Ning Huan slept extremely unsteadily this night.
I woke up several times in a row during the night, and each time I woke up from nightmares.
What had happened, what hadn't happened, had all turned into nightmares, haunting her consciousness and making her breathless.
She also went to Huanju to stay for a while, Baili Xuanyuan did not come, and her heart was lost for a while.
Coming out of Huanju, she stood in front of the window and stood for a long time.
What appeared in her dream were Murong Chu and Nangong Zhiyan, they were her nightmares, although she was very restrained today, but in this sleepless night, they were like snakes and scorpions to her.
Ning Huan couldn't help but hug his arms, and the cool breeze outside the window blew in, and it was cold.
After a long time, she turned to open the closet, took a cloak and draped it over her body, and went out.
She didn't have a lamp, it wasn't so dark this night, and she could see the road.
"Where are you going?"
Qi Yue walked out of his room when he heard the voice, and when he saw Ning Huan walking towards the door, he walked over and asked.
Ning Huan stopped, looked back and saw that it was Qi Yue, and said with a shallow smile: "It's you, Qi Yue, I can't sleep a little, I want to go to the palace to see my father......"
Qi Yue's heart moved, he knew that Ning Huan's mood was very complicated, and after thinking about it, he said, "I'll go with you!"
” Ning Huan didn't refuse, nodded and said, "Okay." ” The two of them walked out of the Shake Garden together and walked out through the side door of the Ning Mansion.
"Miss the prince, right?"
After a long time, Qi Yue asked more.
Ning Huan nodded, and added in a low voice: "I miss my father more." ” Baili Xuanyuan is at least alive, but her father ......
But he never woke up.
"I sometimes think about it, I'm really unfilial.
For so long, I haven't done anything for my father, even when he is lying in the cold secret room, I haven't looked at him......"
Ning Huan said in a low voice, his eyes suddenly a little sour.
"I really wanted to see him, but I didn't dare to."
Ning Huan said in a deep voice, "I'm afraid that I'll be sad, I'm afraid that I'll see my father lying there and I can't do anything......
I can't describe the feeling. ” Ning Huan lowered his head, tears involuntarily.
Qi Yue persuaded: "The adult never blamed you, you are his most cherished daughter." ” "But today, I want to go to see him, and I have something to say to him."
Ning Huan smiled lowly, tears still flashing in his eyes, "I thought that I had walked out of the nightmare of Murong Chu and Nangong Zhiyan, I thought I could really ......
But it turns out that I'm still so cowardly......" “……” "When I saw them today, I thought I was calm enough, but my heart still hurts.
That feeling of being betrayed hurts my heart!
Even as soon as I closed my eyes, what came to mind was their torture of me......
Where am I sorry for them?
Why are they ......
Why do you do that to me?
Ning Huan muttered, but there was a little more sadness in his voice.
She rarely had such a fragile time, she always thought she was strong, but it turned out that those were her disguises.
Qi Yue saw it in his eyes, but he couldn't do anything, at this time, he hoped that Baili Xuanyuan could be by Ning Huan's side.
"I thought I was strong enough, it turned out that I had always been so fragile......
Ning Huan said in frustration, walking on this street, she looked very lonely.