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Because it was not yet the evening market, there were not many people in the café, and the young waiter stood at the bar while carefully wiping all kinds of beautiful coffee cups, while observing the few customers in the shop, and suddenly looked up, and saw the handsome and cold-faced young man who was sitting by the window, at this time he was holding a letter, trembling and letting out a hidden cry like an animal wail.The night was as deep as ink, when Ji Shihui returned to Xia's house with the document bag, it was already half past eleven in the evening, he walked to Xia Songyue's bedroom, wanted to see if Xia Songyue had slept, but found that the bedding on the bed was neatly folded, and the room was empty, he was puzzled, and saw that the door in Xia Yuanqing's bedroom was half-hidden and opened, and a sense of uneasiness and fear gradually crept up in his heart, he walked over and gently pushed the door open, and saw that Xia Yuanqing's photo album that was originally placed in the drawer was opened and spread out on the bed, and Xia Yuanqing's computer was also open, Xia Songyue shrank in the corner, her head buried in her knees, her light-colored soft hair showing a fragility and coldness under the beautiful and bright crystal lamp, looking extremely pitiful.Hearing Ji Shihui's footsteps, Xia Songyue raised her head slightly, a pair of clear light-colored eyes were glowing with blood red, he looked at him, his eyes were a strange coldness that Ji Shihui had never seen, Xia Songyue threw a photo at his feet, crying red eyes with a cold color like frost and snow, "You are Aunt Du's son, right?"

”Ji Shihui looked at the photo of him and Du Lan when he was a child that Xia Yuanqing showed him before, and wanted to explain to him in a panic, but Xia Songyue didn't give him a chance to speak, "You have been looking for someone to investigate me and my dad a long time ago, because you thought I was Aunt Du's son, so you approached me, right?"

”Xia Songyue stood up against the wall and approached him step by step, "Before my dad's accident, you used to come to his room, Ji Shixuan, did you kill my dad?"

”The kraft paper bag in his hand fell to the ground, and Ji Shihui wanted to step forward, but Xia Songyue's fierce and cold eyes were like a blade wrapped in frost, silently and fiercely stabbed into his softest heart, the heart was cut into a bloody piece, and the bones in his body trembled in pain, he defended it very much, but he couldn't say a word.Ji Shihui's silence was like a kind of acquiescence, Xia Songyue looked at his handsome and forbearant face, looked at the face he liked deeply, and suddenly smiled, the undried tears on the crow-like thick eyelashes refracted a cold and resolute arc in the light, "Ji Shihui, I don't want to see you again." ”Because of his willful and selfish liking to kill Xia Yuanqing, Xia Songyue felt that he couldn't forgive himself in his life, let alone Ji Shixuan.The moment he staggered, Ji Shihui suddenly reached out and hugged him tightly from behind, his head buried deep in his neck, and his voice had a kind of hidden pain and madness, "This is impossible, I won't let you leave me." ”Xia Songyue only felt as if she was being embraced and entangled by a cold poisonous snake, and felt a suffocating coldness from head to toe, Ji Shihui told him with his actions that he had never just talked.When she woke up, Xia Songyue found that one of her hands was handcuffed to the head of the bed, and Ji Shihui was sitting on the edge of his bed, and when she saw him awake, she affectionately rubbed his cheek with her cold and slender fingers, and asked, "Are you hungry?"

Would you like to eat some porridge?

”Xia Songyue turned her head to avoid his fingers, looking at him in disgust, his mouth was sealed with transparent tape by Ji Shixuan, he couldn't make a sound, and he didn't want to talk to him.Ji Shihui was stabbed by the disgust in his eyes, his long fingers stiffened slightly, and he lowered his eyes and laughed at himself: "Don't look at me like this, I really didn't mean to, I didn't want to do this, I never wanted to hurt you." ”It was before, and it is now, not only did I not think about hurting you, but I also didn't think about hurting Xia Yuanqing.But Xia Songyue didn't want to hear him say this, he twisted his head to the side, his thick eyelashes like crow feathers drooped an arc of indifferent refusal, Ji Shixuan looked at him quietly for a long time before getting up and leaving the bedroom.Xia Songyue didn't know what Ji Shihui said to Aunt Liu, in the next few days, Aunt Liu didn't come up to the second floor to clean, during the day Ji Shihui would handcuff him to the head of the bed, and at night she would stun him and then take him to take a bath, and then she would hold him to sleep, he was going to go to the toilet Ji Shihui would handcuff the two people together, preventing any chance for him to escape.Ji Shihui found that Xia Songyue's fever was always repeated, his body was cold and hot, his spirit was getting worse and worse, he couldn't eat, and the whole person lost a lot of weight, when he held him, he could touch the thin and raised butterfly bone on his back, but he didn't dare to send him to the hospital, he was afraid that as soon as he went out, Xia Songyue would run away and never come back.Until Ji Shihui woke up in the middle of the night one day, he found that Xia Songyue secretly lifted the quilt while he was asleep, and when he raised his hand to cover him, Xia Songyue opened his eyes, his clear light-colored eyes were clear, and he had not slept all the time.Ji Shihui sighed slightly, and then hugged him with the quilt, "Do you have to hurt yourself like this?"

”After Aunt Liu left, Ji Shihui would no longer seal his mouth with tape, Xia Songyue could speak, but he didn't want to talk to him, so the two were silent like this, and after a long time, Ji Shihui couldn't bear to hold his cheek and turned his face around, his dark and deep eyes flashed with a painful look, "Xia Songyue, will we have to be like this for the rest of our lives?"

”Xia Songyue laughed, the corners of her mouth were slightly curved, but there was no smile in her eyes, "Ji Shihui, we don't have a lifetime, unless you can lock me up for the rest of your life, it's impossible, you kill my dad, I won't forgive you......"

Before he finished speaking, he was severely gagged by Ji Shihui, who used to be the most intimate and sweet kiss, but now it has become a weapon for two people to torture each other, Ji Shihui pried open Xia Songyue's teeth, and frantically plundered all the temperature in his mouth, At least this person's tongue is soft, and his body has body temperature, and now it belongs to him, Xia Songyue leaned back as hard as she could, gritting her teeth fiercely, until the mouths of the two people were filled with a strong smell of blood, Ji Shixuan buried her head in Xia Songyue's neck socket, crying silently and painfully.Why are we like this?

Why did the good end become like this?

Chapter 54 Ji Shixuan's warm and hot tears flowed down his neck to his collarbone, and when it didn't go past his chest, Xia Songyue only felt that his cold heart in the room seemed to be burned hard, and his eyes were dry and sour, but he couldn't shed a single tear.Since Ji Shihui saw through the fact that he opened the quilt to sleep at night and deliberately caught a cold and fever, Xia Songyue simply didn't even take the medicine, Ji Shihui fed mouth-to-mouth several times, and only two of the five times were fed, if he was in a hurry, Xia Songyue would bite himself, and Ji Shiyue was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he didn't dare to continue.didn't take medicine for two days in a row, Xia Songyue's whole body was burned in a daze, when Ji Shihui wanted to get up to find medicine for him, but he took the initiative to hold his wrist, this is the first time since the quarrel broke out between the two people, Xia Songyue took the initiative and got close, Ji Shihui was surprised and happy, and carefully lay down according to his strength."

Ji Shixuan."

Xia Songyue's dry voice softly shouted his name, and her delicate and fair face was burned as pale as paper, and even her lips were so pale that there was no trace of blood.Ji Shihui carefully kissed his mouth, touched his soft light-colored hair, and said gently, "I'm here." ”“......

I'm so uncomfortable, you hug me. ”Xia Songyue curled up, like a weak and pitiful little animal, her voice was soft, and Ji Shiyue's heart was twisted into a ball when she heard it.He stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly, his thin lips kissed him lightly against his forehead, the temperature of his fingertips was extremely hot, so hot that his fingers seemed to be burning, his wide and cold palm was attached to Xia Songyue's back, Xia Songyue's already thin body is now even thinner, and it feels very awkward, Ji Shixuan struggled for a moment, and finally hugged him, "I'll take you to the hospital, you won't be uncomfortable soon, don't be afraid." ”Xia Songyue held his shoulder and shook her head, raised her long eyelashes like a crow's feather and looked at him weakly, "You go and bring the medicine, I'll take the medicine and don't go to the hospital." ”Since Xia Yuanqing died, he didn't like to go to the hospital.It was rare for him to be willing to take medicine, and after Ji Shihui gently put him down, he quickly went downstairs and poured a glass of warm water, and handed the pill to his mouth.The soft tongue hooked the few pills and swallowed them, Xia Songyue licked her chapped lips, frowned slightly and looked at him, "The medicine is too bitter." ”Ji Shihui immediately took out a fruit gummy from the drawer, peeled off the candy paper and handed it to his mouth, Xia Songyue held it in his mouth, and after a while, he bit and swallowed it, his thick and long eyelashes blinked slightly, and sleepy tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, "I want to sleep." ”"You sleep," Ji Shihui gently touched his head, leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, "I'll go make you a soup, and you can drink it when you wake up." ”Xia Songyue nodded, closed her eyes after a while, and Ji Shihui looked at him with affection and enthusiasm for a while before getting up and walking out.Soon after he left, Xia Songyue, who was asleep, suddenly opened his eyes, with a clear look in his eyes, he took out the handcuff key he had just touched from Ji Shihui from his pocket, carefully unlocked it, and then opened the bedroom window, facing a gust of night breeze, only to see a quiet night outside the window, the street lights in the yard didn't know when they were broken, and they were pitch black, only the street lights on the bluestone lane leading to the entrance of the community were still on.Xia Songyue climbed down from the second floor along the water pipe, the light in the kitchen on the first floor was still on, and the half-covered glass window reflected Ji Shihui's busy and slender figure, he held his breath and cautiously ran out around the window of the kitchen on the first floor.As if there was an extremely vicious beast chasing behind him, Xia Songyue was running away almost with all his strength, the night wind swept by his side, he ran for a long time before running to the road at the entrance of the community, the bus shown on the stop sign had been suspended, without the guidance of the stop sign, he didn't know where he wanted to go, the air in his lungs seemed to be squeezed dry, and the only breath he spit out was scorching.Xia Songyue held on to the stop sign and gasped for a moment, wanting to walk over to the opposite side to stop the car, who knew that as soon as she walked to the middle of the road, a very dazzling light suddenly refracted at the corner, a black Maybach drove towards her at great speed, the sound of the young man's thin and straight body and the hard front of the car colliding was particularly clear in this quiet night, the pain of broken bones seemed to spread to the limbs, the eardrum buzzed as if it was about to explode, the warm blood gradually blurred Xia Songyue's vision, and he didn't even have time to make a sound, Everything in the past passed by him like a slush claw, "Are you sure you won't leave?"

”"Don't go.""

This is the second time you've kissed me, you have to give a reasonable explanation.""

After the college entrance examination, I'll give you a reasonable explanation.""

It can't be, I'm not going to let you leave me.""

Xia Songyue, will we have to be like this for the rest of our lives in the future?"

......His long, crow-like eyelashes were like the fragile wings of a butterfly, fluttering lightly for the last two times, and finally hanging limply. .......Ji Shixuan, I've liked you, so I can't forgive you.Ji Shihui woke up suddenly, and her handsome and young face faded with blood.Before dawn, in the dimly lit bedroom, only the sound of the clock ticking echoed, and the sound seemed to be a sharp boulder, falling on his heart, smashing bloody holes, and he buried his head in his knees in pain, and wept silently.Before dawn, a few breakfast stalls were set up in the alley next to the police station, Yun Feifan, who had been on night duty all night, yawned and walked out of the door of the police station, and just walked down the steps, he saw a black Ben parked on the side of the road at the entrance of the police station, he sighed and walked straight to the position in front of the driver's seat.Two-thirds of the way through the window revealed a young and handsome face, his side face lines were perfect and deep, like a well-carved statue, his eyebrows were deep and handsome, and the fly in the ointment was that he lacked a little anger.Hearing the footsteps, Ji Shihui turned his head slightly, a pair of dark and deep eyes were like thick ink, the eyes were deep and beautiful, but the bottom of the eyes seemed to condense a piece of sadness and pain that could not be dissolved, coupled with the sharp and cold lines of his handsome face, it only made people feel that they should not be approached."

Come to the door of the police station again to show off your wealth, Mr.

Ji, you have been squatting for three days, and squatting at the door of the police station for five days, I don't know which police flower you have taken a fancy to."

Yun Feifan smiled brightly with a mouthful of white teeth, his eight-year career as a criminal police officer has polished his originally round face contours to Zhou Zhouzheng, but his straightforward and somewhat honest temperament has not changed at all, he looked at Ji Shixuan's lowered cold eyes, and suddenly felt that the joke he just said was really not funny at all, sighed slightly, and he said: "There is still no news for the time being, you also know very well, they have been missing for so many years, and the clues that should be investigated are almost the same, and there is no body to be seen, even if it is the best news." ”Ji Shihui didn't speak, and her thin lips pursed a straight and tight line.Yun Feifan looked at the faint dark blue under his eyelids, knowing that he must not have slept well again, "Brother Xuan, go to Lao Xu to have a look, although I don't approve of you relying too much on hypnosis, but if you can fall asleep like that, go ahead." ”Eight years ago, Xia Songyue disappeared suddenly, Ji Shihui turned over T City like crazy, although the bloodstains at the entrance of the community confirmed that it did belong to Xia Songyue, but no one died alive, and the police did not find anything after more than two years of investigation, and finally became an unsolved case.Now that eight years have passed, the case filing team has changed several batches of people, only Ji Shixuan still insists on coming to the police station every day to ask for news, this madness and obsession have gradually become his heart disease, rotting in flesh and blood, deep into the bone marrow, others can't see or feel it, only he is indulging in it and torturing himself.Ji Shihui put one hand on the steering wheel, his cold and slender fingers gently pinched the bridge of his tall nose, although he had made a mental preset of returning in vain every day, but he really knew that it was a wasteful time, disappointment and pain still quickly came up, he rolled up the car window, and drove away in Yun Feifan's sighing and pitying gaze.In fact, sometimes Ji Shihui clearly knows that some insistence is meaningless, but he still has no way to stop, looking for Xia Songyue is his only thought to live, if he stops, his heart will die, and people will not be able to live.October is approaching, the blue sky is clear, the blue is clear, and the internationally famous London Academy of Fine Arts, just after the bell rings, the number of students in the corridor gradually increases.The young teaching assistant was changing the position of some of the famous paintings on the wall according to the tutor's request, and as soon as he got a pair down, a soft voice came from the door, "Motuoko, have you seen the song?"

”A curly-haired girl in a beautiful dress stood by the door, her deep and three-dimensional features made her look like a beautiful doll, she had a bright smile on her face, and her eyes looked left and right, as if she was anxious to find someone.Motuoc was startled by her voice, and carefully placed the famous painting on the chair before turning to speak to her, "Deria, next time can you please not speak behind me so suddenly, it will scare me." ”The girl known as Di Liya glared at him coquettishly, and said in a very dissatisfied tone: "You haven't done anything wrong, where will you be scared, you haven't answered where my song is." ”Motuoko was very helpless about this elementary school girl's pampering and arrogant temperament, he sighed and said: "The teacher asked him to go to the fountain lake to paint two paintings, he is not in good health, don't ...... it"Before the words "twitter around him" were finished, Delia staggered away, and Motoko looked at her energetic figure and couldn't help but smile and shake his head.Chapter 55 The fountain lake was originally a very distinctive building in the Academy of Fine Arts, retaining the design style of Central Europe in the last century, a huge statue of the goddess stood in the middle of the clear lake, the spring water slowly rose from all around her, she was like an angel bathed in holy light, white and spotless, but unfortunately later because of man-made destruction, the fountain parts were broken, and the statue of the goddess became old and dull, with broken arms and legs, and there were other new and more distinctive buildings in the college, so no funds were allocated for maintenance, Gradually, fewer people came, and the surroundings became very quiet.Because there were so few people coming to Fountain Lake, Delia found the person she was looking for almost effortlessly.A handsome young man sat on a bench in front of the fountain lake, a khaki light-colored trench coat set off his shoulders extremely thin and graceful, and his light-colored hair made his skin look as white as jade.Di Lia stood by and watched for a long time before she remembered to call someone, but she shouted several times in a row, one louder than the other, but the young man didn't seem to hear it, and even the curvature of her jaw drooped didn't change half a minute, she walked over a little unhappily, walked around to him and said dissatisfiedly: "Song, why don't you ignore me?"

”As soon as she finished speaking, her expression froze, and she saw that the young man was on his knees, and in the white palm of his palm, which was spread out, a pair of small cochlear implants were lying quietly, as if they had been plucked off because the owner wanted a moment of ear purity, Di Lia couldn't help but feel guilty for her gaffe just now, without hearing aids, how could a deaf person hear the sound, but after thinking about it, he couldn't even hear a single sound, how could he hear what she just said.At this time, the young man was closing his long eyelashes like crow's feathers and pretending to sleep, and suddenly felt a shadow in front of him, he raised his eyelids slightly, and then saw a foreign girl with a deep and beautiful face standing in front of him, raised his hand to take the cochlear implants in his hand respectively, the corners of his mouth slightly curved a shallow arc, and asked, "Delia, is there something wrong with coming to me?"

”Deliya's thoughts were pulled back by his words, so she quickly sat down beside him, frowned and said, "Yes, I'm going to go out with my father to hold an art exhibition in two days, and I won't be able to see you for a long time, I'm really unhappy." ”Sixteen or seventeen-year-old girls are always cheerful and lively, and they speak bluntly and enthusiastically to the people they like."

It's okay, I'll see you when I come back."

The young man smiled slightly, his long eyelashes as thick as a crow's feather drooping slightly, and his face looked unusually quiet and gentle.Delia looked at his beautiful side face with a little obsession, and when she looked at it, she became more and more reluctant, she pursed her small mouth with a beautiful lip gloss, and still complained unhappily, "I don't understand Dad, why did he go so far away in China, and Motuoko, I have been to that T city many times, and I am still so enthusiastic, unlike you, I have never wanted to go back." ”I don't know which sentence poked the memory that was deliberately forgotten in my heart, the young man's clear light-colored eyes flashed a complex emotion, and after being silent for a long time, he suddenly spoke, his voice was slightly hoarse, as if wrapped in strong and complex emotions, but after listening carefully, he felt that there was no emotion, "If you go to T City, China, I will ask the teacher when I go back, can I go with me." ”"Really?"

Di Liya looked at him with joy, her eyes were undisguised surprise and pleasure, "It's great that you can go together, I can't even bear to part with you." ”Not long after being happy, Di Liya suddenly seemed to remember something, frowned slightly and looked at him with some doubts, "No, don't you never participate in China-related art exhibitions?"

Why did you suddenly change your mind again?

”The mutilated statue of the goddess in the middle of the lake looked extremely dilapidated and dim in the sun, the young man raised his thick and long eyelashes slightly, and a pair of clear and round cat eyes moved slightly, looking at the two famous paintings on the flower stand erected on the grass that still could not be dried even if they were dried and wet, and said slowly: "There is an idiom in China called capriciousness, and when you understand its meaning, you will know why." ”At this time, the beautiful brows of the foreign girl, who knew nothing about Chinese idioms, furrowed even more, and she suddenly regretted why she didn't listen to Mo Tuoke's words and learn Chinese culture in the first place.T City is an old city with a long history, spring to autumn, the change of times, the old city of the house demolished and rebuilt, the same period built in the new building in the silent passage of time gradually dyed the traces of time, slowly become the old city.Assistant Yang is a person who will go to the company 30 minutes in advance every day to punch in and then make a cup of coffee and watch the news for a while before starting a busy day's work, the elevator rose to the seventeenth floor, he just walked to his position, and saw that the office at the end of the corridor was already crowded, and there was no doubt that it was his workaholic boss Ji Zong, who came earlier and left late than his employees.Many years ago, Ji Shihui was not called Mr.

Ji, and Assistant Yang's impression of him was limited to the young man who protected Xia Songyue behind him, with handsome but fierce eyebrows, and then Ji Shihui had not graduated from college and entered the company, but it took two years to replace Xia Yuanqing's original position, and then so many years have passed, his position has risen again and again, but he has always insisted on staying in Xia Yuanqing's office, Assistant Yang doesn't know what happened, but vaguely knows from a friend's mouth that Xia Songyue has been missing for eight years, Ji Shihui looked for him for eight years, but found nothing.When making coffee, Assistant Yang deliberately brewed an extra cup, stood outside the door and knocked three times, and heard a low and cold voice coming from the crack in the door, "Come in." ”He pushed open the door and walked in, and at a glance he saw the two photo frames placed on Ji Shihui's desk, the young man with a long body standing on the bridge in the ancient town, and the young man with a pair of beautiful eyes smiling, there is no doubt that they are Xia Songyue, in fact, these two photos Assistant Yang has also seen in Ji Shihui's home, on the wall of the living room, next to the TV, he will even have a bold idea, thinking that when he goes to deliver the documents, he will look at it two more times, and he will find that these two photos should be seen in every corner of Ji Shihui's house, and he quietly retracted his gaze, Placed one of the cups of coffee on Ji Shixuan's table.Ji Shihui didn't look up, holding a pen and looking at the document at a glance, his tone was detached and polite, "Thank you." ”Assistant Yang stepped aside, watched Ji Shihui open another document, and reminded him in a timely manner: "This is the consent of a professor who came to T City from the London Academy of Art to hold an art exhibition next, and it will be launched tomorrow night, at the T City Hall, for ten days, there will be many people from the business and political circles at his art exhibition, and he also gave us a lot of tickets, I still have two left, if you are okay, go and see it together." ”Ji Shihui originally wanted to refuse, but after glancing at the guest list attending the exhibition, he found that several of them were senior executives of the T City Police Department, so he nodded slightly and said, "Go back and give me one." ”When she re-stepped on her homeland after taking the plane for more than ten hours in a row, Xia Songyue felt like a world away.It seems that Delia, who will never have enough energy, pulled Motuoko to go for a walk as soon as he got off the plane, he didn't have that energy, and his physical condition didn't allow it, so he followed the tutor back to the hotel first.Xia Songyue's mentor is called Van Skow, perhaps because he is only one word different from the painter Van Gogh, his talent in art is also very high, at the age of thirty, he was exceptionally rated as a full professor of the Academy of Fine Arts, and he has a fanatical obsession with painting and talents, which is also the reason why he insisted on bringing him back to London when he knew that Xia Songyue also had a very high talent for painting, after all, good talents are hard to find, and genius is rare in a century.Xia Songyue took off his hearing aids after taking a bath, lay on the bed and read a book for a while before falling asleep, and when he woke up, he found that it was already dark outside the window, and the wall clock on the wall had passed half past seven o'clock, it turned out that he had slept for more than ten hours, dragging a slightly sour body and changing his clothes after washing, and the doorbell rang.He put on his trench coat and walked over to open the door, and as soon as the door opened, Delia happily spun around in front of him, like a girl in love showing her new clothes to her beloved man, looking up at him with a beautiful little face expectantly, "Is it good-looking?"

Song, my new dress. ”Xia Songyue glanced at her dress that didn't cover her arms or legs, and silently felt a little cold, he gathered the coat on his body and said, "Why don't you go and wear a coat, otherwise it's easy to catch a cold when you go out." ”Delia only grasped the key point she wanted to grasp, "Get out?"

How do you know I'm coming to get you out?

Is this what you Chinese often say, smelling the same?

”She proudly showed Xia Songyue the idiom she had just made up, and she was ready to listen to the other party praise her, but she saw the corners of Xia Songyue's mouth twitch slightly, and looked at her very helplessly, "Di Liya, it's not like that." ”The very studious foreign girl looked up at him with big talking eyes and asked curiously, "How is that used?"

”Xia Songyue had a headache, he thought about it, and decided not to discuss the issue of idioms with a foreigner, so he changed the topic and said: "I plan to go out today, you ......"

What he wanted to say was that you should go play by yourself, but before he could say it, Di Liya excitedly took his arm and said excitedly: "I'll go with you, I'll go wherever you go, let's go, let's go." ”Xia Songyue was blocked by her three consecutive "let's go" and couldn't say anything to refuse, he gave up and let her hold his arm, drooped his long eyelashes slightly, and resigned himself: "Then let's go." ”However, before going out, he still asked Delia to go back and put on an extra coat, after all, he himself is also very cold, and if he wants to show a gentlemanly demeanor, he will be particularly embarrassed.Chapter 56 is taboo and redemption, and Di Liya originally thought that Xia Songyue would take her to the attractions of T City or go to some special restaurants to eat or something, but she never expected to go to the cemetery.The fallen leaves on the steps were cleaned up, it seemed that there had just been a light rain, the air was still a little damp, the aunt who sold lilies at the foot of the mountain was still there, Xia Songyue helped her buy a bouquet of lilies, and in the aunt's strange and enthusiastic eyes, she took Di Liya to the steps to the cemetery.There was an extra stele next to Lin Xingrou's tombstone, Xia Songyue carefully subdivided the bouquet of lilies into two parts, solemnly and reverently placed them in front of the two tombstones, and then knelt down, and carefully kowtowed three times.Di Liya originally wanted to ask Xia Songyue who this was, but the moment she looked down and saw Xia Songyue's tears falling down her cheeks on the lilies, she bit her lower lip a little sadly and was silent.Xia Songyue's worship time was not long, counting the time to clean the two monuments, it was only thirty minutes, and when Di Liya left the cemetery along the steps on the other side behind him, it was rare to follow quietly without speaking.Ji Shihui suddenly had the idea of coming to the cemetery to see Xia Yuanqing, maybe because of Yun Feifan's words, maybe because he couldn't sleep well for a few days, he was very confused and confused.The aunt who sells lilies at the foot of the mountain is very familiar with him, although this young and handsome man does not like to talk, but every year he comes at a fixed time, and every time he buys all her lilies, the aunt has a very good impression of this filial young man, and often takes the initiative to talk to him."

Mr.

Ji, today's lilies are very fresh."

Auntie said.Ji Shihui leaned down and touched the lily petals that were still stained with dewdrops, and nodded, "Sell them all to me, wrap me two bunches, and I'll take the rest away later." ”"Okay."

The aunt wrapped the bouquet with a ribbon with her hands and feet, and took the time to chat with him, "This morning, a pair of young couples also came to worship, that girl is a foreigner, I guess I came with my boyfriend to meet my parents, that man is also very beautiful, more beautiful than a girl, and he looks very tall, but his face is very pale, as if his health is not very good." ”Ji Shihui listened to her a lot of words, but in fact, he didn't listen to a word, he walked up the steps with two bunches of wrapped lilies, obviously tall, tall and handsome, but often made people feel like a soulless walking corpse.Ji Shixuan's dazed and sluggishness, when he saw the two bouquets of lilies placed in front of Xia Yuanqing and Lin Xingrou's tombstones, suddenly transformed into a kind of heart-splitting ecstasy, like a silent and sharp vine suddenly penetrated violently from his heart, pain mixed with joy and other unknown emotions overflowed his entire chest, he was mixed in this moment, as if he had spent his whole life, he touched the water droplets on the petals that had not yet dried and trembled slightly, and then he raised his long legs and ran down the steps on the other side.Although it was not Xia Yuanqing and Lin Xingrou who did not come to worship, he felt that it must be Xia Songyue, because only Xia Songyue would buy lilies, and only Xia Songyue liked to stand up and place the bouquet next to the photo, such a posture looked like the person on the tombstone could hold the bouquet in his arms with his hands.There are two roads in the cemetery, and the petals and water droplets have not dried, indicating that people have not gone far, Ji Shihui came from one road, if Xia Songyue left on the same road, then he would meet, or the aunt who sold flowers would also tell him when talking, so he must have left from another road.Ji Shihui felt that he had never run so fast in his life, he took three steps and made two steps, and forced the steps that would take ten minutes to walk briskly were completed in five minutes, he looked down from the path, and when his eyes touched the clear and slender figure standing on the side of the road, the whole person instantly froze in place as if he had been electrocuted, this reunion that had been buried too deep for too long and was almost desperate made him cowardly and did not dare to step forward, his dark and deep eyes looked motionless, for fear that he would wake up in the blink of an eye and find that it was another empty dream, He couldn't bear any more pain of gaining and losing.But this Xia Songyue in front of him is different from all the Xia Songyue he has seen in his dreams and hallucinations, he is wearing a dark windbreaker, his light-colored hair is a little long, slightly covering his eyebrows, it seems that his face is smaller, and his body seems to be a lot taller, standing on the side of the road with a scarf, like a beautiful cover in a movie pictorial, maybe the wind is a little strong, he pulled the scarf up, covering his chin and the tip of his nose, and his pale skin was so white that it revealed an almost transparent feeling, Ji Shihui only felt that his eyes were so sour, so uncomfortable that he just wanted to go forward and hug him.