On Tuesday, June 1, 1999, the clock of life rang again, at the same time, with the same sound, "18 years, 11 months, 19 days remaining".An Zishan doesn't know who has such an experience, maybe those who are terminally ill have, but he definitely doesn't have such a clear understanding of himself, the length of the rest of his life.It's just that the current An Zishan has slowly become accustomed to this sound, this blood-red life clock.Today is Children's Day, but it's a pity that I've grown up, so it's a pity.An Zishan, who was attached to the desk and buried himself in answering questions, no one knew that he would think about such useless things.A junior high school student actually misses Children's Day, it's a pity, naïve!
Suddenly I want to eat an old popsicle, gluttonous.It's too much for such a serious occasion as the final exam.Yes, it's a final exam today.The school chose such an auspicious day for the exam, and it was also painstaking.An Zishan didn't expect that the exam would become a kind of enjoyment for him, enjoying the feeling of being unhindered and galloping.Language and mathematics in the morning, foreign language and physics in the afternoon, so simple, it seems that the review plan during this period after my rebirth has been very effective.The two-day final exam, spent in An Zishan's boredom, this kind of laziness and boredom, even the slow and half-beat Seinfeld can see."
One of my top student groups, isn't it true that the exam questions that the teachers are thinking about in the final exam don't challenge you at all?"
After the exam, Seinfeld looked melancholy and envious and jealous.An Zishan and Zhang Lingling behaved the same, without the slightest nervousness on their faces, and their excited expressions were very calm."
No, my erudition has surpassed that of college students, you don't understand."
Anzi is kind, and he looks like he is lonely and seeking defeat."
I vomit" Seinfeld said disdainfully, why don't you pretend to be able to?
How could I be a buddy with you, shame!
Seinfeld looked disgusted and walked away.An Zishan looked at him in amazement, and then looked down at the broom lying on the ground just one meter in front of him, and mourned for him."
Bang" "Oh, I'll his uncle, who is so lacking in virtue to put the broom here." ”Standing tall and proud, Seinfeld was ambushed and fell before he could get out of the division, regretting it."
Haha" The surrounding classmates laughed, and Seinfeld, who was annoyed and ashamed, rubbed his elbow with a blue face and went out indignantly.On the way to the toilet in the third junior high school, Zhang Lingling and Gu Zhen walked all the way, holding each other's arms.I don't know what interesting things are chatting about, Zhang Lingling has a shallow smile on her face all the time."
Lingling, do you like An Zishan?"
Gu Zhen suddenly turned his head to look at Zhang Lingling, with an indescribable expression on his face, and there was expectation and uneasiness in his eyes."
Ah, why are you asking this" Zhang Lingling was extremely flustered, she didn't expect her good friend to suddenly ask such a question, as if someone had seen through the girl's secret, and she was flustered and eager to deny it at this moment."
No, we just share the same table."
Gu Zhen couldn't help but be happy, his eyebrows were full of affection, and he said with a smile, "Really?
That's great, I thought you were in that relationship. ”"That, Lingling, I like An Zishan, it's been a long time, since the last time I stood up for us and fought for us, I liked him, he is so smart, good at learning, and versatile."
Gu Zhen had a faint smile on his face, his eyes were full of love, the girl's feelings were always poetry, the throbbing heart lake was stirred up, and the calm ripples blew into the breath of love."
Lingling, I wrote a letter to him, but I'm a little shy, can you help me give it to him?"
Gu Zhen looked at Zhang Lingling expectantly, unable to take his eyes off it.I don't know when a drought began, so that the rain fell into a dusty love, and her affection for him turned out to be like a slowly abundant river, with the gradual distantness of time, is constantly pouring into the girl's calm heart lake.If it weren't for Gu Zhen at this moment, Zhang Lingling might never face her inner emotions.And at this moment, Zhang Lingling, who was pale and in a hurry, suddenly felt so painful, so painful, as if her favorite toy had been snatched away, as if her young body had lost its soul and had become a walking flesh.She didn't even know how she agreed to Gu Zhen's request, how she accepted Gu Zhen's letter, how she ran without looking back in Gu Zhen's shouting, and let tears flow wantonly on her cheeks.Perhaps she always remembered that English class in her heart.The confident, sunny boy softly sang "He and her little ambiguity." ”Perhaps deep down in her heart, she has always known that he has a lot of secrets in the movie theater.The fearless and timid boy calmly commented on his head and feet, and also remembered the sentence "This is my classmate, Zhang Lingling." ”The sudden sadness overwhelmed Zhang Lingling for no reason, and she only found out at this moment.They are so close, so far!
She felt like she had fallen out of love.The girl's feelings are always so wonderful and magnificent, and the story that has not yet begun, let alone lose.It's just that she thinks she has it, and she thinks that the boy who walked into the movie theater with her is Li Lei in her story.She also knew that at this age, at such a time, she couldn't start such a story.It's just that the roses that bloom on the cold earth in the heart have bloomed tremblingly under the sunlight next to them.The tranquil fragrance was like the rosemary of love, and it filled her heart.An Zishan looked at the note in his hand a little blankly, and then looked up at Zhang Lingling, who was silent next to him, the atmosphere at this moment was indescribably weird.An Zishan couldn't say what it was like, his intuition told him that something was going on, Zhang Lingling's body was trembling slightly, he could see it.The cheeks with the beautiful dimples that laughed were extremely pale, and the eyes were blank and a little hollow.He knew that this was the state that would only come when he fell into the despair of his heart, what was going on?
An Zishan looked at the note in his hand, is the problem here?
So, with a solemn, serious face, he gently opened the note in his hand.After Zhang Lingling was at a loss and handed Gu Zhen's love letter to An Zishan, she sat in her seat, her mind blank.However, when An Zishan opened Gu Zhen's love letter with a solemn, serious, and careful face, she saw it clearly.At this moment, the bitterness and pain in my heart gushed out, endless grievances, and endless sadness.He really likes Gu Zhen, looking at his eyes, so serious; Look at his movements, so gentle; Look at his expression, so cautious; He never treated me like this, he always bullied me, blaming me for telling the teacher that he folded a thousand paper cranes.He was never so gentle, and he always laughed at me inexplicably.He has never been so serious with me, he loves to ignore me, and when we watch movies together, he spends more time watching Fang Xiaoyu than movies.It's so sad, it's so sad.It's so sad, it's so sad.On Zhang Lingling's sluggish face, tears instantly welled up in her eyes, and there were crystalline tears rolling on her long eyelashes, and her originally charming and agile eyes were eclipsed at the moment, and her eyes were so empty, so lonely, and so melancholy.Like a delicate flower turned into tears, it makes people feel infinite pity, but it is about to wither at the beginning of its bloom.Since you have chosen to be together.Then I can't find any more reasons to bother you.In this world, how many beautiful feelings start with ignorance and end with misunderstanding.