An Zi's conscience was anxious and ran home, all the way to think about what he had caused trouble, and he didn't think at all why An Zishan knew that they were fighting in the village there.After thinking about it for a while, he didn't think of a reason, and then when he arrived at the door of the house, he raised his head and secretly told himself that he would not let go even if he was killed.As for why you don't let go, because you have to have backbone, as for what to loosen up?
What?
Does this matter?
No matter what it is, don't let go.Hum!
Guys are tough!
An Ziliang held his head high and strode in like a proud rooster.Hearing the sound of footsteps, Zhang's mother raised her head and saw this scene.Mother Zhang's face sank and she shouted, "Walk well!"
What are you doing, your brother?
”An Ziliang shrank his head and said loudly: "I didn't do anything, I don't know, how do I know where he went." ”Zhang's mother's face was dark, her face was long, and she looked directly at her eldest son, not knowing which tendon was wrong with this child, why was it the same as every time he beat him, he had a stiff mouth with a stiff neck.An Zishan hurriedly ran into the door, and when he heard what his eldest brother said, his face darkened, "My brother, I'm going to look for you, you said you don't know where I went, you fool our mother at this level, can you not be beaten?"
”An Zishan silently prayed for the eldest brother for three seconds, maybe An Ziliang's donkey temper Zhang Mu was also used to it, and did not continue to get to the bottom of it, let alone beat An Ziliang.Seeing An Zishan walk in, Zhang's mother pondered for a while and said, "Ziliang, your brother said that you are going to apply for the high school entrance examination?"
What are your plans?
”An Ziliang was stunned, huh?
What do you mean, don't hit me?
What's going on, it feels like something is wrong, so An Ziliang asked very suspiciously: "Mother, don't you beat me?"
”An Zishan was shocked and looked at the eldest brother dumbfounded, Nani?
And this kind of sassy operation?
Begging?
An Zishan really wanted to go up and touch the eldest brother's head, could it be that before he went, they had already fought a wave, and the eldest brother was beaten stupidly.Zhang's mother was also stunned, and was blocked by An Ziliang's divine reply.The next moment, Zhang's mother, who was embarrassed and angry, stood up, stretched out her hand and grabbed An Ziliang's ear, instantly pulled out a flower, and scolded: "What am I hitting you for, what's the matter?"
If you don't fight for a few days, you still have to go to the house to uncover the tiles, and if you ask you, you have to beg for a beating?
”"Hiss" An Ziliang's face distorted instantly, and he kept inhaling cold air and grinning his teeth.However, people are hard-hearted, what An Zishan admires is not good, hard-hearted brother, never accept softness, you just want it."
Then that, I'm going to apply for volunteering, I'm going to apply for a middle school, what's wrong, mother."
An Ziliang shouted hoarsely, not saying that it hurts, nor saying that he wants Zhang's mother to let go, yes, he just doesn't admit defeat.Zhang's mother let go of her hand, thought about it and said: "It's nothing, it's just that I discussed it with your father, you still have to take the normal exam, it's good to be a teacher, iron rice bowl, package distribution" Without waiting for An Ziliang to reply, after a pause, Zhang's mother looked at her eldest son with a guilty face, and said astringently: "Ziliang, our family situation is not good, I have no ability with your father, if you both go to college, we can't afford it, we can only wronged you to go to the normal school, graduate and become a teacher, and when your brother goes to college, you can also afford your brother's tuition together." ”An Ziliang opened his mouth, his face instantly dimmed, and he looked at his mother blankly, it was his dream to be admitted to high school and college, to become a college student, and to go to a big city.He has longed for the fantasy and beautiful college life countless times, and the prosperity and richness of the big city, but his mother is right, their family is too poor to afford two college students, and he is the boss, and giving the opportunity to his younger brother is the responsibility that the elder brother must bear.An Ziliang stood there in a daze, his eyes were flashing, his face was gray, and he looked like he was out of his mind, he didn't think about going to a secondary school, although Zhaoshi Normal College is a very famous normal college in Zhaoshi, but it is also a secondary school.He wants to go to university, even if he is taking the normal examination and becoming a teacher, he is also admitted to an undergraduate normal college.An Zishan, who was standing on the side, saw all this in his eyes, saw the guilt and helplessness in Zhang's mother's eyes, saw the loss and gloom in An Ziliang's eyes, the tears that did not let fall under his eyes, and saw the expectations and hopes for the future in the depths of his eyes.The ideal life finally lost to reality, and finally walked out of the path that he once determined to not take, and finally became the type of person he once hated.Without any intention to hide it, tears flowed down his cheeks, An Zishan cried wantonly, he was very glad that he still had this life.There is also a chance to make all this unwillingness and helplessness not happen again.There is also a chance for the eldest brother to continue to pursue his dreams.There is also a chance that the old faces of parents will no longer be full of guilt and loss.There is also a chance to straighten up and say no to reality.An Zishan knew that the time had come, wiped away the tears on his face, looked at his mother with firm eyes, and said in a sonorous tone: "Mother, let the eldest brother be admitted to high school and college, the eldest brother's academic performance is better than mine, and the entire grade is in the top three, it would be a pity not to take the high school exam." ”"As for going to college, you said that you can't support the two of us, it's okay, we will all have scholarships, and you don't know this language test, my score is full, the language teacher said, I will give scholarships in high school in this situation, and more in college, so you and your dad really don't have to worry about not being able to afford me to go to college with my eldest brother."
Really?"
, Zhang's mother's eyes lit up, her face instantly had brilliance, and she said in a trembling voice: "Xiaoshan, is what you said true?"
That's what your teacher said?
”"It's true, mother, I don't believe you ask the eldest brother, many people know."
An Ziliang's eyes also had brilliance, and he once again saw the hope that he could be admitted to high school and college, and hurriedly said: "Really, really, the whole school knows, the younger brother is famous this time, our teachers know it, and they also read his works in our class, and our classmates know that my brother wrote it, and they all worship it." ”Mother Zhang really laughed this time, laughing very happily, her child was really angry, but after a moment, her brows furrowed again, and she said in a deep voice: "But your father may not agree." ”An Zishan then understood, it turned out that it was his father's wish to insist on letting the eldest brother take the teacher examination, he thought about it and said: "Mother, this is a lifelong thing, it is related to the eldest brother for a lifetime, I heard the teacher say that there is a hermit master opposite our school who is very accurate, or you and your father go to the eldest brother to calculate, if the eldest brother really has the life of the university, he will be tired and have to provide it, mother." ”Mother Zhang nodded thoughtfully, smiled and said: "Xiaoshan is right, it doesn't matter if my father is tired and tired, I just can't be bitter to you, your father will come back next Monday, and then we will go to the gentleman you said to calculate, where is this gentleman?"
”"It's just across the street from our school, next to the psychiatric hospital, his house is there, there's a sign on his door, you can see it when you go, if you can't find it, I'll take you."
An Zishan also laughed and said softly."
That's not necessary, we found it, you just need to take a good class.""
Okay, mother, if you really can't find it, come to me."
An Ziliang's eyes rolled around, looking left and right, he always felt that this scene was not right, it was obviously about his high school entrance examination volunteering, why couldn't he interject the whole time.There is also the little brother said that he has a full score and a scholarship why he doesn't know it, although he has a stomach, but his intuition tells him that he can't interject at this time.So, An Ziliang just watched quietly, watching some little brothers who didn't know him talk eloquently.Never give up on your dreams, there may be obstacles in front of you that seem to hinder the realization of your dreams, but that is exactly the necessary tempering and test that requires you to practice your ideals with a gentle and open mind.A life with dreams is the most perfect life, no matter how ordinary and mediocre it is, you can't make the land of dreams barren.Regardless of whether you can reach the end point or not, as long as you keep walking, even if you miss the spring flower, you can still harvest autumn fruits.People who have dreams deserve everyone's protection.