The lights are on.Intersection of Luoshan Road and Renmin Road in Lianshan County.A man in a white short-sleeved shirt and black trousers staggered at the intersection, his shadow stretched slanted by the bright street lamp, swaying in the midsummer night breeze.The man's face was withered and pale, and his eyes were filled with grief-stricken sorrow.After walking for a while, the man sat down by the flower bed on Renmin Road in the southeast of the intersection, looking at the three-story grain and oil supply and marketing cooperative behind him, stunned.This is the place where the car accident happened ten years ago, and it is also the place that changed Zhang Mingjiao's life.Sitting in this familiar place, the appearance of his wife Tian Ying appeared in front of Zhang Mingjiao, looking at him with a smile.The scene from an hour ago still reverberated in Zhang Mingjiao's mind.After Zhang Hua woke up, he was discharged from the hospital and went home in the afternoon.At home, Zhang Mingjiao had a long talk with Zhang Hua, and he originally planned to talk to his son in a few days, so that the child could relax and rest.However, seeing his son's blank face, Zhang Mingjiao still decided to talk to him immediately, and it might be better.Zhang Hua looked at his father sitting on the edge of the bed with no smile, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, and when he saw his father's anxious and tangled look, he was inexplicably a little sad."
Xiaohua, what happened today, Dad wondered if you could listen to Dad tell you, some things are not what you think.The car accident that year was caused by Nanchengbu secretly moving the brakes, so the brakes failed, and the car accident occurred. ”Zhang Hua looked at him expressionlessly and did not speak."
I went to drink that night, and it was also designed by Nancheng Bu.At that time, my father was about to become the deputy county magistrate, and he didn't want my father to be it, so he designed these things to harm my father and your mother. ”"Over the years, Dad has been looking for an opportunity to take revenge and has been collecting evidence of the Nan family's crimes.Dad put up with them and let them, just because the opportunity hasn't come yet.In the past, Dad didn't tell you the truth because you were young, and Dad was worried that you wouldn't understand. ”Zhang Hua's face turned cold, "I don't understand it now." ”Zhang Mingjiao was stunned for a moment, his face changed, and he said urgently: "No, Xiaohua, you have to understand Dad, don't misunderstand Dad, okay?"
Dad is at fault for this, you can blame Dad, you can hate Dad, but don't misunderstand Dad, is it okay?
”"Dad loves Mom as much as you do, very, very much."
Zhang Hua, who was lying on the bed, moved slightly, "I don't understand, I'm still young, you don't need to tell me this." ”"I didn't misunderstand you, didn't you drink that day?""
Drink.""
And what else do you have to say?"
Zhang Mingjiao's face turned pale in an instant, looking at his son with a cold face and a slight slant at the corner of his mouth, he no longer knew how to say or explain.How do you explain to a child what adults have to do and socialize?
How to tell the child about the helplessness of having to drink at the dinner and the fatigue of acting on the spot.You can say, but does he understand?
Don't say that he is still a child, even if he is also an adult, many women don't understand their man's entertainment, don't understand why they get drunk again and again, and don't understand why they don't want to drink or not.Zhang Mingjiao just smiled bitterly, and he could only smile bitterly.Yes, I did drink, but these mistakes were really not what I wanted at all.Why can't the son understand himself?
Monday, 27 September 1999.The midsummer evening breeze blows on the campus of Shanyang Junior High School, and the willow branches of the willow trees by the Shanyang River are flying, and this beautiful township junior high school is quietly blooming with its style.The major changes in the top management of Lianshan County have not yet been officially announced, and the small mountain town is still as quiet as ever.Most people are unaware of what is happening around them, from sunrise to sunset in the countryside and diligent in the city.But a different breath began to waft in Lianshan County, not because of the upcoming big changes at the top, but because of the upcoming National Day.The commercial street on the side of the Shanyang Township Government has been lit up, two large red lanterns are hung at the door of the township government compound, two five-star red flags dancing in the wind are inserted at the door, and a big sign stands on the ground, which reads Welcome to the National Day.The whole country is celebrating the upcoming National Day and the grand military parade, which is the military parade of the century marking the 50th anniversary of the founding of the People's Republic of China, which is of extraordinary significance to this rapidly developing country.After the boiling debate and school competitions, An Zishan returned to the normal track of learning, but the difference is that he is really a celebrity in the school now, and there is not a single student and teacher who does not know him.Walking on the road of the campus, there are pointing glances and all kinds of greetings.Zhang Hua's father called him and told him that he had failed, and Zhang Hua's heart disease could only ask him.An Zishan has long been mentally prepared for this, and in his usual interactions, An Zishan has always felt that Zhang Hua is a very good child, cheerful, sunny, righteous, and intelligent.But in any case, he was only a fifteen or sixteen-year-old child, an age in the midst of a rebellious period.The most important thing is that An Zishan deeply knows a truth, many things are not understood by you, and if you understand, you can let go.If you can't let it go, you can't get out of your heart disease.Of course, An Zishan didn't think that he could untie Zhang Hua's knot in just a few words, he thought that it would take time and time."
Morning, you're so early."
Walking into the classroom with a smile, An Zishan looked at Zhang Lingling in the seat."
Hee-hee, I came not five minutes before you, but I was still earlier than you."
Seeing An Zishan put down his schoolbag and dry food and sat on the stool, Zhang Lingling quipped."
Oh, did you see Zhang Hua coming?"
An Zishan asked as he pulled out the book from his school bag."
I don't know, I didn't pay attention, do you have something to do with him?""
Well, something, I'll go over and take a look."
After thinking about it for a while, An Zishan stuffed his schoolbag into the hole in the desk, smiled, got up and walked out, and went straight to the second class classroom.Walking to the door of the second class classroom, from time to time students came in and out from the door, An Zishan looked inside, glanced around, and did not see Zhang Hua.An Zishan frowned, took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, there are still ten minutes to go to class, why haven't you come yet?
With a thoughtful face, he walked back to the classroom, his chin in his hands, and sat quietly.Zhang Lingling turned her head curiously and glanced at An Zishan, feeling that An Zishan seemed to have something on her mind, but she was too embarrassed to ask.Ten minutes passed in the blink of an eye, and Yu Shimin hurriedly walked into the classroom.An Zishan glanced up, frowned, Min's eyes were slightly red, and his face was depressed, obviously he had something on his mind.And I cried, could it be that I quarreled with my boyfriend, An Zishan thought gossiping.Min, who walked up to the stage, put the lesson plan on the desk, looked up at the classroom, and walked straight to An Zishan.An Zishan, who was observing Min, raised his eyebrows, and he felt that something had happened.Sure enough, Min, who came over, showed a very reluctant smile on his face, and said softly: "Classmate An Zishan, is Zhang Hua here?"
”An Zishan and Zhang Lingling on the side were stunned and looked at Min dumbfounded.Zhang Lingling was thinking, what was wrong today, she was looking for Zhang Hua.