Don't do it.Hou Wenchang still smiled: If you stop it, I'll do public relations.The two were at a stalemate, and the family began to count their children again, and they talked a lot of things, very fluently.You said he said it, he said it and she said that everyone had something to say except for his sister and the little kid across from him.Si Yanan blinked slowly, his tinnitus became more and more serious, and he looked down at his fingertips.It seems to be shaking.He still didn't want to sit down, so he stood still and waited.He knew that they would definitely come up with a result.After standing for half an hour, a large family finally said that they were tired, and they drank water one after another, and stroked their chests.The mother looked at everyone in embarrassment and walked up to him gently.Xiao An.She said.Si Yanan glanced at her.Well, don't be too angry, you're tired during this time, right?
I heard that I won a grand prize before?
Mother didn't wait for his reaction, slightly disappointed, and tried to be as patient as she could put her arm around his shoulder.may have meant to hug it, but Si Yanan was too tall, she couldn't hold that effect, so she had to settle for the next best.Mom will discuss it with you, what about you two brothers, don't always make trouble, every time this time, after all, it was you who provoked it first, what about you, take a step back first, I promise, look at Wenchang with your aunt, and let him apologize to you on the Internet.What do you think?
His mother looked at him tenderly and hopefully.Si Yanan had already guessed this result.But it was still ruthless, and I was disappointed again.The feeling of a tachycardia's loss of control made him unable to react rationally for a moment, and he reached out and jerked the vase on the cabinet next to him to the ground.It was an antique, very large, and the sound of slamming on the ground matched its volume, heavy and slow.The pieces of porcelain burst open, and the crumbs crackled and played like in slow motion.Screams rang out all around, one after another.It's too noisy, he thought, slamming his fist into the back shelf.The knuckles were numb in pain like fire, blood was running down, and there was a little pain from something falling on the head, and then there was a sound of something shattering.The relationship between the two families is not complicated.The Si family died early, only his mother, aunt, and two children.The two sisters have a good relationship, they are married and very close, and they never seem to disagree, and they will always be happy.In his early years, his mother fell in love with a professor of British astronomy who came to exchange and study, and launched a passionate pursuit, and it didn't take long for him to be there.The two married for five years and then divorced, and the mother remarried to the stepfather and gave birth to a younger sister.When he was 10 years old, his sister fell seriously ill, and his mother and stepfather took her abroad for surgery.Although Si Yanan could stay at home and take care of the nanny, but in the end he was still a child, and his mother felt that this was very bad, so she finally discussed it and sent him to her aunt's house.My aunt's eldest son was born a year earlier, and Hou Wenchang became Si Yanan's cousin.A boy of about the same age, for a virtual territory can fight until his head is bleeding, Si Yanan doesn't remember why he hates this cousin for a long time, but whenever the other party calls friends to come over, he will always be alone.Sometimes he also wonders why he is always alone, and what is different about him.And back home, he felt even more lonely.When he was a child, he didn't understand it, but when he grew up, he realized that all his mother wanted was a harmonious and warm painting.For the sake of peace, Si Yanan always had to make sacrifices.After all, he is a deformed puzzle, a twisted ornament, as long as he corrects it, everyone will be fine.But now, everyone is screaming, and the painting is being torn apart.Is it the first time?
For the first time.It's so cool.Si Yanan felt that he had never been so happy.He finally ruined this wonderful, harmonious scene, and he felt like he was flying now, and the soles of his feet were soft and numb.But when the screaming stopped and the silence came, he suddenly came to his senses again.Everyone looked at him with shock and horror in their eyes.He stands in front of everyone, playing the role of a complete villain, he is unreasonable, he is on the opposite side, he is scary.Si Yanan lowered his head blankly and looked at his clenched hand, which was dripping with blood.Then he saw his sister subconsciously shrink her head.Okay, so be it.After he finished speaking, the crowd was still silent.He stood for a moment, nodded again, and turned to walk towards the door.By the way, when he opened the door, Si Yanan remembered something and said: I will stop today, and you will start apologizing tomorrow.Otherwise, I will sue the day after tomorrow and send you in.Chapter 61 An empty road, not to mention people and cars, I can't even see a ghost.There was a long distance between the two street lights, and the illuminated area was not as long as the dark place, Si Yanan walked for ten minutes, suspecting that this was a highway.I don't feel cold, and it's hard to think logically.I just feel terrible, everything is terrible, and there is a ball of thread in front of me, one dead knot after another, and eight thousand in a row.The current mood is like the feeling of picking at this ball of thread for eight hours in a row, and being told that if you can't pick it, you can't stand up and move.Stiff, impatient, and even too lazy to stand up and roar.Tired.As a child, he hated the color of his eyes, and he was always singled out at a glance in any group.Every strange adult will ask, oh, you are mixed-race, what nationality is your mother, oh no, what nationality is your father?
Children are of mixed race, why are you mixed-race, why are you mixed-race, why are your eyes green, so strange, why why.Where did Si Yanan know why when he was a child, he knew that it was different, anyway, he was different.Before learning the rules of human society, children are always as innocent and cruel as beasts, curious, ridiculed, and feel that they have power in their hands because they have excluded someone, and after experiencing this feeling, it is difficult not to pursue it.There is no solution to this, but as the children get older and become more and more like individuals, things will get better.Si Yanan understood that he didn't want to blend in anymore, and he couldn't get over this hurdle in his heart.Obviously, I don't have a particularly impressive memory, but when I see the crowd, I still want to stay away.But in the end, it is still a person, and if it is a person, it will be lonely and boring, and it can only find all kinds of things to care about, to have, to be needed, and to let yourself live as much as possible like a normal person with bonds.It's okay to do it at the moment, he thought, it seems to be okay.Although Xu Huangshan's teasing in the studio movie can't be done, he still has a second hand to prepare, and Fu Yongchuan has also said hello, so it should be no problem.What else?
It seems to be pretty good.Si Yanan walked along this road for more than an hour before he saw a fork in the road.A car drove by the side of the road, and the smoke and dust kicked up, and he coughed twice.I wanted to take out my mobile phone to take a taxi, but I didn't put my hand in my pocket for a long time, he tried to move, and found that it was frozen, and the blood was sticking to the joints.He had muted before, but he didn't feel the vibration, and he didn't know why there were so many missed calls.Ignoring these, he directly poked at the taxi APP.It's the eighth day of the new year, and many drivers who support their families have gone to work, but this place is too remote, and no one takes orders for half a day.Si Yanan hadn't used this broken software, and he didn't know if he could tip it, so he stuck in the pestle and blew the wind.But he was strangely calm and couldn't get up, probably because he didn't want to go home much.In the end, there was still a driver who took the order, and Si Yanan felt really cold before he sat in.There was a cross talk of Deyun Club in the car, bursts of laughter, the driver was not a compulsion, and when he looked in the rearview mirror, he saw the blood on his head and was startled.Hey brother, what's the matter with you, do you want to go to the hospital?
Si Yanan didn't hear it.He fell asleep for a while, and it was hard to say whether he could sleep or not, and he dreamed very efficiently.In the dream, there was a burning cloud, and a boy from the same class came up to him, his face was blurred, and he asked, "Are you gay?"
He was just bored and swiped Weibo for a while, and just flipped to a photography nine-square grid, clicked on it and looked at it.The model is a man, a bit of a sideline, but it's not his thing, and he strokes his hands very quickly, I don't know how this guy came to such a conclusion.The place he was sitting by the window was now shrouded in orange light outside, which made him a little strangely lazy.The driver hadn't come yet, and the road was blocked, he smiled and joked casually: Yes, what, do you want to chase me?
The boy blushed instantly, then rushed out of the classroom with his bag on his back.Is he that scary?
Si Yanan thought casually.The picture suddenly flashed, the background was a sea, and Hou Wenchang kicked the sand castle he piled up to scatter.The gravel rose up, and some of it was clumped because of the water.Dog.Si Yanan heard himself say, and his voice was thin: You are a dog.You're a monster!
Hou Wenchang roared: Look in the mirror yourself, a monster!
Disgusting!
Eyesore!
Ugly!
Then you are a pig.After Si Yanan finished speaking, he jumped up, grabbed Hou Wenchang's hair, and pressed his face into the sand, Hou Wenchang couldn't help but struggle.A handful of waves rolled up, and the picture was shattered again.This time he stood in a cramped alley, looking blankly at the sky, narrow, but dazzling.It must be noon, it's so hot, it's so hot that the air is distorted.He saw a cat, a kitten, with a black back, white paws, and fierce eyes.There was a pungent smell in the alley, and he wanted to leave quickly, but after walking a few steps away, he couldn't help but look back at the cat to see why it was wandering there.Maybe there's no reason, after all, it's a cat, how can a person understand a cat?
But he also thought that people obviously can't understand people.So he stopped.It turned out that the cat was more logical than human, and it didn't take long for a bun stall to come out next to it.The fragrant steamed buns are steamed and mixed with the smell of the surrounding garbage heaps, which is eerie and disgusting.The cat crouched by the wall for a moment, screaming, dragging and trembling in a long voice.When the stall owner saw it, he set up his stall and ignored it.After a while, just as Si Yanan was about to leave, the cat barked again.This time, the stall owner probably packed up, took a bun out of the room, and threw it at the cat.The little thing with a black back is very alert, worthy of being a predator in nature, such a big body, jumping up half a person high, after holding the bun, turn around and run.Si Yanan followed a few steps, and there was a horizontal fork in the road in front of him, and the cat jumped into it to the left.The next moment, a black shadow flashed in front of him, and a sound of chirping came out.Scary.Si Yanan trotted in a few steps, saw the scene in front of him clearly, and was speechless for a while.A dirty little black boy confronted the kitten, and the bun was already in the child's hand.Seeing him appear, all the cats looked at him vigilantly.It's amazing, snatching food with cats, Si Yanan was really shocked.After asking for a long time, the child didn't say anything, there was no sound in the picture, and the child had no face, just a black silhouette.At that time, he thought that the child was a mute, which made him feel pity and take care of his affairs.Who knew that after the management, I found that he could speak, but he just didn't like to talk.The sun was still hanging high, and they sat on the pewlett that didn't smell very good, which had been painted green at first, but now mottled and mostly fell off.He broke half a piece of crushed ice for the shadow kid, it was so hot that he wanted to shrink into the half of the popsicle.Why don't you speak?
He heard himself ask, "Why don't you ask for help?"
Not.The child said that his voice was rustling, and his face was cold and cool.It's nothing?
Use.Si Yanan was stunned for a while, and couldn't help laughing, alas, why is it useless to gasp for breath?
You see that the cat will bark, and if you call someone, the stall owner will give it food, and you will also bark, there must be a kind person to give you food.Si Yanan said.No.Why not?
Cat.The child paused, and jumped out word by word: cuter than me.Si Yanan heard himself and began to laugh again.Although he couldn't see the little black child's face clearly, he still felt that the other party's expression should be strange, dazed, and inexplicable.There's also a bit of cat-like conventional contempt.Nobody, like me.Because, I, am not lovable.The child said seriously: I can't get anything.Cats can.So cats, cute.I, no.Cute is just likable, right?
Si Yanan said: You are also a human being, you like yourself first, you will be cute.The Black Shadow Child is in chaos.You talked to me, and I think you're pretty cute right now.That cat isn't as cute as you.You did it.Si Yanan smiled: Go and treat others like this, you won't be hungry.The child was finally sent to the police station, and Si Yanan stood at the entrance of the alley, looking at the bright sky cut by the telephone pole again.A cat barked in the alley.There were cracks in the stone slabs on the ground, and he avoided them and walked in step by step.The black-backed and white-pawed cat was still in the old position, and when he saw him, he hung his tail vigilantly and remained motionless for a long time, as if the video was stuck.He stretched out his hand and lifted the back of the cat's neck, and the cat's roar with teeth and claws made people have a headache.You shook the cat: Do you want to call it cute?
Si Yanan opened his eyes suddenly, and his heart began to beat very hard again.There was an air conditioner in the car, and the pain of the wound that had been numb from the cold before was revived, and the knuckles, forehead, and even every inch of muscle were sore.He didn't know what was wrong, he felt like a fire on his body, and there was a strange uneasiness that had nothing to do with the protest of his body.The driver's cross talk has been turned off, and the car is terrifyingly quiet.The phone was still in my hand, and I looked at the time, and only five minutes had passed.Passing through most of Chongshi, a large amount of snow fell in the sky.When he got out of the car, the driver kindly asked him if he wanted an umbrella, but Si Yanan refused with a hoarse voice.He quickened his pace to his home, and after a few seconds he trotted again, but when he finally stood in front of the door, gasping for breath, he hesitated and did not press the fingerprint lock for a long time.Although it is a cat that only loves to fight against humans, and wants to throw it away 800 times a day, it also has the cute little habit that a cat should have.When you're hungry, you'll come and meow, if you don't close the door, you'll sleep on your pillow, and sometimes you close the door for absolute silence and come out to find it nestled in the doorway.It is a picky eater, gluttonous, and thinks that the things in the cat's bowl must not be as delicious as the palm of your hand, and the little tongue is dry and soft, and it is crispy and numb when licked past.It also has a thirteen-year-old habit of coming to the door when you come home if there is no one else in the house.Sometimes it's squatting behind the door and yawning, sometimes it's licking your hands on the shoe cabinet, and it's all sorts of tricks.But now, he had stood in the doorway for so long, and he hadn't heard a sound.Si Yanan finally opened the door, and the entrance was dim, and there was no cat.Chapter 62 In order to enter the community, Ming Chen's brain was going to be boiled dry.The security of Si Yan'an's community was outrageously good, he arrived there early, planning to climb over the wall like he had done before looking for Xu Huangshan, but he found that he had overestimated himself.The physical mortal is no match for high-tech, and the power grid and infrared alarm are pulled on the wall of the community, according to the system assessment, if he breaks in, the chance of being by an electric adult is as high as 70%.