In fact, even Nan Ji herself didn't know what happened that day.Some people may think that she is deliberately seeking death, and some people may think that she is trapped by love and can't think about it, so she breaks herself off.But in fact, it is not.She is not a person who dies and lives for a love, in this relationship, although she gives a lot and likes it deeply, she has always retained a reason.She has always been a person whose intellect is greater than her feelings.Nan Ji was born in a noble family, she has a father and brother who love her, and her brothers who love her and spoil her, how can she seek death and life for the sake of a person?
She had planned to leave.Just took a look at the scene of his marriage before leaving, she felt that it was a farewell, and a glance from a distance where others could not see her would not disturb him, and she saw that he became a marriage smoothly and married his wife, who represented the power of the family, and then she was relieved.But the big red phoenix crown was as hot as fire, and it burned in her internal organs without warning, Nan Ji broke out in a cold sweat in pain, and didn't want to be discovered, so she forced herself back to Changding Palace.She wanted to use her skills to heal her wounds, but her internal force could not work at all at this time, and the burning pain in the dirty house became more and more intense, and she seemed to be placed in a raging fire, and the water could not extinguish it, but became more and more vigorous.At that moment, she felt the breath of death very truly.In fact, she was a little afraid, afraid that she would never see her mother again, afraid that she would not see her fathers, and afraid that her relatives would not be able to bear the blow after learning of her death.I am even more afraid that her death will anger her mother and fathers and bring disaster to Donglan.See, even before she died, she still thought about him, and did not want him to be harassed, and did not want his country to be retaliated against.Therefore, she really does not want to face death, because death is nothing to her, but when she closes her eyes, it means endless troubles and endless suffering of her relatives.However, God's ruthlessness is not subject to human will.Until the vitality is lost little by little, the consciousness and senses are gradually dulled, and she can't perceive the palace maid who ran in and screamed outside and ran out quickly, Nan Ji didn't know why she died.Too much stimulation?
Hurt by love?
Burning?
Nan Ji's mind was muddy, and she couldn't know the real reason, she only knew that if there was really a regret medicine in the world, if she still had a chance, it would be better not to meet Ye Xiaoqi again.It is much better to have a piece of heart than to hurt a loved one.Whether it is to die or to have a 1 in 10,000 chance of being saved, the fate between her and Ye Xiaoqi ends here.From here the road to the road, the bridge to the bridge.May we never know each other again in the next life.Outside the window, the night wind is getting stronger, blowing in through the carved window, and the lights in the hall are swaying.Nan Ji's mind was still at a loss.From birth to death, she has accumulated too many doubts in her heart, but the girl who has always been calm and rational is always unwilling to pile up doubts in her heart.She wanted to figure out the cause and effect.She wondered where the sense of emptiness that had been with her since birth came from, and what story was buried in that dream that she couldn't see but made her cry every late night when she was a child.She wondered why the color of the phoenix crown was stronger than poisonous, so that even people like her could resist the call of death.