The autumn wind outside the window blows the fallen leaves, and An Zishan's words inside the house are like cold winds blowing on the allergic heart.Min's face changed suddenly, and his voice trembled, like a shivering dead leaf, "What do you mean?"
”An Zishan said with a complicated face: "Director Ding didn't misunderstand you, on the contrary, he knows you very well. ”Min's eyes flickered, his face was slightly nervous, but he didn't speak.An Zishan continued: "Director Ding personally told us that when he left the office that day, he looked at you on purpose, just to make you misunderstand him. ”"He knows his situation very well, as long as he is caught, he will be sentenced to at least five years, and he doesn't want to delay you for five years.""
So he wants you to leave him on your own initiative, give up on him, forget him, then the best way is to hate him.""
It's because he knows what kind of person you are that he looks at you like that."
Min's eyes flickered, and there were crystal teardrops in his eye sockets.She choked up, "I knew it, I knew he wasn't that kind of person, I knew he cared about me." ”Min asked with tears in his eyes, "What else did he say in Haizhou?"
”"We told him everything you told us, and he said that he knew he was wrong, and he would behave well, strive to get out of prison as soon as possible, and strive for a commutation of his sentence.""
He said that he also taught his parents what they said, and he just wanted you to give up on him.""
He said he loved you very, very much, and he always had you in his heart, and it never changed.""
He said he wanted to take you home to his parents, make you his bride, put on your wedding dress and put on a red hijab."
He said he was grateful that you didn't give up on him, that he didn't misunderstand you.If you misread him, then it means that he also misunderstood you, and neither of you misread each other, which is great. ”An Zishan's eyes were blurred, as if he was sinking into the past, and Min had already cried into tears, even Zhang Hua was wet in his eyes, he felt that An Zishan was inexplicably moved by what he said.I didn't understand, but I was so moved that I wanted to cry."
He also said that no matter how difficult the future is, no matter what storms he goes through, he will not take the initiative to give up, will not be suspicious of you, and will not let you go.""
Teacher, we have promised him for you, and he is serving his sentence in Lianhai Prison in the north of the city.Zhang Hua's father has already helped you with the prison visit, and you can go to the prison every Saturday and Sunday, once a week. ”Min couldn't cry, the gold-rimmed glasses had already been taken off, put them at his side, covered his face with both hands, and cried.The slender black tweed coat set off her figure pitifully, and the small floral hairpin on her head trembled slightly.After a long while, a dull voice with joy sounded, "Thank you, thank you both, you are both good boys." ”After thinking for a while, An Zishan said again: "Teacher, what Director Ding and his father said is not all right.Director Ding himself said that under normal circumstances, he was sentenced to at least five years, because he had a good attitude in admitting his guilt, and Uncle Zhang gave him a light sentence of three years for intercession, which was not like what his father said. ”"Uncle Zhang did not abuse his power at all, let alone deprive Director Ding of his right to appeal for no reason, because Director Ding confessed to what he had done from beginning to end without the slightest rebuttal."
Min didn't seem to care too much about it, just nodded slightly.After saying what should be said, An Zishan signaled to Zhang Hua, and the two got up and said softly: "Then, teacher, let's go first." ”Min still didn't look up, An Zishan looked at the hands that lowered his head and covered his face, his muscles were beating, he frowned, and couldn't help but say, "Teacher, at first we pretended to understand with confusion, and then we pretended to be confused, it's not that we are willing to live unclear, it's just that many things will be debunked as soon as we exert ourselves, and if we debunk it, we will lose it." ”"Therefore, it is recommended that you have some things clear in your heart, don't get to the bottom of it, understand the focus of life and what you want, what is the most important thing, and let go of the rest.""
If you can't let go, it's not just yourself who will be tormented, and two tired hearts won't be able to support a future."
After finishing speaking, An Zishan didn't wait for the other party to answer, pushed the door and walked out, of course, he didn't want the other party to answer.Zhang Hua walked out a little stunned, looking at the back of An Zishan walking in front, under the blowing of the autumn wind, the falling ginkgo leaves fluttered left and right, and a feeling of loneliness spread out from the bottom of his heart.What Zhang Hua couldn't see was that An Zishan, who was walking in front, had already burst into tears and remembered her in her previous life.If she can be like Min, even if An Zishan is contrary to the whole world, she loves him desperately, then maybe life is not the result it is now.Even if their love is regarded as wrong by everyone, they can love desperately and persevere to the end, maybe An Zishan will not be here.An Zishan still remembers that after graduating from college in his previous life, he once chatted with a good buddy."
Can't you forget her?""
I forgot.""
I haven't said who it is" Min lay on her bed and cried, in the empty teacher's dormitory, frantically releasing the bitterness and grievances in her heart, An Zishan's last words broke all her psychological defenses and disguises.She is a serious person, or rather a more serious person, her expectations for love are as beautiful as a dream, but she can't tolerate a trace of sand, and she can't bear betrayal and deception.When she learned the truth, she was glad that she didn't see the wrong person, the words Ding Haizhou said hit the softest part of her heart, but then she was wronged, why deceive her?
Why not trust her?
No matter how long it takes, she can wait.That moment of relief was followed by endless grievances and anger, and his mind was full of why he didn't believe me, why he deceived me, and so on, until An Zishan finished saying that sentence and walked out of the door.She didn't know why she didn't have a child who could see it.In this world, how many beautiful loves, how many two people who began to love each other, because they couldn't let go of those old things, they wore out their passion, and even their feelings, so that they parted ways and became the same passers-by.After school in the afternoon, An Zishan received a call from Wu Yuchuan, who said that the groundbreaking ceremony for the expansion and renovation project of No. 1 Middle School and No. 2 Middle School was successfully completed, and the project will officially start tomorrow.After receiving this call, An Zishan's hanging heart was completely relaxed, and he looked at the weeping willows swaying on the bank of the river and smiled.So, after the summer vacation next year, will you be able to see her in No. 1 Middle School?
After dinner, An Zishan received another call from home, which was made by Zhang Guiyun.The other party said that Wang Shou had taken experts to the vegetable garden today, and the planning had been completed.He also said that experts are experts, and the planning and design are neat, and the experts said that the planting of vegetables according to their design will not only increase yield, but also play a role in preventing and controlling pests and diseases.Zhang Guiyun was amazed at this knowledge, and asked a lot of questions eagerly, until Wang Shou smiled and said that she would often come to give training on the scientific management and planting knowledge of these vegetables in the future.Zhang Guiyun also said that tomorrow all the land will be ploughed and the organic fertilizer will be buried, and the place where the machinery is rented and the organic fertilizer is purchased is contacted by the staff in charge of the vegetable base arranged by the county, and the price is the fairest.An Zishan replied with a smile, That's fine, so that he can rest assured, and instructed Zhang Guiyun to ask more experts if he doesn't understand, and if he needs help, he will find Zhang Mingjiao, and talk to himself in time if there is any progress.All night after hanging up the phone, An Zishan was in a surging mood and couldn't help himself, and Seinfeld felt the most intuitive feeling in this situation.He hadn't copied the test papers twenty times, and An Zishan didn't read the book seriously during the evening self-study, and kept disturbing him to do his homework, which made him annoyed.