"What's wrong?
What do you think of me?
Weird and panicked. ”Looking at his father and mother's uncertain faces, An Zishan was a little unsure."
Xiaoshan, you just said that your friend and his father told you that vendors from other places came to our county to sell onions?"
An Jiaye was puzzled, "Why did he tell you this?"
”"No why, I went to his office with Huazi to play and chatted, he said."
An Zishan continued to fool his father without blushing and his heart was beating, just now he thought of how to persuade them."
Oh, it was dark when you came back yesterday, so you went to him?""
Well, it couldn't be dark, but when I came out of him, I went to the Internet café again and checked some information.""
Xiaoshan, don't go to the Internet café, when I sell vegetables, I heard a lot of people in the city say that children run to the Internet café every day, play games, and can't pull back."
Zhang Guiyun on the side heard his son say that he went to the Internet café, regardless of 3721 first.An Zishan smiled bitterly, "Mother, you know a lot, I'll go check some information, I don't like to play games, I don't know what a game is." ”"Well, I believe in Xiaoshan," An Jiaye interjected with a smile."
Dad still understands it.""
Is Half-Life fun?""
It's not fun, I" An Zishan was stunned, and looked at the smiling father on the side with a dull face.I was caught off guard, my father, who did you learn from, and how did you know about Half-Life?"
What is a half-life?"
Zhang Guiyun looked at the father and son in surprise, and couldn't understand what they were talking about at all.An Jiaye glanced at An Zishan, who was shocked by himself, as if to say little rabbit cub, pretend in front of me, you are not allowed to fool your mother in the future.Then he turned his head and said to his wife: "It's nothing, my son's knowledge in the math textbook." ”An Zishan was silent on the side, he suddenly felt that he didn't know his father, could the change of work and the success of his career make a person change so much?
In his previous life, after his father came back from Fangqiu, he worked as a small worker all his life.Now not only does he know half a life, but he will also set himself up lightly, and more importantly, An Zishan feels that his father is not trying to reprimand himself with this, but to joke with himself.This is terrible, even if you add the experience of your previous life, in An Zishan's impression, Dad has never joked with them.In the cognition of the An family brothers, An Jiaye is a serious and feudal man, although he is not smiling, but he will not joke.At home, he has the authority of the head of the family, the male is outside, the female is inside, the man is working hard outside, making money to support the family, the woman is husbands and children, and taking care of the elderly, which is his deep-rooted understanding.He never told his wife about the hardships and tiredness of work, he thought that this was a man's business, just carry it, what was there to say.But he was angry with Zhang Guiyun because he didn't tell him about his family's difficulties several times.He felt that he was the head of the family, and he had to let himself know that he was the man of the family, and that what a woman couldn't do, he should let him do it.For example, when the farm is busy, he will ignore Zhang Guiyun's dissuasion and work with her for the next two days to plant or harvest crops.For example, when the vegetables in the vegetable garden are ripe together, Zhang Guiyun is not in a hurry to sell them alone, so he will work to help her sell them together.He has many advantages, but in the eyes of the An brothers, he has more shortcomings.He is too rigid and has never played with his brothers, from childhood to adulthood.So, the brothers were very envious of their neighbor brother, and his father often accompanied him to the river to fish, and took him to catch the monkey in the summer.An Jiaye has never taken them to do this, and the fatherly love they feel is very vague and light.In his previous life, he was absent at many important moments in the brothers' growth.From elementary school to junior high school, junior high school to junior high school, and even when An Zishan took the college entrance examination, people's parents were waiting outside the school, and when An Zishan came out of the examination room, only Zhang Guiyun was standing at the door pushing a bicycle with a vegetable basket hanging on the back seat.Sometimes, An Zishan will think, is this all because he is too busy?
No, the excuse of being busy is not enough to fill the loss in An Zishan's heart and the fatherly love that he thinks is missing.He has always believed that settling down is unqualified and not doing well.But if you want to say that he was not careful, that's not right.His heart is very careful, in his previous life, after An Zishan went to college, he would call every week, ask for warmth, and ask if the living expenses were enough.Once he heard that the living expenses were running out, he would be anxious to send money.An Zishan remembered that once in his previous life, he called and said that his living expenses were gone, and his father was in a hurry, because at that time, he was not yet able to pay his salary, and he could not advance it, and the family's food was also sold.The father who had no choice but borrowed money from the third aunt's brother for the first time, and the third aunt's brother opened a garment factory in Hong Kong City, Dongshan Province, and he mixed quite well.At that time, the third aunt's brother chuckled and said, "Fifth aunt, you borrow money now, what will you do in the future?"
”The earnest father said, "The grain is about to be harvested, and the time is time to sell the grain." ”"And the grain is sold out?"
The father was speechless, and the third aunt's brother smiled, "I don't want to go to this university if I think it's useless."
You see that I graduated from elementary school, how bad is the mix?
Let him get out of school and make money quickly. ”In this way, the father was counted, although the father was angry, but he didn't say it, just accompanied by a smiling face, as long as he was willing to borrow money, he couldn't starve his children.However, after he agreed to remit the money, An Jiaye called An Zishan, who was far away in Xiang City, but did not receive the money.An Jiaye was furious and hurriedly borrowed a thousand from his old friend to call.Since then, An Jiaye has hated him, and even taking it to see An Zishan's third aunt and family is not pleasing to the eye.Zhang Guiyun once asked him, "Such a thing, my sister, are you concerned?"
”An Jiaye still scolded a little angrily, "He didn't want to lend me money, he said bluntly, he laughed at me and I was fine, why did he lie to me?"
What should I do if my child is so far away and hungry?
If you don't have any money in your pocket so far, how can you live?
”This matter was a long, long time later, probably An Zishan was about to get married, and he inadvertently talked about the hard days in the past, Zhang Guiyun told him.At that time, An Zishan's eyes were wet, and he finally understood that it was not that he couldn't feel his father's love, but that his father's love was a little special, a little heavy, and a little deep.At this moment, An Jiaye's joke made An Zishan immersed in memories and couldn't extricate himself, and the shadow of his father in his previous life slowly coincided with the person in front of him.Looking at his father, who was still explaining half his life to his mother, An Zishan smiled, maybe it was really the hardships and frustration of his previous life that made him in his previous life.It turns out that many things are influencing each other and are slowly getting better, whether it is life or people.The rigid and feudal father can learn to routines himself, what else is impossible.Seeing that his father calmed his mother, An Zishan smiled and said, "Dad, mother, Zhang Hua's father is the director of the Education Bureau, you all know it, right?"
”An Jiaye and Zhang Guiyun didn't know what their youngest son meant when he said this, so they just nodded stunned."
When we were chatting yesterday, I heard that our family has ten acres of vegetable land, and his father also made a suggestion."