your aunt's house steadily, don't worry about your mother, she will get everything right, don't worry."
Shao Yu nodded in response.Seeing Shao Yu's well-behaved appearance, Lu's mother couldn't put it down and held Shao Yu in her arms, feeling very distressed.Lu Chen coughed lightly beside him: "Mom, go quickly, Shao Yu will leave it to me, don't worry about it!"
”"Stinky boy, what are you anxious about, you don't like your mother before you settle the score!""
It's time to sleep!
It's not early, it's almost time for you to go to rest, we're summer vacation, and you still have to go to work!
”even persuaded and pushed Lu's mother away, and there were finally only two people.Lu Chen looked at Shao Yu, who was at a loss, and personally took him to wash and tidy up.When the two of them were lying on the bed, Lu Chen raised his hand to turn off the light.In the dark, the other party's breath can be heard.Lu Chen's heart that had been in a trance and excited all day finally calmed down, he didn't dare to think deeply, afraid that he would wake up tomorrow morning and there would be nothing.Turning sideways, in the dark, Shao Yu's silhouette was clearly in front of him, and he could touch him as soon as he raised his hand.Shao Yu felt the gaze from Lu Chen.He lay flat on the bed, not daring to speak, not daring to look back, even breathing carefully, thinking about his mother and Lu Chen on the other.His mind was too heavy, his head was in a mess, and he knew that Lu Chen was a very good person, but he was still afraid.I'm afraid that Lu Chen is deliberately pretending to be good to himself, afraid that he will make Lu Chen unhappy by living here, afraid that Lu Chen will show his true face after Uncle Lu and Aunt Lu go to work tomorrow, he is afraid that Lu Chen will lock him up, and he is afraid that Lu Chen will give him milk......
He was so scared that he died, and the more he thought about it, the more his body trembled."
Shao Yu, you haven't slept yet."
Lu Chen's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness, low, right in his ears, pulling Shao Yu back from his imaginary nightmare.Shao Yu's ears tingled for a while, and he whispered back, "No." ”"Are you afraid?
Or do you miss your mother?
”Shao Yu didn't speak, his breathing was a little short, which was enough to betray his pretended composure.Suddenly, a hand entered from the side, Shao Yu was startled, Lu Chen had already grabbed his hand, and the two of them clasped hands together."
Don't be afraid, I'll always be there for you!"
Shao Yu suddenly turned sideways to look at Lu Chen, and met Lu Chen's bright eyes in the dark."
Shao Yu, do you remember that I had a dream at noon?""
Hmm."
Shao Yu replied in a low voice: "Do you have a nightmare?"
Scared?
”Hearing Shao Yu's concern, Lu Chen felt an unspeakable sadness."
Yes, I had nightmares, terrible nightmares, the kind I don't want to think about again!"
Shao Yu listened quietly, he could understand Lu Chen's nightmares, because for a long time, he himself was immersed in nightmares, and he didn't dare to tell his mother, so he could only keep his eyes open every night and night, not daring to fall asleep, and crying painfully with his pillow in pain.Thinking of this, Shao Yu clasped Lu Chen's palm with his clasped hand and whispered: "Don't be afraid, I'm next to you, I won't have nightmares anymore." ”Because of his own experience, he didn't want Lu Chen to be like him.Lu Chen's tears quickly welled up in his eyes, flowed out and were absorbed by the pillow.The gentle Shao Yu, although he is still timid in his heart, bravely wants to be the support of others.is such a casual effort, which will make it more and more difficult for Lu Chen to let go in the years to come.Lu Chen paused, calmed down, and said with a smile: "Then you have to be by my side all the time, I don't have nightmares in my life." ”Shao Yu was stunned for a long time, and said in a low voice: "I will." ”He thought that Lu Chen should be different.Chapter 4