"The appetite is not very good."
Yan Mingsheng didn't want Xiao Qi to worry, so he didn't say much."
You still have to pay attention to your body, your stomach is not good in the first place."
Xiao Qi looked at Yan Mingsheng and felt that he was not in good spirits, and the whole person seemed very depressed."
Dad, are you in a bad mood?"
Xiao Qi asked carefully, wondering if it was because her mother was getting married.Yan Mingsheng looked at him, "It's not good." ”How could he be good."
Dad, you cheer up, there is no hurdle that you can't pass, you will always get better."
Xiao Qi racked his brains to comfort Yan Mingsheng.Yan Mingsheng looked at it and smiled reluctantly, "I know, I'll be fine." ”What he said, Xiao Qi felt unbelievable, but he didn't know how to comfort him."
Are you going to send me an invitation, give it to me."
Yan Mingsheng cheered up.Xiao Qi hurriedly gave him the invitation, "My mother and I will do it together...
If you don't have time, don't force it. ”Xiao Qi thought about it and said.It was still too cruel to let Yan Mingsheng see Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian with his own eyes."
I didn't expect your mother and son to have a wedding together."
Yan Mingsheng looked at the invitation and sighed."
I said casually before, I didn't expect it to happen.""
It's good to get married when you meet the right one, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life if you miss it."
Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiao Qi with envy, "If I had been as brave as you, maybe..."
He might as well pray for it.At that time, because of the opposition of my parents, because I was afraid of being told to eat soft rice, and because I was afraid of being said to rely on Shi Luo, I didn't make it public in the end, so I got married in secret.is obviously his beloved wife, but it is said to be a distant relative who has taken refuge in the family.How ridiculous to think about it now.He used to make excuses, saying that it was for the sake of his career, but now when he looks at Xiao Qi, he is ashamed.Xiao Qi is also traffic, but he is brave enough to maintain his love.He was not afraid of careers that could collapse, and in the end he earned all respect.Compared with Xiao Qi, he has no place to be ashamed.The more Yan Mingsheng thought about it, the more he regretted it.Xiao Qi was helpless to comfort."
Dad, it's all over, I'm different from your era, I'm an actor, and the conditions are better than when you were there, so don't think about anything anymore, maybe it's useless, it's just uncomfortable."
Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiao Qi, "Your mother taught you very well, and you still comfort me when I do this, but I know that it's still my problem." ”Look at it now, if he came to grow up with Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi would not be so good, because he was not so good in the first place.Yan Mingsheng's whole person became more and more decadent, and Xiao Qi's eyelids jumped when he saw it."
Dad, are you alright?
How did you become a person?
”It's too self-defeating to look at.Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "No, no, it's just that I haven't slept well during this time, and I'm a little unenergetic, so you don't have to care." ”He thought that he couldn't help, and he didn't hold back Xiao Qi."
Can't sleep well?"
Xiao Qi frowned, "If it's a lot, do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?"
”"No, I'm fine."
Yan Mingsheng shook his head and changed the subject, "I didn't expect you to get married so early. ”Nowadays, the entertainment industry is getting younger and younger, but getting married later and later, many of them are basically after the age of 30, or even 40.Xiao Qi is too young."
When I met him, I wanted to get married."
Xiao Qi replied."
Like her so much?"
Yan Mingsheng smiled, "It seems that he is a good person." ”"Well, she's fine."
Xiao Qi took out his mobile phone to show Yan Mingsheng a photo of him and Xie Lu, and told Yan Mingsheng about Xie Lu.Yan Mingsheng listened carefully, "Just think about it." ”He couldn't help but yawn after speaking.Xiao Qi hurriedly stopped, "Dad, if you are tired, go back to rest quickly, if you have not slept well, or if there is any situation, remember to see a doctor." ”Yan Mingsheng agreed.After sending Xiao Qi away, Yan Mingsheng was even more uncomfortable.Listening to Xiao Qi talk about him and Xie Lu, he couldn't help but think of him and Shi Luo.Shi Luo and he used to be so happy.The more sober he was, the more painful he became, but Yan Mingsheng didn't even dare to get drunk.As Shi Luo's wedding date got closer and closer, Yan Mingsheng finally went to the doctor.Can't buy drunk, at least let him fall asleep.The doctor saw that his condition was very serious, prescribed him medication, and felt that his condition was not right, and suggested that he see a psychiatrist again, and introduced him to a doctor."
If you are unhappy, you can talk to the doctor."
Yan Mingsheng didn't want to find any psychiatrist, but this sentence made him moved.He had no friends to talk to, no one to talk to, nowhere to talk about his pain, maybe a stranger, a doctor.Yan Mingsheng went.The psychiatrist talked about it and determined that Yan Mingsheng had depressive tendencies.He can no longer find the meaning of life, and he is in a more dangerous stage.The psychiatrist had a good chat with Yan Mingsheng and cheered him up.Encourage him to find new interests and find meaning and joy in life.The psychiatrist's words were still useful, and Yan Mingsheng felt that he really should find it.But when he returned home, he was once again plagued by insomnia.Yan Mingsheng couldn't help but take sleeping pills.But after eating it, it still didn't work, Yan Mingsheng's whole person became more and more uncomfortable, and he was on the verge of collapse.He kept thinking about what the doctor had said.He had to find the meaning of life.He thought about it, and couldn't think of anything else.At his age, he has already felt the success of his career, and the child is not pro, so in the end, he only thinks of Shi Luo.If Shi Luo can return to him, everything will have meaning.As long as Shi Luo.But Shiluo is getting married.Yan Mingsheng was pulled by two thoughts, one was not to look for Shi Luo, and the other was to find Shi Luo.Don't let Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian, just kneel and beg her, and ask her to come back.Yan Mingsheng thought about it and even went out impulsively, but suddenly woke up after going out.No, no, he shouldn't be.Yan Mingsheng went back again.He forced himself not to think about it, he desperately needed a break.He took sleeping pills again.But it still didn't work.Yan Mingsheng's body was tired, but his spirit was always excited.He never slept and he even suspected something wrong with the medicine prescribed by the doctor.Yan Mingsheng also doesn't remember how many times he took it, but later found that he had finished taking a course of medicine prescribed to him by the doctor.After taking all the medicine, it seems that the effect of the medicine has finally worked.He was in a daze as if he was going to sleep, and it seemed to go back to the past, back to the time when Shi Luo was still with him."
Luoluo, are you still working overtime?
When will you come back, I'll wait for you at home. ”Yan Mingsheng took out his mobile phone and contacted Shi Luo, asking her to come back early.No one replied on the other end of the phone, Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "Why don't you speak, Luoluo, otherwise I'll pick you up, I'll be careful not to be recognized." ”Yan Mingsheng didn't hear any objections, "Then let's say so, I'll go out now." ”He got up excitedly, and as soon as he got out of bed, he fell to the ground.