Stunned for a moment, An Zishan chuckled: "Dad, how am I, does it matter?"
Anyway, I won't let the bad things I experienced in my dreams, the painful things happen again. ”"In that case, what do we think about him?
You tell me?
”An Jiaye looked at the vicissitudes of his son's eyes inadvertently, and fell silent, his face did not change, but his heart hurt terribly.Zhang Guiyun raised his right hand, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, and said worriedly: "Why is it not important, you are our son, what difficulties you have to encounter, we don't know, we will be very worried." ”An Zishan smiled, straightened up from the wall he leaned on, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on his mother's left cheek, and said softly: "Mother, no matter whether the twenty years in the dream are true or not, it is always in the dream, no matter what happens, it doesn't matter."
Now, at the moment, what we see is that our family is neat, healthy, and getting better and better, which is the most important thing, isn't it?
”Zhang Guiyun was stunned, grinned, and stretched out his hand to touch An Zishan's head, but suddenly saw that his son's immature face had a pair of eyes that seemed to have gone through vicissitudes, and remembered that his son was in his thirties in his dream.It's all so big, if you touch your head?
Isn't it a good fit?
So, he smiled again and slowly withdrew his hand.An Zishan was stunned, his face was slightly gloomy, this matter still had an impact on them in the end.An Jiaye's eyes flashed slightly, he glanced at the two of them, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, he reached out and rubbed two handfuls on An Zishan's head, and laughed: "That's right, those don't matter anymore, the important thing is that our family is fine now." ”An Ziliang came up with a hippie smile and shouted, "Dad is right." ”An Zishan smiled, and the gloom in his eyes disappeared, as if he had regained the clarity and brightness that only a fifteen-year-old boy should have.Seeing that the family looked calm despite their uncertain thoughts, An Zishan's heart was warm, he knew that they were all there, and their love and care for him would not change because of this incident."
Dad, do you know why grandma hanged herself on the deadbolt of the third aunt's house?"
An Zishan said with a slightly gloomy face, looking at An Jiaye with blazing eyes."
Why?"
An Jiaye's face twitched, and his pupils trembled slightly.An Zishan sighed, glanced at his mother, and said in a deep voice in the other party's puzzled gaze: "I don't know the details, I just heard you mention some of them in the world of dreams, and I heard a few aunts mention them when I was visiting relatives during the holidays." ”"That was probably when I was in high school, my grandmother's health was not very good, so my aunt proposed that several families take turns to raise them, and the other aunts agreed.However, grandma also wanted to go to An Jiadong's house to live for a few days, but An Jiadong disagreed.Until his grandmother died, he never went to his house, and I heard those aunts say that it was his young wife who was unwilling. ”"Later, you and your mother wanted to bring your grandmother over and care for the elderly together, but those aunts didn't agree.Saying that you are a door-to-door son-in-law is not in line with the rules, the door-to-door son-in-law is to provide for others, and the New Year can only be spent in the woman's house. ”An Jiaye's eyes trembled, the crystal light in his eyes flickered, and his lips pursed.How could he be willing to be a door-to-door son-in-law, but that was his parents' choice back then, and he couldn't resist.At that time, Zhang Guiyun's family was a middle peasant component, and the living conditions were much better than theirs, so in order to make his son more productive, he walked out of the ravine in Zhujiagou, and came to Anzhuang Village under the introduction of the matchmaker, and became a son-in-law.Over the years, he has deeply experienced the pain of his son-in-law, and he said that raising children is to prevent old age, but the son-in-law is a son who is married, and he can't go back to the water that he spills.An Zishan glanced at his father lightly, his eyes showed unbearable expression, but he still said: "Later, after the third aunt died unexpectedly in a car accident, the third aunt remarried.According to the second aunt, the man who remarried didn't like to see his grandmother very much, and often called her, so one day after they all went to work in the fields, grandma. ”The three of them understood what An Zishan meant, although he didn't say it, but it was for this reason that the grandmother of the An brothers chose to end her life.Yes, for this old man, how miserable his old age was, raising two sons, the eldest son was never allowed to come to the door, and the younger son became a son-in-law who could not be counted on.can only rely on the four daughters, but the daughter's family is really a married child, and the water spilled out is already disgusted by the man's family, and he is called by his son-in-law at such an age, how can he bear such grievances.An Jiaye cried, and the middle-aged man in his forties cried like a child, crying loudly.Zhang Guiyun sat on the side with a unbearable face, at a loss, not knowing what to do.Only An Ziliang whispered comfortingly, "Dad, don't cry, Dad, don't be sad."
Isn't this all right now, it hasn't happened yet, don't cry. ”An Zishan didn't say a word, he sat there quietly, the man in front of him had carried a lot of pressure over the years, and they couldn't see the pressure and depression.The boredom of being a door-to-door son-in-law, the pressure of a bad career, and the life of a family.Let him cry happily, maybe he will feel more comfortable after crying.After a while, An Jiaye's crying became less and less audible, and he silently picked up the towel handed over by Zhang Guiyun and wiped it.Seeing that his father calmed down, An Zishan said word by word: "Dad, you and your mother are both good people, although you came here to be a son-in-law, but your mother has never treated you differently, but grandpa occasionally has some old thoughts."
It's mainly my grandmother and my aunts, who are sticking to the rules. ”"Although this is for grandma and to help those aunts reduce their burden, I don't understand what the meaning of their persistence is.""
Don't be upset, now that we know, these things won't happen, will they?"
After a pause, An Zishan continued: "An Jiadong, I believe that he will also change, and he will agree to grandma going to live at his house."
Moreover, our family's life is getting better and better, even if we take my grandmother to raise it, there is no problem, isn't it?
”"And, those aunts, if they are still old-fashioned, we will ignore them and secretly take grandma to raise them.It doesn't matter if grandma doesn't agree, when the time comes, I'll pester her with my eldest brother, and she will definitely let go. ”"Grandpa has passed away, and we have to take care of grandma and let her enjoy her old age in peace."
An Jiaye nodded heavily, his eyes were firm, and Zhang Guiyun also smiled lightly and said: "That's it, Grandpa Kai will definitely not have an opinion, don't worry, just come and live with us." ”An Zishan continued: "Although twenty years have passed in the dream, I don't know much about our family's affairs, and those relatives died of illness, and I don't know exactly when they got sick.So I think I can only remind them to go to the hospital often for check-ups. ”"If it is detected early, it can still be treated, but in the late stage, no one can do anything."
Zhang Guiyun seemed to remember An Zishan's mention of her eldest sister's death from stomach cancer, her face was gloomy, and her eyes were red again.An Jiaye nodded lightly, and said astringently: "Now it can only be like this, there is no good way." ”After a moment of silence, he said: "Second brother, don't say any of these things, just let our family know." ”"Also, boss, you also remember, no one can say, do you hear?"
The latter sentence An Jiaye said to An Ziliang, with a serious face and a cold gaze.An Ziliang rolled his eyes and said with a disgruntled expression: "What's the matter, my family doesn't keep the door open!"
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