The boat that passed by in the dark night, the sail without a mark during the day, the shell that stranded the beach by the same tide, and the cicada that transformed in the same rainstorm, on this day, An Zishan suddenly found that he was so close to her, but so far away.She, Zhang Lingling, his tablemate, the girl with excellent academic performance to the point of perversion.They once had a relationship, which was in the first semester of his sophomore year, a love that was short to less than half a year but deeply remembered.In the previous life, after graduating from junior high school, they actually had no contact.She was admitted to Lianshan No. 1 Middle School, a key high school in the county, and he went to the last of the four high schools in the subordinate townships of Lianshan County.And at a junior high school reunion when An Zishan returned home from the winter vacation of his freshman year, they met again.The old classmates seemed to have endless words to say, she studied at Harbin Institute of Technology in 985 universities, although his school was quite ordinary, she did not mean to despise it at all, on the contrary, the two talked happily.Later, the two left the party site and walked along the river road in Lianshan County, chatting so much that Zhang Lingling missed the bus home, and had no choice but to let An Zishan ride a bicycle to send her home.Sitting on the back seat of An Zishan's bicycle, Zhang Lingling gently hugged An Zishan's waist and happily said all kinds of interesting things, and the buds of love sprouted naturally.Everything on the university campus seems to be filled with the atmosphere of youth, a little ambiguity will make people have endless aftertaste, love is very simple, very pure, and the same is true of not love.In this way, the two confirmed their relationship, and later went back to school, and their usual calls, text messages, and letters are all daily as a couple.The two of them have schools in the south and the other in the north, more than 2,000 kilometers apart, and it is rare for poor students to meet.In the fourth month after their relationship, one day she suddenly proposed to break up, An Zishan was unprepared, but he did not entangle, he respected her choice and only made one request.See one, old place.On the road along the river where they had walked together at the junior high school reunion, they walked again under the big stout willow tree.Along the way, no one said anything about what would happen in the future, but both of them knew that they would never meet again in the future, and even if they met each other by chance, it would not happen to anyone.Whether it's love or life, what can you think of in advance?
Even if you think about it, you can't change anything, you can only happen with it and then leave with it.Whether it is happiness or pain, it is useless, real life is inherently impermanent.The two of them are like the story of the bird and the fish, she is the bird, and he is the swimming fish.It's just that An Zishan never expected that life would be so impermanent, and they would meet again after more than 20 years in this way.On the way to the classroom, An Zishan actually felt a little at a loss, and didn't know what attitude to face her now.Heh, An Zishan shook his head with a smile, he is really not a person who can see.How to face the problem, take it one step at a time, at least now there is no story between the two people, and he has no idea what story to happen.But she just put it on the table, and she can't bear it, so she must give her a color."
Hehe" Thinking about it, An Zishan grinned, and he didn't know what evil thoughts were in his head.Walked quickly into the classroom and walked straight to his seat, ignoring the grimaces and mockery of some of the classmates next to him, the key point is that many people don't know each other.As soon as he sat down in his seat, Seinfeld floated over like a ghost and patted him on the shoulder."
Hey, Zishan, what did the teacher say about you, did you ask you to call your parents?
Did you punish you for cleaning for a week?
Is there any" Seinfeld teased with a strange smile on his face, squeezing his eyebrows and gloating, this is a dead friend, there is no need to scruple when he speaks, and there is no need to figure out whether he likes to listen or not.An Zishan glared at him angrily, ignoring him, he was just so funny, but his academic performance was very good, as for why he sat in the back row, because he was tall!
An Zishan is a whole head taller, An Zishan is about 1.6 meters, and the row of seats in junior high school is still very fair, never looking at grades, only looking at height."
And, also, why are you standing up there laughing so obscenely?
That's when the teacher finds out that you are secretly sleeping. ”An Zishan ignored him, but he was not annoyed at all, and looked at An Zishan with a curious face, hoping to get an answer from his gaze, it is not easy to bring a child who is too curious."
I didn't sleep!
Also, you don't care what I'm laughing at, I like it, hurry back to your seat, and class will start right away. ”An Zishan looked at him with disgust and a straight face."
Cut...Packed deep. ”Seinfeld pursed his lips and staggered back to his seat, An Zishan glanced back at him, he raised his eyebrows and gave a look, with a look on his face that buddies know what it means to see through or not to say it.An Zishan was depressed, he knew what this fat man was.It was only at this time that An Zi's kindness calmed down, and he sat quietly in his seat and did not read.stared directly at the string of paper cranes on the table, and out of the corner of his eye, he found that the same table was pretending to be reading intently, but he secretly glanced at himself several times, but he didn't know that An Zishan had already noticed her small movements."
You told the teacher, I'm stacking a thousand paper cranes!"
An Zishan looked at the paper crane in front of him, glanced at Zhang Lingling from the corner of his eyes, and said lightly, his voice was very soft, but it was very clear in the ears of the two people.When An Zishan's voice sounded, the language textbook that Zhang Lingling was reading in her hand tore open a hole violently, and she saw that the girl's slender hand was clenched tightly, and her knuckles were white, which showed the tension in her heart.was discovered, how could it be, how could he fold a thousand paper cranes with his head down, how did he know that I told the teacher, what to do, what to do?
Zhang Lingling thought in a panic, and why didn't he hear the feeling of anger in his voice, he wouldn't want to do it.It's over, the last time I heard from the people in their dormitory say that he was still beating people in the dormitory, and he didn't look angry at all when he beat people, he wouldn't be ready to beat me.Thinking about it, Zhang Lingling cried violently, tears dripping on the book, like beads with broken threads, crying in fright."
I'm going?"
An Zishan looked at this little girl dumbfounded, what kind of operation is this?
What's wrong with me?
I just asked you, why the hell am I investigating the case, and you cry without saying anything, what kind of rhythm is this?
Are you wronged?
It's impossible, according to my analysis, it's definitely you, is there an inside story?"
Hey, don't cry, what's wrong, I'm just asking, I don't mean anything else, don't cry, don't cry" After a while, he hurriedly tore off a piece of paper from his notebook and handed it to her to wipe her tears."
Then you're not allowed to hit me."
Zhang Lingling sobbed, picked up the paper handed over by An Zishan and wiped the tears on her cheeks, and looked at him."
Why should I hit you?
What a brain circuit it is!
”An Zishan has a headache, it hurts very much, her brain hurts, her brain hurts, it's terrible, I'm going to hit her?
Why hit her?
How did I not know I was going to hit her?
Could it be that the little girl's brain circuit is so strange, or are all women like this?
Zhang Lingling turned to look at An Zishan, there were still undried tears on her cheeks, flashing and flickering, puffing out her mouth with a look of grievance."
I told the teacher, I just want you to listen carefully, and I didn't expect the teacher to punish you for standing in class, I don't want to, I'm sorry, but if you don't listen carefully, it's your fault to stack thousands of paper cranes in class."
This stupid girl, with an honest and serious expression, the crystal luster in her eyes, and the tears flashing on her cheeks, stunned An Zishan for a while, it turned out that she was very cute in junior high school, and the breath of youth was so scorching.Since then, the spring flowers have thanked the summer insects, the autumn wind has cleared the winter snow, and the young poetry and customs have gradually ceased to exist, leaving only the red dust rolling around, all of which are empty.An Zishan came back to his senses, smiled faintly, and said faintly: "Then it's my fault to stack thousands of paper cranes in class, I admit my mistake."
And you could have prevented me from stacking thousands of paper cranes in class, let me listen to the class, and prevented me from standing for a class and not being able to listen to the lecture, is it your fault. ”"In this way, you are sorry for me, and it is no problem to compensate me, right?""
You're right, but I apologized to you, how do you want me to compensate you?"
Zhang Lingling thought about it sideways, frowned, and then nodded, agreeing with An Zishan's statement.yes, I could stop him myself, then he wouldn't be penalized.Oh, why am I so stupid, why should I tell the teacher?
Zhang Lingling patted her forehead in shame and looked at An Zishan apologetically."
I'm going" An Zishan was shocked again, seeing the apology on this girl's face was speechless, what a simple and lovely silly girl, what do you believe when I say, it's so easy to fool, it's worth it.Well, since that's the case."
My English grades are not satisfactory, can you please help me with tutoring in the future, how about this as compensation?"
An Zishan smiled and said softly, as for this idea, it came to me when I walked to the classroom.In fact, An Zishan's academic performance in high school was still good, and he played well in other subjects in the college entrance examination in his previous life, and his grades were usually very stable.Only English is a big problem, and those words, listening, and the grammatical structure of subject-verb-object-definite complement are simply a mess, and in An Zishan's ears there is not much difference from the book of heaven.The English class was only opened when he was in junior high school, so this was the best time to lay the foundation, and he didn't cherish it in his previous life.In this life, we must make up for this shortcoming, otherwise it is not good to say that thousands of people will encounter Waterloo when they cross the single-plank bridge."
Okay, that's no problem, this is what I should have done, you can find me, I'll help you."
Zhang Lingling looked at An Zishan with a happy face, her reddish eyes and eyebrows smiled, patted her chest and said, as if he could study seriously, she was even happier than himself.An Zishan looked at Zhang Lingling speechlessly, alas, there is no help.The teacher named you a class leader, and then told you to help other students improve together, and you took it seriously, and it became your job.My God, brainwashing still has to start with teenagers, it's very clean.It's so easy to wash, I'll eat you in the future, hehe.