Deborah hasn't been in a relationship, but that doesn't mean she doesn't throb for the people in the novel.She likes the character of Jane, and while reading this book, she once regarded herself as Jane in the novel, accompanied by her experience of the misery of childhood, the heartbeat joy and sadness of love, to the incredulity and pain of discovering that the hero was actually married, and then to the helplessness and decisiveness when she decided to leave the hero......
Her love is based on her own personality and dignity, she pursues free love, and she is a free person with independent will, what a heart-wrenching character!
Her love transcends external factors such as money, class, status, etc., and is very bold and outrageous in that era, but she is resolute, but the first moment she finds out that the hero has already been married, she resolutely leaves him, although she is in pain for it.Her dignity makes her unwilling to be just Mr.
Rochester's mistress, her arrogance and stubbornness do not allow herself to fall in love with the hero in an unequal position, she is so independent, so free.So fascinate Deborah.She was immersed in the role of "Jane Eyre" day and night, until the day of the audition came, and she had almost transformed herself into Jane Eyre.At the audition, Focus Films, the producer, sent a producer over, and he had a personal relationship with Michael, having heard the name Deborah Reeb from him before he came, but he always thought that Michael was just trying to shoehorn her into the crew.Knowing that the first time he saw Deborah, he knew he was wrong.The person in front of her, even if she is not as unattractive, short and ordinary as described in the novel, even if she is not at all compatible with Jane Eyre in appearance.But the feeling she brought to everyone present was like a stubborn little tree that suddenly stood up from a crack in the rock, and her arrogant and indifferent appearance could not suppress the surging enthusiasm in her heart, so real, as if the characters in the novel walked out of it like that.Chapter 15 In and out of the play, Tom Holland finds that Deborah has become a little difficult to communicate with lately.He and everyone around him noticed that Deborah had become strange since she returned to London, and sometimes she was silent for hours, leaning against the window like that, not knowing what she was thinking, and her whole temperament became cold, as if she had isolated herself from the crowd.He naturally knew that Deborah was preparing to audition for a very important role recently, but this way of entering the play inevitably made him a little uncomfortable.After all, it's a little hard to accept that someone's friend has changed from a lively and cheerful girl in the blink of an eye to a woman who is difficult to communicate with or even so cold that you always feel that you have done something wrong or said something wrong to offend her.But fortunately, he understands the truth, so he doesn't mind sticking a hot face to a cold ass, and still goes to and from school with Deborah every day, and takes the initiative to talk to her.It's like meeting Deborah, who just came to London more than two years ago.At that time, she was not particularly easy to get along with, and the whole person seemed to be at a critical point on the verge of explosion, as if the slightest proximity of sparks would turn her into a monstrous sea of fire."
Let's go eat a burger at noon!"
Tom caught up with Deborah, who was walking in front of her, and tapped her on the shoulder."
Hmm."
Deborah just mumbled, and didn't discuss with him as excitedly as she used to about what burger to eat, with or without tomatoes.Tom didn't mind at all, chattering all the way, many times it seemed like talking to herself, but in fact, Deborah listened to everything, and she nodded slightly in response to her agreement, and she only frowned lightly and refused in that British accent when she disagreed.Yes, in order to be Jane Eyre, she has been speaking in a British accent lately.Her British accent is quite standard, perhaps because of her long-term relationship with Nicola, she was gradually assimilated by their accents, so that when she auditioned, the director couldn't notice that she was actually French.In fact, not only Tom, but even Mr.
Woodson is a little worried about Deborah's state, although many excellent actors are not crazy and cannot survive, but she does not want her most promising students to start to drill the horns like this.This method can really make the actor better into the play, and you can't even tell whether the person is the actor himself or has really become the person in the movie, but the disadvantage of this method is that it is too difficult to play.It's okay to have a movie like Jane Eyre alone, but what if it's a character like "Joker"?
Will she be like Heath Ledger?
Mr.
Woodson has never admired this genre of acting, and Deborah has not been too biased towards this genre before this, could it be that the first audition for the heroine of the movie made her feel pressure, so she had to use this way?
She quickly spoke to Deborah alone."
Deborah, I know you want to play Jane Eyre well, but that doesn't mean you have to be her to play her."
Vanessa Woodson sat in front of her and taught, "I believe in you, and you should believe in yourself." ”"It's okay to get into the play properly, but don't go past that, this is the first lesson I gave you, do you remember?""
Deborah, I know that a lot of good actors, actors like Daniel Day Lewis, use this way to act, and Oscar also eats this set, but you are still young, and your mind is not as firm as his, and it is easy to go astray because of this.""
Actors generally have depression, I've seen too much, Deborah, you're only fourteen and there's a long way to go, you know?"
Deborah looked at the sincere Teacher Woodson, took a deep breath, and nodded slowly: "I know, thank you, teacher." ”After this conversation, it took her a full week to get out of this somewhat dangerous state.After she got out of it, she finally realized how dangerous her mental state was some time ago, Jane Eyre in the script is a very extreme person, and in some ways she has something in common with her, which makes her even blur the boundary between reality and film, and even her way of thinking is a little confused.She seemed to be really in love with Mr.
Rochester in the script at that time, and even sketched a portrait of this male protagonist in her mind, his nose was high, his Adam's apple was clear, and when he looked at her, his deep eyes were suppressed and fiery......
But this Mr.
Rochester exists only in her brain, not in reality.In reality, this Mr.
Rochester actor seems to be an actor with the same name as her agent.Deborah looked at the photo her agent sent her, and fell silent at the uncle who was covered in stubble in the photo.The disillusionment in my mind may be in such a moment.And at this moment, she finally made a complete play.Chapter 16 Kerry Fukunaga, the director of the independent film Jane Eyre, is not very famous, and can even be said to have little resume, except for one "No Name" that made a name for himself at the Sundance Film Festival, he is basically a newcomer.But that doesn't mean he won't make movies and choose actors.Take a look at the actors who have been confirmed in the current "Jane Eyre" project, the actor is Michael Fassbinder, who has worked hard in British independent films for many years, and has also won the British Independent Film Award for Best Actor, and the supporting actress is Judy Danzi, who won the Oscar for Best Supporting Actress, and Jamie Bell, who plays the supporting actor, has won the British Academy Film Award for Best Actor, all of them are old actors.Although Deborah has no awards at the moment, her spirituality surprised everyone, and she couldn't believe her eyes when she looked at the fourteen-year-old on the profile.Not only in terms of acting, but at a glance, Deborah's height and figure don't look like a fourteen-year-old girl.Therefore, when announcing the final heroine of "Jane Eyre", many people did not find out about Deborah's age, but put the contradiction on the fact that she is a newcomer.There are a lot of doubts, many people are questioning how the crew casts, and some people are beginning to wonder if there is anything greasy in this, such a wave of rhythm, all kinds of dark side speculations on the Internet have sprung up like mushrooms after a rain.At this time, Deborah was no longer visible, and she had already taken a two-month break from school to the Yorkshire moors in the northeast of England for closed shooting.Coming here with her was the middle-aged female assistant (actually a nanny) Laura whom Matthew had specially hired for her because she was worried about her.The preparation of the previous film was almost carried out except for the heroine, and the small-budget independent films were not so particular, and there was no filming ceremony or anything like that.Due to cost constraints, their shooting schedule is still very tight, but the director still tries to shoot in the order of the timeline in order to take care of the actors' emotions.This also made Deborah quietly relieved in her heart, looked at Michael Fassbender as the male lead, and nodded shyly and unfamiliarly.Michael smiled politely but politely and nodded.The atmosphere is a little awkward, and there doesn't seem to be any spark between the hero and heroine.In fact, not only Deborah, Michael is also very unfamiliar with this underage actor, he was not on the scene on the day of the audition, and when he later learned that it was an underage girl who played with him, he was really surprised.The surprise was followed by a wave of embarrassment.Born in 77, he is nearly 20 years older than Deborah, although it conforms to the setting of the age difference between the male and female protagonists in the original book, but she is a minor.Although her makeup and dress make her look like a fourteen-year-old girl at all, Michael, who already knows Deborah's age, can't get over the hurdle in his heart, and he can't get into the play at all this time, who didn't know how to play in the past.Instead, Deborah took the initiative to find him.Her little face was a little troubled, "I don't know if you feel the same way, tomorrow is going to be the first rivalry between the two of us, but I don't have a clue at all, I can't enter the play at all, I really can't go on like this." ”Michael sighed, he joined the crew until now, and he had seen Deborah shoot several scenes in "Jane Eyre" where he had not met the male protagonist, although Deborah was unexpectedly stable, he could also feel Deborah's weakness in emotional scenes.She still seems to be a blank slate in this regard.This is even more difficult, how did the director choose this heroine?
Is there really some nepotism?"
Let's go eat something together and talk while eating."
Michael has no choice, no matter what, the heroine can't be replaced at this time, and she is really good at the moment.You have to get in touch first, and then think of other ways, right?
Deborah nodded hesitantly, walked back and added a coat and went out with him.She has been out of the previous state, and she can't always imagine the male protagonist as her favorite delicacy as Tom taught her, which can solve one or two scenes for a short time, but there are more than one or two emotional scenes in the movie.She has to get in touch with Michael, get to know each other, find some of the brilliance of each other, and then she can re-engage in the role in the play.They were filming in Yorkshire, Deborah was here for the first time, everything was new and new to her, and she didn't know what Michael was going to take her to eat, but presumably they could get acquainted with it more quickly in this way.After all, the difference is nearly twenty years, there must be a generation gap between them, and when Deborah first saw Michael, the first thought in her mind was that he wouldn't be as boring as Matthew usually was, right?
Although Matthew is her real father, Deborah has to admit that her real father's daily life is work and home, and he has few other hobbies except fitness.Matthew has a lot of talents, but he doesn't seem to be very interested in them, as if he was forced to learn them by his parents as a child.Michael is not much younger than Matthew, and maybe, he is such a boring person?
Deborah guessed in her heart, silently withdrew her gaze, and did not have much hope for this "journey" of eating and talking.Chapter 17YorkshireYorkshire is a place with a long history and a reputation as the "County of God", both the beauty and the people here are very attractive to tourists from all over the world, Deborah and Michael drive all the way out of the rugged wilderness into the bustling county, and the old church comes into view."
You've been here before?"
Deborah asked curiously, looking at Michael's somewhat familiar way of driving.“…… Yes. ”Michael was silent for a moment before replying, looking at his silence, it seemed that there was something else to tell in it.Deborah hadn't gotten acquainted with Michael, so she was naturally embarrassed to continue asking, so the car fell silent again, leaving only the soft sound of music."
Mendelssohn's Song of Spring?"
Deborah asked."
Huh?"
Michael was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Deborah seemed to be asking about the piano music, and then nodded: "You play the piano?"
”It's just that Matthew taught some of them when he was a child.Deborah shook her head shyly: "It's just a little, most of the time it's just listening." ”"That's pretty good, too."
Michael complimented, "The piano suits you perfectly." ”Deborah pursed her lips, in fact, she wanted to reply "My favorite music is punk rock, and my favorite band is the Green Day Band", but it seemed a little impolite to say this, so she held back and began to talk awkwardly: "Hehe, is it?"
”Michael nodded, and then talked about his experience of learning piano as a child.Deborah only found out at this time that Michael Fassbender, the "uncle", is actually very humorous, and ordinary people are not very attractive memories to talk about, but in his mouth it seems very interesting, and he can always make himself laugh in the passenger seat."
Really?
Did you really cut through all the keys with a knife?
”Deborah asked with a smile, her feet swaying to the ground, and then she simply rested on it, sitting crookedly, not like a lady at all.It's the exact opposite of when she first got in the car."
Otherwise, I wouldn't have been locked up for a month."
Michael laughed at himself, "I really didn't like the piano at that time. ”Deborah does feel the same way this time, she doesn't like to be forced to learn any instrument, she always has to do some sabotage to make trouble, Matthew is a headache for her every time.Like this piano, she only had some curiosity at first, but then this curiosity was lost to boring practice, and soon the piano became another instrument that she discarded.Michael quickly parked the car, and the two of them got out of the car, and Michael introduced her to the food specialties."
Trust me, this is the only place where you can eat the most authentic Yorkshire pudding."
Michael said as he pushed the door open for her.The aroma of food wafted into Deborah's nostrils, causing her to take a deep breath and touch her stomach.I think I'm really hungry.There were a lot of people inside, and there were even queues, but Michael still got seats for the two, obviously not the first time he came.Yorkshire pudding comes with grilled steak, and the pudding is bowl-shaped with a hollow middle, somewhat like an egg tart.Dessert with the main course?
Deborah frowned quietly, this was not her favorite type, although it tasted quite good."
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Taste it."
Michael urged her.Deborah blinked, hesitated, but eventually cut a small piece of pudding and put it in her mouth.Isn't it sweet?
Her eyes widened in surprise, and she felt something new as she felt the texture of soft bread and the slightly salty taste.Then she cut another piece and put it in her mouth, this time she cut it a little bigger than the last time, and the pudding seemed to soak up a lot of juice and burst in her mouth, and the new sensation made her eyes widen.Michael couldn't help but laugh as he watched her eyes widen and her cheeks bulging like a squirrel, "How?"
”“Amazing!”
Deborah gave a thumbs up, as if she had discovered a new world.She is actually a very old-fashioned person in terms of food, she will continue to eat the food she likes until she gets tired of eating, and she is not very willing to try new foods, so she always eats those familiar foods over and over again, and she has been in England for more than two years, and she has never even tried Yorkshire pudding.She really thought that the food called pudding was sweet.When Yorkshire pudding was served with roast steak, to be honest, Deborah thought it was some kind of dark dish.Michael was obviously a hidden foodie, and during today's dinner, she had learned countless delicacies that she had eaten, and Deborah, who had described herself as not very interested in new foods, kept salivaing."
I'll bring you some fresh food when I'm free on the set, and you'll like it."
Michael said with a smile."
Then I'm sure I'll gain weight."
Deborah smiled too, and she touched her little bulging belly, "Look, I'm a little bit overwhelmed right now." ”Michael's gaze unconsciously followed her gesture and fell on her lower abdomen, Deborah's waist showed a small piece of skin, and he looked at him with a staggered look, and quickly shifted away: "Ahem, yes, I don't seem to see it very much." ”"That's because you're a man, if it's Aunt Laura, you can definitely see it."
Deborah didn't notice his discomfort."
She still cares about your diet?"
Michael quickly processed his expression, and he smiled and asked, "You don't look like such a girl who will be managed." ”"Haha, that's nature."
Deborah chuckled, "But sometimes dieting is necessary, and I don't want to get fat." ”"Well—like I was on a two-and-a-half-month diet for the movie 'Hunger,' so much so that as soon as I finished the movie, I went to In-N-Out in Los Angeles and bought ten burgers, stopping and stopping all the way back home."
Michael said with a sigh of relief."
Ten burgers!?"
Deborah looked up in surprise, "Oh my God, how hungry you were at that time." ”"Dieting to lose weight is horrible, and trust me, you definitely don't want to try it a second time."
Michael still feels uneasy when he thinks about his months in hell."
But it's all for the role, and it's all worth it, isn't it?"
Deborah asked as she put down her knife and fork in her hand.Michael was stunned, looked at her shining blue eyes, couldn't help laughing, and nodded seriously: "Yes, it's all worth it." ”Chapter 18 Trying to Beat Him Up By the time Michael and Deborah return to the near set, the two have quickly gone from strangers to friends."
Mike, come and see the sheep over there!"
Deborah exclaimed in surprise, "It's orange!"
”As Deborah and Michael's relationship quickly became closer, Deborah directly called him by his nickname, which seemed a little big or small, but Michael didn't mind."
You don't know?"
Michael calmly walked over and stood next to her and explained to her the reason for the spectacular sight in front of her, "Many farmers dye their sheep in all kinds of bright colors to prevent their sheep from being stolen. ”"It's so much fun!"
Deborah's eyes were full of brilliance, staring intently at the sheep under the hillside, it was a rare sunny day today, hundreds of sheep were dyed orange together, as if dyeing the sky into a dazzling orange, this extreme warm color and the turquoise lawn formed a sharp contrast, the blue sky occasionally hung a few white clouds, bringing a strong visual impact so that Deborah lost her speech for a while.It's as beautiful as an oil painting.The crew also couldn't help but come over, and director Carey silently let the photographer take a picture of the scene in front of him.Deborah's hair was blown by the breeze and floated to Michael's face, making him tilt his head to look at her.The pair of turquoise eyes seemed a little transparent, the sunlight gilded her whole person with a halo, her side curves were smooth, her full forehead, the tip of her nose was upturned, and her thin lips were all just right, if it weren't for the long and thick eyelashes trembling slightly, he even thought that the girl in front of him was not a real person.Bang bang, bang bang......
Michael was stunned, then silently closed the distance and frowned slightly."
Mike, tomorrow's play will go well, right?"
Deborah asked, tilting her head.Michael seemed to be a little distracted, he nodded noncommittally, and then abruptly turned around and took a step, as if he didn't want to talk to her anymore, and even his back was a little gloomy.Deborah frowned in confusion.Obviously he was chatting happily just now, why did he turn around and leave so suddenly?
Confused, she didn't understand whether she had done something wrong or said something wrong that upset Michael, so she quickly lifted her skirt and chased after her."
Wait, Mike."
She caught up with him out of breath, "Let's play together later, shall we?"
”Michael paused, he looked down at Deborah, who was a little ruddy, took a step back again without a trace, and said a little coldly, "No need." ”This attitude......
Seems to coincide with some nasty ghost in Toronto."
Did I call you nicknamed it that upset you?"
Deborah frowned and asked, her pale blue eyes full of sincerity: "Then I won't call you that in the future, I'm sorry." ”Michael's fingers hidden in his sleeve moved slightly, "Feel free." ”With that, he went into his room and closed the door.Looking at the door that was closed in front of her eyes, Deborah's face became a little unpleasant.Well, it's not as good as before.At least until today, they would smile politely and politely at each other.It's good now, it's really a man's heart.Rubbing her palms in annoyance, she returned to her room.In the room, Laura was preparing the costume for her to wear tomorrow, and when she came in, she wanted to ask her how she felt going out, but after noticing her face, Laura didn't ask.Deborah rubbed her hair rudely and lay down on the bed.Forget it, let's cover it up with the water, I can't think of a solution anyway, so it's better to talk about it tomorrow when filming starts.Deborah, who slept until dawn, changed into her costume with the help of her makeup artist and stylist's assistant and walked out of the room.Director Carey immediately spotted her, walked over to her, and told her about today's play.The focus of today's filming is to highlight the male protagonist Mr.
Rochester's difficult and cynical scene, and the heroine's arrogance and strong self-esteem.So Deborah is basically on standby during the day.She nodded her head to indicate that she understood, and then subconsciously went to find Michael's figure.But unfortunately, she didn't see Michael on the set, and it wasn't until the crew finally finished filming the daytime scenes and began to line up in front of the dining car that she found Michael's figure coming from afar.Deborah didn't try to communicate with him, she was a little angry, even though she didn't know what she was angry about.After eating the waxy work meal, Deborah went to the makeup artist to touch up her makeup and prepare for the evening scene shooting, ignoring Michael the whole time.It is impossible for director Carey not to notice how far apart these two people are and how cold the atmosphere between them is, but he is also helpless, so he can only call the two people over, and after repeating the scene, let them sit on the sofa in front of the camera.Anyway, let's talk about it first.
“ACTION！”
Carey shouted.Several cameras are in motion."
I checked Adele's homework and found that you teach very seriously, she is not smart and has no talent, but she has improved in a short period of time."
Michael didn't look up, looked at the papers in his hands, and said hurtful things indifferently, although it was another way of praising Jane for a good job as a governess.The sense of high class was immediately brought to life by him."
Thank you, Mr.
Rochester."
Although Deborah said thank you, in fact, she didn't get too involved in the drama at the moment.Now that she sees Michael, she thinks of yesterday, and she is a little unhappy, but she tries her best to suppress it and not let this emotion show on her face.The director frowned, and wanted to shout to stop, but after a pause, he still let them continue acting.That's it, anyway, this first time is going to be scrapped, so it's better to let them find their feelings."
Have you been here for three months?"
Michael asked, looking at the campfire seemingly casually."
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Yes."
Deborah returned, her body a little too straight, and even looked a little stiff.The director's eyes were glued to the screen, and he suddenly felt that Deborah seemed to be in a good state?
Stiff body language can indicate that she is nervous or scared."
Where did you come from?"
Michael's eyes, which had been staring at the campfire, suddenly looked at Deborah, stared at her closely, and asked very rudely, "What tragic past do you have?"
”He looked like he was sitting relaxed on the couch, but his eyes were completely different, and a powerful sense of oppression suddenly rushed towards Deborah.Michael's image and Rochester's eyes gradually merged, and Deborah's pupils shrank sharply.Unconsciously, her hands clenched with each other, and her upright upper body stiffened for a moment: "Sorry?
”"All governesses have a tragic past, what's yours?"
He seemed to deliberately make "Jane" feel uncomfortable, asking about her past, knowing that this governess called "Jane" must have an unbearable past, but insisted on asking her to tell her embarrassment and privacy in person.It was like a high master teaching a servant.The hostility in Deborah's whole body suddenly rose, her hands clenched tightly, her back molars clenched, and she tried to use her reason to suppress the alarm that kept sounding in her heart.If she doesn't fight back, she may be suppressed.At this time, Deborah's mentality seems to coincide with Jane's mentality in the play, Jane feels offended at this moment, and there is a sense of shame that her privacy has been violated, and she is stubborn and immediately wants to fight back.Oh no, she's going to fight back."
I was brought up by my aunt, Mrs.
Red, who had a more luxurious house in Gatshel, and I attended Lowood School and received a perfect education."
Does he want to hear about his tragic past for fun?
It couldn't be, she definitely couldn't give him a chance to laugh at her.Deborah gradually reimmersed herself in the role of Jane, and her strong self-esteem led Jane to speak of her past in a completely opposite manner, and she raised her head and neck elongated, like a graceful ballerina, looking very haughty and indifferent: "I have no tragic past, sir. ”"Where are your parents?""
Passed away."
Without hesitation."
Do you remember them?""
I don't remember."
Immediately followed by an answer."
Why aren't you living with Mrs.
Rad's Rad?"
He pressed her tightly one after another, and Deborah's body became more and more stiff and her head held high under the question of one sentence after another.