Qi Yuzhen paused, and then glanced at her again: "What you said is a bit of Chu Zhao's taste." ”Xu You raised his eyebrows.Qi Yuzhen said again: "And the smell of smoke on your body, you have been 'edified' in the past two days, right?"
”Xu You subconsciously leaned his nose to his shoulder and sniffed it, indeed, it was all smoke.Then, she thought of the sun room before, Chu Zhao leaned over, as if he was also looking for something on her, and then he found it, as if he was sure of something.It's weird, it's just the smell of smoke.Xu You asked in confusion: "Sister Yu Zhen, can you tell me what kind of smell I have on weekdays?"
”Everyone smells, but they can't smell it.Qi Yuzhen didn't think twice and said, "Milky flavor." ”Xu You was stunned: "But I don't like to drink milk, and I don't usually drink much." ”Qi Yuzhen glanced over and smiled: "It's not that kind of milky fragrance, it's another kind of smell, only the smell of some girls who have nothing to do, but not all of them." ”Xu You opened her mouth, and then she understood what she was referring to.What's going on, this can smell too?
Qi Yuzhen said: "Most people don't feel anything like a similar smell, but some people know that the fragrance of a girl is very different from that of perfume. ”Xu You didn't speak for a long time, just stared at Qi Yuzhen who was blowing the painting, and what echoed in his mind was Chu Zhao's actions just now, and the three words he left behind later-little girl.After a long time, Xu Youcai opened his mouth slightly and spit out a word: "Damn." ”Qi Yuzhen looked over in surprise, but saw her staring ahead, the expression on her face was extremely complicated.☆, Xu You and Chu Zhao 09 After returning to school, Xu You had no time to recall the episodes that happened in the B&B, she plunged into her final homework, colored, trimmed, and dried the oil paint over and over again.Classical oil painting did not have such things as squeegees and utility knives, but many modern schools need them.In Xu You's final homework, the camera lens and the handling of the hands that mastered it were all used with utility knives in the later stage, cutting out the texture one by one.Xu You's arm couldn't be lifted for half a month, and it hurt to sleep, but he was mentally sufficient, and all he thought about was peace.It was only later that the work was completed, and Xu You heard that the discussion of her on the forum lasted for several days after returning from folklore.It wasn't until new gossip came out that her business faded away.Xu You doesn't care about this, although she is not very old, she already understands that her own perception of herself and the perception of others about herself are the products of two worlds.I remember that when I was in the fifth grade of elementary school, Xu You had a male table, and the relationship was not bad.One day, the class suddenly had to change seats.This happened very suddenly, Xu You was originally a window seat, but that day she was moved to the other side against the wall.Xu You likes to lean by the window very much, and suddenly it became next to the wall and began to enter the second seat of the door, which she didn't like very much.When she changed her seat, she inevitably put this dislike on her face, but she didn't say anything, she changed it, and she quickly got used to it.After waiting for a week, a classmate told her that she heard that she liked the original male table, because the seat was changed, and she put on her face that day, and she was very unhappy, and many classmates in the class saw it.Xu You was very surprised, for her, the same table was just a classmate who could still speak a few words, and if she changed someone, as long as it was not difficult to get along with, she could accept it.It was the first time she had experienced the power of the gaze.Later, when he was in junior high school, Xu You entered a rebellious period early, and at the age of fourteen, he had his ears pierced and his hair dyed.She was criticized by her teacher and asked her to dye her hair back, but she would not listen.In those two years, Xu You gave her parents a headache, but she thought it was cool.Xu You attracted the attention of many male classmates because of this backbone, and she also got close to the more noisy boys in the grade.When Xu You's mother suddenly became seriously ill, Xu You gradually changed, she began to pay attention to restraining her words and deeds, paying attention to learning, trying not to let her parents worry about her and get angry, and she was frequently invited to parents.Naturally, she was also estranged from those boys.It wasn't until she graduated from junior high school that she heard a boy say that in fact, everyone once said that she was crazy about so-and-so.Xu You was stunned, she almost forgot what that person looked like, and she wouldn't take a second look at it when she occasionally met her in the corridor, let alone say hello.After experiencing similar things a few times, Xu You understood that she in the eyes of others is no different from others in her eyes, they are all "misunderstood" and "over-interpreted".Maybe when she looks at her, people understand it as liking, or maybe when she pays attention, people understand it as jealousy.And if she explains, it is a cover-up, if she justifies, it is more and more black, everyone has two sets of standards, holding two rulers in their hands, one strictly measuring others, analyzing every micro-expression, a loose measure of herself, anything can find an excuse to be forgiven, such double standards are everywhere.Fortunately, from other people's interpretation, Xu You never takes it seriously, she rarely lives in other people's opinions, and only cares more about her own perception, her own preferences, and needless blind obedience and pleasing others.Naturally, it is difficult for such a woman to be "gregarious", so the whole high school is almost alone.When I got to college, although it was a little better, I was still used to being alone.The "herd mentality" does not seem to have any effect on Xu You.A month flies by in a flash, and in the blink of an eye, it will be January of the following year.After everyone handed in their final homework and the teachers graded it internally, they asked the students to set up the classroom, and on the last day, they exhibited everyone's works freely, and they were free to visit and learn from each other.On the day the classroom was arranged, Xu You heard Qi Yuzhen say that Zhou Sheng was beaten outside the school, although the injury was not serious, but the colors were all on his face, and he didn't dare to show his face at school.Xu You was curious and asked him who he had offended.Qi Yuzhen said that he heard that Liu Xin was causing trouble outside and hooked up with a social gangster, and the other party thought that Zhou Sheng was the third child, so he taught him a lesson.When Xu You heard this, he didn't know whether to be shocked or laugh for a while.In short, Liu Xin is really capable, and Zhou Sheng is really unlucky.After the final exams, students are ready to leave school.Many students from the Department of Fine Arts and the Department of Photography took planes and trains, and less than half of them stayed to see the exhibition.Xu Youjia lives in this city, and he is not in a hurry to go back, so he packed his luggage, and went to the teaching building with his mobile phone.The Department of Fine Arts and the Department of Photography are divided into the same building because of their majors, but on different floors, the Department of Animation, the Department of Sound Recording, and the Department of Choreography and Directing are in another building, such as the Department of Liberal Arts, such as the Department of Literature and the Department of Advertising and Media.Xu You first looked at the works one by one in the art department, she looked very carefully and seriously, and when she saw the creation of good skills, she stopped for a while.It's amazing to look at the paintings of your peers, it's not the same as going to an art gallery to see the works of a master.No matter how ordinary a master's work is, it is also a master, and it will be looked up to, and it will be over-interpreted and touted, but no matter how good the peers are, they will be criticized, jealous, and even criticized.When encountering wonderful paintings, a few classmates got together and whispered, Xu You listened to it when he passed by, all of them picked bones in the eggs, and said that it was wrong here for a while, and that it was not appropriate for a while, as if the rapid improvement of personal taste was to be picked by others.Everyone is a giant in language, a dwarf in action, and pink eye is everywhere.Xu You watched and came to the classroom where her painting was hung, but before he could enter, he paused at his feet.Her painting was placed in the most prominent, centermost position, where several classmates were standing and discussing, and some were taking pictures with their mobile phones.Xu You thought that he couldn't stand there and be judged by others, listening to false praises, and smiling, so he turned around and left.Later, when she went to other classrooms, she always felt that her classmates were looking at her, full of curiosity about her, as if she were an animal in a cage.Xu You kept his head half-bowed, and soon walked upstairs.Upstairs is the photography department.There are not many students who see the exhibition in the photography department, and it is clean as soon as I go upstairs.The layout here is also relatively dark, Xu You walks very slowly, she is not familiar with this place, groping for the unfamiliar environment, looking at the past one by one.Most of the photos in the photography department are black and white, and many of the photos are at strange angles, not like the perspective of normal humans, either looking down or looking up, highlighting their personality.There's retro style, and there's magical surrealist photography.Among them, there is a group of photos, the photographer is standing on the edge of a high-rise building, shooting from top to bottom, in the photo vaguely see a section of jeans, a pair of sneakers, and then there is the "abyss" that people who are afraid of heights are very uncomfortable.There are also people who are filming the moment when they are playing extreme sports, the location is not the sky or snowy mountains, but in a very ordinary street or alley, the protagonist of the photo playing skateboarding has turned into the sky, head down, and the body tilts for an instant, as if as long as he does not stand firmly, he may break his neck on the spot.Probably having tasted enough of being "watched", Xu You walked to a crowded place, and pulled up the scarf to cover half of his face, and the hood of the sweatshirt was also put on his head, making it impossible to recognize who she was at first glance.She looked at Chu Zhao's works while looking at them, and she thought that those photos of him taking her were so brilliant and individual, they would inevitably cause discussion and onlookers.But after walking around, I didn't see a crowd of people.Passing by classmates, no one was talking about her.Xu You felt a little strange.Until she rounded the last corner and came to the classroom at the very end.This classroom is the smallest and most inconspicuous, and there is no one in the room.As soon as Xu You entered the door, he was stunned when he raised his eyes.She actually saw Chu Zhao.Oh, no, it should be said that it is Chu Zhao's work, a selfie.In the photo, he is holding up the camera and facing a mirror.There were a lot of mottled and water streaks on the mirror, and there were messy old newspaper stickers, even glued oil paint, and in some places spray-painted.The mirror surface is very large, but two-thirds of the area is covered by these elements, and only in the middle is Chu Zhao and his hollow and deep lens.The camera blocks his eyes and most of his face, revealing only a little jaw line, and his slender hands hold the camera, seemingly casual but powerful.The photo was washed out and one was large, and it was placed on the ground at random, against the wall.The final works around it seem to be more attentive and creative than it in terms of composition and concept, but this photo, which seems to have been taken in a random mirror, is even more attractive to Xu You's attention.She looked in at once, as if she could smell the smell of metal through the photographic paper, and the smell of the mess on the mottled mirror.And, the man in the middle who took a selfie, the smell of tobacco on his body.Xu You subconsciously held her breath, and after a while, she let go again, and then, as if she was hallucinating, she really smelled tobacco.By the time she spotted someone approaching, the presence was already standing beside her.Xu You turned his head to see that it was Chu Zhao, who was more than half a head taller than her, standing next to her with his hands in his pockets.He didn't look at her, just tilted his head to her: "How's my selfie?"
”Xu You opened his mouth, first looked behind him with his spare eyes, and saw that there was no one else, so he asked in a low voice, "This is your final homework?"
”"Hmm."
Chu Zhao tilted his head slightly and looked at her from the corner of his eyes, the lines were sharp and sharp, but his eyes were soft, "Otherwise?"
”Or else?
Xu You was stunned: "Then what about the ones you shoot me, you won't be able to take a single one, right?"
”Although she does not deny it, this selfie is also very good.Chu Zhao pulled the corners of his lips, the smile was very light and faint, he stood up straight, tilted his head to look at himself in the photo, and looked at the empty lens."
This work just echoes your painting, and I suddenly found inspiration from your creation."
Xu You felt that he was inexplicable: "Then you can be regarded as a tribute, have you asked me what I mean?"
”It's just that as soon as he said this, Xu You regretted it.Where is this a tribute, since the existence of the camera, photographers have become popular to take selfies, like this in the mirror, there are not a few.Chu Zhao smiled and glanced over: "Do you need me to pay the copyright fee?"
”Xu You didn't take a chance, turned his face away, and stared at the photo in front of him.In fact, she knew very well that what she was upset about was not this selfie, which also showed a hollow shot like her painting, but that he spent nearly two days taking pictures of her, and in the end it was useless.That means that her photos aren't good enough.Is she so bad that she can't even be saved by later repair?
This is very self-respecting.Xu You took a deep breath, she knew that he was looking at her: "I asked you to shoot it for your final homework, and now since it's useless, you don't have to keep it."
In two days I will go to you in the shed, and you will give me the bottom. ”Xu You's words fell, and he turned around and was about to leave.As soon as he took a step, Chu Zhao spoke up: "That's not possible, I'll give you a copy at most." ”Xu You turned his head again and met his side face: "They are useless to you." ”"Why not."
Chu Zhao smiled faintly, then looked at her, and asked, "Haven't you heard of what 'private photos' are, have you heard of which photographer will hand over all the bottom?"
Of course, keep it for yourself. ”Xu You was stunned.Of course, she knows what a "private photo" is, and the woman who looked for him before took this kind of photo, the definition of this kind of photo is very simple, just two points, one is sexy, and the other is private.Some people even wear underwear and appear half-naked in order to take "private photos".For such a photo, the photographer will naturally leave the bottom.But she's not at all......
Xu You almost glared at Chu Zhao, and only spit out a sentence after a while: "Those of mine are also 'private photos', who are you fooling?"
”Chu Zhao said "oh": "So you know." ”"In addition to wearing less 'private photos', the most important thing is that they must be sexy."
After Xu You finished describing it, he asked: "You still said that I was a little girl that day, why, do you think that the little girl is easy to deceive?"
”Chu Zhao chuckled, as if he finally stopped teasing her, he turned around and looked at her.After a while, the smile on his face gradually faded and disappeared, and then he said, "You are a little girl, but I didn't say it......
You're not 'sexy'. ”Xu You was stunned for a moment.For a few seconds, she could only look directly into Chu Zhao's eyes.Those two blacks, like his lens, are deep and bottomless.She couldn't take her eyes off, but she could clearly feel the powerful beating of her heart and the temperature of her face.She, sexy?
The author has something to say: about Xu You and Chu Zhao: Art needs the senses.The sense of smell is also a part of the senses, so the smell of tobacco and girly fragrance are mentioned many times.Regarding the girly fragrance mentioned earlier, if you are interested, you can take a look at the movie "Perfume".The inspiration for "Perfume" is also based on this foundation, and it is expressed with a very extreme story, a "crazy" character.In addition, there are brands that specialize in "girly fragrance".According to scientific terms, this body fragrance, physiological fragrance and hormones are related, and each person's taste is unique.I first realized this when my roommate told me in high school that she liked the smell of milk on me.Before that, I also paid attention to other people's smells, I like people with light fragrances, those with that kind of frigidity fragrance, and some more gentle smells, not aggressive.However, the smell of this thing will change, some people smoke and some people drink, the body odor will be fused with the smell of smoke and alcohol, so the smell of smoke on some people is OK, some people smoke is smelly, some people drink with the aroma of alcohol volatilization, and some people just smell of wine.Of course, it is not that only the smell of a girl is fragrant, but it will be extra noticeable when the hormones are at their most vigorous during puberty.I once had a friend, and when we met again a few years later, I couldn't smell her fragrance anymore, it seemed to have changed, and I couldn't say if it was related to her later lifestyle habits or hormonal changes.…… Thank you to the little angel who voted for me during the 2020-06-0912:00:00~2020-06-1112:00:00 period ~ Thank you to the little angel who voted for the rocket launcher: flank, cat meow 1; Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: 2 lemons; 1 flank; Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Cat Meow, Aunt Qianxi, I just want to have 10 bottles of money; 59951829 bottles; A wave of mathematics, physics and chemistry took away, 5 bottles of Bellagema; superRu3 bottles; There are 2 bottles of stay; 1 bottle of Yalu and moon; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
☆, Xu You and Chu Zhao 10 have chatted with Chu Zhao at the photography exhibition that day, and Xu You has not seen him again for nearly a week.Although they said that Xu You could go to the studio to play with the camera during the winter vacation, and Xu You was also ready to copy the photos, she never found time.As soon as the winter vacation began, Qi Yuzhen's private work came.Xu You and Qi Yuzhen soaked together for a week, and Xie Chao would pick up Qi Yuzhen every day, and then send Xu You to the small street near his home by the way.Xu You goes home every day with a sense of exhaustion and satisfaction, and she is immersed in the world of creative oil painting.When she walked down that street, she would pass by Chu Zhao's photo shop.She had a lot of crazy ideas in her head, such as combining creative oil painting with magical photography, and wondered if she would one day take "private photos" too.Whether it's a girl, a woman, or a man, if you want to keep the best moments of your skin and flesh forever, you can only take pictures or videos.Xu You watched those old movies, looked at the natural beauties and handsome guys in the picture many years ago, and couldn't help but sigh that time is cruel, it never waits for people, nor waits for everything in this world.But fantasy is fantasy, every time Xu You passes by the photo shop, he doesn't go in.She felt something restless in her blood, spreading along the path of the blood to her limbs, rolling tremors deep within her body, and some strange impulses.She had a vague feeling that something was about to happen, and she couldn't stop it, or she didn't want to stop it.So she couldn't go until she thought it through.In the second week of the winter vacation, Xu You met Ji Chun.It has been five days since Ji Chun came back from vacation, he has seen all his friends, and he has found a part-time job, and the rest of the time he spends the rest of his time in the company where Xu's father left before his death.On the day of the meeting, Xu You asked for a treat and went to eat Japanese food with Ji Chun.Xu You took a step forward and studied the menu in the box first.She just got the manuscript fee from Qi Yuzhen, and she has plenty of money, and she plans to have a good meal with Ji Chun.When the box door was pushed open, Xu You subconsciously raised his head.At that moment, the tall figure standing outside the door was stunned by her sitting on the tatami mat.I don't know if it's an illusion, Xu You feels that Ji Chun seems to be a little taller.He was thin, but not weak, with a straight figure, and when he sat in, his long legs were crossed, and his resolute face was lightly stretched out, and he smiled at her.Ji Chun's first sentence was: "If you walk on the street, I won't dare to recognize you." ”Xu You also smiled: "Me too." ”After a few seconds of silence, the two looked at each other, one squinting slightly, the other raising the corners of their eyes, both observing each other, searching each other's faces for the shadows of the past.It's a magical thing, it's only been a few months since we were separated, but it seems like a different person.Ji Chun swept Xu You's short hair and said, "Like a tomboy." ”Xu You brushed his hair: "I originally wanted to cut it a little shorter, so that it would be easier to take care of it, so that I could sleep a little more in the morning." ”Ji Chun asked: "How is your college life, I heard that you are like a fish in water." ”Xu You rolled his eyes: "Did Chu Zhao say it, or Fang Xuan?"
”Ji Chun didn't respond.Xu You asked: "What about you, every time I contact you, you are not making money, but on the way to make money, how much do you earn?"
”Ji Chun pulled the corners of his lips and said, "Open your Alipay." ”Xu You didn't know what he was going to do, but he did it.Then, she watched Ji Chun click on her QR code, and scanned it with his mobile phone, and soon, her Alipay ushered in a large amount of money.Xu You looked at it and was stunned: "20,000 yuan, what kind of money is this?"
”Ji Chun said: "The manuscript fees you have called me one after another, adding up to more than 5,700, I will invest it for you and get out." ”Ji Chun said as she sent a form to her WeChat, saying, "This is the statistics of every payment. ”Xu You was shocked: "In such a short period of time, more than 5,000 has become 20,000?
Did you take it to loan sharks?
”Ji Chun chuckled: "What kind of usury can you put more than 5,000."
Your little money is actually not enough to invest, I put yours and mine together, roll together, and finally divide the account, yours is so much. ”Xu You stared at the form, and the statistics were extremely detailed, including when she transferred money to him, what he did with it, and how much he earned in a few days.Ji Chun said: "But these few times are lucky, in the long run, it may not be able to double like this time and again, and it may be slower in the future, or it is safe first." ”In terms of making money and doing business, Xu You didn't understand anything at all, so he could only listen to him.Ji Chun briefly mentioned a few more points, Xu You just nodded, and then said: "Long-term and short-term, safe or something, you are responsible, and I will be responsible for sending money to you." ”Ji Chun's eyebrows were bent.It was also at this moment that Xu You seemed to see the sunny boy a year ago.But that smile quickly faded because of a phone call.When the bell rang, the originally mild face gradually sharpened, and in the blink of an eye, the lines were only resolute and unkind.The caller was He Fei.Ji Chun's mobile phone was placed on the table, and Xu You and he both saw it.Ji Chun swiped across the screen and cut off the phone.Then he put his phone on silent.After a few seconds, He Fei's phone was dialed again, and Ji Chun's mute action seemed to be prescient, knowing that He Fei would still call, or maybe this was the norm.He casually put his phone away, picked up the menu, and said, "Let's order." ”Xu You didn't say much, only responded.After ordering the food, Ji Chun said, "I'll go out first to breathe, and I'll be back in a while." ”Xu You held his cheek with one hand and debunked his excuse of "breathing": "Just smoke it here, smoking is allowed in this store." ”Ji Chun was about to get up, and was stunned: "Didn't that make you smoke second-hand smoke?"
”Xu You smiled, took out a pack of cigarettes from the pocket of the down jacket that was still next to him with the other hand, put it on the table, and said, "You smoke yours, I smoke mine, then you can't smoke second-hand smoke." ”Ji Chun was a little surprised, but it was only fleeting.He readjusted his sitting posture, took out his cigarette, and saw that Xu You had already taken out a cigarette and lit it, and tilted his head to swallow the clouds and spit out the fog.Ji Chun thought it was funny and asked, "Do you think it's cool to learn, or do art students have to know everything?"
”Xu You said: "You don't have to know, but if you don't, it's a bit of a decline."
Actually, I'm not addicted to this thing, but I occasionally need it to speed up dopamine production. ”A meal was eaten for almost two hours.Xu You and Ji Chun seem to have endless conversations, but what they have been talking about is her.Ji Chun didn't talk about himself much, most of them were understated, but Xu You could hear that his college life was full of "money" and schoolwork, he was very tired and hard, and there were almost no interesting things to share.Ji Chun is not a person who likes to use suffering as a talking point, he doesn't sell miserably, he doesn't complain, those things are hidden in his heart, and there are only a handful of things that can be said.In fact, Xu You didn't want to say so much, but seeing him like this, she seemed to be very interested in her college life, so she said a lot unconsciously, hoping that he would smile more when he heard it.Xu You said that the three boyfriends she dated, one is stranger than the other, she also reviewed her own vision, and also self-reflected on her own personality, maybe the other party and others will be very harmonious, maybe it is only her who causes the other party's inferiority?
Ji Chun didn't comment much, occasionally when she said something funny, he would shake his head and laugh lightly, and occasionally add two sentences.Ji Chun said that she has changed a lot now, she used to please others, but now she has learned to please herself.Xu You said, pleasing others, may not have a good result, others may not appreciate it, and may not need it, rather than that, it is better to please yourself first, at least know what you like, what you need, and please will be successful.At the very least, let yourself be happy first.Before checking out, Xu You sent the final homework she took to Ji Chun.When Ji Chun saw it, he first lowered his eyebrows, and then asked, "Camera?"
”Xu You said: "This was the only inspiration I had at that time, using the camera as the protagonist, the person who took the picture was hidden behind the lens, looking at the world indifferently, being a recorder and a bystander." ”Ji Chun looked at her for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Are you still going to the studio now?"
”Xu You was stunned and shook his head: "I haven't been there since school started, what's the matter?"
”Ji Chun: "It's nothing, just ask." ”As soon as the words fell, he stood up first.Xu You also got up, put on a down jacket, and followed him out of the box one after the other.A few minutes later, the two were walking down the street.Xu You raised his head, looked at Ji Chun, who was more than half a head taller than himself, and asked, "In addition to working part-time, what other arrangements do you have for Uncle Ji's company during the winter vacation?"
”Ji Chun said: "These two things alone are busy enough, and I don't have any other ideas for the time being."
What about you?
”Xu You said: "Painting, collecting style, it's gone." ”Ji Chun smiled.Xu You suddenly stood on his feet and said, "Or, I want to try photography." ”Ji Chun turned sideways, stood in the sun, and looked at her condescendingly.The good-looking peach blossom eyes are as charming as ever, but they seem to have lost their former enthusiasm and are gradually being painted with indifference.The changes in life took away his original temperature.After a few seconds, Ji Chun asked lightly: "Is this impulse because you want to touch the camera, or is it because of someone?"
”Xu You was stunned.Her eyes widened and she looked into those eyes.In the sunlight, his gaze made her hide.It was easy for him to see her, and she wasn't going to hide it.Ji Chun, no matter whether they can be friends for life or not, no matter what they will become in the future, he can see through her at a glance.In fact, she shouldn't be surprised, they grew up together since they were children and know each other too well.They're really good friends for life.Xu You smiled: "I don't know, really, I don't know yet." ”She has nothing to hide from him, and she is open and honest.Ji Chun glanced at her again, and when he lowered his eyes, he also smiled.That smile is meaningful, complex and difficult to discern.Xu You didn't understand for a while.Then Ji Chun turned around and continued to walk forward.Xu You followed.Ji Chun: "The road of photography is also very hard, are you ready?"
”Xu You: "I don't know what to prepare, I just want to try." ”Ji Chun: "Can photography and oil painting be taken into account?"
”Xu You: "I don't know this, let's take a step at a time."
If you don't try it in the end, you'll regret it later. ”Ji Chun laughed lowly.Xu You also laughed.After a few seconds, Xu You asked, "You don't have anything to say, such as persuading me not to send me to death?"
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Or tell me that I have limited talent and tell me not to do it. ”Ji Chun asked, "Can I persuade me?"
If you don't hesitate, then go, and when you hit the south wall and know that it hurts, you will decide whether to continue or not. ”Xu You: "Bump into it, bump into it, any pursuit in this world needs to hit your head and break the bloodstream, and the way out is bumped out." ”…… Under the sun, the shadows of the two were gradually pulled apart.Tranquil and far-reaching, eighteen years old, still beautiful.☆, Xu You and Chu Zhao 11 In fact, Xu You didn't expect that when she saw Ji Chun again after a few months, she would be so natural.There is no mustard that can't be put down, there is no self-pity for Gu Ying who is rejected, there is no embarrassing smirk and pretending to be strong, everything is natural, and naturally even she thinks that this is simply great.They seem to be more harmonious than before she said "I like you" in the past.Although Ji Chun's personality is becoming more and more cold, she is also becoming more and more "cold".But to put it bluntly, as long as you let go of your heart, you can open up the sky anywhere.Those who are sad because their first love is not successful, those who lament that there are regrets in the past, Xu You doesn't understand, and he doesn't have time to understand.Time is limited, feelings are limited, life is limited, how can there be so much time to waste, and in the end it is just a debt to yourself.The first love did not work out, but it is also a kind of perfection.Hopefully, many years from now, they will still be able to call each other "fat small".Just do the best friend for life, it's a rare asset.Eighteen years old, they got.After meeting Ji Chun, a few more days passed.Xu You buried her head in the studio every day, she painted Ji Chun's appearance and colored it over and over again.Until one day, she received Chu Zhao's WeChat.Chu Zhao asked, "When will your photo be taken?"
”Xu You secretly took a breath and asked him: "When you are free, I will go someday." ”Xu You didn't expect that the step she hadn't taken for a long time, the choice she hadn't thought out clearly, and the impulse she was still suppressing was punctured by Chu Zhao's understatement.Chu Zhao said, "Tomorrow, come to the shed." ”Xu You replied: "Okay." ”Chu Zhao: "Bring my paintings." ”Xu You: "Got it. ”Just a simple conversation, the two of them were busy with their own things.Xu You put down the brush and turned to turn over the sketch sketch he had drawn.She searched for half an hour and found it.When I took it out, I was a little stunned.Her brushstrokes at that time were not as mature as they are now, and her techniques had not been corrected by Qi Yuzhen, but this sketch, compared with the same period, seemed extra mature and extra flavorful.Xu You squinted his eyes and stared at the man on the drawing paper, as if he saw her that day, the shock of seeing Chu Zhao for the first time, and the first time he secretly drew a stranger as a thief.