Author: Yu Shanshan Copywriter: Youth seems to start because of love for you, from the campus to the society.This goes through the years, only winter and summer, not spring and autumn.Years later, when Xu You reached another level in the field of photography and painting, she looked back on the past and remembered the three "hims" she had met.One she yearns for, one understands her, one yearns for her.There is no such thing as fate, everything is nothing more than a test, punishment or compensation.- Voltaire......
Bamboo Horse X Childhood Plum Sunshine X Wind X Drizzle Art Student's Four-Cornered Love ☆, Xu You and Ji Chun Xu You and Ji Chun 01 Until now, Xu You remembered the time when he was first attracted to Ji Chun, it was really beautiful.She thought that she was not a persistent person, she was just doing her duty in study and work, and even thought that she was at peace with what she encountered.Later, it was Chu Zhao's words that broke her.He said, "You are very ruthless to other things, to other people.But you are to your major, you to Ji Chun, you ask yourself, how much thought did you put into it?
”In retrospect, Xu You and Ji Chun's first time was at the age of twelve.The two families were originally neighbors, and their parents were classmates, so they had a deep friendship.Xu You and Ji Chun are the same age, and their birthdays are only a few months apart.The fathers of the two families were originally low-level small businessmen, and Xu You's father opened a photo studio, and his income was stable, but he would not make a big difference.Ji Chun's father was a second-class dealer, he resold everything, and he made his first pot of gold upside down, made some powerful businessmen, and went to help them dump.Later, he vacated a larger and newer school district house, became his own boss, and moved his family out of the community.On the day of the move, Xu You and Ji Chun said goodbye, and the two exchanged tokens.Xu You gave Ji Chun an oil painting, which was her first work, painting Ji Chun, but the brushstrokes were too bold, not realistic enough, and a little abstract.Ji Chun gave Xu You a set of popular game consoles at that time, and each of the children of rich families had one.Ji Chun's father looked at the two children reluctantly, and said with a smile, either moving to other places or staying away, as long as Xu You is free on the weekend, he can go to their new home to play at any time.Xu You nodded, thinking that he must go.I heard that the house is very large, and it is still in a high-end residential area, with an elegant courtyard and a full of luxury cars.It's just that since then, Xu You hasn't seen Ji Chun again for three years.At first, the two were still chatting about the recent situation on QQ, chatting about new things, chatting about what they saw and heard, and talking about the depression in their hearts.Ji Chun went to a private school in junior high school, and he didn't adapt well at the beginning, and he didn't make any friends in school, so he went back to the dormitory to read books and chat with Xu You about QQ.Because he lived on campus and was assigned an English teacher on weekends, Ji Chun had no time to play, let alone catch up with Xu You.Xu You's junior high school grades have been at the end of the crane, she doesn't like to study, she can't read the things in books, so she likes to follow her father in the photo studio.She likes to take pictures, and her father compliments her on her good composition.She likes to paint oil paintings, and has won several awards in the district and city on behalf of the school, but her favorite is the "Xu You".From the age of thirteen to sixteen, the two children are busy in their own little world.Three years is enough time for a lot to happen.Before Xu Yousheng was in the second year of junior high school, his mother died of illness, and he tossed for more than half a year before leaving, spending all the family's savings.My father also gave the photo studio to others for this, and changed from a boss to a part-time job for taking pictures.Xu You entered the rebellious period earlier than children of the same age, and I don't know if it was because of his father's nagging, beating and scolding, which prompted this matter, or because of the death of his mother, his father's incompetence, and the sudden change and hardship of his family's situation.Ever since the photo studio was taken by a nasty greasy middle-aged man, Xu You has had fewer opportunities to touch the camera.She once went to the photo studio to find her father, and couldn't help but touch the old camera that her father used to use, and wanted to regain her feel, and was seen by the middle-aged man.Xu You thought that the middle-aged man was going to sue his father, said "sorry", and turned around to leave.Who knew that the middle-aged man grabbed her, pulled her back with a smile and said, if you like to take pictures, take a few photos, come if you want to come in the future, shoot if you want, he doesn't stop it, and he doesn't sue.Xu You didn't understand what he meant for a while, a little wary and a little suspicious.Later, the middle-aged man got closer and closer, Xu You smelled the disgusting greasy smell emanating from his body, and even his hands began to be unruly, and began to slide along her waist.Xu You was stunned with a "boom" in her head, something exploded, but she suddenly understood something.Xu You raised his cold palm, thinking that he had used a lot of strength, and hit the middle-aged man with a "snap".Because the middle-aged man was much taller and dodged in time, the slap that should have been on the face ended up at the junction of the middle-aged man's jaw and neck.That moment was actually not heavy, Xu You was scared, and half of his strength was scared.The middle-aged man smiled and wanted to get closer again, and lured her with a camera, saying that if he touched it, he would let her take a picture.At this time, Xu You's father lifted the curtain and came in.As soon as I saw it, I was stunned.Xu You pushed the middle-aged man away, staggered to his father, stared at his eyes round, his face turned white, and he trembled his lips and spit out a word: "He ......"
She wanted to say, he touched me.Xu You's father didn't wait for her to finish at all, he changed his face on the spot and scolded her to go home.Xu You ran out of the photo studio, although his legs were weak, he still ran for a long time, and finally fell on the side of the road due to lack of strength.A woman happened to pass by with her child.The child pointed at her and said, "Mom, look at her." ”Xu You's face was frighteningly pale.The woman asked a few words with concern, but Xu You only shook his head and said that it was okay.When the woman took the child away, the two looked back with anxiety.That night, Xu You came home very late and left her food on the table.My father sat on the couch and watched TV as usual, but today his face was very bad, and he drank some wine, and the house was filled with the smell of alcohol.Xu You ate without saying a word, washed the dishes, and sat at the table in a daze.Until her father called her over.She passed, stood in front of the couch, and listened to her father's teachings without saying a word.My father first asked about today's situation.Xu You said honestly.After hearing this, my father was silent for a long time and looked out the window.Xu You looked at his side face, and suddenly found that his father had aged more than ten years since his mother left, and he was obviously a middle-aged man, but he looked like an old man.He hunched his back, as if he had long been crushed by life.After a while, my father suddenly spoke: "Don't go to the photo studio in the future, you can't go if you want to touch the camera, the things in the store are not ours now, you study hard, and you will be admitted to a good school in the future, I want to find a way to save money to buy another one." ”Xu You was still thinking, if his father listened to the middle-aged man's words and thought that she was willing to be touched in order to take pictures, would he scold her and drive her out of the house without listening to her explanation?
Hearing his father say this, Xu You felt ashamed of his thoughts, and whispered: "No need, I will never touch the camera again in the future." ”My father looked over and asked, "Can you put it down?"
”Xu You said: "Well, I can still paint. ”The father didn't say anything, and nodded after a few seconds: "It's okay if you don't touch it, that thing is not suitable for girls, you can draw well, draw some grades, and you have to catch up in cultural classes, and take the high school entrance examination well." ”Xu You nodded one after another and agreed.Until he returned to the room, Xu You's father said something like this: "You are a girl, you must know how to protect yourself, anyone who exchanges things you like with you, we will not change them, you know?"
”Xu You's throat was choked with panic, and in the end he only said "um".Xu You didn't know what kind of conversation her father had with the middle-aged man after she ran out of the photo studio that day.All she knew was that her father had only been there for a year before he went to another home.The photo studio that she used to use as her second home didn't go to it for several years, not even passing by.Because of that incident, Xu You's relationship with her father became closer, and her externalized rebellion, learning from others' rebellion of dyeing their hair and smoking, gradually became introverted, and secretly began to compete with herself.She said that if she didn't touch the camera, she wouldn't touch it, and she wouldn't even glance at the equipment store when she passed by.How expensive the camera is, she knows in her heart that they can buy it if they are squeezed together, but the living expenses and tuition fees have to be taken into it.As the saying goes, "SLR is poor for three generations, and photography ruins a lifetime", and their family has no money to squander to cultivate this hobby.Moreover, there are still most old men in this circle, and those who pursue the art of photography have to be fine, study, and more serious in some places, but life is rough and wild, and unrestrained.Xu You's father is also selfish, obviously seeing Xu You's talent, he doesn't want her to get involved too deeply, and it may be more suitable for her to take a paintbrush.The part in the photo studio, the father and daughter never mentioned it again.On the contrary, many years later, Xu You remembered this paragraph, and then looked back at a spring outing photo taken by her classmates at that time, and suddenly understood.At the age of fourteen, she has begun to develop, and her figure is gradually getting taller, she is a little taller than girls of the same age, and her breasts and buttocks are fuller.Her school uniform at the time was white, revealing the style of a pure girl's bra inside, with a clear water face on her head, and her inner eyes were rebellious and not inferior, and the corners of her eyes were hanging upward.Although precocious, it exudes a taste of ignorance of the world, and the two are both contradictory and weird, with a different kind of girlish charm.Such a girl is still ignorant of the world, but she already has sexual attraction, but she knows nothing about it.Some men like to attack such little girls.In the third year of junior high school, Xu You began to study hard, chased his grades to the middle of the class, and was later admitted to an ordinary high school that was neither good nor bad, not a vocational high school.Xu You's father was so happy that he smiled from ear to ear, drank several glasses of wine, and asked Xu You if he had any gifts he wanted.Xu You grinned, the shadow of the old camera flashed in his mind, but he said: "The brush is a little bald, I want to change it to a new one." ”The brush is Xu You's tool for making a living.Xu You's father didn't know at first, she often painted for people in private to earn some pocket money, sometimes a dozen, sometimes a dozen, sometimes a few hundred, and when it was good, she saved to buy paintbrushes, drawing paper, drawing boards, and oil paint.These things are consumables, and they are not bought all at once, so you don't need to add them later.Xu You can only keep drawing, repeatedly practice brushes to improve her painting skills, and maintain the first-class level among her peers, so that she can get more awards and bonuses, and go to art colleges and universities to get more points during the college entrance examination.She had already thought about it, no matter how hard she tried in cultural classes, she couldn't catch up with those who could study, and this talent in her hand must not be delayed by books.In just one and a half years, Xu You has gone from rebellious to calm, from outgoing to introverted tenacity, and the impetuousness of youth is buried in the depths, and even many adults can't do it.During the holidays, Xu You hardly went out to play, and when he went out, he carried a sketchpad on his back, in the park, on the side of the road, and sat for most of the day.She is very frugal with oil paint, most of the time she is sketching, and when the feeling is strong, she is afraid that it will slip away, so she quickly paints a painting.Sometimes, she would spend three days or even a week just tossing a painting.There used to be a small room in the house, which was used as a darkroom.Later, the photo studio was given to others, and Xu You's father changed the darkroom to Xu You as a studio.The studio was small and airtight, full of oil paint, but Xu You did not feel the slightest discomfort, and he couldn't come out after soaking in it for a day and a night.Xu You's father always gave her food at the door.After Xu You ate, he immersed himself in the painting scroll, closed his eyes when he was sleepy, leaned back on the chair, and enjoyed the soothing of the sunlight that came in through the small window for a while.At that time, her ears were closed, and she didn't care about everything outside, so she naturally forgot that she and Ji Chun had no contact for nearly a year and a half.☆, Xu You and Ji Chun 02 saw Ji Chun again, it was a very fortuitous opportunity.In the first two years, Xu You's father had never participated in the reunion of his old classmates.In the first year, Xu You's mother died, and the family's photo studio was also taken out, Xu You's father experienced the most unlucky and gloomy period in his life, embarrassed, how to go to the classmates reunion.In the second year, Xu You began to pursue his coursework, but whenever he had a little spare time, he prepared for the painting competition.Xu You's father was very pleased, and he turned his head and was busy making money, wanting to get the small family back on track as soon as possible, getting up early and being greedy for darkness, being a father and a mother, all his thoughts were on his daughter, and he didn't have the leisure to listen to the old classmates bragging and complaining.In the third year, Xu You's father finally breathed a sigh of relief.At the class reunion, Xu's father and his old classmates drank and chatted and talked about the love of the year, and after a meal, the boss of the most local tyrant in the class paid for it, and everyone was very happy.That local tyrant is none other than Ji Chun's father.The two old men got together, and they couldn't stop talking, talking about the past, but they didn't talk much about the current things.Father Ji knew that Father Xu had not been happy in the past few years, so he didn't mention his high spirits and pridefulness in the past few years, of course, even if he didn't mention it, everyone could see it.When the old things were over, the scene was a little silent.Ji's father began to talk about his children.Ji Chun's junior high school is private, but his grades are outstanding, and the high school entrance examination is the focus of the listing.At that time, they had two options, to focus on the city or to continue with private international schools.Father Ji heard that there were many children of high-ranking cadres in that school, and after thinking about it, he sent Ji Chun to the city key.Speaking of achievements, Xu You naturally can't take it.Xu's father took out the oil painting of Xu You taken on his mobile phone, as well as the certificate and trophy she won.Ji's father is a businessman who became a monk halfway, he is a nouveau riche, he doesn't know much art, and he has bought collectibles with several big bosses, but he knows it in his heart, and most of them pay tuition.Father Ji couldn't see the reason for those words, and when he heard that Xu You had won a lot of municipal awards and artistic attainments, he couldn't help but praise it.Father Xu smiled when he heard this.The next day, Xu You suddenly heard his father say that he asked her not to soak in the studio on weekends, and he was going to take her to Ji's house to visit the door.Xu You was stunned for a moment, and then realized that it was Ji Chun's family.Ji Chun's appearance, she can't remember it clearly, she only vaguely remembers that he looks whiter than her, a little crying, and Ji Chun was in the embarrassing period of changing his voice when they separated, and his voice was rustling.Oh, by the way, he was as tall as hers, with a thinner waist than hers, and thin skin and tender flesh.Xu You's father also said that asking Xu You to bring a work and take it to Ji's house together was a meeting gift.Xu You returned to the studio to pick and choose, and finally selected one.The "protagonist" of the painting is a window, wide open, the wind blows in, the curtains are messy, the room is small and messy, and there are a lot of debris scattered on the floor.This window, Xu You sees every day, is the window of her studio.She thinks it's good to send this one, there are no characters, no pretentious scenery, no meaning, no lethality, and it's not neat enough to participate in the competition, not enough to meet the noble theme, so it's good to give it away.On the weekend, Xu You took the painting and followed his father to Ji's house.She didn't blink all the way, and at first thought that Ji Chun had just moved to a larger house, only to find out that it was a villa area.A trot just drove out of the gate, the chassis touched the ground, the motor sounded, and it roared away very arrogantly.Xu You's father was also a little nervous, and told Xu You to have rules, don't run around, and leave after a meal.Xu You responded one by one.When I came to the door, Ji Chun's parents were there, and the three adults sat together enthusiastically, and began to think about the changes over the years, the greetings over the years, and the fact that the children have grown up, but they are old, and so on.Xu You listened a little absent-mindedly, and after handing the painting to Ji Chun's parents, they didn't open it to look at it, so they said that they would wait for Ji Chun to come back.Ji Chun went out to play ball with his classmates and returned at noon.The two old men chatted and began to drink.Ji's mother was also going to go to the kitchen to watch her aunt cook, she saw that Xu You was a little bored, so she asked Xu You to go to the courtyard to see the flowers and plants.In the courtyard, the grass and trees are lined up, the sun is shining, and everything is quiet and beautiful, as if it is another world.Ji's mother likes to fiddle with these, and the courtyard is like a fairyland on earth, in addition to flowers and plants, vegetables and fruits, she also built a pavilion and a sun room.Xu You sat quietly for a while, a little sleepy, holding his head and closing his eyes.The outside of the pavilion was entwined with vines, and the branches and leaves were overgrown, and at first glance, it was impossible to notice that there were people sitting inside.Xu You woke up when he heard the laughter.Looking through the cracks in the vines, my eyes had not yet been completely opened, and in a hazy way, I saw two young men and girls of fifteen or sixteen years old, coming out of the courtyard.Boys are tall with broad shoulders and long legs.Under the sun, the sweat on his body seems to glow, his smile is quite seductive, his lips are red and his teeth are white, his sword eyebrows are sharp, and his bright temperament is too dazzling.The girl has long hair, big eyes, a bright smile, and stands with the boy, just a golden boy and a girl.Xu You couldn't help but take a few more looks.The boy wants to pull the girl's hand, the girl is hiding, the boy is chasing, the girl is laughing and continuing to hide, and the boy wants to pull.You come and go, pull and pull, and the girl quickly crashes into the boy's arms.Xu You was still holding his head with one hand to admire, but after watching it for a long time, his neck was tired, so he planned to turn around and continue to watch.The movement rustled against the vines.The boys and girls stopped and looked together at the pavilion surrounded by vines.The girl lowered her head, withdrew her hand, and whispered, "Someone." ”The boy raised his eyebrows: "Mom?
I am back. ”The girl Xu felt embarrassed, raised her hand and brushed her hair: "I'll go home for dinner first." ”The boy said "um" and said, "Just go out along this road, go out to the right, and not far from the station." ”The girl nodded hurriedly and left the scene in a hurry.When the girl walked away, the boy walked around the yard and came to the courtyard, saying in his mouth: "Mom, I'm back, why don't you ignore me?"
”Until he came to the front and collided with Xu You in the courtyard.As soon as he saw him, the boy was stunned.Xu You had already stood up, moved his somewhat numb legs, lifted his eyelids, and looked at the visitor calmly.There are no vines to obstruct it, so I can't help but be surprised when I look at it up close.Ji Chun has grown so tall.He was born with good skin, red from the sun, but white at the bottom.The three-dimensional facial features are patched together, looking handsome and dazzling.The dark eyes fell on her, and her face stared at her for a while, blinked twice, and then bent and smiled."
Are you Xu You?!"
Xu You pursed his lips, and only then did he realize that he was very successful in even changing his voice.It's very pleasant."
Well, it's been a long time, Ji Chun."
Ji Chun smiled and took two steps forward, with the smell of sunshine, standing in the gazebo, the shadow of the sun shining through the vines fell on him.His eyelashes were long, and he blinked, and the lashes followed up and down.Xu You couldn't help but stare at it.Ji Chun suddenly said: "Why didn't you speak just now, and I called you 'Mom' more, and let you take advantage of it." ”Xu You smiled: "I'm afraid of disturbing you." ”Xu Youzi didn't tell the truth, what she just saw was on the rise.Xu You: "Why did you let your girlfriend leave by herself and not send it off?"
”Ji Chun: "Oh, her family lives not far from here, just a few stops, and there is a car outside the door." ”Oh, it wasn't from the villa area.Ji Chun said again: "She's not my girlfriend, she's just playing." ”Xu You raised his eyebrows, a little surprised, a little surprised.She has also seen many classmates in the class holding small hands and kissing small mouths, she has also been stuffed with love letters, and she has been followed on the way to school, but she has not taken it to heart.Ji Chun is tall at this age, his appearance is outstanding, and he is a restless adolescence, so it's no wonder that he has a playful heart."
You've changed, it's a little big."
Ji Chun said suddenly.Xu You asked, "Is there one?"
”Ji Chun: "Well, you don't seem to be very happy to meet again after a long absence, you weren't this kind of character before, you are a lot quieter." ”Xu You thought about it for a while, but he couldn't remember what he was like, but he was wild for a while.While the two were talking, Ji's mother came to the door and shouted, saying that the meal was ready, and asked them to hurry in and wash their hands.Ji Chun walked in front to lead the way, Xu You followed, and as soon as her eyelids lifted, she saw a figure as tall as a hill in front of her, blocking her vision all the way.At the dinner table, the three adults began to clink glasses again and chat, as if they had endless words.Ji's mother asked Ji Chun to take care of Xu You more.Ji Chun kept putting vegetables in her bowl, and even boys might not be able to eat that amount.Xu You looked at Ji Chun several times, and when he noticed it, he turned his head and winked at her.When she saw the banter in his eyes, she knew he meant it.Xu You didn't say anything, so he tried his best to stuff the vegetables and meat into his stomach.The last few adults were full of wine and food, and sat down on the sofa to rest, Xu You hadn't finished eating.She chewed more and more slowly, almost slowly, always drooping her eyelids, cursing in her heart as she ate.Ji Chun didn't leave the table, he supported his head with one hand and squinted at her.When Xu You finally finished eating the last bite of the dish, he wiped his mouth with a napkin, raised his eyes, and swept over Ji Chun.Ji Chun smiled faintly: "You can eat quite a bit." ”Xu You took a breath: "One more bite, and I will spit on your face." ”Ji Chun grinned, revealing a mouthful of white teeth, and his eyes were shining brightly: "I'm kidding you." ”He brought the small half bowl of soup not far in front of him to Xu You, and asked again, "Do you want to drink the soup Shunshun?"
”Xu You's eye knife flew over.Ji Chun Yile poured the soup into his stomach.When Ji Chun finished wiping his mouth, he muttered, "I heard that you brought me a gift?"
”He swept around, saw a wrapped painting in the corner, got up and walked over, and tore the wrapping paper on the outside in three or two clicks.The dilapidated windows in the painting are exposed, and the smell of oil paint is very strong.A breeze poured into the big house through the courtyard door, brushing the tips of Ji Chun's hair and blowing through the jersey on his body, he held the painting, squinting his eyes and skimming the scroll, as if feeling the wind pouring into the broken window of the painting, and pulled him in.A moment of silence.The adults over there also noticed the movement here, and Ji Mu said in hindsight that it was a painting painted by Xu You.Father Ji also said, let Ji Chun take it over and take a look at it together.Ji Chun finally moved, his long legs turned, a smile appeared on his face, and his somewhat seductive eyes skimmed over Xu You, who was still sitting at the dining table, and said, "I like it very much, thank you." ”Xu You suddenly felt that this painting might be far more valuable than she thought.☆, Xu You and Ji Chun 03 Xu You gave Ji Chun an oil painting, and Ji Chun gave Xu You a mobile phone in return.That mobile phone was one of the birthday gifts that Ji Chun received, but he had his own mobile phone, and the model was better than this one, and this one has not been opened.Ji Chun entered his phone number into his mobile phone and handed it to Xu You with a smile.Xu You's father was startled and didn't let Xu You accept it.Ji Chun's parents agreed, saying that this thing didn't have much money, it was Ji Chun's heart, and said that Ji Chun didn't have any talent, and if he was asked to paint a picture to give back to Xu You, it would simply drive him crazy.Xu You just stood there motionless, didn't speak, his clear eyes looked at Ji Chun fixedly, looking at the bright smile on his face, and suddenly seemed to be back to three years ago.Ji Chun always gives her his best things, and she can only paint, which is worthless.Ji Chun took Xu You's hand and stuffed the phone to her.His palms are thick, the palms are warm, the ten fingers are slender, and the bones are distinct, no wonder he plays well, such hands are very suitable for catching and dribbling.Xu You lowered his eyes and watched silently, and found that the skin on his hands was a little darker than hers, and there were small bumps on it.Ji Chun was very close to her, thinking that Xu You was still hesitating, so he said: "The painting you gave me is priceless to me, if you don't accept this mobile phone, I won't dare to ask for the painting."
You take this phone, and we will be able to contact each other in the future. ”Xu You was still looking at his hand, and when she heard him say "priceless to me", her eyelashes blinked slightly, and her heart was more joyful and excited than winning the award.She finally opened her curled fingers and gently grasped the phone, feeling the texture of the surface.Ji Chun tilted his head, lowered his body to look at her, and saw that the corners of her lips were slowly hooked, and he knew that he was moving her, so he grabbed her fingers and swiped across the screen, and began to carefully teach her how to use it.Just like this, one lesson, in half an hour, Xu You almost figured it out, took the phone back into the box, and promised Ji Chun that he would use it when he went back and keep in touch.When Xu You's father took Xu You away from Ji's house, Ji Chun also said to Xu You: "If you send me to paint again, it's better to paint me, no one has ever painted a portrait of me when I'm so old."
I look at myself in the mirror and I'm quite handsome, but I don't know what I look like in the eyes of others. ”Ji Chun's mother heard this, twisted his arm, and said that he was rude, how could he take the initiative to draw with others, and also said that Xu You was talented and would have a great future in the future, how could he waste all his time here.Ji Chun grinned happily and had a mouthful of white teeth.Xu You smiled, his fingers hooked slightly, and suddenly remembered the feeling of pressing the shutter of the camera.If only she had a camera now, she could capture this big smile.Xu You returned home that day, entered the studio as soon as he entered the door, and did not come out until he went to bed at night.In the studio, she typed more than a dozen sketches on scratch paper, all of which were drawn by Ji Chun with a bright smile, but she was not satisfied.She felt that she hadn't grasped the essence of Ji Chun, the boy in the painting looked like him, but not like him, as if the facial features were close, but the charm and temperament were wrong.After such a dozen drafts, Xu You found that Ji Chun's demeanor was difficult to capture, as if there was always something hidden in his eyes, a smile, profound, and unexplored.Xu You was a little frustrated, his hands hurt, staring at those sketches, and suddenly felt as if he couldn't draw.Before going to bed, Xu You thought about it and sent a message to Ji Chun, asking Ji Chun if he had a selfie, and sent one.Ji Chun was surprised, smiled and said, "You won't really paint for me, will you?"
That's what I said.I still don't want it, it will delay your time. ”Xu You said: "No, figure painting is also my weak point, I have been practicing recently to prepare for future competitions, and the two do not conflict." ”Ji Chun laughed a few more words, and soon sent seven or eight photos, all of which he had just taken a selfie.His hair was a little wet, a few of which hung down on his forehead, most of which he stroked back, his eyes and eyelashes were also a little wet, and a towel hung around his neck.Xu You looked at them one by one, stored the photos in his mobile phone, lay on the bed, and looked at the photos several times, enlarged them, and gently traced them with his fingers along the lines on the screen.Gradually, I was a little less sleepy.Looking at it, it seems to see the male protagonist in the comic walk out.Until the phone was low on battery, Xu You charged it and turned back to the bed to lie down.In the dark, she closed her eyes, and what appeared in her mind was still Ji Chun's appearance.That night, Xu You had a dream.The plot in the dream was messy, upside down, and a little bloody, she was very involved and sad, but she forgot everything when she woke up.But Xu You vaguely remembered that the male god in the dream looked like Ji Chun.A few years later, Xu You heard that if a person keeps staring at another person's photo, after looking at it for a long time, he will like the other person, and the more he looks at it, the more pleasing it will be.At first glance, this sounds a bit of a truth, but when you think about it, there is a problem here.If a person takes the initiative to stare at another person's photo, is it because he likes the other person, if not, why should he order himself like this, and it is not the police staring at the prisoner.Then, looking at the photos of the people you already like, the more you look at them, the more pleasing they become.Since that day, Xu You and Ji Chun's contact has been frequent.Xu You's cultural classes are relatively weak, and he occasionally asks Ji Chun for homework on his mobile phone.Ji Chun has a lot of homework on weekdays, and sometimes he goes to cram school, and he will broadcast it live to Xu You on the spot, so that she can count it together.But Ji Chun's cram school is too difficult, and Xu You seems to be listening to a book from heaven.Sometimes, Xu You will see a cram school girl approaching Ji Chun in the live broadcast, with long hair, big eyes, and looks very pure, which is exactly the one Xu You saw at the door of Ji's house that day.When the girl leaves, Ji Chun will also share with Xu You the progress of him and the girl, such as which day she asked him to hold hands and go shopping, which day she let him hug his shoulders, and which day he can hug his waist.Xu You listened to this, but felt more and more strange.She wondered why she was in a little stuffy and sour, and she wondered about the relationship between Ji Chun and the girl.Until one day, Xu You finally asked: "Last time you said, it was just playing, why did you play for so long?"
”Ji Chun asked, "Has it been a long time?"
”Xu You recalled the number of days and said, "It's been more than a month, if you keep playing, will that girl take it seriously?"
”Ji Chun was very innocent: "But she was the one who proposed 'playing' in the first place, can this still be taken seriously?"
”Xu You was speechless for an instant.She didn't know that the girl brought it up first, but she had a feeling that the girl was about to fall in.After all, no girl can resist such a Ji Chun.When he takes a girl seriously, whispering nice words, gently holding her hand, his demeanor, body temperature, and smile, how can that girl just be "playing"?
Xu You really doesn't understand such a game.In the blink of an eye, another half a month passed, and the weather gradually got hotter.The first year of high school is coming to an end.Ji Chun and Xu You agreed that they would meet after the final exam, and he would introduce a group of his pig friends to her.Xu You has heard him mention some on weekdays, some men and women, some are the same age as them, and some are one or two years older.