Riding on the road, An Zishan was still thinking about what the eldest brother said, about Zhang Hua.I still remember that when I was in junior high school in my previous life, I also heard of Zhang Hua, but there was no intersection.And when he was playing football in physical education class, he was as smart as Seinfeld, and he didn't dare to grab football with Zhang Hua.The family conditions are good, the food is good, and the development is much earlier.But I didn't start developing until my second year of high school, and it took me a year to 178CM.Sometimes, maybe being brave and fearless is a different kind of life.Perhaps.There are many not-so-obvious forks in the road in life, different choices create different lives, that insignificant little things, that seemingly insignificant decisions again and again, shape the future self, shape different personalities and three views.As a result, there is a difference between people, and they are no longer teenagers when they slowly return, and they don't know when they lost their original intentions and where they were lost.Just like myself, I was full of enthusiasm and embraced the world when I graduated from college; The heart is higher than the sky, the temperament is upright, and the simplicity is like papyrus.However, after encountering countless setbacks, tribulations, ridicule, and deception, I have also learned to flatter, tend to be inflammatory, and see the wind to steer the rudder.People before and after, eight sides exquisite, a person enjoys loneliness, not sad or happy.In fact, being born as a human being, everyone is the first time, why do you wronged yourself and echo others.As a result, I also learned not to let myself suffer any grievances, strive to become rich, strive to become a successful person, strive to talk and do things like them, become a rhetorical person, and become what others like.However, in the end, it became the most hated appearance at the beginning.Is it worth it to live as everyone and lose yourself.Why are you alive in this life?
What do you live for?
Live up to the encounter, live up to the time, live up to the years, live up to yourself.I guess so.Along the way, An Zishan's thoughts flowed, and his reborn self and his previous life were not much different from him in the same period, but his reborn self seemed to have a kind of pride overlooking all living beings because of his prophetic foresight for the future.Not conservative, not afraid, lost reverence for this life and this world.This is wrong, and to live in heaven and earth, you still need to have a sense of reverence.This kind of rebirth-most awesome, invincible mentality needs to be eliminated, and this is life, real, real life.You should enjoy life, live in the moment, and enjoy every square of the beating clock of life for the rest of your life.An Zishan woke up suddenly, it turned out that after being reborn, his mentality had gone wrong but he didn't know it, there were more things that had happened recently, and his emotions fluctuated for a while, and then he found his most important problem.An Zishan grinned, secretly slandering to himself, how can there be a feeling of playing games to start a new season and just building a character, set a goal for this new season.Hahahaha, riding on the bicycle, An Zishan laughed heartily, not caring at all about the surprised and scrutinizing eyes of some passers-by."
In this life, I want to live as I like, not pretending, not pretentious, just want to live authentically, let life be less hypocritical and helpless, more frank and happy, and live as envied by others in this life."
can have such an enlightenment, which means that An Zishan has understood, and his previous life is no longer his fetters.How many people have lived a lifetime, but they are still ignorant and confused, and in the end they only live what they want in the eyes of others, and they also live the most disgusting appearance in their hearts.The world is noisy and restless, where to go, I hope you and I can still listen to our hearts and live our true selves!
Although he kept thinking nonsense all the way, An Zishan still rushed to the entrance of the People's Square at the appointed time, and he saw Zhang Hua from a distance, with a white short-sleeved T-shirt on the upper body and white trousers on the lower body, with his hands hanging down on both sides at will, strolling around.Hearing the sound of the bicycle, Zhang Hua looked over, a smile appeared on his face, and waved his hand."
Huazi, you've been here a long time ago."
An Zishan braked the bicycle and stopped steadily in front of Zhang Hua."
I've just arrived, too, not much earlier than you."
Zhang Hua smiled a little far-fetched.An Zishan looked worried, and asked softly: "Huazi, has something happened to you, your face is not too good." ”Looking at An Zishan calmly, after a while, Zhang Hua said in a deep voice: "Zishan, although we have only known each other for a short time, in my heart you are already my good buddy, the best kind."
With you, I only have two good buddies, and Seinfeld counts half. ”Zhang Hua's undisguised recognition was recognized by An Zishan, and his mood was a little agitated, "Huazi, you are also my best buddy, in this life!"
Seinfeld too. ”A smile appeared on the corner of Zhang Hua's mouth, as if he had the same place in An Zishan's heart, and he was very happy, "Zishan, there is something I didn't tell you, why I transferred to Shanyang Junior High School, it is related to my best buddy." ”"As I said just now, you are one of my best buddies, I have a total of two good buddies, and the other is Li Yang.""
Li Yang?"
An Zishan remembered that the protagonist in the story told by Zhang Hua, and An Zishan was thinking at that time that this story must be very tortuous and hard."
You called me and told me that there was something for me to help you come up with, is it related to him?""
Hmm!"
Zhang Hua's face was gloomy, and he bowed his head gently."
There's a long story here, listen to me slowly.""
Okay, you say, I'll listen."
As a result, a story that many people don't know but has a huge impact on some people's lives slowly unfolds in front of An Zishan's eyes.They walked slowly side by side in People's Square, and Zhang Hua also slowly recalled the great changes that took place a year ago.Only then did An Zishan know how many memories, desires, guilt for good friends and wanting to do his best to help his friends in Zhang Hua's story, but found that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't do anything.And now, he has a glimmer of hope, he is already crazy, hysterical, in order to seize this glimmer of hope, he can turn to anyone, even An Zishan is the target of his help.He had only one thought in his mind, what if this person had a good idea?
What if An Zishan can help herself?
Then Li Yang will be able to come back a day earlier.After listening to his story, An Zishan couldn't help but wet his eyes, and was moved by the friendship between Li Yang and Zhang Hua, this should be a confidant and a brother.He believed that if Li Yang was impulsive and enthusiastic when he was at the scene, then when those fathers confirmed what happened, he should also be sober.Then he still chose to resist this matter, An Zishan thought that Li Yang was a brother who could intervene in both ribs.The strongest friendships are forged through shared suffering, just as iron can only be tempered into steel in the midst of fire."
Brother, I miss you so much!"
Speaking of the pain, Zhang Hua hugged his head fiercely, crying bitterly and regretting.Under the influence of Zhang Hua, An Zishan had mixed feelings in his heart, tears overflowed his eyes, and he remembered his good buddies and brothers in his previous life.No matter how many years have passed, no matter how far I have traveled, I have never forgotten, dare not forget, the wind and rain we have experienced together.I have never forgotten that I was so drunk that I vomited all over your body and filth, but you did not complain and carefully carried me back to the dormitory.I have never forgotten that I was burdened with huge debts and was depressed, and you mortgaged your wedding loan to me just to relieve my pressure.I have never forgotten that I was cheated in business, you accompanied me thousands of miles to collect debts, I was drunk like mud, and my stomach was bleeding but I told me with a smile, don't worry.I have never forgotten it, those past events are vivid and unforgettable, and I dare not forget it in this life, and I can't forget it.Brother, I must be a brother in this life.