Cui Ze sat on the shore of Erhai Lake, looking at the waves of Erhai Lake, and fell into deep thought.Today's Erhai Lake is different, I don't know why, today's Xiaguan wind is howling, as if it is going to sweep everything, rushing away, I don't know where to go, I don't know where to go.And the wind was howling, and the clear water of Erhai Lake began to lap the water, a rare and magnificent scene.And Cui Ze, who saw this scene, almost burst into tears.There was once a place that, exactly like this one, was carved out of a mold.He used to be like this, squatting alone on the shore of Erhai Lake, watching the wind sweeping the water of Erhai Lake, lapping on the water's shore, watching diesel boats keep coming and going in the water, preying on the fish in the water.He remembered that when he saw his fishermen, they all greeted him with a smile and said hello, and some of them were not good at Chinese, and they would also say to him in Bai dialect: "Yo, Xiaotong, don't go home yet, your mother is afraid that she is in a hurry."
He is a Han Chinese, but he has lived in the hometown of the Bai nationality for 18 years, and his favorite place is the Erhai Lake, watching the boats coming and going, watching the wind blowing the willow trees on the riverside in Dali, and letting the slender willow branches gently swing the water.He used to wonder why the wind was so strong in this place, as if there was always a strong wind howling, never stopping, never ending.He once liked a girl, it was a Bai girl, her home was on the shore of Erhai Lake, Cui Ze used to like to squat on the shore of Erhai Lake, and she could often see the picture of her going fishing with her father, although she was not very old at that time, but she could always catch enough fish with her father, she sometimes smiled at herself, and Cui Ze would blush and feel very embarrassed.After all, I was young at the time, and I would be really embarrassed to be looked at by a girl I liked.It's a pity that I left, I left at a young age, and I couldn't tell her before leaving, I like you.However, it is inevitable that he is young and frivolous, the regret of the past, can not be staged here, he was only five years old and mistakenly thought that the more distant was just a dream, although there are regrets, although there is reluctance, but after all, he just thought it was a dream, and now Li Yunzhong's appearance confirmed that it was not a dream, and he once regretted that he could not appear again in this life.Now that I like a girl again, I can no longer hide what I like, I can no longer be a cowardly and incompetent person, she is a princess, then I have to be a person worthy of her, a hero admired by all the people, a hero worthy of a princess, what a beautiful picture.Tell her what you didn't dare to say, keep in mind the regrets of your previous life, miss it once, and can't miss it a second time.Cui Ze sat on the shore of Erhai Lake, which was suddenly slapped by the wind with a splash, and his thoughts drifted to Xiaguan, another Xiaguan.Thinking about it, Cui Ze suddenly thought of a woman, a woman with an apron, always full of sadness, and only smiled when she saw herself.Forced to smile, I once didn't understand, why she was like this, but now I understand, but it's too late.Cui Ze looked at the turbulent surface of the Erhai Sea, and suddenly two lines of clear tears flowed forward, and the sound of whimpering gradually sounded, Cui Ze covered his mouth, and pressed the sorrow in his heart, he looked around, but there was no one.He didn't want to cry, but after the smile was a little far-fetched, and the woman who was mostly sad appeared in his mind, he couldn't help but want to cry, especially crying."
Mom, I miss you so much, Ah .........
I miss you. ”Looking at the Erhai Lake, the tears on his face fell into the water in a hurry, this General Annan of the Lichao Dynasty, this Uncle Zhenbei, and the escort on the Southwest Road, because the mother in her heart, on the shore of the Erhai Lake, couldn't stop crying.He is twenty years old this year, and he has appeared in this strange world for fifteen years.Fifteen years, I don't know what happened to the woman, she used to always frown because of her illness, and when she saw herself, she would smile far-fetched, but the woman didn't know that every time she hid and cried, there was always a child watching her in the corner and crying with her."
Mom, I met a girl I like very much, she is very good, very beautiful, and she is also a princess, by the way, your son is also very good, now he is a general of the third grade, you used to always say that I don't look at those wild histories, but now I will prove to you, those things are very useful."
Cui Ze said and suddenly smiled, but his eyes were already red and swollen, and there were still tears flowing."
Mom, you know what?
Your son can be out of luck, for her, I am willing to join the army, just thinking about one day entering Beijing, look at her, in fact, your son was in Qingzhou at the time, I didn't know that she also liked me, I thought it was just that I liked her, I thought, it doesn't matter if you can't be together, this is her brother's courtesy, and she is the eldest princess, then I will guard this country for her, as long as she is doing well, I will be very happy. ”"Mom, do you say that your son is stupid, you can do this kind of stupid thing, but my son can't help it, my son just likes her, I am happy when I look at her, I am happy when I see her, my son is a person who has no ability, but he can still fight here, I know that she is sad, I will bear the sorrow.""
Mom, my son later learned that she also liked me, and in order to find me, she begged the emperor many times to send out the spy department, Mom, do you know what this concept is?
I don't think you know, and you don't like this, you don't understand this, and you just think about when my illness will get better. ”"You don't know or not, my son wants to tell you that she is very good to me, she has done everything she can, my son is very happy, I think mom, you will definitely say, what a good girl, hehehe, yes, what a good girl, Ah Tong decided, such a good girl, how can you live up to it?
She is the eldest princess, the Li Dynasty is her home, I will help his family, there is an enemy invasion, the son of the blue gun and the white horse will beat them back, if the world is peaceful, then the son will accompany her, whatever she wants, the son will accompany her, as long as she wants.Okay Mom, I'm a general, crying and crying is not good, I won't talk to you, by the way, you must pay attention to your body, don't think about what you don't have, my son is doing well, you have to live well, by the way, Mom, tell Dad, don't drink, it's okay to drink a little bit of that thing occasionally, and it hurts your body if you drink too much. ”Cui Ze threw a stone into the water, stood up, and wiped away his tears.His face was still red and swollen, but he was smiling, he told his mother everything he had done, he told her everything he thought, he was relaxed now, even if he might die here next, he would face it with a smile.Cui Ze carried the gun behind him, waved his hand in the air, and left here, red eyes, smiling face, ordinary face, and the soul of two lives.Maybe Cui Ze didn't know, maybe he wouldn't know in his life, in a small area of Xiaguan City, Huaxia, in the middle of the night, a woman with white hair in her forties was sleeping soundly, but tears kept surging in the corners of her eyes, and she kept saying in her sleep: "I know, I know, go and go."
The man next to him, who was also white-haired, shook the woman with a worried face, and whispered softly, the woman had not smiled since her son's death, and he was really worried.But the woman seemed to be asleep soundly, and it was useless for the man to push and shove her, and the smile on her face blossomed, and she muttered that she knew, and that she should be careful.The man's face was full of worry, thinking that the woman had dreamed of a child who had been dead for many years, his eyes were slightly red, and he gently hugged the woman and shed tears in the corners of his eyes for her.And the man didn't know, the woman really dreamed of her son, she saw in the dream, the son squatted on the shore of Erhai Lake, told her about the experience of these years, said that he fell in love with a girl, to guard the girl's home, and finally the son carried a gun, red eyes, but turned away with a smile, looking at the son himself in black armor, carrying the back of the green gun, the woman smiled with relief, he really grew up, and he also came out.()