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Chapter 28 Twilight came, and it was dark early because of the snow.Gao Song drank a few sips of wine, and explained a few words to Rong Yan, seeing that the hour was about the same, he personally went to the garden to find Yiren who was playing in the snow, and brought the person back to the house.Rong Yan was worried about Yiren's permanent residence in the Prince's Mansion, and originally wanted to talk to Gao Chung a few more words, but saw him carefully tidy up the snow on Yiren's robe, and carefully helped him put on his cloak and buckle his hood, and Yiren had been standing there obediently, with a pair of bright eyes, and let Gao Chung help.Rong Yan hooked his lower lip and swallowed back the words that came to his mouth.Everyone has their own destiny, everyone has their own choices, even if they live an extra life, they should not take it for granted to interfere with others.After all, in this life he has relived, he still hasn't been able to understand and be transparent.I don't know if it's because of the drinking, or if it's because I've spent too much time playing with Yiren in the past few days, after sending people away, Rong Yan couldn't lift his spirits anymore, wrapped his cloak tightly, and sat in the verandah in a daze.His thoughts turned, and he couldn't help but think of Gao Song's words just now, Liang Ji actually asked to marry Princess Chengyang.He sighed for a long time, but he felt all kinds of emotions surging in his heart, sour and bitter, and it was difficult to hold himself.Because there was no one to cook, the charcoal basin had been quietly extinguished, and the night wind was blowing, and Rong Yan couldn't help but shiver.But he didn't want to get up, and finally just reached out and poured himself another glass of wine, and after the spicy taste, all that remained was bitter.Rong Yan couldn't figure out what was wrong.From the moment he was reborn, he was determined that he would treat Liang Ji as a stranger in this life, and he insisted on doing so.But he always got involved with Liang Ji again and again for various reasons, and all kinds of plans were finally disrupted by Liang Ji.At the beginning of the snow, the moonlight shone into the courtyard, Rong Yan's fingers were a little cold, so he had to approach the tandoor oven where the warm wine was roasted, and his eyes turned around, just to see the two snow lions in the center of the courtyard, one large and one small.Rong Yan blinked, slowly put down the cup in his hand, pulled on his robe, stepped on the snow in the courtyard that had not yet had time to be cleared, and walked in front of them.The snow fell on them during the day, and it became two snowdrifts, one large and one small.Rong Yan looked at it for a while, slowly stretched out his hand, and waved away the floating snow on it with his sleeve, revealing their vague appearance.After the first snow that Rong Yan moved into this house, the two snow lions stayed here, and the sunny days melted in the sun, and the snow was covered with fresh snow, and although Rong Yan had taken care of them, he could only watch them gradually lose their original appearance.He squatted down, stretched out his hand and nodded on the little snow lion's big eyes, which were even more stunned, and couldn't help but think of the way Liang Ji looked when he sent it to him that day, and couldn't help but think that many things in his previous life were actually very obvious, but Rong Yan never wanted to delve into it.Even if everything is really what he thinks, it will not change his original intention in this life.Footsteps suddenly came from behind him, very soft, but clearly falling into Rong Yan's ears.Rong Yan turned his head and saw Liang Ji standing at the gate of the courtyard with deep eyes.Rong Yan bit his lower lip, reached out and touched the little snow lion's head, stood up straight and looked back at Liang Ji quietly.Liang Ji's eyes swept over the courtyard, stopped at the verandah for a while, seemed to shake his head helplessly, and then walked to Rong Yan's side on the thick snow: how can you stay in the courtyard when it's so cold.Rong Yan took a step back, tilting his head slightly to look at Liang Ji's expression: Why did the general come over at this time?
He glanced at the gate of the courtyard, and he was still so grandiose.I heard that the prince came to you when he came out of the palace.Liang Ji said slowly, I think you should have a lot of things to ask me.How dare I ask the general?
Rong Yan laughed lightly, if I say it, I should make amends to the general, I didn't know that the general and the princess had long been in love, and I was bold enough to move my mind that I shouldn't have, and I hope the general will forgive me.Now I understand, I will accept the infatuation that I shouldn't have, and I wish the general and the princess a hundred years of good togetherness, and they will never leave.Liang Ji looked at Rong Yan intently, and when he heard his last sentence, his Adam's apple trembled, and finally let out a very light sigh: Rong Yan.He slowly summoned the name that had been condensed in his heart, from beginning to end, who I want to be inseparable from, don't you really know?
Rong Yan raised his head suddenly, met Liang Ji's gaze, his eyes flashed slightly, and he avoided his gaze: After all, the general and I are just strangers, what does the general think in his heart, how do I know?
Liang Ji lowered his head, glanced at the little snow lion at his feet, and said softly: If it weren't for some things that were too obvious, I really would have thought that all this was just my obsession.He turned his gaze and looked at Rong Yan quietly, it's cold outside, you can't stand the cold, let's talk about it in the house.Rong Yan's fingers hidden in the sleeves of his wide robe trembled, he glanced at Liang Ji, pursed his lips, turned around and went back to the room, Liang Ji touched the little snow lion's head lovingly, and followed Rong Yan into the door.Because the charcoal basin is burning all the time, the room is extremely warm.It's just that Rong Yan has been outside for too long, and the chill is surging back and forth on his body, and it can't be dissipated for a long time.Rong Yan couldn't help but wrap his cloak tightly, and leaned in front of the charcoal basin to roast his cold hands in silence.Liang Ji closed the door with his hand, glanced at Rong Yan, poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to him: Drink a little to warm up your body first, and when I came, I asked the steward to order someone to cook the soup, and it will be delivered later.Rong Yan took the teacup and took a sip, the warm liquid went down the throat, bringing a bit of warmth, and Rong Yan gradually found his thoughts.He held the teacup and stared thoughtfully at the charcoal basin in front of him: why bother?
He turned his head to look at Liang Ji, some things should have been guarded and let it be a secret, so that at least you and I don't have to be so embarrassed.Liang Ji sat down across from him, quietly looking at the pair of eyes he was most familiar with.There are traces of everything.At first, Rong Yan didn't think that there was another person in this world who had a chance to live again like him, and this person was the one he was most familiar with.He completely deviated from the direction of his previous life, and also left one doubt after another in Liang Ji's heart.Will Rong Yan also be reborn?
When this thought first arose in his mind, Liang Ji almost thought that he was crazy or not, that person obviously had the same eyebrows and eyes as in his previous life, but his temperament and temperament seemed to be another person.Until that snowy night, the young man who was drunk in the carriage called out his name unsuspectingly.I did.Liang Ji stared at Rong Yan's still slightly reddened fingers clenching the cup, and for a moment he almost reached out and took those hands into his palms.But he eventually restrained himself: When did you find out?
Rong Yan lowered his eyes, and after a long time, he laughed softly: You have been tempted so many times openly and secretly, if I didn't notice it at all, wouldn't it disappoint you.I didn't mean to be tempting.Liang Ji shook his head and defended himself, I just want you to do everything as you wish, and I want you to be happy.Let me do everything I want?
There was a bit of sarcasm in Rong Yan's tone, if he had said this a few days earlier, maybe I would have believed it.It's just that today you and King Ji jointly asked to marry Princess Chengyang, and after ruining my good deeds, you still have to say this.Liang Ji, how do you ask me to believe you?
You know I'm not really going to marry a princess.Liang Ji said, although the queen mother has been in good health in recent days, you and I both know that her life is about to end, and she will not survive this spring, when the whole country will keep filial piety, and the princess's marriage will also be delayed.It is precisely because of this that you want to ask to marry Princess Chengyang at such a time.It turns out that you know everything.The smile on Rong Yan's face gradually disappeared, and ridicule came to his eyes, you know that I tried my best to get rid of the surveillance of the Wei State, and Emperor Shouguang promised to help me but was unwilling to pay too much, and asking to marry Princess Chengyang was the best opportunity for me to gain a foothold in Xu, but you still insisted on disrupting my plan.Be.Liang Ji replied frankly, he pressed the armrest of the seat next to him with one hand, and stared at the person in front of him with a pair of eyes, do you know that when I closed my eyes when I confirmed your identity, Liang Ji could still remember the mood at that time.Knowing what the road ahead is, how can I possibly let you go again?
Liang Ji raised his hand and pressed his heart, and said in a low voice, You shouldn't have come to Longcheng that day.So where do you want me to go?
Find an old forest in the deep mountains to talk incognito for the rest of my life, and watch the people who killed me in my previous life be as happy as in my previous life?
Rong Yan stood up and looked at Liang Ji condescendingly, his eyes were faintly red, in my previous life, I obviously didn't participate in anything, I didn't ask for anything, I just wanted to keep you to live simply, but they just wanted to drag me down the quagmire, cut off my wishes, cut off my way of life, then in this life, I will obey their wishes!
I'm going to make them all restless, and I'm going to take back all that I've lost, with my own hands.Liang Ji got up and finally took Rong Yan's hand: Rong Yan!
Rong Yan looked at Liang Ji with a pair of red eyes, his eyes flowed, as if there was a flash of water, he withdrew his hand from Liang Ji's palm little by little, and showed him an extremely bright smile: I hope you can understand that everything I want to do has nothing to do with you.Rong Yan looked at Liang Ji's empty palm, looked down at his wrist, there was a smile in his voice, and when it fell into Liang Ji's ears, there was only pain left, Liang Ji.Rong Yan said word by word: When you insisted on bringing me back to the palace in the last life, you and I had nothing to do with it.Now that there is a showdown, it is better to make it clear, I don't want to have anything to do with you in this life, from now on, the bridge will return to the bridge, the road will return to the road, please General Liang let me live alone and happily once.The author has something to say: I'm sorry for being late, because I always felt that I didn't write the effect I wanted, so I changed it several times.Although there is a showdown, some things in the previous life have not yet been clarified, so reconciliation will not be reconciled so quickly.Rong Yan's choice has his own reasons, which will always be explained clearly later.See you tomorrow.Thank you to the little angel who voted for me during 2020-05-2311:59:41~2020-05-2412:26:02 ~ Thank you to the little angel who voted for the rocket launcher: agdash1; Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: agdash3; I want to raise my head 2 warm sun spring grass; 1 soldier (wordless soldier) and 1 star; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Chapter 29 In his previous life, Liang Ji had heard similar words.He closed his eyes slightly, as if he could still see the scene at that time.Rong Yan fell into his arms with a pale face, blood was constantly pouring out from the corners of his lips, the poison continued to erode his consciousness, drawing away his strength, he couldn't even see Liang Ji's face clearly, and reluctantly said word by word: I knew that this would be the case, I was in the post house that day, it would be good not to talk to you Liang Ji thought, Rong Yan probably didn't have time to finish the second half of the sentence at that time, he regretted that he met him in this life, and if there was an afterlife, he didn't want to have anything to do with himself.Now that there really is an afterlife, Rong Yan really did it.After Rong Yan said that, he suddenly calmed down, sat back slowly on the chair, and lowered his eyes to look at the charcoal fire in front of him.He hadn't heard Liang Ji's response for a long time, and he didn't seem to care about his response, as if no matter how Liang Ji chose, he wouldn't change his words.Liang Ji's eyes drooped slightly, and he saw Rong Yan squeezing his right wrist that had just been pulled by Liang Ji with his left hand, and the back of his left hand was covered with green tendons, as if he was enduring some pain.Liang Ji's face changed, and he subconsciously wanted to open his mouth to question, but he suddenly came to his senses.He naturally knew what happened to Rong Yan's right wrist, which had been broken by someone with brute force, even if it was something that happened in his previous life, and his wrist was intact at the moment, but the pain left a deep imprint in Rong Yan's heart, lingering in his mind all the time, reminding him.In his previous life, the cup of poisonous wine had an attack in his mouth, quickly eroding Rong Yan's internal organs, and by the time the imperial doctor finally arrived, he was already lacking in skills.Ignoring the obstruction of the two guards at the door, Liang Ji insisted on bringing Rong Yan's body back to the Liang Mansion, expelling all the subordinates, wiping the blood stains on his face and hands with a wet cloth with his own hands, combing his messy hair and tying up the hair crown, and finally replacing his old blood-stained robe.It was then that Liang Ji discovered his broken wrist, as well as many new wounds on his body, large and small, that would only be left after being tortured.No one knows Rong Yan better than him, in his previous life, he was just an innocent and innocent teenager who would still be timid.But in the period before he died, he experienced pain that he had never suffered in his life, and was forced to a dead end, so he could only drink poisoned wine to end everything.Liang Ji can imagine how desperate Rong Yan will be during the few days he was locked up in the cold palace.Hatred and remorse gradually eroded Liang Ji's consciousness.All of this is because of him.Although someone laid a trap early and prepared a dead end for Rong Yan that could not be turned back.But it was he who insisted on leading him on this path, despite the pleading of honor.Liang Ji woke up from his memories, his eyes fell on Rong Yan, full of love and endless pain.Good.He heard his voice become hoarse and unpleasant, coughed lightly, made his voice more natural, and forced himself to calm down: Okay, I promise you.When the words fell, he reluctantly withdrew his gaze, turned to open the door, and walked away without looking back.The door opened and closed, leaving only a soft sound.Rong Yan subconsciously looked over, but it was empty, and there was nothing.He raised his hand to cover his eyes, but a warm liquid gushed out.All beings are suffering.Rong Yan couldn't help but think, even if he lived again, even if he knew many things and changed many things, he still had to fall into such pain and couldn't extricate himself.The charcoal basin burned extremely strongly, and Rong Yan gradually felt the warmth, but he didn't bother to get up and take off the heavy cloak on his body, and sat there as if all his strength had been drained.His thoughts were constantly drifting, one moment he was holding hands with Liang Ji in the streets and alleys of Longcheng to talk and laugh, and the next moment he was in the deep palace before he died, and he experienced all the pain he had endured at that time, and the whole person curled up on the chair, huddled into a ball, and couldn't stop trembling.The door was pushed open from the outside, and Rong Yan subconsciously raised his head and saw UBS standing at the door with a food box.Childe, the kitchen is cooking decanting soup for you, you UBS couldn't help but be stunned when she saw him like this, hurriedly put down the food box in his hand, stepped forward and said: Childe, what's wrong with you?
It's so hot in the house, why are you still wearing such a thick one?
Rong Yan looked at him in a daze for a while, blinked slightly, and finally put down his clenched right hand: UBS?
UBS was flustered by him, and when he finally spoke, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and dialed the charcoal: Childe, are you okay?
Rong Yan's eyes were still faintly red, and there were tears on his face, which didn't look like he was fine, but he shook his head slightly, laughed, and laughed at himself: If you drink too much, you will have hysteria.As he spoke, he raised his arm towards UBS, helped me take off my cloak, and had some hot water come over.