The edges on the washboard were very torturous, but Feng Qi didn't care much, looked up at Lin Yue, chuckled and sighed, with a hint of indulgence, "Yue'er, can I speak now?"
”Lin Yue was slightly silent, glanced at him, seemed to be a little surprised, thought about it, and didn't feel too surprised.Perhaps she also knew that her weight in Feng Qi's heart was far greater than his dignity and pride, so it should have been expected for him to compromise so easily.But Lin Yue didn't feel too proud, she said lightly: "I didn't say I wouldn't let you speak." ”After speaking, his eyes casually returned to the page in his hand, and his voice became more and more indifferent, "You better get up, I just joked with you, and I didn't mean to humiliate you - the king of a country, this is not good." ”That's not good.In just a few words, Feng Qi's heart suddenly felt as if he had been stabbed by the tip of a needle, and it hurt sharply, he was slightly stunned, his eyes locked on Lin Yue's face that he couldn't see his emotions, and he realized in a trance that this woman was really angry.It's not angry, and there are not many sharp and harsh verbal accusations, but since getting married for a year, this is the first time that Linyue has been angry in front of Fengqi, and the first time she is really angry with Fengqi.If she still planned to take the initiative in the morning and try to communicate with him as Yunfei said, then at this time, she may not even have the desire to communicate, with a little fatigue between her eyebrows, a little bit of interest, and an indifferent and detached expression, which made Feng Qi suddenly feel a strong uneasiness in her heart.Feng Qi found that he was wrong, perhaps, not only he was wrong, but Yunfei, Gong Lan, and the palace maids who were so frightened that their faces turned pale, they all thought wrong.They all thought that Linyue was just a little displeased, and wanted to play the prestige of a little woman, to make a little temperament, and to cure a disobedient husband......
However, at this time, Feng Qi clearly felt that under the joke of this layer of rectification, Lin Yue's truest emotions were not even noticed by Yunfei.This discovery really unsettled him."
Yue'er."
He spoke, his voice a little tense, "Are you angry?
”Angry?
Lin Yue leaned on the head of the bed, was silent for a moment when she heard the words, simply put down the pretending book in her hand, and said lightly: "Fengqi, I think between us-" "Yue'er!"
”Feng Qi had almost guessed what she was going to say, and interrupted almost out of shape, seeing Lin Yue's expression that fell silent in an instant, he paused slightly, and then said slowly, softly: "Yue'er, don't veto me easily, you are in a bad mood now, I know, I am willing to admit my mistakes, but please don't-" Feng Qi. ”Lin Yue looked at him with a calm expression, and also interrupted his words, but his tone was many times calmer than his, "You don't have to be like this, really. ”Feng Qi's face was slightly pale, and his fingertips trembled uncontrollably, for the first time in his life, he experienced a feeling of powerlessness.Lin Yue said lightly: "Fengqi, you admit your mistake, but you just have the mentality that a man should bow his head, this is your generosity."
I also admit that you are willing to wronged yourself because you love me. ”Feng Qi shook his head worriedly, "I don't think this is a grievance." ”"You don't think it's a grievance, but ......
But I feel that this is indeed a grievance against you. ”The corners of Lin Yue's lips tugged slightly, and she looked up at the ice-blue light gauze curtain above her head, "You think I'm unreasonable, or you think I'm unreasonable, or you think I'm pampered and arrogant, whatever you think, but Fengqi, I still have to tell you two things-" "First, Chu Feimo is in my heart, a family member, a brother, although I used to be a stranger who had nothing to do with him, but over the past year or so, how many things he has done for me and for us, I don't think I need to count them in detail."
He is not related to me, and I don't even understand why he would help me so much so unconditionally, but no matter how cold and ruthless I am, it is impossible to be indifferent to such efforts. ”"He's in a state of flux, I'm worried, uneasy, anxious, I can't save him, my only hope is you - but even if I put all my hope in you, I didn't force you to heal him.If you have a way, I will be ecstatic, if you can't do it, I can only be sad and think of another way.If you are really helpless, you can only resign yourself to fate. ”"But I don't understand, when I need you, when I am restless in my heart, when I desperately want to know if he can be saved, Fengqi, why did you choose to avoid me?"
Feng Qi pursed her lips, her eyes locked on her emotionless face for a moment, listening to her words that were extremely calm, she couldn't help but clench her hands, and her handsome face gradually turned pale.There was no accusation, no accusation, it seemed that he just felt puzzled and confused, but these words without the slightest emotion made Feng Qi experience a gradually deeper uneasiness, as well as remorse and self-blame."
Fengqi, I never deny that you love me, I don't feel how deep your feelings are for me, but you have probably never experienced how much a woman wishes to hear a comforting word from a loved one when she is fragile?
Maybe in your heart, it is impossible for a proud and powerful woman like me to have such emotions as vulnerability, right?
”Feng Qi shook his head, no, he never thought about it like this, he really ......"
Yunfei said, the man has to be cured. ”The corners of her mouth slowly rose, and Lin Yue seemed to think that this was a little funny, but the upward arc of her lips was clearly stained with a thick ridicule, "The man has to be cured, this sentence came out of Yunfei's mouth, and the only feeling I had was just a relaxed taste, but this kind of taste was only suitable for her and Zhan Xiaoyao - because I and you are different from Yunfei and Zhan Xiaoyao." ”As for the difference, Lin Yue didn't want to explain, and he didn't want to deliberately distinguish and analyze, because it was not necessary."
But Yunfei has a sentence that is very right, she said that husband and wife need to communicate with each other, so I think that instead of being so deadlocked, it is better to take the initiative to break the deadlock, after all, I am in a weak situation - Chu Feimo's life and death, so I can't stalemate with you willfully with pride.But Fengqi, you will probably never know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart after I pounced in the imperial study and ate a closed door in the Qinzheng Palace. ”Feng Qi was shocked, as if she had a premonition of what she was going to say next, and the blood on her face faded clean in an instant.