Xiao Qi was thinking about it, and listened to Shi Luo say: "I am actually quite proud to be able to give birth to such a handsome and smart son as you." ”Xiao Qi always felt that this sentence was a little wrong, "Then what if I don't look good and am not smart?"
”Shi Luo sighed, "I didn't think about it." ”Xiao Qi: "...
You should say that even if you don't look good and don't look smart, that's your son, and you like it too, and you can't be superficial as a mother. ”Shi Luo retorted: "Why can't you be superficial as a mother, you have to be great to be a mother, mother is also a human being, and she is also an ordinary person, why can't you like handsome and good-looking, I am because there is only one of you, if there is another one, more handsome than you, maybe I like him more." ”Xiao Qi: The topic of "....." is crooked.It was supposed to be a serious topic.Xiao Qi stiffly dragged the topic back to the topic, "So Mom, why did you divorce my dad?"
Is it because of grandparents?
”Mom has not let go of Dad for so many years, Dad still hasn't forgotten Mom for so many years, saying that they have no feelings and he doesn't believe it, but Mom is so decisive about Dad that he wants to know if there are other reasons, and he really wants to know the truth about the divorce back then.Not what I told him before, but the real truth.Although I just thought about it just now and didn't doubt my mother, and I agreed with her anyway, but...
He was still curious, still trying to find out the truth.The question of the prayer has other meanings.Shi Luo didn't know, but he was stunned for a moment when he heard this question.This question was also asked by Xiao Qi before, and she answered cautiously at that time.Now that Xiao Qi asked again, she still asked herself again.Shi Luo thought for a moment and shook his head, "Your grandparents are the reason, but it's not all because of them." ”"The main thing is that I'm too tired and want a divorce, and I want to get myself back."
In a love affair with Yan Mingsheng, she was like a moth to a fire, invested everything, and almost lost herself.She may still be in love when the decision to divorce is made, but she still makes the decision.Because of the relationship between his profession and special abilities, Shi Luo always likes to record.Whether she is happy or unhappy, she will record that everything in life cannot be smooth sailing, it is impossible to be only happy, there will always be sadness and unhappiness, but as long as you are happy, everything is worth it.She also calculated this between her and Yan Mingsheng.Life is not perfect, you have to accept some regrets, as long as you are still happy.But then she found out that it had changed, upside down.From the time she gave birth to Xiao Qi and from the time she felt despair in the delivery room, the crack between her and Mei Yueyan Dahai could no longer be repaired.After more than ten years, Shi Luo objectively analyzed, "The reason why my divorce from your father and I is that it is too painful to live together, and there is more pain than happiness, so we divorce." ”Shi Luo had just finished summing up, and the phone rang.It's not a post-processing card, it's an old personal phone.Click on it to see that Yan Mingsheng, who has not been in touch for a while, contacted her."
Shi Luo, on the 24th, when Xiaoqi's recording is over, can I take him home for a meal?"
Shi Luo was clear, "No. 24...
Yan Dahai's birthday...."
Yan Dahai and Mei Yue's birthdays, Shi Luo used to remember them very well, because he wanted them to give them gifts on their birthdays, but now he can't forget them.It seems that it is Yan Dahai's birthday, and Yan Mingsheng wants to go back with Xiao Qi to celebrate him.Shi Luo looked at the information, and then looked at Xiao Qi who came over next to him and pouted, "How is it?"
Are you going?
”Xiao Qi: "......""
You know you're going by looking at your face."
Shi Luo snorted, and typed back to Yan Mingsheng, "You can take him there when you have time, but remember that he has to go to class the next day." ”Yan Mingsheng replied in seconds, "Okay, Shi Luo, when will you come back?"
”Shi Luo didn't reply, and threw away the phone directly.Xiao Qi looked at Shi Luo's expression and couldn't laugh, "Mom, you just said that grandparents are not the root cause...""
It's not the root cause, but they're also a big cause."
Shi Luo snorted, "Forget it, they are good to you, I don't speak ill of them to you, but you have to go back to buy gifts, don't tell me." ”Shi Luo got up, "I'm going to take a bath, you should rest early." ”"Okay."
Xiao Qi stood up, watched Shi Luo leave, and stopped talking at her back, but finally didn't speak.He didn't know what the truth would be, but he would go back.Not only because he was sorry for his father, but he always wanted to be more filial to him, but his grandparents were also very good to him.Shi Luo didn't lie, he really went to take a bath, touched his smooth and flat lower abdomen without surgical scars, and smiled bitterly.She didn't lie to Xiao Qi, Yan Dahai and Mei Yue occupied a big part of the reason for her and Yan Mingsheng's divorce, and many things just didn't tell Xiao Qi.The caesarean section can be regarded as the end of Shi Luo's good relationship with her in-laws.Shi Luo didn't count on it anymore, and woke up, but Yan Dahai and Mei Yue were still making inches.After Xiaoqi was born, she was in poor condition and had few nursing mothers, so she could only choose to be fed with milk powder.The child's immunity is poor, and it is inevitable that she will get sick, which is normal, but they blame her for being old enough to do this, and blame Xiaoqi for not having breast milk to drink.After Shi Luo recovered a little, she didn't put down her work, and wanted to hire a nanny, but they didn't agree, so they had to ask her to take care of herself and let her stop writing.opened her mouth and closed her mouth, that is, she was too unqualified to be a mother, that is, she would have to teach her husband and children in the future.But Shi Luo didn't want to write it at that time, and he didn't write it if he didn't want to, and he had to pay a certain price if he had a gold finger.She doesn't know when she will enter other people's dreams, and if it's some regrets, it's okay, but those nightmares will always haunt her if they are not resolved.She was in a state where she couldn't do it without working.In such a situation, he had to take care of the children, and Shi Luo was exhausted.She decided to move out at that time, Yan Mingsheng supported her decision, and even quarreled with them, protecting her with all her might, and finally moved out.But later, he was still too busy to accompany him often, and when he moved out, it was impossible to cut off relations with Yan Dahai and Mei Yue.They still come to the house often, often picky, good nannies, and they are fired one after another.Finally, when Xiao Qi was older, her immunity was much better, and she no longer got sick often, she could finally breathe a sigh of relief, Yan Dahai and Mei Yue urged Shi Luo to have a second child.The second child became a new nightmare.Yan Mingsheng clearly said no, but they still urged them to talk about the benefits of having a second child, and they never stopped, and even taught Xiaoqi to say that they wanted younger brothers and sisters.It is so difficult to give birth to a small prayer, and Shi Luo made it clear that he would not be born.Yan Mingsheng supported her decision, but the situation has not improved.Yan Dahai and Mei Yue didn't do anything in the face of Yan Mingsheng, but they secretly even looked for a new daughter-in-law.Yan Mingsheng was so angry that he didn't even go home for a few months, but they were parents and couldn't have left it alone.What's more, there is a Su Muyan in the middle.These things have worn out the relationship between them little by little.Yan Mingsheng comforted her again and again and gave her hope again and again.But every time, the hope he gave was so desperate.Shi Luo finally said the divorce.