After Shi Luo's words were finished, Shao Jingtian paused.It's not like he hasn't thought about these questions.He had rarely run away from problems before, but he always ran away from them.Speaking of which, there is absolutely no escape.Shao Jingtian was apprehensive, but feeling Shi Luo's hug on his back, he finally mustered up his courage."
Then you take a look at it first, and if you're scared, don't look at it later."
He said it sincerely, and it was normal for Shi Luo to be afraid and not want to see it.Shi Luo opened his eyes, and his eyes lit up without justification, "Hmm." ”She straightened up and looked down from Shao Jingtian's shoulder.Shao Jingtian's right hand was so stiff that he didn't know what to do.Shi Luo stretched out his hand as if he was holding him before, held his right hand accurately, and raised it to take a look."
It's true that the skin is not worn out, I'm relieved, but there is also a kind of red, I must be tired today, do you use a lot at work."
Shao Jingtian's whole person was in a trance, and he sighed."
No wonder it's red, you're so disobedient, you're tired at work, and you come back after work to help me beat eggs, I knew I would fight it myself."
Shao Jingtian looked at her and everything was normal, and he always felt unreal."
I'm fine, you..." he was speechless for a while, but Shi Luo couldn't help but say, "It hurt a lot at the beginning, right..."
Knowing and facing it are always different, knowing the situation of Shao Jingtian's hand is known, and it is still uncomfortable to really see it.Shao Jingtian only thought that Shi Luo was not abnormal, but he didn't know her heartache.Think about how old Shao Jingtian is, and he was hurt like this at that time.How much it hurts him.Shi Luo's distress was revealed from his tone, and Shao Jingtian's heart trembled when he listened."
It's all gone."
Shao Jingtian cheered up, "It's much better now, you should go back and rest." ”"You're driving me away again."
Shi Luo didn't let go, "Do you want to wash it with warm water, I'll go get a towel." ”Shi Luo got up and went to get a towel.Shao Jingtian wanted to stop it, but he didn't succeed.He was helpless and moved, and hurriedly chased after him.When Shi Luo saw him coming, he smiled, washed it carefully with warm water, and gently wiped it clean with a towel."
Don't wear it back at night, just rest like this, and you will take it down at night with me in the future."
Shao Jingtian looked at Shi Luo's appearance, his eyes were slightly deep."
Shi Luo, don't you really feel ugly and disgusting?"
At this moment, he finally revealed his true emotional feelings."
I don't think, where is ugly?
It's not disgusting, it's just a scar, what's the big deal. ”Shi Luo replied seriously.Seeing that Shao Jingtian was still motionless, Shi Luo thought about it and lowered his head to kiss the stump.Shao Jingtian was about to speak, but when he saw Shi Luo's movements, he was stunned.Before he could react, Shi Luo had already straightened up, "Don't talk about it in the future." ”Shao Jingtian's pupils shrank sharply.The softness and warmth, starting from the stump, were like a fire, igniting his whole being.It made him tremble.The stump is the biggest pain of his life, the ugliest place, and the most sensitive place.He himself hated it, but Shi Luo ....."
You...
Why?
”Shao Jingtian's voice was hoarse and trembling slightly."
Of course it's stamped, so that you don't say ugly in the future."
Shi Luo was serious, "Shao Jingtian, you remember, you are already my person, the whole person is mine, your hand is also my hand, and after a special stamp, I am no longer allowed to say that my hand is ugly and disgusting, otherwise I will not finish with you." ”Shao Jingtian's eyes were slightly red, and all kinds of emotions rolled, "You..."
He wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say, and he was even more afraid that he would leak his emotions as soon as he opened his mouth.He bit his lip and calmed down, but looked at Shi Luo deadly.As if he wanted to melt her with his eyes.Shi Luo could feel his mood fluctuations, thought about it, stretched out his hand, and said jokingly and seriously."
Okay, it's my fault to kiss you and seal it without your consent, and mine will also give you a kiss, so it's fair, right?
My hand will be yours from now on. ”She put her hand to Shao Jingtian's mouth.Shao Jingtian looked at her white and tender hands that contrasted with his own, and smiled."
Fool.""
If you don't kiss me, it doesn't matter..."
Shi Luo was about to take his hand back, but Shao Jingtian suddenly grabbed it, and after kissing it, without waiting for Shi Luo's reaction, he hugged Shi Luo into his arms.The right hand, which was not wearing a prosthetic leg, was slowly sluggish, but it was still put on, and they hugged Shi Luo together."
I remember everything you said."
He will remember later that his hands were neither dirty nor ugly.Yes, not dirty, not ugly either....
No bloodshed.Shao Jingtian saw that the bone knife would cause phantom limb pain, which had something to do with his heart and his memory.Every time he saw a bone, a knife, or blood, he felt like he had gone back in time.His hands were covered in blood and ached all the time.I didn't see knives and bones before, and I would have attacks from time to time.Obviously, his hand has been cured, but many times under his eyes, that hand is bloody.Ordinary people can't stand it anymore, but Shao Jingtian has been staying up and has been attracting attention with other things.It wasn't until I met Shi Luo's book that this situation was alleviated.Reading is relieved when he's uncomfortable, and that's always been the case.When we get to know Shiluo, this situation will be better alleviated.But Shi Luo's death made Shao Jingtian's situation repeat again.Shi Luo has returned, but she still experiences amnesia, and now she is stable with Shi Luo, and her situation is much better.But it's not completely good.From time to time, he looked at his hands, which were still bleeding.He didn't use his right hand to hold Shi Luo's hand, because he was afraid that the blood would stain Shi Luo's body.He knows his situation, he believes that he can control himself, he can also distinguish between reality and illusion, but when he thinks of his future marriage plan with Shi Luo, he still wants to contact a psychiatrist to see.He didn't like to see a psychiatrist because every time he saw it, those scars had to be torn again.That's not a pleasant thing.It's good if it can be cured, but the experience of the past few decades shows that it is useless.He's been through it too many times, and he's been disappointed in the end, no matter how good a psychiatrist is.Originally, he planned not to suffer that sin again and not to repay that hope, but for the sake of Shi Luo, he still decided to go.He was mentally prepared, but he didn't expect to have to go.Shi Luo helped him heal.When he was unprepared, Shi Luo wiped away the dirty blood that could never be wiped clean with his own hands.She wiped it clean, the dirty blood was going to come back, Shi Luo bowed his head and kissed it, and the dirty blood completely faded, and the wound that seemed to never heal was also healed.Because he couldn't let Shi Luo touch the blood, let alone Shi Luo touch the bones......
You can't kill it.Originally, whether it was hallucinations or stained blood, it was what he thought, but if the psychiatrist knew, he would definitely analyze his subconscious meaning because Shi Luo defeated him.But he only knew that it was Shi Luo who wiped the dirty blood with his own hands, and it was Shi Luo who healed him.Shi Luo is still his salvation.Her attitude allowed him to break the shackles in his heart.