Ji's mother said a lot of words, and Xu You finally understood it later, which meant to persuade Ji Chun to accept the reality, lower the requirements, don't be so idealistic, find a suitable one, and live with a partner, it is best to have a master outside and a master inside, and you can't always run in front of both of them.Xu You didn't say much, just smiled and answered Ji's mother, naturally he wouldn't tell Ji's mother about Ji Chun's "attempt" on her.In the blink of an eye, Xu You left this matter behind.Within two days, Han Song contacted Xu You.In fact, Han Song also sent a lot of WeChat to Xu You a while ago, but she was very sick at the time, and later recovered from a serious illness, and she had to go back to the studio to deal with the accumulated work, so she didn't care about being a model for Han Song at all.Han Song asked a few times, but didn't ask again.Xu You also thought that he had found a new model, and this matter would be over.As a result, Han Song suddenly appeared again and asked her about her current physical condition.Xu You said: "The cold has been cured, you can come at any time, but it is still the same as I said before, don't disturb my work, and I don't want the guests to feel embarrassed." ”Han Song was very happy: "Okay, I promise!"
”Han Song came over the next day.He didn't make much of a fight, so he took a sketchpad and a paintbrush, put on dark clothes, found a corner and sat down, with a glass of water in his hand, and quietly became an invisible man from beginning to end.Xu You saw that he was very comfortable alone, and he didn't greet him, he should take pictures, retouch films, and when he communicated and chatted with the model, he forgot that there was someone in the corner.Xu You smoked two cigarettes, drank two cups of black coffee, and waited until four o'clock in the afternoon, when another female guest came.The female guest was a little cramped and sensitive, and she first asked what the boy sitting in the corner was doing.Xu You glanced back at Han Song and explained to the guest.But the female guests are still uncomfortable and want to clear the venue.Xu You nodded, and just turned around to inform Han Song, but saw that he had already gotten up silently, and he didn't have any eye contact with her, so he raised his feet and walked out of the studio.By the time the shooting was over, it was already two hours later.Xu You hung the cervical massager around his neck and moved his shoulders for a while.At this time, the door of the studio squeaked again.Xu You subconsciously turned around, and it was Han Song who came in.Xu You was stunned: "You haven't left yet?"
”She thought that Han Song would leave at four o'clock, he had been squatting in the corner for several hours, and there should be several line drafts.Han Song came in with a drawing board and whispered, "I have something I want to tell you, but I'm afraid of disturbing your work." ”Xu You took out a cigarette and lit it: "What's the matter, it's the same on WeChat." ”Han Song stared at her hand holding a cigarette, and suddenly said, "You have only been able to get rid of your cold, so you have to smoke less." ”If this was before, Xu You would directly give the other party: "Shut up." ”In fact, anyone who smokes knows that it is not good for the body, but if it was so easy to quit, she would have quit a long time ago, and she didn't need to be criticized by a little boy.But this time, Xu You didn't give him those two words, but just asked, "That's what you want to say?"
”Han Song immediately said: "No, I have a job here, I don't know if you are interested."
In this city, take a day out, and the demand for photos is not very large......"
Xu You raised his eyebrows when he heard that there was business: "What about the specific conditions?"
”Han Song quickly reported a number, and said that she would bring a few assistants over to take care of the food, and the work intensity was not great, and the filming venue was a small party, which was at Han's house.Xu You probably has a bottom in his heart, when many rich people in the city have a small party, they will invite professional photographers from outside to come and take pictures, of course, not only family photos, this kind of gathering will also invite some business partners to attract many network resources.It's also an opportunity for the photography team to meet a lot of wealthy people.And rich people like to make blockbusters the most, picking expensive, artistic, high-grade, and pretending to be forced.Xu You smiled: "Okay, I'll take it." ”Xu You was so happy, but it made Han Song stunned.Xu You quickly told Han Song the following process, pay the deposit first, and then they led the team to the scene, according to the layout of the venue to find the angle of the camera, and then according to the requirements of the host and guests on the scene to shoot, repair the film afterwards, select the boutique to be washed and enlarged, and settle the final payment at one time.Han Song nodded while listening, and quickly took out his mobile phone and paid the deposit according to the QR code.Xu You wrote down the date of his work, wrote a receipt to Han Song, and then said, "If there is a change, tell me in advance, I can make adjustments." ”Han Song: "Okay. ”When these words landed, there was a silence.Xu You tilted his head to look at him, he didn't know what he meant by standing there, he didn't leave, he didn't speak, he just kept staring at her.Xu You waited for a moment and quickly asked, "How is your progress today?"
”Naturally, she asked about line drawing.Han Song let out an "oh", opened the drawing board, took out four or five line drawings from it, and handed them to her.Xu You took it and looked at it one by one.Mainly on the side face.In the first two sheets, the brushwork is not stable enough, and it is a little sloppy, but in the back, it is becoming more and more delicate, and it can be seen that Han Song's heart is more stable later.Seeing the last one, Xu You was slightly stunned.Is the woman in this painting her?
This time, the line drawing only has a head, continuing a little of the neck line and collar.The woman in the painting looks at the camera in front of her with her eyes half-down, her expression is cold and focused, and her temperament looks much more mature than her actual age.Xu You gradually looked into it, and simply held up the painting, squinting his eyes and staring at "himself".Until the cigarette in her hand was about to burn out, almost burning her fingers.Han Song stepped forward silently and took the cigarette from her fingertips.Xu You only glanced at him with the tail of his eyes, but did not move, but continued to raise his chin and look at the painting.Line drawings are the same as photography, at least four or five proofs should be drawn, and each painting is further refined until you are satisfied.Xu You put down the painting and turned his head to return it to Han Song.She met his eyes and asked softly, "The line drawing of the side face, this one is the best, what do you think?"
”Han Song: "I'm also most satisfied with this one, and I can use it at this point." ”It's only been the first day that this has progressed, and it's pretty good.Xu You smiled.It was only a second before Han Song said: "But the sculpture is three-dimensional, I can't just make a side face, even if I only make a head sculpture, I also need a side face on the other side, and a straight face." ”Xu You turned to the corner of the studio and said, "Then you sit back there and make up for the side of the other side." ”Han Song nodded.Silence ensued.Xu You's mobile phone rang, and she opened WeChat and took a look.Han Song put the painting away, didn't disturb her, turned around and walked to the door.Xu You suddenly raised his eyes and stopped him: "Han Song." ”Han Song paused and turned sideways.His eyes were bright.Xu You smiled: "I'm suddenly looking forward to your work this time, come on." ”Han Song also pursed his lips and smiled: "Hmm." ”☆, sunshine, wind, drizzle 11 On the day of the Han family gathering, Xu You brought five assistants with him.In fact, she wasn't sure how many people she should bring at first, because she was afraid of bringing too much, and she was not so busy when she went to the scene, and she was afraid that she would bring less, and she couldn't be busy at the scene.Xu You gave Ji Chun in advance and asked what the scale of the Han family's gatherings was in general.As a result, Ji Chun directly told her that there were thirty people on the invitation list of the Han family that day, and in addition to his relatives, he also had many business friends.Xu You had a number in his heart, and then felt strange: "You know too clearly, right?"
”Ji Chun sent a smile: "Because I'm also on the list." ”As a result, on the morning of the Han family gathering, Ji Chun did not appear.Cheng Yue and He Yan came instead.Xu You and his team stayed in an unobtrusive corner, set up the scene, and shot with a telephoto lens.In addition to photos, take pictures of the screen.During this period, if you want to take a few solo photos or group photos, go directly to the set to take a commemorative photo.This was originally just a small part of the party, at first only three or four guests came to take pictures, and later when someone talked to Cheng Yue, I learned from her that the photos hanging in her home were from Xu You's hand.Since then, guests have rushed over for test shoots, and many have inquired about the "blockbuster" package.Tossed until noon, Xu You didn't catch his breath.Of course, she also has a lot of "business cards" in her hand, which is worth the money.At noon, most of the guests began to eat, and Xu You and the team also went to the arranged area to rest and eat.Xu You's appetite was not good, so he got up and left after eating two bites, asked the maid about the direction of the bathroom, and entered the house through the side door.The villa was bigger than she had expected, the garden was spacious, and the green grass was no longer empty after a morning of trampling by the guests, except for the uncleaned dining table and the garbage scattered on the ground.At this time, most of the people were in the banquet hall of the main house.When Xu You came out of the bathroom, he walked through the corridor and wanted to go back to the rest area along the same road, but as soon as he turned the corner, he met Han Song.When Han Song saw Xu You, he immediately greeted him, and apologized when he came up: "I'm sorry, I originally wanted to find you, but I couldn't leave all morning......
Xu You lowered his eyebrows and asked, "What are you looking for me?"
”Han Song was stunned, and when he spoke again, he stuttered a little: "That's it......
After all, you are invited by me, I always have to take care of ......"
Xu You smiled and waved his hand: "That's not necessary, we just need to do our job well and make customers satisfied, and we don't need special care." ”Han Song was silent, staring at Xu You with a pair of eyes.Seeing this, Xu You suddenly felt a little guilty, as if people had good intentions, and she deliberately poured cold water.Xu You turned to say, "Oh, but there is one thing, I really need your help." ”Han Song: "Just say it." ”Xu You took out a cigarette: "Do you have a smoking room at home?"
”Han's house does not have a smoking room, but there is a well-ventilated room, just on the first floor, and the place is also secluded, and there are few people.Han Song quickly led Xu You and came to the front of the house, there was no one else inside, only a few simple pieces of furniture.On the opposite side is a row of floor-to-ceiling windows, with a floor-to-ceiling door in the middle, from which you can walk out and turn the corner into the garden, and you can quickly return to the lounge area without going through the main house.After Han Song entered the house, he opened the floor-to-ceiling door and let the wind from outside rush in.Xu You glanced at it and said, "Don't worry, I'll just have one, and I'll leave as soon as I'm done." ”Han Song: "It's okay, do you want to rest here for a while, in fact, I didn't expect to be so busy today, you still have enough spirits, there is still half a session in the afternoon." ”Xu You laughed, didn't squeak, and walked to the floor-to-ceiling door, took out a cigarette and lit it.Xu You knew that Han Song didn't leave immediately, he stood in place and looked at her for a long time, but she always turned her back to the door, looked at the scenery outside the door, and didn't respond to him.She is a little "indifferent" to Han Song, but she can't do anything else.Han Song looked at her eyes, her attitude towards her, even if she took the initiative to arrange a job like a family party for her, she knew what it meant.This guy is good, but he's too serious.If she hadn't just ended a relationship, if the relationship between men and women she wanted was so serious and heart-digging, she would probably cherish the appearance of such a person, and at the same time happily accept each other and enjoy it to the fullest.But then again, if only one person is serious and the other person wants a relationship that retains breathing space, this kind of relationship becomes a bondage and will make people breathless.Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if she wants to have a one-night stand, she doesn't dare to find someone like Han Song.Xu You stayed on the balcony for a while, and Han Song left.There is a small open space outside the floor-to-ceiling door with two wooden chairs.Xu You exhaled a puff of cigarette and sat in a chair in a daze.I don't know how long it was, but a man walked through the path that led to the garden.Xu You saw it with his spare eyes, at first he thought it was the servant of the Han family, and he was about to get up, but when he looked sideways, it turned out to be Ji Chun.Ji Chun had just come to the party, dressed in casual clothes, with his hands in his pockets, and sat down on the wooden chair next to her.Xu You looked at him in surprise: "Why are you here?"
”Ji Chun said: "I asked Han Song, and he said you are here." ”"Oh."
Xu You stopped talking, just sat silently, holding his head with one hand, looking into the distance.Ji Chun didn't mean to chat, WeChat rang, and he took out his mobile phone and got back.For a while, the two seemed to know each other.Until the cigarette in Xu You's hand burned out, she poked the cigarette butt into the ashtray, turned her head and asked, "How long have you been here?"
”Ji Chun: "It's been almost an hour. ”Xu You: "Others come here to socialize and make contacts. ”Ji Chun smiled: "Me too, and I've already said hello to the main house, and I've been entertaining for a long time." ”Xu You: "Then you've been out for too long."
There are no connections here, what are you doing here?
”Ji Chun sighed lightly and looked at her: "It's my job to socialize, I have done it just now, it's my life to soak here with you, I'm enjoying life now, what's wrong." ”Xu You was stunned, didn't say anything for a while, just looked at him like a monster.Ji Chun's eloquence has always been very good, especially when he starts to use strong words, he is really a bunch of crooked reasoning.Xu You simply rolled his eyes and prepared to get up.Ji Chun went to take her hand and laughed in a low voice: "Why are you so angry, you don't like to listen to anything." ”Xu You withdrew his hand and leaned on the other side of the chair: "Then you can talk well." ”Ji Chun: "I'm talking well, but you have a 'prejudice' against me, so no matter what I say or do, you're like a cockroach." ”Xu You was stunned, and suddenly felt that his description was a little funny."
I didn't.""
You have."
Ji Chun deliberately was quiet for two seconds, and said, "If I hadn't taken this opportunity to catch you, you wouldn't have talked to me more than three times in normal times." ”Xu You frowned and thought for a while, and said very seriously: "I didn't." ”Ji Chun smiled slowly: "In the past two months, I have sent you WeChat twenty-seven times, and you have only replied to me seven times, each time there is only one sentence, and when I reply to you, you will have no follow-up." ”Xu You choked, she really couldn't refute this.Xu You: "Because there is no point in continuing to talk about those topics, why don't you review yourself?"
”Ji Chun turned to say: "I met occasionally in the community, I want to say a few more words to you, you seem to be in a hurry, you roll your eyes at me at every turn, you don't even bother to say 'um'." ”"......"
Xu You was silent for a while, wanting to refute, but when the words came to his mouth, he only felt a hot pain on his face.This is a slap in the face.Xu You turned his face away: "That's why you went to someone else's territory to block me?"
”"If I don't, you don't realize how much you have gone too far."
Ji Chun still said in the same tone just now, very reasonable, "Although it's a bit boring to do this, you forced me too." ”Xu You was almost angry: "You also know boredom." ”Ji Chun also smiled: "I just want to get along naturally as before." ”Xu You didn't speak, just stared at his smiling eyes that looked gentle and harmless.A gentle breeze blew through the hair of the two of them.After a long while, Xu You spoke: "Ji Chun, getting along naturally as before requires your cooperation."
Can you promise to be friendly friends and not cross the line?
”Ji Chun shook his head: "No." ”After a second, Ji Chun said again: "I've missed it once, and I don't want to continue to make mistakes."
Or you can tell me clearly, what was wrong with me this time, and where was it that you couldn't accept it?
”Xu You sneered: "I don't like you, is this reason enough." ”Ji Chun: "You like me." ”"You're too narcissistic."
Xu You took a breath and asked rhetorically: "Well, you also give me three reasons, why do I have to accept it?"
”Ji Chun quickly said: "I like you, you and I have the same personality, and they are both single now." ”Xu You paused.Ji Chun: "Uncle Xu told me about the breakup. ”Xu You couldn't bear it, and he was a white eye.Ji Chun looked at her, but smiled slowly: "You fell out of love, as your friend, I also feel very sorry." ”Xu You got up directly and raised his feet to leave.Ji Chun also moved quickly, with two arrow steps, blocking her way.Xu You stood still and looked at him directly.Ji Chun took a breath and quickly softened: "I was too anxious just now, if you don't like to hear what I said, I apologize." ”Xu You closed his eyes and lowered his tone: "We can't talk about this matter, and we won't reach a consensus." ”Ji Chun gently held her arm and got closer, but it was still a little distance: "I just want a chance, if I don't behave well, you can kick me away at any time." ”Xu You was quiet for a long time, slowly raising his eyes, skimming over his Adam's apple, chin, lips, and all the way to his eyes.Then, she said: "You just didn't achieve your goal, you are not convinced, and when you get it, it will not be fragrant."
If you don't believe it, let's go open a room tonight, have a one-night stand, and turn the page when it's over. ”Ji Chun paused, a trace of surprise crossed his eyes, but it quickly faded.He lowered his eyes and seemed to think seriously about her suggestion, and when he raised his eyes again, the strength in his hand also tightened, and the distance between him and Xu You was also closer.His breath skipped over her ear, warm, with a little patience: "I am very excited about your proposal, but I want more than one night."
I'm afraid that if I promise you, I'll be insatiable again afterwards.And you and I both know very well that I will definitely not be able to say anything about this matter, so why should we deceive ourselves?
”Xu You subconsciously turned his face away, and his breathing was chaotic.Ji Chun's lips gently pressed against her hair.Xu You heard his own heartbeat.She closed her eyes and took two deep breaths, but didn't back away.It wasn't until Ji Chun took her into his arms and wrapped his arms around her that Xu You opened his eyes and asked softly, "When did you start to regret it?"
”Ji Chun's voice sounded above her head: "It's been several years. ”Xu You asked again: "Then why do you say it now?"
”After being quiet for two seconds, Ji Chun responded in a low voice: "I couldn't be distracted at that time, there were too many shackles, and I didn't have confidence." ”Xu You: "No confidence?
”Ji Chun laughed self-deprecatingly: "I don't have confidence that I can compete with others." ”This "others" refers to Chu Zhao naturally.Ji Chun: "I have too many shortcomings, I am not responsible enough, my energy is limited, and I will ignore the feelings of the people around me, and the women I have dated are accusing me in the end, making me feel that I am bad."
Even from my own point of view, I don't think that you will break up with him and choose me again. ”Xu You's heart was blocked, and he didn't speak for a long time.Many complex emotions came to her heart together, with the memories of yesterday, the amazement of the moment, many, many more, gathered together, so that she didn't know which one to grasp.I don't know how long it took, Xu You slowly withdrew from his embrace.Ji Chun's hand also slipped down.He stared into her eyes with a hint of anticipation, and forbearance.She said: "You're right, if you said these things to me a few years ago, I really wouldn't have broken up with Chu Zhao because of you, I would have chosen him, even if I didn't have a result with him." ”It was with these words that the luster in his eyes gradually dimmed.Since he became an adult, Xu You has rarely seen such obvious emotional changes on his face.Xu You took a breath and said, "But it's not because of the reasons you said.In my opinion, you are just too responsible to care so much about things at home.If you were someone else, you would know that your father's company would not be able to sustain it, so you might forget it, and you wouldn't choose to go into debt at all.It's really lucky to be your family. ”Ji Chun's lips moved, and his Adam's apple swallowed slowly, but he didn't say a word in the end.After a while, Xu You said again: "Don't force me anymore, let me think about it." ”Ji Chun was stunned: "Are you willing to think about it and no longer avoid me?"
”Xu You: "Well, but don't keep mentioning it, and no matter what the result is, you have to accept it." ”Ji Chun responded: "Okay." ”The author has something to say: tomorrow on the 18th, the lottery will be held at four o'clock in the afternoon, the system is automatic, the lottery conditions are 100% subscribed, and five people will be drawn~ Including the two pieces of text at the end of this year, it will also be drawn together at four o'clock tomorrow.☆, sunshine, wind, drizzle 12 days after the Han family gathering, Xu You did not take the initiative to contact Ji Chun.Ji Chun has also been extra quiet these days.On the contrary, it was Han Song, who became a little wrong.Han Song came to the studio twice later, still sitting in the corner, drawing line drawings as before.He was quiet and at first glance seemed no different.But Xu You still felt that the aura on his body was very low, as if he was suppressing something.Han Song came twice, but he simply said hello, and it was the same when he left.By the third time, Xu You was not very busy that day, greeting two customers and stealing a little free time.Xu You sat at the table to retouch the film, got up halfway through the repair and went to coffee, and saw that Han Song was still in the corner, and there were some sketches scattered at his feet, some of which were still crumpled together.Xu You put down the cup, walked over and picked up a ball and spread it out.There is no problem with the technique and the like, but this painting is very ordinary, and the lines of the woman's body in the painting are very stiff and not smooth enough.Xu You picked up a few more and found that the problems were all similar.Looking at Han Song again, he hung his head and put his hands in his hair, as if he was a little depressed.She flattened the painting and put it back next to him.Han Song felt the movement, his body shook first, and then raised his head, and then came out of his emotions.Xu You followed and sat next to him, and Han Song's gaze followed her.Xu You said: "Your progress is very slow these two times, you are too impetuous, your heart is not quiet, your emotions can't enter, and you are disturbed by things outside, you can't draw what you want." ”If you care about too many things, you will have a lot of baggage, and your work will become different.Han Song took a deep breath and nodded slowly.Xu You followed and said: "If you can't calm down, it's better to stop and go back to find the reason first."
Then, do the subtraction. ”Han Song said: "Actually, I know the reason. ”Xu You raised his eyebrows, but he was a little surprised.Han Song took a breath, looked into her eyes, as if he had plucked up a lot of courage, and said, "Can you let me see your body once." ”This time, Han Song didn't blush, he didn't even blush, he just stared at her directly, with aggressive urgency.Xu You squinted his eyes and didn't refuse immediately, only said, "Then you answer me two questions first." ”Han Song nodded.Xu You: "Is it that if I don't take it off for you, you won't be able to draw it?"
”Han Song paused, unable to answer for a while.He can't answer "no", but if he answers "yes", it is tantamount to admitting that his imagination and ability are not enough, that it is his problem, that he is stuck.Sketching on a mannequin is a basic skill, Han Song has also had a lot of practice in this area, but not every human sculpture can only be made by seeing himself, foreign ancient Greek god sculptures, who has seen the gods themselves, Chinese ancient sculptures, and only appear in the paintings handed down from ancient times.Xu You didn't give Han Song much time to think about it, and quickly asked the second question: "If I take it off, can you be absolutely professional, just drawing, without generating other ideas, and not making more excessive demands?"
”Han Song was obviously stunned, and a trace of complicated emotions slipped through his eyes, and he was a little embarrassed.He could have lied, but he couldn't have done it.After being quiet for a few seconds, Han Song turned his head and admitted honestly: "I can't do it." ”Xu You seemed to smile: "Then this bottleneck can only be broken through by yourself, and I can't help you." ”After the words fell, Xu You got up and walked back.Han Song stared at her back, and soon followed, he walked a few steps, and his legs were a little numb.He asked a little anxiously, "Why?"
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”Xu You stood still and looked back at him: "What why?"
”Han Song: "Even if I have selfish intentions and can't make the guarantee you want, it's not a shameful thing, it's normal for me to have other thoughts when I see the body of a woman I like." ”Xu You has known Han Song for a while, and he has never seen such a direct side of him.Xu You asked, "You like me?"
Like what I am. ”Han Song shook his head: "I don't know, but my feeling is true, I have never wanted to draw a woman so strongly, not to complete my homework, or to draw you from the bottom of my heart, I want to understand every detail of you." ”Xu You couldn't help laughing: "Then I can't agree even more." ”Han Song: "I don't understand. ”Xu You didn't answer immediately, returned to the table and lit a cigarette, just sat on the edge of the table and looked at him, took a puff before saying, "Let's put it this way, I know that you like me, and I still agree to your request, which is tantamount to acquiescing to your fantasy and giving you the wrong hint."
And then when you can't help it, I'll tell you that I didn't mean that to you.Don't you think that's ridiculous?
”Han Song frowned and listened, and when his legs were no longer numb, he took a few steps towards her: "I don't think it's ridiculous, even if that's the case, I won't blame you." ”Xu You: "You don't blame me, it's your business."
How to decide is my business. ”An almost cold sentence drew the line between the two.Then, Xu You continued: "You have encountered a bottleneck, breaking through it is a problem you have to solve, the answer is not in others, and I am not obligated to help you."
Maybe you've heard something like that, using external forces to stimulate inspiration, such as smoking, alcohol, drugs, and sexual relations.I can tell you with certainty right now that none of them are good medicine.When you meet a good lover, you have a heart-to-heart connection, and he may be able to inspire you, but only if you have enough accumulation for this stimulation to be useful.On the other hand, even if you don't have this person, as long as your time comes, you can make a work of art even if you are sexless and loveless.External stimuli are not necessary. ”Han Song opened his mouth several times, but each time he couldn't say a word, he just stood there, listening to all Xu You's words, and then lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.Xu You didn't say anything more, just sat on the edge of the table and smoked slowly.The smell of tobacco was in the room, and the atmosphere was tense.Until Han Song's voice broke all this: "Have you encountered it?"
”Xu You paused and looked at him: "What did you encounter?"
”Han Song: "What you just said, the heart is connected, a good lover." ”Xu You smiled: "I met it." ”Han Song pursed his lips, his face was a little complicated: "Is it Chu Zhao?"
”Xu You: "Hmm. ”Han Song: "Since we met, why did we separate again?"
”Xu You replied very directly: "If you ask this, it means that you don't understand."
And why should I explain it to you?
”The words have come to this point, according to Han Song's character, it should be over.But this time, he made an exception: "What about Ji Chun?"
”Xu You even frowned, obviously displeased.Han Song didn't flinch: "Do you like him?"
”Xu You: "I like it." ”Han Song took two steps forward: "Then why did you reject him, is he not good enough?"
”Xu You was stunned, but soon understood: "Did you hear it that day?"
”Han Song: "I didn't mean to, I just wanted to figure out what I thought, I wanted to know where I was inferior to others, why I couldn't." ”Xu You opened his eyes and sighed.In fact, she didn't need to explain so much to Han Song, but she could also understand his questions and predicaments.She likes Chu Zhao and chooses to be together.She likes Ji Chun, but she doesn't dare to get close.Han Song liked her and was rejected by her.It's the same "like", but it's three ways to deal with it, and anyone will feel confused.Xu You was silent, and Han Song's mood gradually fell.After a while, he asked, "I just ......
Isn't it naïve......"
Xu You looked at it and was very polite: "Very." ”Then she asked, "Do you know why?"
”Han Song shook his head.Xu You said: "Who do you like, that's your problem."
Whether the other person can respond to your liking or not, that is the other person's choice, there is no why.There are people I like silently and don't ask for a response.For some people, I expect a response, and even if I don't get it, I won't deny myself.But you keep asking the other party why they don't respond to you, which is tantamount to imposing your own troubles on the other party. ”Speaking of this, Xu You pressed off the cigarette and said: "Life is very short, if you want to reach a higher level in art, don't waste too much time on the question of 'I love her, why doesn't she love me'."
Many artists have crossed this hurdle when they were young, or gained, or obtained, or lost, and then they understood that there were higher problems waiting for them to go to the next level.Emotional pleasure and pain, everyone has tasted it, but it only stays in everyone's heart, it is abstract.Only when you make it into a physical object and show its artistic value, can the world see it.Instead of dwelling on an unanswered question, you should express the pain in your work, and maybe in the process, you will find the answer in your heart, or you will eventually find that the answer is not worth mentioning at all. ”In fact, Xu You's meaning is very simple, whether it is happiness or suffering in the world, it is all "material", and if you have not experienced the flavors of life, how can you make "life"?