While peeling tea eggs, I talked back to him: "Brother Chu Ze, I found that your thoughts sometimes are different, and you want me to break up with Bang Bang, obviously there is a better way, but you don't need it."
Okay, now that I've been beaten up, he does have a conflict with me, but what do you say you're trying to do?
You just look at the lonely man and feel comfortable - it's quite miserable to be liked by you. ”"You can't live if you don't mention him for a day, will you?"
Chu Ze pressed the phone, turned it over and covered it on the desktop, and a pair of eyes squinted at me.I gagged my mouth with a tea egg, and when I finished eating this tea egg, I finally ate it.After all, it was Chu Ze who drove me for half an hour to bring me to this breakfast, and I was hesitating whether to thank him, so I heard him say casually: "Actually, I don't like it much." ”"What?"
I didn't understand what he was trying to say.Chu Ze glared at me viciously, staring me at me in a daze, and then he went to check out.I realized that he had replied to my last sentence.I was still wondering what he meant, when I heard someone call my name behind my back: "Hee-hee." ”Su Jian'an's voice, did you hear it wrong?
I doubted myself in my heart, but my body stood up in a panic, knocked down the two enamelled soy milk bowls in front of me, and smashed them all to the ground.The movement was so loud that even Chu Ze, who was scanning the code and checking out in the store, looked over.A gentle grip on my wrist pulled me away from my seat, away from the broken pieces of porcelain on the floor."
Be careful."
I dare to look at him at this time, Su Jian'an is wearing a silver-gray suit today, and his demeanor is as if he is going to attend a banquet, he looks at me with a pair of amber eyes, gentle as water.I was shaken by him, and then I noticed that he had lost a lot of weight recently, and his chin was sharper than before, probably from taking care of his mother in the hospital."
Jian An, why are you here?"
A soft sentence asked, I was suddenly frightened by my own voice, it turned out that I had been talking to Su Jian'an like this before?"
Attend the school's alumni association.""
Yes, I remember, the school building was donated by your family, and the alumni association will definitely invite you."
Suddenly I felt a little cold in my back, and I glanced at it with my peripheral vision, it was Chu Ze who was staring at me a few steps away, his eyes sharp.He put away his phone and walked over, and before he could say anything, the proprietress dangled from the next table and blocked us.As soon as I looked at her, I knew it was over, the owner of this shop was very talkative, but his wife was a dominatrix, and now that I smashed the bowl and the boss was not there, she would definitely bewitch me for money.Her cloudy eyes rolled on the porcelain tiles all over the floor, then yawned slowly, and said lightly: "A bowl of fifty, exactly one hundred, who will give it?"
”Su Jian'an said: "I'll give it." ”As he spoke, he was about to pull out his phone.Although I didn't want to show that I was still as stingy as I was in high school in front of Su Jian'an, I still couldn't hold back and pressed Su Jian'an's hand that wanted to scan the code and lose money: "Auntie, this bowl is really fifty-one?"
”The proprietress glared: "My bowl, I know the price myself." ”I said, "I can go to the wholesale market for five dollars." ”Su Jian'an turned his face sideways and laughed, I squeezed his hand, and said dissatisfiedly: "What are you laughing at?"
It was originally five dollars, and I didn't buy it.You forgot, you came to my house before and saw that I use such a bowl to raise meat. ”The diners in the restaurant were watching the farce here, and Chu Ze impatiently transferred the money directly: "Okay, isn't it just a hundred yuan, what are you arguing about?"
”His gaze froze at Su Jian'an's hand and frowned: "Hurry up, don't be embarrassed to break the money." ”"What do you mean to be embarrassed for a little money?"
The very sensitive part of my heart was suddenly poked by him, and that bit of unwarranted self-esteem quietly surfaced, like a thorn in my heart.Chu Ze looked at me coldly: "It's only a hundred yuan, are you there?"
Did I give you less money before?
Are you so sour?
”The proprietress took the money and got what she wanted, and when she saw that we were still arguing in her shop, she hurriedly said, "If you want to quarrel, don't affect my business." ”Chu Ze directly picked up the car keys on the table and left.My nasal passages suddenly became a little sour, Su Jian'an looked at me for a while, and then grabbed my wrist and took me out."
Don't cry, Hei-hee."
Su Jianan said in a low voice: "It's okay, you know that Chu Ze has always been unable to speak, and he doesn't really look down on you." ”I couldn't control myself from erecting a thorn all over my body: "Don't pretend, don't you look down on me too." ”Before he could deny it, I said, "I know what you think, you're no different from them, I know you like me, but you just look down on me as an ass bitch."
Otherwise, you wouldn't be so entangled, you will break up with me for a while, and be friends with me for a while.Be a fart friend, know that I like you and still be a friend, you just want to torture me.Is it fun to hang me?
Why are you so ruthless?
”He was silent for a long time without speaking, and slowly let go of the hand that was holding my wrist, and in that moment, the only strength that supported me to stand was withdrawn.Standing at the corner of the alley outside the store, I felt like I was being blown through by the cold wind, drowning in the wind even in the cracks of my bones, and the slightest bit of cold air was bubbling from the cold air.I regretted it almost immediately, grabbed him with my backhand, and pressed his hand against my own wooden face: "I'm sorry, I was wrong. ”Su Jian'an's face turned pale: "It's me who should say I'm sorry, I thought ......
You don't like me that much.It was I who failed you in the first place, so I said that I wanted to be friends, and I wanted to have a head to help you in the future.Although we can't be together, I can't bear it, and I'm reluctant to completely cut off contact with you......
I'm being too selfish and making you uncomfortable, isn't it?
”"You say I don't like you that much?"
It's ridiculous, I liked him for ten years, and he gave me a word of denial.Is there a more bloody plot than this?
It turns out that I have been moving myself alone for the past ten years, and he doesn't believe it at all.I said, "I like you very much, I liked you the first time I saw you in high school, and then I liked you more and more."
I hate reading the most, but in order to go to the same school with you, I still try my best to revise; But I was too stupid, I had no choice but to choose an art major with low requirements for cultural classes, practiced painting hard, and my hands cramped every day, but I actually didn't understand those bullshit arts at all, I was just a tasteless person.Later, after I was admitted to a university with you, I often talked to you, and even the chance encounters on campus were your itinerary that I worked hard to ask your classmates.I am obedient to you, and many things are deliberately catered to your preferences......
There are so many that I can't remember, why do you say that I don't like you so much?
”Su Jian'an was speechless for a while, her eyes widened slightly, and she stared at me in shock.After a while, he said: "I thought that you liked to paint, and the art major in our university was the best......
I, I really don't know. ”He closed his eyes, covering the emotions under his eyes, and seemed to be very tired.Then he muttered again, "I really don't know." ”I suddenly felt very bored, what are you talking about?
shouldn't have said it, he originally looked down on me, but now he has become pitiful for me, it is better to look down on me.I just wanted to save some face for myself and tell him, it's okay, I know the two of us don't play, so I don't like you anymore.But not far away, there was a sudden shrill horn sound, it was Chu Ze urging me to get into the car.So I didn't say that last sentence.Chapter 43 I bowed my head and sent a message to Chu Ze: "You go by yourself, I won't go back with you." ”Chu Ze read the information, directly opened the car door and came down to look for me, I hid behind Su Jian'an, and just wanted to call Shan Wan and ask him to come to me, I heard Su Jian'an say calmly: "Xixi, let's talk." ”Chu Ze had already arrived in front of us, I stared at Su Jian'an in surprise, my fingers stopped on the dialing interface of the single pull, thought about it, and decisively pinched the phone that had not yet been dialed."
Okay."
I looked at Chu Ze and agreed to Su Jian'an's request.Su Jian'an also had to attend the alumni association, and he brought me into the school.Sitting in the last row of the school auditorium, I quietly looked at Su Jian'an, who was speaking on the stage.He has a very beautiful posture, like a Zhilan jade tree, and even the well-tailored suit has the bearing of a light wind and moon.This reminds me of Su Jian'an ten years ago, when he was still full of youthful youth, and even flowers would add a little more color when he laughed.At that time, he shared his learning experience on stage as the first in the grade, and I hid in a group of young students, pretending to be careless and looking down at comic books, not daring to stare at him insolently, but carefully hiding my longing for him.The midsummer wind was very hot, blowing in through the wide open door, mixed with the sweat of the boy and the fragrance of the girl, making up a very strange taste, which had been stored in memory for too long, like expired jam, sour and astringent.It's the same state of mind I was in at the time.At that time, I was afraid that others would see that I was close to Su Jian'an, and they would rumor him about some bad things; But he was reluctant to really keep his distance from Su Jian'an.More secretly, there are also some vanities when I was young, the first grade and the pride of the sky who spoke on the stage, I know him, I also have a good relationship with him, and we do homework together every weekend.fluttered for a long time, as if I was the one who endured everyone's envious gaze on stage.It wasn't until the applause thundered that I found out that the entrance ceremony had ended, and Su Jianan had stepped down.I was hesitating whether to say hello to Su Jian'an when he came over, and whether he would ignore me when I said hello to him, before I made up my mind, Su Jian'an was already in the midst of everyone's suspicious scrutiny, walked to the vacant seat next to me with a smile, asked me to eat together at noon, and gently whispered to me if anything was wrong when he was on stage.Even after 10 years, I can still recall the nervousness of the drum and the overwhelm of being favored.Su Jian'an is really nice.was reminiscing about the past, but Su Jian'an on the stage had already finished speaking, his eyes swept away, and he didn't find me in the first row, so he ignored the person in charge and repeatedly gave up his seat, and walked back.Several leaders and student representatives present looked at us with the same suspicious looks.I watched Su Jian'an sit down beside me, it was clearly the same scene, but I no longer had the throbbing heart that I had ten years ago.Why?
I myself was a little confused, and I thought about it for a long time before I figured it out.Probably I still love myself the most, and I have so many feelings for Su Jian'an, and I can't have much left in his rejection and avoidance of answering again and again.Now I care about him, but I am grateful for his kindness, and there are many unwillingness.It's hard to dissect your own emotions, and it's hard to admit the failure of your first love for ten years, so I can't figure it out until now.Su Jian'an is very good, but from now on, my evaluation of him will only stop at "very good".This is exactly what he wants, and I can see from his reaction in front of the early stall that he doesn't think I love him at all, and maybe, he doesn't want me to have too many unrealistic thoughts about him."
You still like to sit in the last row."
Su Jianan said in a low voice: "Every time I listen to classes and participate in activities with you, you always choose the last row. ”"Because no one can see me in the last row.""
But you were a person who didn't care about other people's eyes."
Su Jian'an thought for a while and laughed: "Do you remember the time when you had long hair in your first year of high school?"
I also recognize you as a girl, because in high school we were all skewed, and you were the only ones who were so special that you didn't care what other people thought at all.Everyone thinks that boys should be masculine and girls should be feminine, and even I have such a limited idea, but when I met you, I changed my mind, and you redefined my aesthetic.He looked at me with a different look than before: "It turns out that boys can also have beauty that the world does not approve of. ”I felt something strange about him.It wasn't like this when we didn't talk about anything, and before I drugged him two years ago, he and I had a very close relationship because of my painstaking management, and there was no mustard.We had a lot of heart-to-heart conversations at that time.But then it changed, and after he alienated me, unless something happened to me, he didn't contact me at all, let alone have a good chat."
It's been a long time since you've said anything like that to me.""
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So let's talk about it, didn't you agree?"
I said, "I don't think there's anything between us that hasn't been clarified, I understand what you think—I promised you just now, just because I really don't want to stay with Chu Ze anymore." ”Su Jian'an didn't speak for a long time, and the atmosphere was obviously awkward, and I felt both physical and mental discomfort from this embarrassment, and I almost wanted to run away.As soon as he wanted to talk about some light topics between friends, he said, "It's okay, now that we're all seated, can we continue to talk?"
”"Say it."
I thought for a moment, "Where's that?"
Yes, speaking of me, I have long hair. ”"So, why did you cut it?""
If you want to apply for a scholarship, you can't break the school rules like this."
I let out a long sigh: "You just said that I am special, but this kind of specialness is not worth mentioning compared to real life.Don't think I'm special now, as long as it's linked to my own interests, I'm so easy to compromise. ”"Did I put a lot of pressure on you in the first place?
You said that you studied hard to go to the same university as me, but in fact, you wouldn't be so tired without me. ”"Without you, I guess I would only be able to stretch my legs in the red light district to make money."
When these vulgar words came out in front of Su Jian'an, I actually had a pleasure that defiled him, as well as the pleasure of giving up on myself."
Then I wouldn't have the opportunity to study at a top university, let alone have a gallery studio.Although I am also being fostered now, the owner of the money is very, very generous, such as Chu Ze. ”I dragged the cross around my neck to Su Jian'an, and it was broken in the dim auditorium, like a galaxy of stars."
Is it pretty?
Chu Ze sent it, it should be quite valuable.He gave me a Patek Philippe for my birthday, and it was the only birthday present I received, but let me ......
"I also prepared a gift." ”Su Jian'an's gaze was fixed on my cross, and a very faint pain gathered under his eyes."
I remember your birthday, on the same day as Bang Bang, I remember.""
Yes, I said how could you forget, the same day as your baby, so easy to remember.So why didn't the gift go?
You remember my birthday, but you forgot to give a present, right?
”"You ran ahead of time at Bangwan's birthday party that day, and you didn't have time to deliver it."
Su Jian'an's fingers curled up on her knees, as if she was going through some painful struggle inside.Then I heard him say in a voice so low that it was almost inaudible: "And, that day, Chu Ze announced that you are his boyfriend."
I was very jealous, I was restless all night, and when I went to you to give you a gift, I found Chu Ze at your house.I didn't go in. ”I was silent for a moment: "Thank you." ”It turns out that as many as two people remember my birthday, and I really shouldn't be self-pitying, so it's already good.Su Jian'an lowered her eyelids and suddenly asked, "You know that my mother is in the hospital, but do you know what her illness is?"
”I vaguely heard Chu Ze and a few of them mention a few words."
Heart disease, I've heard that I'm often hospitalized.""
My mother had a heart condition, so I grew up and never dared to make her angry."
I didn't know what to say, so I said dryly, "Yes, then you don't quarrel with her, just follow her." ”Su Jian'an leaned back in his chair, and the light shone on his face in confusion, showing his tiredness more and more: "I have been following her since I was a child, listening to her in everything, she asked me to take the first test, and I will take the first test; She asked me to learn the piano, and I spent all my rest time practicing; She asked me to major in finance, and I gave up my favorite physics; She asked me to pursue Bang Bang, and I could only keep my distance from the person I liked.Otherwise, she would threaten me with a seizure and cry at home. ”"Everything else can depend on her, but the person I like is the one I liked in high school, and she checked that person to the bottom of it, and finally told me that unless she dies, I will never be able to be with that person, and it's better not to even talk."
I slowly clenched my fingers, suddenly realized something, my brain was buzzing, and it took me a while to come back to my senses: "......
She is your mother and should be good for you, and there must be a reason not to let you be with the person you like. ”Su Jian'an didn't speak, slowly straightened up, opened his eyes and looked at me.I turned my face and laughed miserably at him: "Because that person not only didn't have a parent's upbringing, but was also adopted in the first year of high school, and was chased and beaten by my boyfriend's mother at school."
Such a cheap goods, how can you Su family look at it?
”There was a sudden stinging sensation in my palm, and I looked down and realized that I had clenched the cross too tightly and cut my hand.Su Jian'an pressed my palm with a paper handkerchief to stop the bleeding for me."
I like that guy a lot, I like it from the first time I see him, I like it very much.However, after I met that person a few times, my mother sternly warned me not to associate with him, and I could only perfunctory her, superficially submissive, and every time I met with someone I liked, I had to hide it from the family.It wasn't until I was admitted to college and I didn't see that person much that she didn't care about it."
Later, the person I liked was also admitted to my university, and often came to me, and my mother found out again.I had a big fight with my mother, and I said I would definitely be with that person, but she wouldn't agree, and I ran away from home.As a result, when I went home, they told me that my mother was in the emergency room, and when I rushed to the hospital, she was not out of danger, and that night, how long she had been resuscitating, I knelt in front of the emergency room for as long as I wanted, and then she woke up, and the first thing she said was to ask me why I didn't listen to her. ”"So I knew that I couldn't be with the person I liked for the rest of my life, but I couldn't stand that person's entanglement, and I agreed to be with him, but I couldn't promise him anything, so I could only treat him coldly - in short, I was too indecisive."
Chapter 44 Walking out of the school auditorium, I sat alone by the artificial lake for a long time, and Su Jian'an followed from a distance and did not step forward.Thinking of the long conversation just now, I sneered in my heart, what kind of bloody plot is this.I finally understood why he was drunk that time, and why he said he liked Shan Wang, but he couldn't like me.I can't like that sentence, it turns out that this is the reason.Su Jian'an and I, for this reason, have been in vain for ten years?
What is this?
I think he's either never going to say it, so I don't want to keep it in my heart; Or just tell me early so that I don't have a delusional idea about him.Why pick and choose to say it now?
Just because I just confessed to him?
He still didn't believe me.Maybe he didn't look down on me, he didn't believe me.In his eyes, I was raised by my boyfriend in my first year of high school, and the first time I gave it to that person, for the sake of money, I don't want any moral integrity.Man's prejudice is so stubborn, because when he saw me, I was a bitch, so I've been like that all my life.In order to get in touch with the gold owner, the bitch can't say any sweet words, and he even dares to take medicine.What's more, after I broke up with him, I immediately hooked up with Chu Ze and Shan Wan, even if he originally thought that I was sincere to him, he should be disheartened when he saw this.So ten years of hard pursuit, followed step by step, and in his eyes, it became ill-intentioned.I felt a little uncomfortable, not because I felt misunderstood.But I can't deny that the so-called prejudice is the truth.Ask yourself, if Su Jianan had no money, would I like him?
Will I think of him as a god who will save me from fire and water?
No.Among all the people's money, I like Su Jian'an's money the most; But when Su Jianan has no money, he won't like him.How despicable.But the problem now is that Su Jian'an said this to me because he suddenly found out that I didn't stalk him for his money, and he thought I loved him very much, so he wanted to give me an explanation.Just now in the auditorium, he squeezed my hand very tightly and asked me eagerly, "Heexi, would you like to wait?"
My mother is about to have surgery, I will persuade her to go abroad for treatment, I believe you like me now, and when my mother's affairs are arranged, I will be with you, quietly find a place to get married, and hide it from my mother, okay?
”I suddenly stood up from the edge of the lake.Looking at Su Jian'an in the distance, I dialed Shan Wan's phone: "Bang Bang, where are you?"
I'm going to look for you.Yesterday's incident, I can explain, you give me another chance, okay?
”Su Jian'an stood on the cobblestone path, and when he saw me looking at him, he barely smiled at me.I smiled at him too, and his eyes were instantly filled with relief, as gentle as a flower.Su Jian'an is my benefactor, this will never change, and because of this, I can't harm him to be an unfilial son.His mother's illness, if one operation could cure it, why didn't he do it for so many years?
He has now made up his mind to hide it from his family for the rest of his life, and then he will be with me again, but there is never an impermeable wall in the world, and if his mother knew, he would have a hard time both.Why should I harm him?
What you like or dislike, it's all gone.Shan Wan answered me over there and gave me an address.I hurried out of school, and Su Jian'an quickly caught up with me, grabbed my arm, and looked at me with hope in his eyes, knowing that he was waiting for my answer.I winked at him: "Jian An, in fact, I confessed to you just now, and I didn't say a word." ”He sensed that something was wrong, and his expression slowly changed.I said, "I liked you very, very much at first, and I liked you the first time I saw you."
But now, I don't like it anymore. ”I waved my phone to him: "I talked to Bang Wan on the phone just now, he should agree to reconcile, and I will be with him well."
Wait until the day I am kicked out by his family, probably I will find a home, if you want to support me, why don't you line up first?
I'll look for you first?
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”The address I received was a café, just across the street from the school, just a few minutes away.But he was still running around outside at this time, which really surprised me.I thought that I broke his heart this time, and he must have to be stuffy at home for a long time to recover, but in fact, Shan Wan was not as weak as I thought.Crying is never the same as cowardice.Pushing open the glass door of the café and walking in, I saw Shan Bang at a glance, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, sitting in the corner with his head down.A couple of round cats crawled around on the shelves and stopped in front of me and turned their bellies out to prevent me from leaving.It took a lot of effort to pet the cats before I was let go and sat down opposite the single bar.But not only did he not look up at me, but he also lowered his head as if to hide it.The waiter came to our table, I ordered a cup of coffee, and when I saw that there was only a glass of boiled water in front of Shan Wan, I said, "Give him a cup of hot milk." ”Shan Yan's shoulders seemed to tremble slightly, and his drooping, thin neck straightened up, and he was finally willing to look up at me.Even through the lenses, I could still see his red and swollen eyes, those wonderful beautiful eyes, which were silent at this time, as if they had lost their brilliance.Very sad to look at me.I was genuinely distressed: "Bang Bang, did you cry all night?"
”"What does it have to do with you?"
Shan Wan looked away, his hand slowly clenched the glass of water on the table, and he said, "You are lying on the same bed with the person you like, you must not be able to think about how I should survive this night." ”I was trying to coax him, but the waiter had already arrived with coffee and hot milk, so I had to shut my mouth first.The hot milk was placed in front of Shan Wan, and Shan Wan pushed it to my side, and the attitude of refusal was obvious."
What's wrong?
Still mad at me?
”I shamelessly held his hand, it was sunny outside, but his hand was cold, like cold jade soaked in well water.I swapped the glass he was holding for hot milk, and the heat smoked his fingertips, moistening his pale skin into a bud-like pink.Then I casually asked, "Why are your hands so cold?"
It's almost autumn, so it's better to wear more. ”Shan Wan was so enraged by my indifferent attitude that he gritted his teeth and trembled all over, and then jerked his hand back.Milk cups were poured onto the tablecloth and spilled all over the table.The waiter saw it, and hurriedly came over to clean up the table, and asked me in front of her, "You don't care what I think, do you?"
Even if you cheat and sleep with someone else, I'm so angry and so sad, you don't care, you just eat me, so you can ask me to meet lightly, let me give you another chance - why should I give you another chance?
”The waiter gave us an awkward look and left silently.Chapter 45 "Bang Bang, you listen to my explanation." ”In fact, I haven't paid much attention to Shan Wan, because his personality is too easy to handle, and it was easy to seduce him before, and after we were together, he listened to me even more.I came to him this time to ask for forgiveness, and I expected that he was just throwing a tantrum, and as long as I was willing to coax me with a few lies, there was an eighty or ninety percent chance that he would continue to be with me."
I was with Chu Ze last night, and I had no choice but to do so.I was taken care of by him and took his money, which is to accept his love.Although it has been cleared up for two, but he wants to renew the old relationship with me, can I still refuse?
”"It doesn't matter if you like him or you're just playing with him."
Shan Wan whispered: "You slept with him during the period of your relationship with me, this is a fact.I'm usually stupid in front of you, but I'm not stupid enough that I can even ignore your cheating. ”"I'm sorry."
Shan Wan bit his lip hard, and then said, "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I don't need to." ”The two of them were silent for a while, and I should have made up some words to coax him, but suddenly I was so tired that I couldn't say anything.I took a sip of coffee, piping hot and bitter, scraping from the tip of my tongue all the way to my stomach.It was Shan Wan who spoke first: "You admitted in the bar last night that you approached me to sleep with me, and after you slept there, you took my brother's money and promised to break up with me at the right time."
I asked my brother about this, and after I went back, I thought about it for a long time before I remembered, in fact, you told me about your brother's money, I thought you were willing to confess, but you didn't mean that.You should have laughed at me in your heart at that time, the facts are all in front of me, and I still believe you stupidly. ”"You're not stupid."
I said, "It's just that you are used to thinking of everyone very well, but I am not, I will lie to people, and so will others."
In fact, everyone knows that I was raised by Chu Ze.But if it weren't for the fight between you and Chu Ze because of me, they didn't think it was worth it, and they wouldn't have told you about it. ”"That's why it's all hidden from me.""
They don't want you to know all this stuff.But that's the way it is, you think I'm your most precious lover, but I'm just a plaything for you rich young masters to enjoy.You know, there will definitely be a big gap in your heart, and sure enough, you left me alone. ”"I'm waiting for you to come home and give me an explanation."
Shan Wan said: "As a result, I waited for half the night and didn't wait for you, and when I called again, I heard Chu Ze say that your clothes were torn by him and you couldn't come back......
I didn't say anything about breaking up at the time, you guys can't wait!
”"So you're going to talk about breaking up now?"
Shan Wan turned his head and did not answer.I continued to retreat with the determination to break the kettle, and deliberately retreated as advance: "From now on, I won't lie to you, I will confess to you."
I was raised by Chu Ze before, not because of anything else, but because I am such a person.I actually considered our relationship last night, I don't deserve you, you also said, you won't forgive me for cheating, in this case, if you are embarrassed to speak, I will say it for you. ”After taking a deep breath, he tried to say in a steady voice: "Bang Bang, let's break up." ”"And then?"
Shan Wan said: "Are you still looking for Chu Ze?"
”"It's not me looking for him, it's that he's looking for me.He's probably addicted to sleeping, so what can I do?
”"Isn't it just for the money?"
Shan Wan suddenly said this.My heart cooled, and I stared at him for a long time as if I didn't know Shan Wan, and then smiled: "That's right." ”Then he got up and left: "I still have something to do, let's go first."
Happy breakup, save and win. ”Before I could get up, my wrist was suddenly grabbed by the sheet, and he crossed the table and pressed me back into the chair.I looked at him in amazement, and saw that he was crying, silently weeping, and a few teardrops hung on his chin.While crying aggrievedly, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Chu Ze's number, and said cruelly with a crying voice: "I reconciled with Brother Xiang Xi, I warn you, if you dare to touch him in the future, I will never let you go!"
”Without waiting for Chu Ze to answer, he hung up the phone again, then hugged me, buried his head in the side of my neck, and choked up: "Isn't it just for money?"
I earn no less money than Chu Ze, don't break up with me, don't see Chu Ze again, don't be with anyone else.I'll give you all my money, okay?
”I was silent for a long time.Then I felt a sore eye socket, so I closed my eyes slightly, but as soon as the eyelashes hit my eyelid, a tear flowed from my left eye to my cheek, slowly slid down, and seeped into the collar.Outside, there was a silent autumn rain, and the smell of damp earth leaked through the cracks in the unclosed windows, and was made even wetter by a few wire-like raindrops, which stuck to the windowsill along with the fragrance of the grass and trees.The lemon-yellow curtains were wet, and a few wet water marks, like scattered yellow eggs, were dangling and attracting people's eyes.It's been a few days since that meeting at the coffee shop.Shan Wan and I stayed at home and didn't go out again, until the tail of summer disappeared silently, and the sultry day was cooled by an autumn rain, and we suddenly realized that it had changed seasons.It was still afternoon, and Shan Wan and I had already undressed and rolled onto the bed, and he pressed my knees to my chest, leaning over and pounding in the narrow place, gasping and sticking.Beads of sweat from the corners of my forehead dripped down the side of my face and he wiped it away with his fingertips.The pleasure is like a tide, but the sex is dull, and there is a strange atmosphere.Therefore, I didn't dare to scream too presumptuously, I only climbed his shoulder, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I whispered to him: "Pull it, it hurts......
You lighten a little. ”