On Tuesday, April 4, 2000, when the weather turned cloudy, An Zishan hurried to the head of the village on his bicycle when the bright sun hung over the sky overhead was obscured by a dark cloud with no end in sight.Today is the Qingming Festival, and it is more than three o'clock in the afternoon."
Fifth aunt, help my nephew, I have three children, the money I earn is really not enough to spend, and the children are almost unable to support them.""
Woo" Qin Siqiu sat on the mazazi with a handful of snot and tears, holding Zhang Guiyun's arm and crying.An Zishan just entered the back room, and when he saw such a scene, he couldn't help frowning.Zhang Guiyun called him and asked him to go home to his grandmother's grave, the Qingming Festival is indeed a day to worship ancestors and sweep tombs, but most of the ancestors in the countryside are not at this time, and in An Zishan's memory, there is no impression that the Qingming Festival has been to the grave of the deceased ancestors.However, Zhang Guiyun didn't say so clearly on the phone, based on his trust in his mother, An Zishan didn't ask much, he always knew that his mother was an extremely filial person, and this kind of ancestor worship was very important.However, he didn't expect to see such a scene after rushing home.Why is Qin Siqiu here?
An Zishan had a stomach full of doubts, glanced at Qin Siqiu, who was crying, and frowned deeply, People in their thirties, what are you doing, crying and screaming.Moreover, he clearly saw that Zhang Guiyun's eyes were also red, and the corners of his eyes were full of undried tears."
Mother, what's going on?"
Glancing at Qin Siqiu, An Zishan looked at his mother and asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter with you, why are you crying?"
”Zhang Guiyun patted Ma Zazi beside him, looked at An Zishan and choked up, "Second brother, come and sit here." ”After An Zishan sat down with a frown, she said: "Lushan, you don't know, Grandma Kai went early, I was only a teenager at that time, and I didn't understand anything.It was the eldest aunt and the second aunt who took care of us at home, and one year there was a great famine, and the fourth aunt almost starved to death. ”"My hungry eyes were all open, and my aunt was reluctant to eat, so she gave us a few of the food she ate.So her head didn't grow, not even one meter five. ”"At that time, the family was poor, and there were no male laborers, and the work of the production team was mainly done by the eldest aunt and the second aunt, and the two of them were the male laborers of my family, earning work" An Zishan was stunned, and looked at her mother in a daze, immersed in the memories, some of the things she said, some of them knew and some didn't know.However, he didn't know why he suddenly remembered bittersweet memories today and talked about these old things.To tell the truth, these things that An Zishan said to Zhang Guiyun did not have any emotional resonance, and these things may be the best time for Zhang Guiyun when the seven sisters grow up together.The years we have experienced together, even if they are bitter, are precious when I think about it now.But it's a pity that An Zishan didn't feel much, the only thing that touched him was his mother's crying red eyes and the sadness in his eyes.He glanced at Qin Siqiu, who had stopped crying since he entered the house, and it was estimated that this matter had nothing to do with him today.Looking at her mother's crying appearance, An Zishan felt pain in her heart, took a roll of toilet paper from the kang, tore a piece of tears that gently wiped her cheeks, and said with a gentle voice: "Mother, those hard days are over, and now everyone is fine, isn't it?"
”"Don't think about the past, think more about happy things, how good it is for the family to be happy."
Before Zhang Guiyun could speak, Qin Siqiu on the side interjected with a slightly solemn face: "Lushan, what you said is not right, this person, you can't forget your roots, the past happened, it was when our grandmother was still there, when my mother grew up with the fifth aunt and the seven sisters." ”"Then how can you not think that when people grow up and have a future, they don't care about their brothers and sisters, right?""
I think the fifth aunt is right, although the past days were hard, it was also a family, what's wrong with the bitterness, the family is together, it's all good, it's a good life."
An Zishan furrowed his brows, glanced at Qin Siqiu deeply, his heart was slightly cold, and he seemed to understand what the situation was today.Qin Siqiu's words reached Zhang Guiyun's heart, and I saw her raise her sleeves and wipe her tears, "Lushan, Brother Kai is right, our family is better now, we have to help those aunts, what do you think?"
”An Zishan was stunned, looked at his mother blankly, looked at it for a while, and when he saw that Zhang Guiyun even showed a begging look on his face, he sighed and said weakly."
Okay."
Qin Siqiu left, An Zishan lay on the kang and looked at the ceiling in a daze, still thinking about what had just happened in his mind, and he didn't mean to send him off at all.Only Zhang Guiyun sent him to the village, and on the way, he promised to let An Zishan find a better job for the trustee.When Zhang Guiyun returned home, what he saw was An Zishan lying on the kang in a daze, standing on the edge of the kang and glancing at him, and said with a smile: "Xiaoshan, what are you in a daze?"
”An Zishan got up, sat on the kang, put his legs on the edge of the kang, and said with a depressed face: "Mother, why are you doing this?
Is this why you called me back?
”Zhang Guiyun was stunned, "What why, no why, we are living better now, and it is right to help them." ”"If it's the same as before, we can't cover our feet, I'm sure I won't care about them.""
I called you back for this, Xiaoshan, do you remember telling us about your dream?
In that dream, you said that Aunt Kai died in a car accident, and Aunt Kai died of stomach cancer less than a year later?
”An Zishan nodded stunnedly, and said blankly: "Yes, there is such a thing, and then what?"
”Zhang Guiyun sat on the edge of the kang, leaning against the west wall, tears flashing in his eyes, "Actually, after you said it, I have been relieved about these things."
You said that Grandma Kai had that incident and hanged herself on the door bolt of Aunt Kai's house, all because of the matter of Uncle Kai's family, but I discussed it with your father" "I discussed and forgave your uncle and brought your grandmother here, just hoping that she can be happy in her old age, and the family will be happy." ”"You said that the fifteenth year of the godmother would have a car accident, and it came true, if it weren't for the two of you, the godmother would have had an accident, right?""
So, sometimes I wonder if the dream you had was given to you by our ancestors."
An Zishan was stunned, opened his mouth, and seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say it, just looked at Zhang Guiyun who was sitting against the wall in a daze."
Xiaoshan, so you said about Aunt Kai and Aunt Kai, we can't help them, and the ancestors entrusted you with a dream that you don't know when Aunt Kai had an accident, but as long as the days are good, Aunt Kai will check her body from time to time, and she will be fine.""
I'm just thinking, Aunt Kai's family will encounter so many things in the future, what should they do with the three children in their family, Siqiu is in his thirties, there are two girls and a boy in the family, you know so many capable people, can you help Siqiu?""
Find him a good errand to do, make more money, his life is good, and Aunt Kai will also enjoy happiness!"
An Zishan was stunned, he didn't expect Zhang Guiyun to think so much and think so far, he always thought that after he told them about this dream, they didn't think about it.It turned out that in their hearts, they had been planning all along, and at this time, he suddenly realized that from the time he went to his grandfather's grave during the Chinese New Year and met An Jiadong, and when he went to those aunts' houses in the east to meet An Jiadong again, these things did not seem to be surprising to his parents.They had been planning for a long time to prevent the tragedy in their dreams from happening again.An Zishan doesn't know how he feels in his heart at the moment, and he doesn't want those tragedies to happen, but some relatives, he saw through the white-eyed wolf's face in his previous life, although he has achieved something in this life.But I didn't think about forgiving these people, maybe some people say that they are all relatives, and your status and identity are different now, why bother to be like them, just smile and enmity.An Zishan wants to say, take your sister's enmity!
In his shallow cognition, he insisted that some mistakes were not worthy of forgiveness, and some people were not allowed to forgive.