Lin Xi's medicine is very talented, so he followed Shangshan Ruojiu for a long time, until one day, Lin Xi experienced the pain of leaving for the first time.I still remember those days, Shangshan Ruojiu's body was uncomfortable, Lin Xi has studied diagnosis and treatment for so many days, and knows how dangerous Shangshan Ruojiu's illness is, but Lin Xi does not give up, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will let Shangshan Ruojiu come back to life.And Shangshan Ruojiu sat in the room and thought about it alone, and finally called Lin Xi, who immediately entered the room.As soon as he entered the room, Shangshan Ruojiu handed Lin Xi some silver taels and said to Lin Xi: "Apprentice, I have been sick for the past few days, and there is a lot of grass growing in this yard, I see that you are too tired from pulling weeds in the morning, I have some silver taels here, you go and buy some herbicides, so that as long as you spray pesticides on the grass, the grass will all die." ”After speaking, Lin Xi also felt that what Shangshan Ruojiu said was particularly reasonable, and hurriedly took the silver and followed Shangshan Ruojiu's instructions to buy herbicides.After Lin Xi left, Shangshan Ruojiu rummaged through the cabinet again and took a lot of things from it, including silver and the title deed here.Taking advantage of Lin Xi's efforts to buy herbicides, he lay down from the bed with exhaustion and took away the quilt covering his body."
Hey, what kind of quilt do I still need to cover, all of them are people who are nearing the end of their lives."
With a sigh, the desperate goodness is like nine faces full of vicissitudes.In the past few months, Shangshan Ruojiu has been suffering from illness, not only have there are many more wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, but also have a lot more dark circles under his eyes, and his hair has slowly turned white, and he looks a lot older.This year, Shangshan Ruojiu is only in his fifties, and it stands to reason that his fifties are not considered to have a long life, but God made a joke on Shangshan Ruojiu.Thinking about it, Shangshan Ruojiu smiled sadly: "Hahahaha, I have saved so many people in my life, not to say that I am kind-hearted, benevolent and filial, and it will be good if I don't do bad things, but in the end I am only in my fifties, but I want to suffer so much, it seems that being kind-hearted does not necessarily have a good life!"
”Looking back on this life, I was young and hard, my father died early, and my mother was sick for many years, so I was the only one left.From that moment on, Shangshan Ruojiu vowed for his mother that he must learn medical skills and cure his mother, but Shangshan Ruojiu's mother committed suicide because she couldn't stand the pain.The same scene, this year he is going to repeat the same mistake, but Shangshan Ruojiu has a very good mentality, and he dies when he dies, at least there is no pain in dying.People live for a lifetime, eat five flavors of grains, need silver taels, marry a wife and have children, and the family is harmonious and prosperous.Looking at those who have children, some are old and some are sick, and there are filial sons serving in front of the hospital bed.If you are not filial, some old people will live at night, and you can do this when you meet unfilial piety.All of them are gambling, betting is a blessing for you, and a misfortune for a wrong bet.This is not the same as gambling money, it is also betting on big and small, some people bet on big money and silver, and some people bet on small and lose because they can't wear clothes.Met in the sea of people, gathered and scattered in the place of reunion, as soon as this life is gone, all the beauty will be taken away, and the good is like nine tears wet the pillow for a while.Enduring the pain, Shangshan Ruojiu picked up the brush, wrote it word by word, and finally blew it, stuffed it into the envelope, and finally pressed it under the pillow.This letter was the last thing he wanted to say to Lin Xi, and he asked Lin Xi not to blame him for his ruthlessness.Lin Xi finally bought the herbicide back, and returned all the remaining silver taels to Shangshan Ruojiu.Thinking that Shangshan Ruojiu's health was not good, Lin Xi personally wanted to irrigate water and add herbicides, and Shangshan Ruojiu pretended to cough violently in time."
Ahem, cough, ahem, Lin Xi, don't worry about this for now, the master's illness seems to be getting worse, you go and help the master boil a pair of medicines."
Pretending to cough, Shangshan Ruojiu spent a lot of effort, and the cough really coughed up blood.Seeing this, Lin Xi couldn't take care of it in a hurry, hurriedly put down the herbicide, and hurried to the kitchen to boil medicinal soup for Shangshan Ruojiu.When he came to the kitchen, Lin Xi, who was very familiar with Shangshan Ruojiu's condition, was also a little anxious just now, so he hurriedly burned the fire and boiled the medicine.After waiting for Lin Xi to leave in the room, Shangshan Ruojiu silently picked up the herbicide that had just opened on the ground, Shangshan Ruojiu understood that he wanted to die, this herbicide was particularly suitable, as long as the amount of herbicide was enough, he could make people die.Holding the herbicide in his hand, Shangshan Ruojiu was afraid of an accident, because Lin Xi's ability Shangshan Ruojiu knew, so Shangshan Ruojiu poured the whole bag of herbicide without hesitation.After drinking this herbicide, Shangshan Ruojiu smiled cheerfully, that is, the only one who was sorry was Lin Xi, who dropped the herbicide bag with a little regret.Compared with the painful illness, Shangshan Ruojiu prefers a sword to take revenge and leave this world happily.The sound of the water in the kitchen has stopped, as if to symbolize the continuous flow of life of Shangshan Ruojiu, and when he opened the window to see the beauty outside, Shangshan Ruojiu was a little reluctant.Nan Nan said to himself in his mouth: "I have suffered in this life, suffered hardships, and enjoyed blessings, although I have not suffered a lot, but I have endured the strange eyes and disdainful eyes of others, as well as the ruthless words, I more or less forced myself not to take it to heart, but I will still take it to heart."
Sometimes it is said that people will die either to be sick, killed, or to commit suicide, but the ugliness of human nature, and that mouth will also become a murderous knife, maybe a person says nothing, but many people say that the good Ruojiu really admits that he can't do it. ”"I also thought about what I have been doing all my life, am I fighting with others, I have also enjoyed the beauty of human nature, but I overestimate it, people are selfish, maybe only a small part of the people are kind-hearted, or maybe the original person was kind, but then why not be kind, this is all human persecution.""
It's also that fish and fish have to hurt each other, how can they expect people to get along in harmony, everyone wants their best life, some people are born noble, they have never felt the pain of the poor, and some people don't know right and wrong, they don't know the cause and effect, so they judge others without permission, it's really why God wants these wicked people to do a lot of evil.""
Because of these wicked people, how many good people have been lost in the world, because of these wicked people, how many lives have been changed, how many people have lost their innocence, why should those who have done many evils and sins be extremely evil to live in the world and bring harm to the innocent.""
This world may be because of two words, that is, silver two, maybe everyone in this life is for silver two, for silver two can do so many crazy things, ignoring human ethics and law, no wonder the bad people in this world will never be extinct, everyone is covered, there is no own strength, just because of your backstage, you can use your rights to do bad things.""
If it weren't for that, if everyone competed fairly, they would lose frankly, so why add to it and do this kind of thing to disgust people.""
But it doesn't matter, I'm leaving, leaving this impersonal world, from now on this place will have nothing to do with me, I will sleep with the land, the river, and nature."
Shangshan Ruojiu finally looked up, his eyes were black and pure, as if they had been sublimated a lot, and he had seen through a lot, it didn't matter anymore.At one last glance, Shangshan Ruojiu finally closed his eyes with satisfaction and left this painful world.From then on, his medical skills are only Lin Xi, a women's club, and Lin Xi will carry it forward instead of him and save more patients in difficulty, which can be regarded as giving Lin Xi a way back and relying on, at least in life, there is a skill.()