Ji Chun stood still, and only said, "It's okay, I don't think time flies fast when I hear you, and I'm quite happy to hear it." ”Xu You was stunned, raised his eyes to look at him, and suddenly didn't know how to answer.Ji Chun looked at her with low eyebrows, and then said, "I'm going to take the midterm exam, and I won't be able to follow me every time I make up classes in the future." ”Xu You was puzzled: "What are you doing here?"
”Ji Chun pursed his lower lip and said after two seconds: "You don't have to come too early every time, just pinch it, and Qi Yuzhen is the best front and back feet."
In private, try to keep a distance from Chu Zhao. ”Xu You was stunned again, and only after a moment did he understand what he meant, and his mind echoed with Chu Zhao's entanglement with that charming woman, as well as what he and Qi Yuzhen did in the house later.Xu You's face was slightly hot, and he lowered his head and said, "Well, I know." ”Ji Chun subconsciously raised his hand, wanting to put it on her shoulder, but when he stopped in mid-air, he hesitated for a moment, and finally landed on top of her head and rubbed it twice."
Let's go home."
Xu You said "um", turned his head and left.After a few steps, Ji Chun called her from behind: "Xu You!"
”Xu You turned around.Under the setting sun, Ji Chun's figure was tall, and his shadow stretched long on the ground.Ji Chun: "When you get in, draw me another picture, portrait." ”Xu You nodded: "Okay." ”The two laughed together.At that time, Xu You naturally didn't think that it was the last time she saw such a beautiful and pure smile on Ji Chun's face, there was no city, no calculation, no complicated things, just a simple and sincere smile.Since then, Xu You has been going to the studio on time two or three times a week, and the specific time will be arranged according to Qi Yuzhen, sometimes Chu Zhao is there very early, sometimes he comes very late.Xu You also discussed this matter with Xu's father, and Xu's father also knew in his heart that it would be difficult for her to improve qualitatively in cultural classes, so it was better to spend more energy on painting.If it's a weekend make-up class, it's no problem for a day, but if it's Monday to Friday, Xu's father will help Xu You take half a day off.With Xu's father's support, Xu You concentrated more on class, and she would also bring a voice recorder to record Qi Yuzhen's lecture and listen to it again at home.The second time you listen to it, you will find that there are many details that I didn't expect at the time, and the second time I have a different feeling.As for Chu Zhao and Qi Yuzhen, Xu You gradually found some rules.For Qi Yuzhen, the only point that attracted her to come here to make up classes was Chu Zhao, they were boyfriend and girlfriend, and they said the same to the outside world.If it weren't for meeting her boyfriend, Qi Yuzhen wouldn't have come to the studio at all, but would have rescheduled with Xu You, or made an appointment to go outside to a temporarily rented studio.Qi Yuzhen's studio rarely lets Xu You go, it is very messy inside, and there are a lot of private work, which is inconvenient for outsiders to see, but if Chu Zhao is not in the studio, Qi Yuzhen seems to be a little repulsed there, at least she and the female apprentice never talk, not even a straight eye, but the male apprentice, who will please Qi Yuzhen.In the delicate relationship between several people, Xu You smelled something, but she never said much, so she didn't see it.In addition to painting, Xu You never talks about other things, and Qi Yuzhen also values her not gossiping, and he has a good impression of her.Xu You naturally wouldn't tell Qi Yuzhen that once she came to the studio early, and just happened to bump into the female apprentice in Chu Zhao's arms, touching his body and whispering.Chu Zhao smoked a cigarette and didn't move her, and didn't say a word from beginning to end, until he caught a glimpse of Xu You's shoe tips at the door, and then let the female apprentice go out.The female apprentice seemed a little embarrassed, probably because of the failure to seduce.Chu Zhao didn't let Xu You in, so he sat down and continued to edit the film, Xu You waited outside, and didn't follow her into the lounge until Qi Yuzhen arrived.But since that day, Chu Zhao's eyes have become more and more subtle when he looks at Xu You.Xu You knew that after Qi Yuzhen finished making up the class, that is, when she and Chu Zhao were "dating", Chu Zhao would enter the lounge, they would close the door, but they would not lock it, there were some problems with the door of the lounge, if you didn't lock yourself, a crack would be exposed.Xu You sometimes hears voices, sometimes it is very quiet, she will not leave immediately after every make-up class, Chu Zhao will leave a SLR for her, and she will stay alone in the shed to fiddle.Xu You was just groping for the function at first, but later he started to press the shutter.She photographed all the miscellaneous objects in the studio, which was not vivid at first, but gradually began to set up the placement of things, began to find angles, and even adjusted the lighting.The photos she took are better and better every time, most of the time they will be deleted, and a few times they will not have time to delete, Chu Zhao will come out, she will say hello, pick up her things and leave.It's just that no matter how Xu You avoids direct contact with Chu Zhao, there will always be times when there is no way to avoid it.Once, Xu You estimated that Chu Zhao was almost coming out and was deleting photos - he was about two hours at a time.Who knew that halfway through the deletion, Chu Zhao's voice suddenly appeared behind him: "Don't delete it yet, I'll take a look." ”Xu You was startled, his hair exploded, and his eyes were frightened when he turned around.Chu Zhao took the SLR in her hand, glanced at her and said, "What the hell are you?"
”Xu You breathed a sigh of relief and staggered a little distance: "You walk without sound." ”Chu Zhao didn't respond, glanced at her again, and then began to look through the photos in succession.Xu You cleared his throat and said, "Then I'll go first." ”Chu Zhao stopped her: "Wait a while, I'll come here for you to see." ”While speaking, he sat down in front of the computer, imported the photos in, and soon clicked on them one by one, signaling her to see the magnified effect, whether it was a problem or an advantage, the bigger the release, the more obvious the exposure.Xu You was a little apprehensive, so he stood behind him, staring at the screen without blinking.Chu Zhao pointed to two of them, told her what the problem was, and mentioned the advantages again, just a few words, and the point stopped.Xu You listened carefully and nodded.Then she stretched out her arm to touch the mouse, trying to click on the next one.This action forced her to get close to Chu Zhao, and her thin and white arms rested next to him, her complexion contrasted, and at the same time, he smelled the faint smell of milk.Everyone's taste is different, which is hard to describe, especially some girls, who will have a sweet milk taste on their bodies.When Chu Zhao heard this, he was stunned at first, then turned his head sideways and looked at her twice.Xu You also smelled the smell on his body, which was a little strange, and he hadn't smelled it before.At that time, she naturally didn't know what the smell meant, only a woman who had experienced that thing would know.Xu You looked at them one by one very seriously, until he felt Chu Zhao's gaze, and then he lowered his eyes to him.The author has something to say: Now Xu You and Ji Chun are 17 years old, and Chu Zhao is 19 years old.…… Thank you to the little angel who voted for me during the 2020-05-1212:00:00~2020-05-1612:00:00 period~ Thank you to the little angel who voted for the deep water □□: Did you suck the cat 1 today; Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: sdfghjjjjgghj50 bottles; B is 5 bottles; Ya, 2 bottles of salt; A wave of mathematics, physics and chemistry was taken away, and 1 bottle of sunlight poured into the city; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
☆, Xu You and Ji Chun 14 intersected their eyes, and Xu You immediately took a step to the side.Chu Zhao stretched out his hand and grabbed her wrist, not knowing whether to let her go, or if he was afraid that she would fall.His palm was very hot, and as soon as it was pasted together, Xu You pushed him away, and his face was very red.Chu Zhao looked at her reaction and smiled sneeringly: "What are you hiding?"
”Xu You: "I didn't hide. ”Chu Zhao didn't argue with her, got up and gave her the seat, and said, "You sit and watch, I'll smoke a cigarette." ”Chu Zhao stepped aside.Xu You glanced at him with his peripheral vision, and was quiet for another two seconds before sitting down.There was a body temperature left by him on the chair, and she felt hot, so she moved forward and sat on only one side.She continued to look at her photos, very focused, smelling tobacco in her nose, and she didn't care.It's just that she didn't look at Chu Zhao, but she knew that he was looking at her, so she stood in the corner against the wall.But keeping a distance like this, Xu You has no opinion.A few minutes later, after Xu You finished reading, he got up and turned to Chu Zhao and said to him, "I'm fine, I'm delaying your time." ”Xu You picked up his sketchpad and raised his feet to leave.Chu Zhao suddenly said: "Why do you want to slander that man?"
”Xu You paused at his feet, looked at him sideways, and didn't understand for a while: "Who?"
”Chu Zhao was still leaning against the wall, smiling sarcastically: "It's the one you said to touch you." ”Xu You was stunned for a moment, her face turned ugly, she turned her face away, and she didn't seem to want to answer this question.Chu Zhao didn't urge, just looked at her.After a while, when Xu You calmed down, he turned his head to meet his gaze again, and said, "I didn't slander him, he did touch me."
Not that time, though. ”Chu Zhao raised his eyebrows, a little curious.Xu You said: "It was here when I was fourteen years old. ”Chu Zhao was stunned, obviously surprised, his eyes changed when he looked at her, and he said after a few seconds: "That's really a scumbag." ”Xu You pursed his lips and looked at him a little differently.After a few seconds of silence, the tense atmosphere disappeared.Xu You: "Then I'll go first." ”Chu Zhao: "Hmm. ”Xu You quickly left the photo studio and ran all the way home.She couldn't control her hands, and she couldn't control her thoughts, so she rushed into the studio as soon as she entered the door, added the quality of the painting to the easel, and began to swing the pen in her hand.Her eyes were hooked, and what was in her head was spinning wildly, and then something was rushing.She was afraid that she would not be able to catch it, so she could only draw it quickly.The decorations around are abstract and distorted, except for the man smoking against the wall in the middle of the paper, which is vivid and vivid.He was swept up in smoke and couldn't see clearly, the overall color was bright, the color difference was very large, some things were very unrealistic, exaggerated and magnified, this is a very impressionist painting style.The oil paint on the paper had not yet dried, and it was already dark.During this period, Xu's father came to ask Xu You to eat, and Xu You didn't hear it, but this is a common thing, and Xu's father is also used to it, so he put the meal at the door.Xu You stood up and stretched, opened the door and brought in the food, sat in front of the drawing board and faced the painting, eating one bite at a time.Her brain was full, her stomach was filling with food, and she was so excited that she could almost feel the blood running through her veins.After eating, Xu You washed the dishes and went back to the house.She took a picture of the painting just now and wanted to send it to Qi Yuzhen.But as soon as she opened Qi Yuzhen's chat window, she found that she had changed her avatar.Xu You curiously nodded at the beginning of the portrait, only to find that it was two silhouettes entangled in light and shadow, a man and a woman, male and female, with a distorted beauty intertwined with limbs, revealing a strong hormonal atmosphere.Xu You closed the window, and then realized that she was really careless, if this painting was sent to Qi Yuzhen just now, she would definitely be able to see who the man in the painting was.Qi Yuzhen will misunderstand, after all, it is her boyfriend.Xu You lay quietly on the bed and dispelled his thoughts.After a while, she somehow clicked on Qi Yuzhen's portrait again, she enlarged the painting, and carefully looked at Qi Yuzhen's brushstrokes.Seventeen-year-old Xu You, although she is only a girl who does not understand the world, but she has feelings, and she is very sensitive, she has artistic talent, although she does not have profound skills, but she is full of feelings.Qi Yuzhen's paintings were full of the tension between men and women, Xu You felt it, she closed her eyes, and her ears echoed with the whispers that came from the lounge after each make-up class.She even began to imagine what she would have seen if she had walked through that hallway with a DSLR, came to the hidden door of the break room, held up her camera, and pressed the shutter.Xu You opened his eyes suddenly, gasped twice, and his whole body began to get hot.She sat up from the bed, wanting to divert her attention, so she turned on her phone and read posts on an oil painting forum that she used to frequent.After browsing for a few minutes, I came across such a post.There's a discussion about the importance of "dedicating" yourself to art.Xu You never paid attention to these topics before, she always felt that it was a mediocre self-disturbance, she was relatively simple at that time, thinking that she had practiced her painting skills well, practiced more brushes, observed more, maintained her feel, and experienced the moment, everything would always fall into place.But since coming into contact with Chu Zhao and Qi Yuzhen, this concept has gradually changed.Chu Zhao relied on sexual attraction to stimulate his inspiration, and the photos he took, whether they were cold or enthusiastic, made people unable to take their eyes off, even if she was a girl, she could feel the charm of the woman in the photo, as if she attracted the attention of the whole world, regardless of gender.Once, a very ordinary-looking woman came to Chu Zhao, she was much older than them, she seemed to be in her thirties, but she was quite well maintained.When Chu Zhao was talking to her, Xu You was sitting outside and heard a little occasionally.From their words, it is not difficult to know that the woman was a cram school teacher in his youth, and Chu Zhao had a crush on her, but she was already married, and it was impossible for her to do such a thing with a young boy who had not dried up.The woman came that time, but also because she was not in her prime, and no matter how good the maintenance was, she couldn't withstand the ruthlessness of the years, so she wanted to leave the present moment in the photo forever, so she came to Chu Zhao.Chu Zhao chatted with her for a while, then came to the door and looked at Xu You who was sitting outside for a second.He didn't say a word, just closed the door in front of Xu You.Xu You was stunned for two seconds, his mind was stunned for a while, and then he realized what was going to happen.She didn't control herself, sat in her chair for a moment, and finally couldn't help it, stood up with some trembling, and cautiously approached the door.The door was unlocked, and with a slight push, a crack was opened.His eyes were pressed to the crack of the door and he saw what was inside.The woman hugged him tightly as if she were crying.The lights were not turned on, and all around were dim, and two figures loomed, revealing mystery.Chu Zhao whispered in the woman's ear.Xu You couldn't hear clearly, but she imagined from his tone that he was telling the emotions of his youth, and now he was overjoyed to get his wish.Xu You watched it for a long time, and he didn't even know that Qi Yuzhen appeared behind her.Until her shoulder was gently patted.Xu You was so frightened that he almost screamed, and when he looked back, he looked at Qi Yuzhen's calm and indifferent expression.Qi Yuzhen said, "You come out with me." ”Xu You didn't dare to come out with one, his heart was no longer his own, so he could only drag his weak legs out with her.Qi Yuzhen didn't educate her either, just sat with her on the steps in front of the photo studio.While enjoying the coolness, Qi Yuzhen lit a cigarette and took a slow puff, as if the man who dedicated himself to art in the shed was not her boyfriend at all.Xu You glanced at her from time to time, worried.Their world, she doesn't understand.After smoking a cigarette, Qi Yuzhen asked Xu You: "Do you have a boy you like?"
”Xu You thought of Ji Chun and nodded.Qi Yuzhen asked again: "That Ji Chun last time?"
And what about him?
”Xu You thought for a moment and said, "He is a small girl, and he has a girlfriend." ”Qi Yuzhen smiled: "Didn't you think about snatching him over?"
”Xu You shook his head.Qi Yuzhen asked, "Why?"
”Xu You said: "The gap is too big, I don't have the time or energy to think about this. ”Qi Yu was surprised, looked at her deeply, and asked, "Then what if you have time and energy in the future?"
”Xu You still shook his head: "We are people from two worlds, and whoever goes to the other world's world will have a hard time." ”Qi Yuzhen seemed a little surprised, looked at her twice, and said, "You can see that it's a piece of material." ”Xu You was stunned and didn't understand.Qi Yuzhen said: "Distinguishing the pure land of the heart from the happiness of the body, you can be both affectionate and meaningless, and if you can do this, you will be able to go far on this road." ”Qi Yuzhen's description, Xu You didn't understand it very well at that time, and could only understand it simply and rudely, which meant the separation of spirit and flesh.After a few seconds, Qi Yuzhen said again: "I'm talking to you about this now, and it's a bit bad to teach you."
You just listen to it, don't take it seriously.If you want to pursue the blossoming of love, or the dullness of life, either chase you and make yourself young, or go to an ordinary person to fall in love, don't look for the art circle, and become a teacher after graduating from college, stop worrying about the gains and losses of this circle, and don't think about what artistic pursuits. ”Xu You listened carefully and kept staring at Qi Yuzhen.Qi Yuzhen swept over and said with a smile: "But you don't need to think about these questions now, wait until that step and ask your heart, what do you want."
If you want the front, don't worry about the back, it's already lucky to be able to consummate, but don't be too greedy. ”Xu You let out a "hmm" and didn't speak for a long time.She really wanted to ask Qi Yuzhen, what kind of existence did she have as Chu Zhao, just a relationship between being happy together and stimulating each other's inspiration, or was the spirit and flesh in him?
But Xu You didn't ask anything.After Chu Zhao sent the female teacher out, Qi Yuzhen and Chu Zhao took a look at each other, and both of them seemed to be smiling.Xu You stood on the side, looking at it really, they knew each other.Qi Yuzhen tutored Xu You for two hours, and then Chu Zhao went into the lounge to find Qi Yuzhen, and Xu You sat outside fiddling with SLR.But this time, there was no sound in the lounge, and it was very quiet.The author has something to say: a little mention, what Xu You saw Chu Zhao doing in the shed, but she saw it unilaterally, this article is Xu You's perspective, and it does not represent the whole truth.It's as if we see something on Weibo, and someone will subconsciously take it as the "truth".Regarding the things in Chu Zhao's shed, there is a description later, there is no appointment in the shed, even if you really look at the right eye, it is not good, it is also a single appointment outside the shed.From lighting to props, to concentrating cameras, setting up camera positions, taking pictures for at least one or two hours, and finally having to retouch the film for a few hours, the whole set of busy survival, people are tired to death, how can they have energy.…… Thank you to the little angels who voted for me during 2020-05-1612:00:00~2020-05-1812:00:00 ~ Thank you to the little angels who voted for mines: 199050161; Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: the sun is in Libra and there are 10 bottles of enoki mushrooms; 6 bottles of moon micro; 3 bottles of daylight allure; 1 bottle of salt, Xu Zhengzhi; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
☆, Xu You and Ji Chun15 suddenly remembered this episode, Xu You woke up, and turned to look at the post on the forum.In the past, she never cared about the topic of the separation of soul and flesh, but because she had living teaching materials in her life, and she began to mix in circles, she gradually cared.There are several insiders in the post who are posting their works, some say that they are inspired after doing that incident, some say that they have been thinking about the goddess in their heads, and some say that they painted with their boyfriends, and they went to bed halfway through the painting.Xu You stared at those paintings, slowly felt it, and breathed faster.She looked at the abstract figure entangled in the painting, and her fingers gently slid over her shoulders, collarbones, and chest.Two figures flickered in his mind, first Ji Chun, and then Chu Zhao.Xu You woke up suddenly, with chills on his body, staring at the mobile phone screen in a daze."
Separate the pure land of your heart from the happiness of your body, and you will go far on this road......"
Qi Yuzhen's words kept echoing in her ears.After a while, Xu You turned off the post and forcibly ordered himself to divert his attention, otherwise he would really be a demon.Then, she clicked on another post, which was discussing "setting up circles."
The so-called "setting up a circle" refers to drawing a circle to sell people.To put it simply, it is the painter who draws the circle to draw some vertical paintings, the Japanese style, the Korean style, the ancient style, the modern style is not limited, flat painting, thick painting is not cared for, that is, the painter takes out his own things and marks the price, ranging from hundreds to tens of thousands, and there are hundreds of thousands or even to more than 300,000.The people who buy the characters are generally not very old, they are in adolescence, the aesthetic standards have not been fixed, most of them don't understand the doorway, they can't see the good or the bad, and they buy and sell according to their mood and personal preferences.Interestingly, the "circle" selling of characters is prohibited from commercial use, that is, whether you spend hundreds or hundreds of thousands, what you buy is a right of appreciation, and it is shared with others, because what you buy can also be bought by others.I heard that the main popular thing in this circle is the second yuan, many primary school students and middle school students who are not bad at home come to cheer, and there are many rules in the circle, but the generally popular ones are color stacking, cumbersome clothes, and those with water printing whistles, don't think about painting skills or something.Many people criticized in the post that cheap things are inflated, and few people appreciate things with artistic value, and the world has changed.Someone replied below, saying that things with artistic value are high and low in this era, too advanced, but this kind of cheap, low threshold for appreciation, especially for these children who have no concept of money, they can only appreciate these, so spend some money to buy a two-dimensional vertical painting that mentally satisfies their YY, and it is nothing.This is a world that Xu You feels unfamiliar with, she is still working how to improve her painting skills, and cheering for the entrance examination.Xu You frowned, one by one, the more she looked, the more confused she became, she couldn't help but think of herself, why did she work so hard to learn to paint, as if she was going step by step, turning a blind eye to those shortcuts, and finally being able to achieve the goal she wanted?
In fact, to put it bluntly, Xu You still wants to make money with this skill, not to worship money, but the conditions at home are limited, she and Xu's father are a little poor, if they suddenly get seriously ill now, their family really can't afford it.Xu You's mother's illness a few years ago has hollowed out this home and Xu's father's photo studio.Xu You frowned, thinking about these things with a heavy heart, and the more he thought about it, the more hopeless he became.I don't know how long it took, but there were two knocks on the door.Xu You answered, got up and went to open the door.She thought that Father Xu was urging her to rest early.But when the door opened, Father Xu was wearing clothes to go out, and his face was a little solemn.Father Xu suddenly said: "Ji Chun's father has entered the hospital, I have to go over and see, if there is anything I can help, you rest early, don't stay up late......
Ah?"
Ji Chun's father?
How could it be, it was still so healthy when we met before.Xu You sighed in his heart, didn't think about it, and continued: "Dad, I'll go with you!"
”Father Xu said, "Don't go, it's too late."
I'm going to help, and I'm going to take care of you, and it's Sunday, so you'll come back during the day, and I'll call you first to see if you need something from home. ”Xu You opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Xu's father was very anxious and quickly went out.Xu You stayed at home alone, and when it was time to go to bed, she didn't feel sleepy at all, so she squatted on the bed with her knees hugged, and then she remembered that she hadn't seen Ji Chun for a week, and she didn't even have contact on WeChat.Xu You clicked on Ji Chun's WeChat window and hesitated several times before he sent such a sentence: "How are you?"
”When the news was sent, she regretted it again, wondering if she had disturbed him.But Ji Chun quickly replied: "My dad is in the hospital, and my mom and I are here to accompany him." ”Xu You's heart tightened, and what came to mind was her mother, who had experienced the same thing in their family a few years ago, and at that time she really felt that this family was going to break up.Xu You's eyes gradually became hot, and he asked him, "What did the doctor say?"
”Ji Chun: "It's not good. ”Xu You stared at these three words for a while, and he didn't know how to ask.After a while, Ji Chun sent another sentence: "That's it, I'm about to leave me." ”Even across the screen, even if there is no tone, Xu You can imagine that Ji Chun on the other end of the phone must be extremely sad.To Ji Chun, Father Ji is like a mountain and a sea, and he is the heaven of the Ji family.Xu You wiped a handful of tears, thinking of Ji Chun, thinking of himself, thinking of his father, and his mother.Xu You typed quickly, but typed and deleted, deleted and typed, and suddenly felt that the language was too pale, as if a thousand words could not express the point in his heart.She deleted it several times, and finally just said, "I don't know what to say to comfort you."
I know it's useless to say anything.Tomorrow morning, I'll be with you. ”A few seconds later, Ji Chun replied with one word: "Okay." ”The next day, Xu You arrived at the hospital at 9 a.m.Before leaving, Xu's father instructed her to buy breakfast for a few people at the small supermarket in front of the hospital.Entering the supermarket, Xu You was choosing, and Ji Chun's WeChat sent it.Ji Chun: "Are you at the supermarket?"
”Xu You: "It's here." ”No, Ji Chun also came, his whole person was thinner and whiter than before, his expression was tired, the corners of his lips were a little dry, and his eyes lost some brilliance.When Xu You saw Ji Chun, he didn't know what to say for a while, he moved his lips, and was about to say hello, but Ji Chun had already come to him and said, "I'll pick it." ”Xu You: "Hmm. ”Ji's father has been hospitalized for several days, and Ji Chun seems to be familiar with the small supermarket, so he quickly chooses the breakfast for several people and puts it in the shopping basket to check out.Xu You followed him all the time, and he didn't say much, and when he went out, the two of them stood on the side of the road and were about to cross the road.Xu You asked him, "How is my uncle?"
”Ji Chun lowered his eyes, his chest rose and fell, he took a deep breath, and then the corners of his eyes were a little red, and said, "The doctor said that it may have been these two days." ”Xu You was stunned, he was still holding on to a fluke last night, thinking that something that might not necessarily happen, but now it has been verified, and he doesn't know how to answer.She subconsciously stretched out her slender arm to hug Ji Chun's back.Ji Chun touched her hand on her waist with one hand, and after crossing the road, he took another breath and said, "I'm still a little confused, it's too fast." ”Xu You said softly: "I understand. ”She didn't know what else to say except these three words, and the words became pale at this moment.She also experienced the same thing, until her mother was gone for several days, and her heart was still in a trance, and she couldn't quite accept that her relatives left like this.Before entering the inpatient unit, the two stood downstairs for a while.Ji Chun said that if he went up and let his mother see him crying, he would cry again for a while.But they don't have time to do this now, his dad needs someone to take care of him, even if he has fallen into a deep coma and doesn't know what to do, he wants to do everything in place to make his dad more comfortable.The two stood downstairs, and Ji Chun sat on the low pier of the flower bed.Xu You stood in front of him, gently hugged him, and let him lean on her shoulder to calm his breathing.Ji Chun's voice sounded muffled from her chest: "I knew that this was the case, I should have listened to him more and talked to him less......"
Xu You's eyes were also red, she sniffed, and said: "Uncle understands, he knows what you think, last time I went to your house, my uncle and aunt kept praising you to me." ”Ji Chun's shoulders shook for a while, his voice was suppressed in his chest, deep in his throat, and his face, neck, and ears were red from emotional excitement.Xu You hugged him tighter, and after a few minutes, Ji Chun gradually calmed down.Xu You took out a wet tissue and asked Ji Chun to wipe his face, Ji Chun wiped it, his eyes and eyelashes were still a little wet, and when he raised his eyes to look at her, he smiled faintly: "Can't you see it?"
”Xu You shook his head.After entering the ward, Xu You didn't speak for a long time.The ward is not big, and there are several people in the room, and if they all come to the bedside when they are busy, they will not be busy.In fact, from the moment Xu You just walked into the ward, she smelled the breath of death, and the feeling forced her heart to chill and tremble, she was not afraid, but the same breath she had also felt in her mother's ward.Later, Xu You heard Xu's father say that he was sent to the hospital because of the ruptured hemangioma in his brain, and found that there were no obvious signs before, that is, Ji's father accidentally fell while walking, and as a result, he never stood up again.After being sent to the hospital, I took a CT scan, saying that the hemangioma was ruptured and that surgery should be done immediately, but even if the operation was done, there was no guarantee that the person would be cured, and that was only the only option when there was no other way, or the person would die.Ji Chun's mother naturally agreed to the operation.After Ji's father's operation, he fell into a coma, and this situation lasted for a week, and two or three days ago, he was still a little conscious, and he could talk in his dreams, until the day before yesterday, when his condition suddenly deteriorated.The doctor told them that it was just two days and asked them if they would agree to be admitted to the ICU and if they would agree to traumatic resuscitation.But even if you enter the ICU and agree to traumatic resuscitation, it will only delay for a few days, and it will aggravate the patient's pain.Ji Chun's mother didn't want to accept the facts, and asked the doctor if there was any other way, she also thought that if she agreed, there would be a turnaround, maybe there would be a miracle?
But the doctor's words were very clear, and it didn't mean much to tell her.Later, Ji Chun's mother asked a friend who was a doctor, and the friend also told her that in addition to deepening the patient's pain, the follow-up rescue would also cost high medical expenses, in fact, these measures were just to buy comfort for the living.Xu You still remembers that when her mother was hospitalized a few years ago, she was also as depressed as Ji Chun's mother and couldn't accept the facts.That day, I learned that my mother's life had entered the countdown, she sat alone in the corridor and cried, and later heard an old man say that when a person dies, the soul will leave the body first, and what remains is the walking dead, in fact, the soul has already flown to the sky and is looking at his relatives.Xu You thought of her mother, thought of Ji Chun's father, and she thought, maybe the so-called "deep coma" before they left was what the old man said about the soul leaving the body.But Xu You didn't know how to tell Ji Chun these words.The author has something to say: in a turning chapter, Ji Chun's fate is about to change.This is the first step in metamorphosis.Although the content of this chapter does not match this sentence, I still wish you all a happy 520!!
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