Yun Tingyu's worries soon turned into doubts and incomprehension in his heart.Even shock.The tea ceremony was naturally in the hall of the main courtyard, and when he and Mu Xue arrived, Yun Xiang and Mrs.
Yun were already waiting in the hall.There were a few maids standing quietly next to her, all of whom were close to Mrs.
Yun, some of them were holding tea in their hands, and some of them were holding puff mats in their hands.Yun Tingyu and Jun Muxue walked in, one of the maids put the puff cushion in her hand in front of the main seat, Yun Tingyu's eyes fell on the two soft puff pads, and a trace of strange emotion flashed in her eyes.Should it be said that it is thanks to Mu Xue's blessing?
After all, he had never had this treatment before, whether it was to ask for peace or punish kneeling, he knelt directly on the cold and hard ground, when had he used this?
However, the mood was only fleeting, he turned his head to look at Mu Xue, smiled, and the two of them knelt down on the cushion in front of Yun Xiang and Mrs.
Yun.The maid with the tea came over, and the other maid poured the tea calmly, and then handed the tea cup to Yun Tingyu and Jun Muxue respectively."
Dad, please use tea."
Yun listened to the rain with both hands, and his attitude was respectful and calm.Yun Xiang took the tea, took a sip slowly, and set it aside."
Dad, please use tea."
Jun Muxue followed the clouds and listened to the rain, and her attitude was equally respectful and calm.She has always been a dignified and calm girl.Yun Xiang is a gentle character, and he is an elder, of course he will not embarrass his daughter-in-law, so he naturally took the tea, took a sip, and then put the tea cup aside, picked up the purse on the table and handed it to them, and looked at his son gently: "Listen to the rain, you are a sensible child, whether it is at home or in the court, you don't need to tell anything as a father, as long as you are happy in the future." ”Yun Tingyu took the purse and said in a low voice: "Thank you, Dad, we will be happy." ”Jun Muxue also said respectfully: "Thank you, Dad." ”The maid continued to pour tea.Yun Tingyu turned to Mrs.
Yun and respectfully offered the tea in her hand, "Mother, please use tea." ”The corners of Mrs.
Yun's mouth tightened subconsciously, and she felt an irrepressible tingling pain in her heart.Dad and mother.She has always been accustomed to completely different titles, and even she herself asked Yun Tingyu to call her mother respectfully, and not to call her affectionate mother, it was she who cut off the pure mother-son affection between her and her son with her own hands - but at this time, she felt depressed, painful, and ironic because of this unfamiliar title.Trying her best to suppress the bitterness tumbling in her heart, she silently took his tea and took a sip."
Mother, please use tea."
Jun Muxue only had respect on her face, and when she faced Mrs.
Yun, all other emotions were suppressed by her.Although she really wanted to ask, why did she treat Yun Tingyu like that before?
Is it because you don't like this son, or because you don't like her daughter-in-law?
However, she understands that if she doesn't want the clouds to be embarrassed by the rain, silence is the best way.Mrs.
Yun drank the tea and handed the purse she had prepared to the two of them, the corners of her eyes were a little hot, although she tried her best to be calm, her voice was still difficult to hide a little imperceptible tremor and astringency, "You guys......
Happiness is good......
"Happiness is good."
In just four words, how can she describe the surging emotions in her heart?
Excitement, self-blame, remorse, heartache......
During this time, these many emotions almost drove her crazy, but all the words and all the regrets could only be hidden in her heart, and not a word could be revealed.What qualifications does she have to say more?
On her son's happy day, as a mother, she should have enjoyed this joy and excitement openly, and she should have been happy and happy with her son, but she ......
But no.You can't express joy, you can't rejoice with him, you can't even say more than what you've blessed.What could be sadder than this?
Yun Tingyu was shocked and puzzled, and doubts once again arose in his heart.Mother these days, very wrong.Although she tried her best to suppress and hide, how could the keen Yun Tingyu not notice her changes?
All along, when his mother looked at him, there was always a lingering disgust and hatred in her eyes, but in the past few days, this emotion seems to have disappeared inexplicably, and it has been replaced by several other complex emotions mixed together.He couldn't tell him, and he didn't dare to think about it, but from time to time he would wonder if it was because of her father that she became like this?
Or is it because she knows something?
Taking over the purse representing the meaning of blessings, Yun Tingyu lowered his eyes, suppressed the complicated emotions in his heart, and said respectfully, "Thank you, mother." ”"Listen to the rain, Mu Xue, you go and rest first."
Yun Xiang spoke, "Recently, you have been busy with the matter of getting married, and you are all tired, you don't have to come over every day to say hello these days, take a good rest, adjust your mentality, and after the New Year's Festival, it is time to go to the court to take care of the government." ”After a pause, he looked at Jun Muxue and smiled gently: "Mu Xue, your marriage is given by the queen's mother, and you will go into the palace with Tingyu to thank you later. ”Virtuous help?
Jun Muxue was slightly stunned, thinking that there seemed to be some problems with this, could she become a virtuous helper?
However, she quickly put aside the thoughts in her heart and responded respectfully, "Mu Xue knows, thank you dad for mentioning it." ”Yun Tingyu was silent for a moment, then raised his head and said, "Since you are here, my son will wait for my father and mother to finish breakfast and then go back." ”"No, you don't."
Yun Xiang said, "Go back quickly, clean up after breakfast, and then you can enter the palace." ”Yun Tingyu didn't force it anymore, nodded in response, pulled up Mu Xue, and respectfully retired together.After the two left, Yun Xiang glanced at his wife, naturally did not miss the low and sad expression on her face, and said lightly: "All this bitter fruit is caused by yourself, and you can't blame anyone." ”Thirty years of affection is nothing but an illusion.Yun Xiang felt ridicule in his heart, deceiving himself, for thirty years, they had been deceiving themselves.Mrs.
Yun lowered her eyes, her eyes were stunned, and her face was pale.Can't blame anyone?
It seems that you really can't blame anyone, who can you blame?
Who is to blame?
can only blame her own stupidity, blame her ignorance and narrow-mindedness, and the rest, who else can blame?
Her husband's thirty years of affection is not worth a plan set up by a wolf ambitious person, she is a chess piece pinched in the palm of her hand, and she is the culprit who ruined her love and affection with her own hands, who is she qualified to blame?
Yun Xiang stood up and said lightly: "I'll go to the barracks first, and I may not come back tonight." ”Mrs.
Yun didn't speak, Yun Xiang walked away, and the relationship between the two for more than 30 years seemed to have finally separated a gap that could not be crossed.