Lin Yue thought, this is really a brain-burning thing, if this matter rests on her, it is absolutely impossible for her to accept this man.Men and toothbrushes cannot be shared.Of course, this is just what she thinks as a modern person.Feng Wu loves an ancient woman, who grew up under the dogma of male superiority and inferiority, and has long been ingrained in the fact that princes and generals can marry countless wives and concubines, and she can completely and unconditionally accept to serve a husband with many women.Therefore, the more people who give their feelings, the more damage they often suffer in the end.Of course, Lin Yue will not sympathize with that woman at all, because no matter what the outcome is, it can only be said that it is her life.She will not sympathize with this man, because even if there is any pain and remorse, it was once his own sin.Everyone should be responsible for their own actions, most people in the world are ignorant, and only when they are truly unforgettable will they grow up and mature overnight.And the price to pay for growing up is often unbearable.Feng Wu didn't know what Lin Yue was thinking at this time, and slowly put down the teacup, "I won't waste time narrating the stories between us." ”Lin Yue nodded and said lightly: "I'm not interested in other people's ups and downs at all." ”Feng Wu was silent again, and sighed deeply again, this girl is really a ruthless person with no liver and lungs.Turning his head to look at her, Feng Wu continued: "You should know that the most important thing in the court is the fight between women. ”Lin Yue frowned, her expression was already a little impatient, "You are a big man, can you not talk like squeezing toothpaste?"
It's so tiring to listen like this, can't you finish it all at once?
”"......"
Feng Wu's forehead jumped, and she couldn't help glaring at her fiercely, "I'm brewing emotions, can you empathize with the sadness in my heart?"
”"I can't."
Lin Yue refused mercilessly, "I have never been able to perceive the pain in the hearts of others. ”"You-" "What's wrong with me?"
”Lin Yuedai's eyebrows furrowed, seriously doubting whether this man's brain was in the water, "Do you still want to say it?"
I'll go back to sleep without saying anything, don't you see that it's already dark outside?
”"Then do you want me to help you practice the Inner Strength Method?"
Feng Wu glared at her angrily, "Whether it's as a disciple, a nominal daughter, or even a future daughter-in-law, your attitude is wrong, has no one taught you to respect your teacher?"
”"It's true that no one has ever taught."
Lin Yue said expressionlessly, "My parents died early, and I am used to being alone. ”When the words fell, Feng Wu was choked violently and fell silent for an instant.Well, he had to admit that everyone had an unknown sadness in their hearts, and he seemed to be a little vexatious.Vexatious?
There was a self-deprecating arc on his lips, and he suddenly realized that he hadn't had such a vivid emotion for many years.Since she's gone?
Some parts of the memory have been a little fragmented, perhaps because it is irrelevant, so the memory is not so clear, but some memories are like a knife engraved on the heart, even if it hurts so much that you can't breathe, you can never forget it.Taking a deep breath, calming down, and calming his voice, he said slowly: "Twenty-two years ago, Fengqi's mother died in childbirth after giving birth to Fengqi, and she was just in her teens at that time.At that time, almost everyone in the world knew that the emperor of Fengcang favored a woman alone, and almost loved her to the bones, and there were many rumors about it from top to bottom, but I chose to ignore it, and only enjoyed what I loved in my heart wholeheartedly. ”"However, no one could have imagined that such a bad luck would befall me.""
As the king of a country above ten thousand people, I can decide the life and death of people with one word, and give glory to others with one word, but in the end, I can't protect the life of my beloved woman.""
Once my beloved died, my eyes turned black, and I felt like the heavens and the earth had suddenly collapsed in front of me, and despair swallowed me almost instantly, and I could never see the slightest light."
The sentences were not in high tone, but they revealed deep and painful words, listening to Lin Yue's ears, and finally aroused a slight and imperceptible ripple in her heart.Feng Wu leaned back on the wide back of the chair and let out a long breath, "Feng Qi has not enjoyed a day of maternal love, and has grown to two years old under the care of two nurses.At that time, I was immersed in the pain, unable to get out for a long time, and completely neglected this son for a while.The people in the palace thought that I was angry with this child, so they didn't want to see him—in fact, I did subconsciously avoid this child during those two years.It's just that outsiders will never understand that Fengqi is the child she gave birth to, and it is the continuation of her life, even if I am afraid to see him, I will never really ignore and dislike this son. ”"After two years of pain, I slowly recovered some of my senses from the pain and began to deal with the government again.Later, by chance, when I was strolling at night, I saw Fengqi being protected by the nurse in his arms, with a little bruise on his little face, facing his imperial brother who was deliberately looking for fault. ”Speaking of this, Feng Wu tilted his head, and his tone suddenly became a little strange, "Linyue, can you imagine?"
A two-year-old child, his eyes and expression are so cold, his eyes are like snow-colored glass, there is no temperature, facing his brother who is several years older than him, his dark eyes are always indifferent, the first thought that came to my mind at that time was, is this child too lacking in love, because of my indifference, it led to his abnormal character?
”Too little love?
Linyue shook her head intuitively.Under normal circumstances, a two-year-old child has actually reached a sensitive period, he can clearly feel the emotions of love and hate, and his personality will be affected by this to a greater or lesser extent.However, if a person really exudes a cold breath, it should come from indifference in the bones, which is innate, and it is unlikely to be due to lack of love."
Later I found out that the situation did not seem to be what I had judged."
The corners of Feng Wu's mouth raised a little, thinking of the child who was obviously very indifferent, but always made people feel that he was deliberately pretending to be deep, he seemed to be a little more relaxed involuntarily, "My eldest son was born to the queen, and he is the eldest son of the Eight Classics.I knew in my heart at the time that he bullied Feng Qi should have been indirectly instructed by the queen, but I didn't say anything, just ordered him to go back to rest, and then took Feng Qi away. ”Took Fengqi away?
Linyue frowned, what kind of way to take it away?
In a posture of maintenance, or in an attitude of disgust?
Or is it just a kind of indifference that doesn't matter to you?