Since the godmother agreed, An Zishan didn't say much, he took care of himself and knocked the square melon seeds, and occasionally drank a sip of tea to moisten his throat.An Jiaye and An Zishan's godfather were short in the parents who were chatting about Zhujiagou, An Zishan didn't know why his father went to Anjiazhuang Village back then, but he knew that his father's feelings for Zhujiagou were very deep, and when he was a child, he often told the brothers about the past and interesting things about Zhujiagou.While they were chatting, An Zishan fell into memories, thinking about some old things about Zhujiagou that he couldn't remember clearly.I still remember that after the death of my godmother, I took three days off to attend my godmother's funeral, maybe because I was young and ignorant, or maybe because I only had a name for each other, and I didn't have too deep feelings, and I didn't have much sadness in my heart.It's just that I met two little girls at that time, and they had a good time, one seems to be the daughter of the boss of the godmother's family, and the other is the daughter of a villager in Zhujiagou Village.Of course, this is not the point, the point is that at that time, I actually had a good impression of the daughter of the eldest of the godmother's family, the girl had a goose egg face, big eyes, and a beautiful and lovely appearance, they chased and fought together, went up the mountain to cut pine trees together, and made a spinning top, and the hazy good feeling made me a little intoxicated at that time.I even thought about marrying her in the future, but when I saw her again many years later, she had already married in this village.However, because of the backing of the mountains, the town government has also carried out some promotion of the planting of mountain forestry agricultural and sideline products and the development of tourism, but the effect is not significant.Therefore, An Zishan couldn't understand why this girl was willing to let herself live in this Zhujiagou Village for the rest of her life and live a life of hardship and isolation in a mountain village.Perhaps, it was because she didn't continue her studies after graduating from junior high school, and as for why she didn't continue her studies, Xu Xu had a young brother at home, so his parents forced her to drop out of school and work.An Zishan didn't ask much about the housework of these people, so he still doesn't know the details, in his previous life, it was because of the death of his godmother, and then his godfather's poor health that the eldest of their family moved back to this old house.It is also because of this that An Zishan has an intersection with this girl.Thinking of this, An Zishan couldn't help but glance at the godmother who was busy in the yard, in this life, because of her interference, the godmother could escape the catastrophe, and I think there will be no more intersection with that girl!
An Zishan sighed lightly, and suddenly there was some indescribable incomprehension, the world is really impermanent.It's not that he lamented that he didn't have anything to do with that girl, but that he didn't remember that girl's name in his previous life or in this life, and the only impression in his mind was that beautiful appearance and big eyes.Those young ignorance and faint good feelings, many years later, are just a trace of reverie that seems to be sweet and sighing.As An Zishan was immersed in mixed feelings memories, the sky slowly darkened, until the godmother said with a smile: "Family business, the two of you will stay here for dinner tonight, I will go out to burn paper, and I will eat when I come back after burning paper." ”An Jiaye was stunned for a moment and hurriedly excused himself: "Auntie, don't be busy, we'll leave in a while, it's dark, and I can't even look at the sky when I talk to my uncle." ”The godmother smiled: "Don't be busy, don't be busy, it's not out of fifteen yet, the food is ready-made, just take it a little, and the food prepared for the New Year is still available." ”An Zishan interjected with a smile and said, "Godmother, I'm really not here, I'm going to set off fireworks with my brother when I go back, and my mother told me to go back to dinner early."
Come, I'll go with you to burn paper, and we'll go home after burning paper. ”The godmother smiled and shook her head, so she didn't say anything more, and went out with a plate of burning paper, and An Zishan followed her out of the kang.The godfather frowned and shouted: "Lushan, you don't have to go together, just let your godmother go alone, you can drink water in the house and sit." ”An Zishan replied loudly: "It's okay to godfather, I'm fine anyway." ”Seeing this scene, An Jiaye stood up with a smile and said, "Uncle, then I'll go out and have a look." ”After finishing speaking, he didn't wait for the other party to say anything, and went out with his feet up.Only An Zishan and his godfather sat on the mazazi in a daze, unable to understand what was wrong with the two of them, and what was so good about burning paper.Although he didn't understand, he also subconsciously followed out, the guests all went out, and the host was not very polite to sit in the house and drink tea.An Zishan stood helplessly and grabbed his godmother's arm and asked, "Godmother, didn't you say that you can't burn paper on the edge of the provincial road?"
How can you still move forward?
”The godmother smiled indifferently: "It's okay, I'll just burn a piece of paper, and it will be fine in a while, it's not as scary as the two of them said." ”An Zishan was stunned, and looked at the half-old lady in a daze, speechless, Bacheng You will just be perfunctory, I said how did you agree so happily.This person, when he is in the grade, he is stubborn, even if the younger generation cares about them, they don't listen to some of the things they say, even if they promise it very happily at the time, they won't actually do it.For this point, An Zishan experienced it very profoundly in his previous life, one of Zhang Guiyun's stomach problems was that he didn't pay attention to his diet when he was young, and the other was to eat overnight meals, even after many days, as long as it was not bad, he was reluctant to throw it away.An Zishan instructed her countless times because of this, but it had no effect, and she was even reprimanded that she couldn't live a long time, as far as their family is concerned, rural people have come over like this since childhood, and who doesn't eat leftovers.After so many times, An Zishan didn't say much, he suddenly understood a truth, parents and the older generation have lived in such an environment all their lives, and their living habits have already been formed, and it is difficult to change them.Life is your own business, and your whole life is also your own business, and sometimes even relatives whose blood is thicker than water can't interfere too much.Everyone has the power to dictate their own way of life and habits!
Changing others from the beginning in the guise of caring and caring, knowing what is right and wrong, is actually difficult to measure.While speaking, the godmother raised her hand and pulled away An Zishan's arm and said with a smile: "Lushan, let me go, let's go home for dinner after burning the paper." ”When An Jiaye came, he saw such a scene, the two of them had already reached the bridge at the head of the village, he glanced at the dark sky in the distance, and frowned.In the evening, it is just getting dark, and the sight is actually the worst at this time, even if the car is on the headlights, it is not obvious.After An Jiaye was stunned for a while, he quickly followed, and shouted: "Auntie, didn't I tell you, you are burning on this road at the door of your home, why don't you listen?"
”Hearing this, the godmother turned her head and looked over, smiled and said loudly: "You don't know the family business, I have always burned paper on the side of the road, what if I suddenly change places this year, the road god doesn't know, what if I can't receive it?"
”An Zishan looked confused, I'm a mother, why is your brain so big?
The customs of rural people worshipping gods and heavens, burning incense and worshiping Buddha are actually just carrying the simple demands of farmers for a better life and the future, so they think that these things cannot be changed casually.As he spoke, An Jiaye had already run forward, grabbed his godmother's other arm, and said with a slightly angry face: "Auntie, I told you that Shanyang didn't lie to you, you just listen to my advice, don't go to the provincial road to burn paper, can it be done?"
”An Zishan also glared at her, tugging at her arm, trying to drag her back.The three of them pulled up on the bridge, and the godfather saw it from afar and shouted: "What are you doing, the child and his mother hurry up and come back to cook after burning the paper" Before the words were finished, the godfather vaguely saw a huge black shadow on the provincial road, and rushed towards the three of them, his eyes widened sharply, and he was just about to shout, when a piercing brake sound sounded in the distance.An Zishan shuddered suddenly, and subconsciously looked back, only to see a big-headed car, the lights were not turned on, and it rushed over against the bridgehead bordering the provincial highway, and the speed was extremely fast.When he turned around, the big car was not a few meters away from them, and he could even see the frightened face of a man in a gray jacket in the driver's seat.At that moment, An Zishan kept telling himself, dodge, run, but his feet seemed to be rooted and motionless, just when he was sad to think about whether the fate of life and death could not be changed, he suddenly felt a huge force dragging him in the direction of the village.Under that tremendous force, An Zishan's body even floated up, rolling forward twice with the wind as if it was powerless."
Bang bang."
The big car almost clinged to his body and crashed into the concrete guardrail on the bridge deck, and after a burst of rubble flew into the dry river below the bridge, making a loud muffled noise.Suddenly, there was dust in front of An Zishan, and a huge gap opened in the bridge body, making a crunching sound."
Second, second, are you okay?"
An anxious and panicked voice sounded in his ears, the buzzing sound in An Zishan's ears slowly dissipated, he subconsciously turned his head to look in the direction where the voice came from, An Jiaye's face was ugly, and he stared at himself with regret."
Dad, I'm fine, are you okay?
What about the godmother?
”As soon as he opened his mouth, An Zishan himself was startled, was this dry and hoarse voice himself?
Hearing An Zishan finish speaking, An Jiaye was obviously relieved, and said with an ugly face: "It's okay, she's okay, you see." ”An Zishan followed his father's gesture and looked, the godfather stood next to the godmother, and the two looked at the direction of the big-headed car in a daze, their faces turned pale, and their bodies trembled like chaff."
Whew, it's okay, it's okay."
An Zishan looked frightened and muttered."
Second brother, I told you to stay out of the way just now, why didn't you move?
If I hadn't pulled me over, if you had three long and two short, what would I do with my mother?
Yes?
”"What's the matter, you're still standing there stunned, stupid?"
Seeing that his son was fine, An Jiaye roared angrily, An Zishan glanced at him, didn't speak, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, was it because he was too afraid?