He hadn't eaten much all day and couldn't vomit anything.But he couldn't control this purely physiological reaction at all, and his whole body began to twitch when he vomited.Hu Lao hurriedly rang the bell and called the doctor and nurse.A group of people hurriedly invited Hu Lao out, and before the door of the ward closed, Hu Lao's eyes passed through the chaotic white figure and saw Ming Xia's body curled up on the hospital bed and still convulsed.He finally understood why the child's nervous breakdown had come about.He wasn't frightened by the spectators, he wasn't scared at all.His situation is more like being forced to eat people.And it's still a child's food.This kind of persecution directly broke his ethics and morality as a human being.Hu Lao didn't know how to appease him for a while.It is true that those old things happened thousands of years ago, but Ming Xia really experienced all this in the memory of the Eagle King.At that moment, in that world of special memories, he was the Eagle King.What he saw, heard, and felt physically was real.That's Mingxia's own memory.Qingqiu was eager to rush in through the window, but was dragged back by Nanjiang and dragged all the way to find Hu Lao.Hu Lao didn't come up with a way for a while.When Nanjiang entered the door with the little fox, he was considering the feasibility of hypnotizing him.It seemed like an idea, but the problem was that next summer's mental state was very bad, and the suggestion itself might irritate him again.Hu Lao was at a loss.He was swept up in the memories of the Eagle King, and experienced the whole process of the Eagle King's slaughter of the city from the first perspective.Hu Lao was familiar with the habits of Gu carvings, and when he thought of eating internal organs alive, he also wanted to vomit.But knowing is different from experiencing it in person, and this experience has to be replayed repeatedly in Mingxia's memory.Nanjiang was dumbfounded.He just overheard a few words, and thought that Ming Xia was stimulated by seeing monsters eating people.Hu Lao's eyes were solemn, and his face was a little pale, in that kind of virtual realm, he was a wisp of brain waves, wrapped in the powerful consciousness of the Eagle King, and there was nowhere to escape.All his senses are connected to the Eagle King.In other words, when the Eagle King feels that the baby's internal organs are extremely delicious, Ming Xia will also feel this way, which is what makes him the most devastated.Nanjiang listened blankly, and a strong sense of remorse slowly surged in his heart.When he was in the seal, the situation was more urgent, and all his emotions were temporarily suppressed.But this emotion has gone through a fermentation process, and the impact on him will only be greater.Hu Lao sighed and waved his hand tiredly, I want to think about it.What are you all supposed to do, what are you going to do?
Nanjiang Muran got up, and when he walked to the door, he heard Hu Lao tell him again, there must be someone around him next to him.The people of the second team began to take turns to accompany the bed.Nursing jobs include doctors and nurses, who mainly play a companion role.Because Hu Lao said, you can't let Mingxia stay alone.But as time passed, Mingxia still showed more and more symptoms of PTSD.Repeated nightmares, nervous vomiting when encountering stimuli, and sometimes hallucinations.He can't have meat in his food, and he can't even hear the word.At night, he began to have difficulty sleeping, and once he did, he would quickly wake up from nightmares.Ming Xia quickly lost weight.Chapter 124 Forgive each other but I fell asleep just now, but I dreamed that I went back to Mingxia and slept groggily for a long time, and every time I woke up, I was in the bed in the ward, sometimes during the day, sometimes at night.The little fox always guards him, and there is Nanjiang.Mingxia lay on the pillow and smiled at Nanjiang, I'm sorry.I can't wake up all the time.Nan Jiang sat on the chair next to the bed, the evening light shining in through the window behind him, and he looked warm.Why say you're sorry.Nanjiang also looked at him and smiled, his eyes were soft, I was still thinking just now, I have known you for a long time, but I have been busy, I have been busy, I have never even gone out to watch a movie with you.There are also.Ming Xia pursed her lips slightly, and ate outside together.There is also Qingqiu.Nanjiang saw Mingxia's eyes sweeping around the room, knowing that he was looking for Qingqiu, and Qingqiu was called away by Hu Lao.Come back later.Ming Xia nodded, his eyes narrowed, he was a little sleepy again, but he was still thinking about what Nan Jiang said just now.Nanjiang, he called his name softly, if you have a chance in the future, I will invite you to watch a movie.Nanjiang answered, supplemented him, and bought Coke and popcorn.Coke should not be sugar-free.Mingxia mentions the conditions, sugar-free is not delicious.Nanjiang smiled, didn't you say you want to quit sugar?
Don't quit.Ming Xia was a little short of breath when he talked a lot, but when he saw Nanjiang sitting there, he couldn't help but want to say a few more words, I still want to eat grilled fish.I know there's a good rotisserie in the old town.Nanjiang thought for a while and said: It's just behind Tu Qing's pet shop.The boss used to open a restaurant in the city, but then he fell out with his partner, so he went back to the old town and opened his own barbecue restaurant.His pork belly is particularly delicious.Nanjiang only reacted after speaking, he actually mentioned meat!
He peeked at Ming Xia's face in horror, and saw that he didn't vomit like he did a few days ago, and he was a little relieved.It's okay.Mingxia guessed what he was nervous about, and looked at him with some apologies, I'll be fine.Nan Jiang leaned over and touched his forehead gently, Ming Xia, do you have any places you want to go?
Hu Lao said that he could give you a holiday.Mingxia shook his head.He didn't want to lie like this, but he didn't want to move, and he didn't want to go anywhere.He felt that he had suddenly become a plant, without desire, as long as he basked in the sun and the wind every day.Nanjiang didn't speak, but Ming Xia saw the distress in his eyes that could not be mistaken.I'm sorry.Ming Xia suddenly had a deep disappointment in himself, I'm a very bad person.He always has a feeling that Nanjiang has occupied good resources, but he has not cherished them.Being busy at work is certainly a reason, but it's also true that you don't pay attention.How to describe this feeling is about to be together 24 hours a day, so it is natural to feel that there is no need to bother with running anything and arranging anything.So, everything goes according to the flow of work, and it doesn't matter if you have time to be alone or not, you can see him at any time anyway.I'm sorry.Ming Xia said again: I take what I get too seriously.Nanjiang grabbed his hand and sighed, this is also what I want to say.We're all at fault.The initial heartbeat was real.That simple, clear attraction is like a clear and dazzling light on the surface of the water.Even now, whenever I think of him, Nanjiang still has a bright and warm feeling in his heart.At this moment, in the face of Ming Xia's apology, Nanjiang also made a reflection on himself in his heart.He figured he was too used to his job.Accustomed to encountering danger, accustomed to being injured, accustomed to writing a will before leaving on a mission, accustomed to losing something at any time.Therefore, no matter how cherished things are, when he holds them in the palm of his hand, he will also be mentally prepared to lose them at any time in advance.In this way, even if it is burning, the fire is cold.Inability to warm others.It was he who pulled Ming Xia into his own world, but he didn't protect him.Since we are all wrong, let's forgive each other.Ming Xia's hand was held tightly by him, as warm as ever.But he felt tired in his heart.Or after experiencing those terrible things, it suddenly becomes vicissitudes.Goodbye, Nanjiang.Nanjiang's eyes swelled with tide, and he held back again, goodbye, Ming Xia.He knew that next summer was leaving.It could be a short period of time, or it could be a long time.But this time, he couldn't be selfish enough to stop him.Ming Xia woke up from a sleep, and the hour hand had just passed the midnight scale.The night light at the end of the bed was on, and in the warm faint light, the little fox nestled beside his pillow, sleeping heavily.Ming Xia got up from the bed.As soon as he moved, Qingqiu also woke up, turned over in a daze, and muttered, Mingxia?
Ming Xia slapped it twice, coaxing a child.Then he got out of bed and was going to check his stuff.He opened the bedside table and saw a familiar backpack stuffed inside.Ming Xia was stunned for a moment, took out the backpack and opened it to see.Inside the bag were a few changes of clothes, and in the mezzanine bag were his ID and work permits, as well as two cards that he kept in a drawer in his dormitory.Qingqiu crawled over with a chirp, lay on the side of the bed and looked at him and said: This is what Nanjiang asked me to hand over to you.Ming Xia touched his work card and cherished it back in his bag.Qingqiu remembered that before the two of them went out last time, Ming Xia also packed up his things like this, and immediately reacted, do you want to go out?
Mingxia nodded, lying here every day, so annoying.Qingqiu didn't like the ward either, and asked him sympathetically, where are we going?
Mingxia heard the meaning of its words, and the little thing took it for granted that Mingxia would take it with him, and its little brain never thought that they would be separated.Mingxia pinched its claws, let's go to Qingqiu Mountain, okay?
Qingqiu was taken aback.It's really strange, Ming Xia touched its back and said to himself, when Nanjiang asked me where I wanted to go, I didn't want to go anywhere.But when I fell asleep just now, I dreamed that I had returned to Qingqiu Mountain.Everywhere is green, meadows, bamboo forests, rabbit holes, and little foxes running on the mountain roads.Qingqiu was reminded of homesickness by his words, as well as my family's peach blossom forest and vegetable field.Mingxia echoed, and the river under the mountain.The more one person and one fox talked, the more energetic they became, so they simply packed up their things and set off at night.There were patrolmen standing guard at the gate of the branch compound, and they had all the documents next summer, and they happened to be in a state of rest without going out of the task, so they made a registration and opened the door for them.There is no taxi at the gate of the compound, and you have to go to the living area.However, this road is not far, and the night air is really fresh, so one person and one fox decided to walk over.Ming Xia took two steps and couldn't help but look back at the lighted gate and the dark dormitory building inside.He didn't know what he was going to see, so he was stunned for a while, and continued to walk forward with the little fox in his arms.Behind him, on the steps outside the dormitory building, Nanjiang lit the cigarette in his hand and took a deep breath.Smoke rose and swirled in front of him in a messy, blurry line.Just like his mood at the moment.Mingxia's body was weak, and she was tired after walking with the little fox in her arms for a while.They sat on the curb for a while, hesitated between continuing their journey and seeking foreign help, and finally decided to call for help.A quarter of an hour later, Tu Qing drove his black off-road vehicle over to heroically save the beauty, accompanied by the beauty in the pet box.Mingming was tired from training yesterday, so I didn't let her get up.The beauty just had a minor operation, and it's so clingy that if you can't see me, you'll howl.Tu Qing yawned and explained, where are you going?
Why is your face so bad?
The light in the middle of the night is not good, but Mingxia's face is as white as paper, and the blind can't see it.Ming Xia picked up his situation and said something about it, and said that he would take Qingqiu around for a walk and relax.Tu Qing immediately sensed that something was wrong.But in front of Ming Xia, he didn't say anything, just asked him if he had brought his ID with him, whether he had enough money, and whether he had booked all the tickets.and took the initiative to lend them the beauty's pet box.The little fox is too conspicuous, and if you go out like this, you may not even be able to enter the supermarket.Tu Qing sent this person to a car rental company he knew, smashed the door, and forced the boss to pick a reliable off-road vehicle for them, paid a deposit, went through the formalities, and moved some snacks prepared for Mingming in his car to his car.Only then did he yawn and sent the man away.He saw that next summer was not in the right state and was not suitable for long-distance sports cars.But it's convenient to have a car, and you can stop and rest at any time.If he went to catch a long-distance bus and squeezed around with other passengers, he was afraid that he would not be able to stand it even more.Tu Qing waited for the taillights of the car to disappear around the corner of the road, and took out his mobile phone to call Nanjiang.Unsurprisingly, the call went through almost immediately.Tu Qing didn't talk nonsense with him, and asked him bluntly, what's going on?
Gone next summer?
Let's go.Tu Qing said patiently: I rented a car for him.He said he was going to go out for a walk.Nanjiang snorted.Uh-huh, Tu Qing is in a hurry, is he injured again?
The face is so bad.Nanjiang is also a little helpless, Tu Qing, you are either a commando of the second team now, or an ordinary person who opens a shop in the old city.What do you want me to tell you about these things?
Pick up what you can say.ptsd。
Nanjiang said: Some unexpected circumstances happened when I went out on a mission.Tu Qing's breath was stagnant, unexpected?
Nanjiang didn't say anything, he really couldn't say anything more.Damn it.Tu Qing scolded: I'm also a family member, right?
Nanjiang retorted to him, you won't raise rats for a few years and even forget about discipline, right?
What kind of family are you?
Your wife isn't Ming Xia's immediate family, okay?!
Tu Qing was so angry that he wanted to jump to his feet, let's have a little friendship, right?
Nanjiang replied very simply: Not enough.Tu Qing, Tu Qing knew that he couldn't ask anything from Nanjiang, but he was just unwilling, if he didn't ask clearly, Mingming would ask early tomorrow morning, what would he say?
It means that Xia looked sick, and he rented a car to send people away?
Isn't that looking for a beating?
Tell me again, Tu Qing has started to cheat, at least let me know his current situation.Nan Jiang was silent for a while, and suddenly asked a completely irrelevant question, Lao Tu, have you decided to just pass it like this?
Raising rats, raising cats, walking a dog if you have nothing to do, and living like a retired old cadre?
Tu Qing was silent.This work is dangerous, many tasks have to be kept secret from family members, kept secret from the outside world, I don't know when I will encounter emergencies, and I am often misunderstood Nanjiang's voice is heavy, with an indescribable melancholy, but even if there are so many unsatisfactory, someone must do it.Tu Qing sighed, didn't you have a time when you were unwilling?
Yes.Nanjiang said: But no one in this world knows the value of this job better than ourselves.When I think about my work, I can make sense to more people who can walk freely in the sun and enjoy their little lives to the fullest.Even if they don't even know that there is a group of people like us, I think it's worth it.We don't carry the weight to win the applause of others.Chapter 125 Cotton Yunqingqiu squinted his eyes happily, Ming Xia you