"Just take a picture," said Qiao Yang, "I've never taken a picture like this before." ”Yes, they've never taken a photo of Zhengda.Not to mention group photos, there is not a single serious photo: Peng Xu in Qiao Yang's mobile phone is always a secret candid shot; Qiao Yang in Peng Xu's mobile phone is always in bed.Qiao Yang insisted on filming, but Peng Xu couldn't resist him, or he expected that the matter had come to this point, so he couldn't bear it and didn't want to be too ruthless.At the moment of frozen, there was no trace of a smile on the two faces, and they both frowned.This expression is not uncommon in Peng Xu, but it is rare in Qiao Yang.How can you put on such a face?
It turned out that he had been staring at Peng Xu in the camera, and he unconsciously looked sad.It's over, and he's on the look."
No, I didn't shoot it well, let's take another one.""
So be it.""
It's no hassle to do it again.""
Don't bother.""
Just ...... it" "I'm going to try it with her."
Qiao Yang shook his hand, and Peng Xu in the photo became a pasty shadow with a side face dodging.The wind seemed to be blowing more and more rapidly, and the shadows of the trees were swaying like waves.The heart is not in decline.I have long understood that what should come will always come, and I can't stop it.Qiao Yang just didn't expect that reality would not leave him a way out than a super bad premonition.He thought that Peng Xu had "dumped" him at most, but Peng Xu simply didn't count him into the ranks of those who could be dumped.Listening to this, it's like casually sharing with a buddy that I'm going to fall in love.But buddies will gossip among themselves: "Who?"
”Qiao Yang didn't want to ask a word.Who this "she" is has nothing to do with him.It's a pronoun for him, for everyone but him.He was stupid there, and he didn't even feel that he could stand it.Anyway, if you can't stand it, you have to bear it."
Did you hear me?"
Peng Xu asked.“…… Well. ”"Is that okay with me going back?"
“…… Well. ”Where did Qiao Yang want to ask back?
Do you want to go back to the hotel or just go back?
But he couldn't ask, he gritted his teeth even "um".He was afraid to cry.A cry is equivalent to a confession, and the sharing of Peng Xu's buddies is shared in vain.How can Peng Xubai be allowed to share?
People flew over to share the news.For the first time in so long, Peng Xu took him seriously.For Peng Xu's sake, he Qiao Yang should also take himself seriously.You can't cry when it's going on, crying means that you pity yourself, and you put yourself in the position of being "dumped", then it's a fart!"
I'm available."
Peng Xu finally said that it was purely polite, and he didn't count it when he heard it.Qiao Yang couldn't come out with a "um" this time, and his nasal and eye sockets were swollen and sore.He wanted to take another look at Peng Xu, but he couldn't, his virtue blinked his eyes, and tears were about to fall.In the afterglow, Peng Xu only had a blurred back.Who should Joyan ask?
And it all came to pass.How did it come to this?
Isn't it okay in the early hours of the morning?
Peng Xu also touched him, so crazy, it really seemed that he Qiao Yang was the only one in the whole world who could him.This cry, Qiao Yang understood his crying.He is really stupid to dare to love, the person who is carried away by desire is only him from beginning to end, Peng Xu has always known what he is doing.Thinking in the best direction, last night's madness was Peng Xu's real farewell to him.Why did Peng Xu take the initiative to come to him?
Of course, it is for the end of the "love", and he turns around and leaves easily; If he looked for Peng Xu instead, how could Peng Xu send him away easily?
Qiao Yang still felt sorry for himself, the heart that had never really appeared in hiding was shattered like this.No matter how bright the sun is, there will be a cloudy day when it rains.When Chen Mu found Qiao Yang, Qiao Yang was already tired of crying.Chen Mu didn't see the tragic appearance of him crying out of breath.But as soon as Chen Mu received his news, he guessed what was going on.Qiao Yang's message was: [You don't say that you can be together if you take a group photo?!]
It's all a liar!
】"I know you're uncomfortable, but let's not show up here, okay?"
Chen Mu wanted to coax Qiao Yang up.Qiao Yang squatted under the tree like a laizi, and didn't care what kind of eyes passers-by looked at him: "I'm not going back to the dormitory......
I won't go back to the dormitory......"
"If you don't go back, you won't go back, my brother will take you to live outside." ”Chen Mu dragged him up with great effort, and he was still muttering there.Chen Mu listened for a while, and probably understood, he said: "I lost half of mine." ”Chen Mu said, "Your half is leaning on me."
Didn't lose it. ”Qiao Yang pumped again, muttering to himself as he pumped.He said that he had liked Peng Xu since his first year of high school, a freshman in high school, sixteen years old, and his love was beginning to open.Peng Xu is the only one in his entire adolescence, how can he forget it?
It's all in my memory.If you have to forget, it is tantamount to pulling out and peeling alive.So what is left of his youth?
Emotions go blank.Peng Xu can not care, twist his face and leave, his heart is empty.Chen Mu listened silently, nodded and said, "Understood, understood." ”Passing by a convenience store halfway through, Chen Mu asked Qiao Yang if he wanted to get drunk.Qiao Yang was stunned for a moment, burped before he could drink, and finally shook his head.It's already painful, is it still necessary to stop the pain?
The ancients all knew that borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow is even more sorrowful.Soak your sorrow in alcohol, and the alcohol volatilizes, isn't it still sorrow?
It should be a heart-to-heart pain, otherwise how can it be called a broken love.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~This chapter should be the most uneasy chapter in the whole text, I showed it to my friend after I finished writing it, and my friend said: Peng Xu bastard.I'm a little dumbfounded, and I don't want to make any comments on Peng Xu, I just want to remind the little cutie who is afraid of abuse, if it doesn't work, just skip over and go directly to the end of the next chapter~ In addition, no matter what Peng Xu said in this chapter, just say it, don't take it seriously.In addition, let me tell you that the next chapter is the end, and it will be two years later~ Chapter 61 At the end of the second semester of the senior year, Qiao Yang has obtained the best academic destination.The number of places in the whole college is not unique, but he is the only one who can study for master's and doctoral degrees.is frustrated in love, and there must be an outlet to make him proud.In mid-March, he began working for his future boss in addition to his work.There was a project that was going to be exchanged in other places for a few days, and the teacher asked him if he wanted to go with him for a long time.Of course, the little sun should be the little sun shining in all directions.A few days before departure, he called Chen Mu and said that he was about to make an appointment.Chen Mu went north to join his master as soon as he graduated last year, and now the two have been living together for more than half a year, and Qiao Yang has never seen him again.is such a kind of person who can be called a friend, Qiao Yang values him very much in his heart.Hearing him say that he had finally developed a new level of relationship with his master, Qiao Yang was even more relieved than he was."
It's long overdue—it's been delayed until now!""
It doesn't feel like much has changed, it's pretty much the same as before.""
How is that possible?
At least you're all completely single-minded. ”"He actually transfers people occasionally.""
Huh?!"
Qiao Yang let out a startled voice."
Online, not reality."
Chen Mu explained, paused, and said: "I sometimes see him transfer others and I'm quite excited. ”Qiao Yang really didn't understand.However, he felt that it was enough for Chen Mu to understand himself.Chen Mu is not a foolish person, otherwise he would have been planted three years ago."
Eh, you're really not interested in the person I mentioned to you last time?"
Chen Mu has also added a problem in the past half a year, he is keen to match Qiao Yang, and I don't know if he has a companion himself, and he can't see his friends alone."
People still urged me to ask for your number yesterday, will I give it or not?""
Forget it, I'm still quiet."
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Qiao Yang said."
How long have you been quiet?
It's time for you to close the net—for whom!
”Chen Mu hated that iron could not become steel, "Let me tell you, this person is from the Institute of Physical Education, and that figure is out of order, if I don't have a master, I will be hungry." ”Qiao Yang laughed when he heard it: "I changed my taste, don't you know?"
I'm hungry for you like that now. ”"Damn," Chen Mu also smiled, "We can only play double dragon heads!"
”"Alas, I really haven't played this before......"
Qiao Yang pretended to be intrigued, and ate Chen Mu's tofu verbally.Chen Mu scolded with a serious smile: "Get out."
You can't satisfy me. ”The two of them were messing around for a few words, and Chen Mu suddenly changed his words: "Say, do you still want to see that person when you come?"
Is it a chance encounter or a voyeur?
”Qiao Yang was dumbfounded.He can't say that he forgot that the city where Chen Mu lives now is the same as Peng Xu, right?
Even if he really forgot that the exchange place he was going to was next door to Peng Xu's school, he still couldn't remember?
He secretly hid something in his heart, even Chen Mu couldn't fool him, and he tried to fool himself in vain."
I'm so curious you can't forget him," Chen Mu said very directly, "Don't tell me that the whole world is worthy of your attention to his cock." ”Qiao Yang became more and more unable to find words.It was becoming more and more difficult for him to tell what he liked about Peng Xu.It seems to have become a habit, and he can't think of how he should live his life if he doesn't like Peng Xu.In front of the question of feelings, he is not a good student.He couldn't solve the problem.If he could list what he likes about Peng Xu one by one, two by two, he may have been able to reverse the steps and no longer like it, but he can't tell it, so he can't forget it.He pretended to be relaxed but perfunctory Chen Mu very seriously.I could feel that Chen Mu didn't believe his words, but Chen Mu didn't continue to demolish him.This has become their tacit understanding.Since he broke off with Peng Xu and cried, his friendship with Chen Mu has also gained a layer of proportion.This measure is not elsewhere, just because Chen Mu thinks that there is no need for him to refuse to look forward to a new beginning because of a setback, and he agrees deeply, but in his heart he is still unwilling to let go of the "unappreciation" of the old dream.He had to say that he didn't mean it, he just didn't want the companionship and enlightenment that Chen Mu sincerely provided to him to be in vain, and all of them were ruined by him.At least, he didn't want Chen Mu to feel that way.When people grow up, they may maintain a similar sense of proportion towards each of their friends.Qiao Yang thought that this innocuous measure would eventually make each other friends forever.Qiao Yang understands Chen Mu's kindness: forgetting one with one is not new in the world of feelings.are all laymen, how good can the method be?
But he found it to be ineffective.He will only compare others with Peng Xu more and more, and then realize more and more hopelessly that everyone is not Peng Xu.It's too inward-looking.How did he explain to Chen Mu that for him, "not thinking about Peng Xu" was far more exhausting than "thinking about Peng Xu".Tired left and right, he would rather think about it without a trace.He sometimes dreams of Peng Xu.Blurry scenes, blurry dialogue, everything is plausible.He even dreamed of them having sex, but when he woke up, he couldn't even catch a lingering moment.He didn't dare to admit to anyone that in the days when he first broke off with Peng Xu, he had a very shameless thought: it is better to be the one behind Peng Xu's back.He prepared the sum message of the low, and when the point was sent, he slapped himself twice: Guilty of cheapness, don't destroy yourself!
He was glad that he didn't destroy himself or Peng Xu in the end.In case Peng Xu "doesn't have too many fish", what should he think of Peng Xu?
After breaking up that day, Peng Xu did not send him any more messages.But Peng Xu did not delete his contact information, and even the group of friends who were added on a whim during the holiday, Peng Xu did not retreat.Qiao Yang didn't know why he hadn't killed himself.Could it be true that he said "free contact"?
But he's not available.Qiao Yang didn't dare to be free.Qiao Yang has been patient, forcing himself to break off the idea of reconnecting.What can be the good results of re-contact?
Either Peng Xu ignores him, and the news goes and there is no return, that is, his heart is really not worthy of being seen by Peng Xu; Either Peng Xu will take care of him, and they will continue to have dealings, but their relationship is already so clear and standardized, what else can he and Peng Xu talk about?
Trying hard to find a topic, and then trying to get around everything he really wants to say, when is self-torture a head?
He and Peng Xu already had an "unseemly" intimacy, and it is impossible to be innocent friends again.He has to force himself, and he has to force himself if he doesn't.One month, two months......
He eventually held back.It's good that he finally made a decision in his dealings with Peng Xu, although he is still a decider who has no choice.He just has no choice: he no longer has a chance to be chosen with Peng Xu.After making trouble for a long time, he was still reacting with Peng Xu's reaction.He never jumped out of Peng Xu's palm.On the train to the north, Qiao Yang received a message from Chen Mu, saying that he might not be able to see him this time, he was arranged to go on a business trip coldly, and he was annoyed to death, and the days of social animals were really not free.Qiao Yang said: "I may stay a few more days, depending on the situation. 】After saying that, he was stunned, why did he stay a few more days?
It's really greedy.He exited the chat, pulled down the address book, and stopped him with one of the longest notes: Don't click on it if you have a little interest!!
He sighed silently: If there is really a chance, he will not turn to it.Qiao Yang stepped into the school gate on the evening of the third day.He stayed up for three days, thinking that if he couldn't get through this momentum after three days, he would leave everything to God.What God does to him, he deserves.He walked to the basketball court with a worried face, and a few boys passed by him on the other side of the road.He turned his back to them and took two steps to the side, not wanting to get in their way.I didn't expect him to come so quickly, and so casually: the tall figure at the end brushed past him, strode out five or six meters away, and suddenly looked back with hindsight.No one was so surprised that they didn't say, "Huh?!
How are you?
The basketball shoes paced first.The opening remarks were Qiao Yang's head, and after thinking about it for three days and all the way, the exit was still a nonsense: "Come and play?"
”"Ahh"I came here with the teacher for a few days, and I walked by the way.""
Oh.""
You seem to be taller again?""
I don't feel it."
Qiao Yang felt a sour feeling in his heart: Don't be like this, please, don't be so indifferent to me.But he still had that smile on his face that he hadn't seen in a long time.Hearing his companion greet Peng Xu on the court, Qiao Yang reluctantly said, "If you don't want to go over, I'll call you." ”"When are you leaving?"
Peng Xu asked."
Next week."
In fact, he can go back tomorrow, saying that next week is nothing more than to free up the weekend two days to see if he can wait a little more "deserved".Peng Xu said: "Oh. ”How can providence be artificially folded here?
Qiao Yang hurriedly took out the gesture of an old acquaintance and greeted: "Why, don't you invite me to a meal?"
”"Okay."
Peng Xu agreed very happily.Qiao Yang was stunned for a moment and said, "That'......
Saturday contact?
”Peng Xu made a phone call, and then ran to the court.Qiao Yang didn't stay to watch the battle, I can't say what kind of emotion it was, so strong that he couldn't stand there—he still couldn't hold it in the first place.When he returned to his residence, the first thing Qiao Yang did was to tell the teacher that he wanted to go home on the weekend, so he would not go back to school with everyone.When he said this, he didn't know at all that he was going to spend the weekend alone in the hotel.He can't pester Peng Xu to see him like before, he can only wait for Peng Xu to show mercy to him.Peng Xu was really compassionate.Maybe it's because of the upcoming birthday announcement he made up in his circle of friends.That was what he sent to Peng Xu to see.He still played carefully, he looked down on himself a little.At the dinner table, Peng Xu didn't say happy birthday to him, but said: "You are one year older." ”"You will be the same in two months.""
I'm not afraid of getting old.""
Then why am I afraid?""
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, what are you yelling about."
Only then did Qiao Yang realize how abnormal he was, excited or nervous?
It's a bit of an overperformance anyway.After eating two bites of food, he asked what Peng Xu's plans were for graduation.It's a serious topic everywhere, right?
And timely.Peng Xu said: "Find a job, go to work. ”After a few bites of food in the middle, he said, "Stay in another place." ”"Where?"
Qiao Yang asked."
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I didn't think about it."
This answer is really enough for Peng Xu.Qiao Yang thought, just don't change too far, don't change to a foreign country.At the moment, I don't know how to restore contact without jet lag, and there is no hope for jet lag: I can't get in touch with him.The conversation gradually turned to Qiao Yang.Peng Xu sighed after listening to his recent situation: "Okay, future great doctor." ”"I always feel like you're sarcastic about me.""
You've never heard me compliment you."
As soon as Qiao Yang raised his eyes, the two of them were meeting their eyes, and for some reason, they were both embarrassed for a moment.When I came out of the restaurant after eating, no one said where to go.This place was chosen by Peng Xu, a drive from the hotel where Qiao Yang lived, and Peng Xu said, "I'll send you to the subway station." ”Qiao Yang was not polite to him.What kind of fake politeness like "don't bother" and "delay your work" is not what should be on the stage now, now is to be able to get along for one more minute is one minute, and I don't know if there is one more minute in the next minute.In this way, Peng Xu sent himself to the subway.He hadn't been so close to Peng Xu for many years, and Qiao Yang could even see the stubble on his chin.He's got so heavy hair that he can stubble out in a day's work.At a transfer station, a group of high school students who had just finished self-study at night came up to Hulala, talking and laughing, as if there was no one around.The two boys are frolicking and fighting over something, you come and go, you chase me, how to see how to affect the innocent people.Qiao Yang was the innocent one.It was really not him rubbing oil, and the angle of the collision made him unable not to lean on Peng Xu."
What the is squeezing, dancing in the square."
Peng Xu scolded.The boys didn't fight back, and went to other carriages with a mutter.Qiao Yang wanted to laugh and cry for a moment: Peng Xu, a five-year-old Peng Xu, came back.Peng Xu was like this five years ago, taking the subway with Qiao Yang after school, and was always annoyed by the people in the way.At that time, Qiao Yang couldn't wait for you and me, and he didn't care if the distance between himself and him was too ambiguous.Not now, Peng Xu also reminded him with a word.Qiao Yang moved himself away from Peng Xu a little and leaned against the side door that didn't open.Peng Xu was on his left, silent side by side with him.I couldn't find anything to say for a while, and I felt a little like I didn't know what to say.Qiao Yang stared at the zipper of his coat reflected in the glass opposite, and did not look at Peng Xu.Facing Peng Xu's gaze in the glass will only make him relive his old dreams, and if he can't meet his gaze, he will definitely be lost, so he simply won't look at it.Peng Xu sent people to the end.Downstairs in the hotel, Qiao Yang proposed: "Go up and sit down?"
Just myself. ”Peng Xu hesitated: "Okay." ”Qiao Yang asked, "Do you want to buy something to drink?"
”Peng Xu hesitated again: "I'll buy a box of cigarettes." ”Qiao Yang looked at him and thought to himself, what are you afraid of, can you still drink and have sex?
Can it be messed up?
Peng Xu just lit a cigarette when he entered the room, and he didn't take two puffs and thought the smoke smelled heavy.Qiao Yang wondered if he had quit smoking, and he had bought cigarettes and a lighter by the way."
It's okay, I'll open the window."
Qiao Yang said, walking towards the window.Peng Xu sat on the small sofa he had to pass through, still ignoring it, supporting his legs and feet widely.Qiao Yang came back from opening the window, and was tripped by him carelessly.He reacted quickly, stretched out his hand and dragged Qiao Yang, his strength was still so great, he single-handedly dragged Qiao Yang on one arm, and dragged Qiao Yang almost in reverse half a circle, if it weren't for the small sofa blocked by armrests, he would pounce on him again.What's going on today?
Qiao Yang was surprised, accident after accident, Peng Xu didn't think that he deliberately posted it up.Qiao Yang sat back on the bed and noticed that there was a subtle dullness in the atmosphere.No one spoke.He felt uncomfortable being too close to Peng Xu: there was only one aisle between the two of them, which could only be passed by one person.He moved his ass a little further away from Peng Xu.As soon as he moved, Peng Xu in the afterglow also moved, and he stood up suddenly.Peng Xu was taken aback: ", what are you doing?"
”He saw Peng Xu's right hand coming out of his trouser pocket.Oh, it turned out to be a mobile phone, and I couldn't sit in a bad position, so I had to stretch my legs out.So what did he stand up for?
Qiao Yang was puzzled by himself, but he immediately understood in the next second: he was so afraid of Peng Xu leaving.Peng Xu's sudden movement made him mistakenly think that Peng Xu was preparing to leave.Probably the original turn was too memorable for him, knowing that he would say goodbye sooner or later, but as soon as the signs appeared, he still had his whole heart fluttering.At that time, he didn't say, "Don't you go, okay?"
”I have been thinking about it in my heart for two years, and now I have turned into one and stood up and said it."
I washed my hands, and just opened the window to touch the dust on my hands."
Qiao Yang said.It took him more than ten minutes to come out of the bathroom, and he said, "What about her?"
Don't need you to accompany you?
Big weekend's. ”"Who?"
Peng Xu really didn't understand who he was talking about.Qiao Yang smiled ambiguously.Peng Xu understood: "No, I don't have to accompany anyone." ”Qiao Yang raised his eyebrows: "What's wrong?"
It's not going to be divided, is it?
”He tried to put on a face as if he were gossiping, not as he really wished.Peng Xu said: "There is nothing at all. ”Qiao Yang was silent.In fact, it should have been thought that it was not impossible for Peng Xu to end his relationship with him, and it was not impossible to verbally pull a "her" as a shield."
You're too picky, too."
Qiao Yang pretended to be nothing.Peng Xu is really casual: "Who stipulates that you are not allowed to pick?"
”"How sad that person is."
Peng Xu shook his head, it wasn't like that, but he didn't bother to explain it."
If you have a good temper, you'll be more popular," Qiao said. ”He made a joke about Peng Xu.He warned himself in his heart: If you accept it, you will be happy that there is no "her" by Peng Xu's side for the time being, and don't put your secret joy on your face."
I'm not an entertainer."
Peng Xu said, does that mean I need to be popular?"
You really haven't changed at all."
Qiao Yang smiled.I don't know if it's a little less open to smile, making people feel that there is suffering, Peng Xu glanced at him.In fact, I can't talk about it, but the pain in my heart is still inseparable from the person in front of me.Peng Xu said: "Why did you think of looking for me?
”If you look closely at his words, there should be a missing word "again" - looking for me again, everything has been broken for so long, and looking for me again.Qiao Yang was thinking about how best to answer this, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, they obviously met, how did he find him?"
I didn't know I was going to meet you.""
Oh."
The cigarette roll in Peng Xu's fingers had accumulated a long piece of cigarette ash, and he didn't say anything about dusting it.He didn't even take a few puffs, leaving the cigarette to burn on its own.Qiao Yang heard that he didn't believe his words, and he had already set the fate of this encounter in his heart.Qiao Yang didn't defend anymore and said, "What's wrong with looking for you?"
Can't you find it?
”"I thought you were in trouble."
Peng Xu said."
Last time you said you had time to contact."
Last time, remember how long ago?
You've never been available.- Qiao Yang thought about the second half of this sentence in his heart, but didn't say it.But he felt that his tone betrayed him, and Peng Xu seemed to have received his belated "accusation".The soot finally couldn't resist the gravitational pull and fell off the top of the small section first.Peng Xu looked left and right, looking for an ashtray.Qiao Yang took it to him, and instead of putting it on the table, it was still brought to him for him to twist and extinguish directly in it.Qiao Yang's heart began to churn again: Do you miss this picture?
It's been two years, and the habitual movements are still in the body, and they come out as soon as they are transferred.Peng Xu probably felt awkward, and took it and said, "Be blind and courteous, and don't tip you." ”"I didn't give it in the first place.""
Then give it now."
Peng Xu said that he really went to dig out his pocket, and really took out a few steel hammers for him.Qiao Yang couldn't cry or laugh: "You can keep it for yourself, I am happy to be courteous." ”"You're so happy."
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As soon as these words came out, Qiao Yang froze.The energy that was off the basketball court that day dominated him again for a moment.His willingness to Peng Xu - once and now, has all been hooked.Peng Xu effortlessly, he is still so able to handle him; The more I didn't want to pinch him, the more pinch it became.Qiao Yang tried to hold back the tears, but was unsuccessful.In fact, Peng Xu asked him to eat today, and he was about to burst into tears several times, but he held back.At the dinner table, Peng Xu took a mouthful of food and sent it to his mouth, he was saying something at that time, Peng Xu raised his eyelids to look at him in the posture of eating vegetables, he felt so uncomfortable.On the subway, he and Peng Xu stood side by side, and he tried not to look at Peng Xu reflected in the glass, also because his eye circles were sour.He didn't know where he got so much sourness, but the combination of these sourness gave him another sourness: he thought that he might be the only person Peng Xu had ever been close to, whether male or female, only he and Peng Xu had been so close that there was no distance.- That's what makes him the most sour.He turned his face and suddenly felt Peng Xu get up.Without thinking, he walked to the door.He really didn't want to cry in front of Peng Xu, just like two years ago, he knew how much tears drove away.The more Peng Xu understood what he was crying about, the more he cried.But at the same time, he also came up with a grievance: Doesn't Peng Xu owe him this "cry"?
He rested his head against the door and heard footsteps behind him."
I don't want you to go......"
His voice was helpless, as if he didn't know who else to ask for at this time."
Here's what you're given."
A hand reached over to a pack of unsealed tissues."
I like you.Always loved it. ”Qiao Yang said this with tears and snot blowing.He didn't know how he could hold on.He thought that Peng Xu would not respond, after all, Peng Xu had not even allowed him to open his mouth.But Peng Xu said: "I know. ”The three words made Qiao Yang choke up more and more.Is this a consolation?
Let the ellipsis in his heart finally be drawn into a full stop in a serious manner.As soon as he turned around, he stuck to Peng Xu.Not daring to look at Peng Xu, he pressed his side face to Peng Xu's shoulder.The last bit of hope in hopelessness, don't push him away.Peng Xu really didn't push him away, but he didn't make any other moves.The smell on Peng Xu's body was so good, he couldn't bear it no matter what.Peng Xu, who didn't move or speak, suddenly made Qiao Yang understand a truth: it is not difficult for people to make decisions, an impulse is enough, but the difficult thing is to maintain a series of consequences brought about by the decision.The decision is only a moment, and even if you are as fearless as a fighter, you cannot guarantee that you will always be a fighter.People's hesitation is here, and people are never stumped by a slap on the brain.Therefore, he took a step back from his confession to Peng Xu: "Can you try it with me?"
”Peng Xu didn't say anything.Qiao Yang got up from his shoulder, looked at him and said, "Give me a chance."
Aren't you trying with others to find out if it's a good fit?
Try it with me.Don't say you're afraid that you won't be friends, we've not been friends for the past two years. ”Peng Xu still didn't make a sound, just stared at Qiao Yang nervously like that.Qiao Yang felt a change somewhere where they were sticking together.As if encouraged, he boldly put his mouth up, didn't dare to stick out his tongue, just a kiss action.Peng Xu began to resist, but instead let Qiao Yang go out, and probed down with his hand while kissing: that part was completely hard."!"
Peng Xu couldn't bear it anymore and pushed him away violently.Qiao Yang wiped his mouth and looked at Peng Xu with a face for the first time.If you can't end it, you can't end it.Who can't end it?
You obviously have a reaction, and after so much time, you still have a reaction, why?
Don't look disgusted.He didn't say these words explicitly, they were all in his eyes.He thought Peng Xu should understand."
That's what I like about you, all the time - I want to kiss, I want to get laid, I feel hard when I touch my cock - that's what I like."
When Qiao Yang said this, he was actually asking Peng Xu: What are you like that?
You know I like you so much, you just admitted it.Peng Xu glared at him, turned around and left after two seconds, but walked two steps and came back, as if he didn't believe in evil.Qiao Yang was catching up and nearly collided with him.It turned out to be a bump.It was Peng Xu who "bumped" into him and directly pushed him with an ass piercing."
What the fuck do you want to try?"
Peng Xu walked up and was condescending.Qiao Yang silently held himself steady, but did not get up.He knelt down in front of Peng Xu, buried his face in Peng Xu's waistband, and said, "It's okay to be like the original, but you can only have me." ”"Why do you say it's only you?"
Peng Xu came up with one hand and pressed Qiao Yang's head, as if he was not allowed to get up.Qiao Yang didn't get up very cooperatively, and raised one hand to reach the other hand that was pressed on the back of his head.When he reached it, he gently took it down, put it on his chest, and gently led it to caress himself: "That's it." ”He thought that he didn't have to explain too much, this gesture was clear enough: he wanted Peng Xu to be physically happy, and at the same time, he also had a little bit of him in his heart.Don't be in a hurry, just pretend little by little.Unlike violent sexual outbursts, this aspect of love is gradual.He understands, he has patience.It doesn't matter if you can't get to this step for a while, as long as Peng Xu has a place for him in his heart, he accepts it.Peng Xu didn't give him feedback for a long time, and when he finally spoke, he asked, "Do you still wear that thing?"
”"Huh?"
Qiao Yang didn't touch his head at first, Peng Xu moved one foot under his crotch, he realized, shook his head and said, "For whom?"
”Zhao swallowed the second half of the sentence back: I wanted it for you, but then you didn't want it.At this time, he deeply understood how rare it is to have someone who can belong like Teacher Wei or Chen Mu, and how much he should cherish it.After two years, he spoke for Peng Xu again.After speaking, Peng Xu still did not give him an answer.But he knew that Peng Xu nodded in his heart, because Peng Xu didn't leave that night.He went to take a shower and came back to find that he had received a message on his phone: a purchase link for a new lock.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, let me breathe a sigh of relief.This article is finally over (text), sprinkle yourself with flowers (#〈. 〈#) I guess if you see this, you will probably have two feelings: Peng Xu is a scumbag, or I can't understand what Peng Xu thinks.Oh, and there's another possibility: it's not worth it, why bother.It all makes sense, because I feel that way, too.This article has dragged on for more than a year now, and I didn't want to write it several times in the middle, I really felt tired, it was too far from my initial setting, and it was completely off.Originally, I wanted to write a crush attack.,All kinds of hook-up attacks.,Sweet and sweet he will open a small meatloaf without shame and shame after he (of course, there is not much meat) It turned out to be written.,How are these two people not good_(:з"∠)_ I'm in a hurry.。
In fact, this ending may be a bit reluctant now, and some people may think that the previous chapter is more like the ending.Alas, I still want to have a he, otherwise Xiao Qiao will be busy for nothing.But this ending is not a very sweet he, to some extent, it can be regarded as giving each other a chance to get along again.I don't know how I feel from the perspective of reading the text, I think that Peng Xu and Qiao Yang are not suitable for that kind of sweet and sweet relationship, after all, not all feelings in this world are: I like you, do you like me?
Well, I like you too.It's so simple to put on your lips.How to describe it, they are probably more suitable for factual relationships?
If one day Peng Xu hurts Qiao Yang very much, it is also in his heart, after being with him for many years.This article is purely written from the perspective, because at the beginning I thought about cookies, and I thought it should not be a big problem, but I didn't expect it to develop like this, and it seemed unbelievable in everyone's eyes.So, there will be extras, and there will be Peng Xu's perspective, but I need to wait before writing.Finally, thank you very, very much to every little angel who reads the text~~