"Brother Ding, what should I do?"
Liang Zhen propped up his head, his eyes were filled with a little faint moisture, and the helpless and hopeless look on his face was very vivid.Ding Lijun pinched his nose.He always felt that Liang Zhen was very strong and could deal with everything alone, but at this moment he suddenly realized that all toughness was disguised, and she would also be helpless and confused in the face of feelings, and become a child with zero IQ."
Do you want to hear the truth?"
Ding Lijun spoke."
Hmm."
Liang Zhen lowered his head.Ding Lijun raised his head and drank the wine in the cup."
Actually, I can understand your concerns, after all, it's like the situation in his family, it's true...
Only...
It's hard. ”"......"
"But you can't beat him to death with a stick, didn't you hide with Doudou a while ago?"
In those days, he didn't do anything and just blocked me, and sent two men to guard the construction site during the day, so that others had already owed me loan sharks outside, and at night he squatted by himself and drove a car to block the alley. ”"And then you didn't carry it and gave him my address?""
No, how is it possible, am I such a seedless person?""
And how did he know I was there?"
Ding Lijun pinched his nose again, "Just...
He must have gone to find Gao Yuzhu's. ”"Gao Yuzhu?
How did he know Gao Yuzhu?
Ding Lijun's eyes flickered, "Didn't you say it just now, he is looking for someone to follow me every day, can you not know Gao Yuzhu's relationship with me?"
That girl doesn't have a strong mouth, and she doesn't say anything if she gives some money?
”"......"
"Okay, this thing is over, what I want to talk about now is what happened later, it should be the night before he went to look for you, he came to me, and we had a meal together and drank some wine."
Liang Zhen remembered."
Was it the one that ate at the night stall in front of your house?""
Yes, that time, he told you about it?""
I mentioned it, saying that you had a treat, and he also had a bad stomach and had a fever for two days with acute gastroenteritis."
Ding Lijun didn't know about this, and couldn't help but mock: "As for it, eating a night stall can cause acute gastroenteritis?"
It's really the young master's life. ”Liang Zhen didn't want to say anything about it, "Go on." ”"Oh, yes, I just want to say, he asked me a lot of things that night, where you have been all these years, what jobs you have done, who you have met, and if it is very hard.""
What about you?""
I've said it all, but I know a limited amount of things, think for yourself, we only started to contact two years ago, where you were in the previous years, what you did, I don't know, I asked him to ask you himself, did you ask later?"
Liang Zhen recalled that the three of them lived in the town for a few days, and he didn't seem to ask her about the past from beginning to end."
Nope!""
No?""
Well, not a word!"
Ding Lijun thought about it for a while, "Actually, I can understand him like this, and I probably wouldn't ask if I were replaced." ”"Why?""
Because there is no point anymore, you have eaten all the hardships that should be endured, and the child is so old, even if he knows what you have done over the years, where you have been, and how hard it is to live alone with a child, does he have any substantive effect except for feeling distressed and adding a sense of guilt?
No. ”Liang Zhen admits this, so for so long, even if Zhong Yu already knew Doudou's identity, she never told him how she had spent all these years.She didn't want to ask for credit, let alone complain.Ding Lijun continued: "You two should be people who don't want to look back and only look forward, so he said it himself that day, instead of wasting time and energy on things that have passed, it is better to think about it later, what did he say at that time?"
”Ding Lijun knocked his forehead to himself, "Yes, I think about it, he said that he will not promise, nor will he give you a flashy dream, but as long as you nod, he will directly prove it to you with actions, prove that your choice back then was not wrong, and also prove that he can be a qualified father." ”Liang Zhen rubbed his face and tried not to look at Ding Lijun."
I'm annoyed, you don't have to tell me this!"
Besides, she felt that she had to cry, but it was unfair to think about it, that man had never said these things to her in front of her, why should she be moved to cry by him in front of others.But after thinking about it again, what he said to her on weekdays was either joking or playing hooligan, never in shape, and sometimes even doing boring and childish things, but Liang Zhen was angry and speechless, but he never felt that there was anything wrong with him.On the contrary, from the first day they met, including five years ago, when the two had not had any relationship, she felt that he was not as unreliable as he seemed on the surface.All the gags should be just his disguise, he has his own scale in his heart, and he knows right and wrong better than anyone else."
I actually didn't think much of this kid before, I thought...
Well, Hang Erlangdang, a gentleman, and a peach blossom face, how many of those rich men are reliable?
But after that time, I thought...
Maybe you can't kill them all with one shot, at least he still has a heart for you at the moment. ”More than a heart.For so many years, since the "conspiracy" five years ago, he has actually taken on a lot for her silently, he just won't put it on his lips, but Liang Zhen knows it in his heart."
You know, he actually has a bad temper, but after every fight, he compromises first.""
I always run away, and after sleeping, I turn against him, and several times he gets angry, but when he turns around, he still comes back to coax me.""
He has always misunderstood me and Tang Yaosen, thinking that we still maintain an improper relationship between men and women, but despite this, he still endured it, he always tolerated me unconditionally, including five years ago, but what about me, I will only lose my temper with him, shake my face, and even plan to hide Doudou's life experience, I ......"
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Liang Zhen covered his eyes with his hands and shook his head, "Don't say anything." ”Besides, she was afraid that she would cry.Commander Ding Lijun let out a long sigh and smiled bitterly: "Originally, I wanted to ask you how you felt about him, but now it seems that there should be no need to ask." ”Her expression, eyes and words at this time are enough to show how much she cares about Zhong Yu in her heart, because she cares, she is afraid, confused, and suffers from gains and losses, but she herself doesn't want to admit it."
Do you know what your name is?"
Ding Lijun asked again.Liang Zhen removed the hand from his eyes, "What?"
”"Low self-esteem.""
I..."
"Don't admit it, what kind of concepts, those messy concerns, are actually excuses, to put it bluntly, you are inferior, and you feel that you are not worthy of him, so you don't even want to try."
Liang Zhen sat there stiffly, like a person waking up from a dream.Yes, all the ifs and retreats are difficult, in the final analysis, isn't it because she has no confidence in her heart, but intellectually, how should she give herself confidence?"
Do you think I don't want to grab it with my back straight?
But what am I going to rob?
One father is a high g, the other is a strong female criminal, one has a master's degree, and one has a high school degree, even if Zhang Xi removes all the halo on her body, at least she has an innocent background, but what about me?
Not to mention anything else, as far as my relationship with Tang Yaosen is concerned, I have already lost completely, what else can I fight with others?
”Liang Zhen covered his eyes with his hand again, "Yes, you're right, I'm actually inferior, I just feel inferior, I just feel that I don't deserve him, do you know the reason?"
Because some things, birth, family, including my previous relationship with Tang Yaosen, these have left a mark on me, no matter how hard I work and how persistent, I can't change it, you know, I can't change it!
”Drinking was just an excuse to pour, or she might have been suffocated by herself.Ding Lijun let out a long sigh and didn't speak again.After a few minutes of silence, the noise in the restaurant continued, and the road was full of traffic, which should have been an extremely ordinary night.After a few minutes, Liang Zhen's mood seemed to recover, and Ding Lijun drank the last bit of wine in his glass and stood up."
I'll go check out!"
When he came back from settling the bill, he found that the person at the table was gone, so he hurriedly circled around the store and ran out of the restaurant.Liang Zhen stood alone on the sidewalk at the intersection with his bag, the wind blowing in his face, his hair swaying lightly, and the people also swayed together."
Okay, you?"
Ding Lijun hurriedly ran over and helped him.Liang Zhen staggered his hand, "It's okay." ”She's really fine, she's just a little uncomfortable."
I'm going to pick up Doudou.""
I'll go with you."
Ding Lijun felt that something was wrong with her, so he was naturally not at ease.Liang Zhen never looked at him, looked ahead, but said in an extremely flat tone: "No need, you live far away, go back early." ”Ding Lijun took a closer look at it again, and felt that her expression seemed to be quite natural.It's just two beers, and you shouldn't get drunk."
Okay, but you can take a taxi back in a moment, and remember to text me when you get home.""
Got it, let's go!"
Liang Zhen carried the bag to his shoulder and was about to cross the road, but as soon as he lifted his steps, his calves softened somehow, and he fell to the side.Ding Lijun grabbed the person at the right time, turned around, and Liang Zhen was dragged back again."
Don't be reckless with you, you won't be able to ...... well" However, halfway through the words, Ding Lijun was stunned for a moment.Liang Zhen's face was full of tears.Obviously, the last second was good, but when I turned around, tears rained down.Ding Lijun thought he was wrong at first, but after a closer look, he didn't."
Why is it all of a sudden..."
Liang Zhen gritted his teeth and shook his head, taking a breath, "I'm fine." ”Wine is not a good thing, but she has to drink it, and she can only evacuate the energy that is holding in her heart.Ding Lijun rubbed his face and wanted to curse."
Why do you think you're doing this?"
He took two steps closer and patted Liang Zhen on the shoulder, and Liang Zhen's tears fell even more fiercely.There was no way, and she didn't want to do this, but the collapse came so quickly that she didn't even have a chance to resist, including when the tears fell and when she started crying.It seemed like a momentary thing to lose control of her emotions, but she didn't make any sound the whole time.She even restrained herself from crying.Ding Lijun didn't know whether to sympathize or admire this woman, he just gently rubbed Liang Zhen's shoulder."
Go to him, don't care what happens in the future, at least you have to fight for it once, just like when you decided to give birth to Doudou, no one told you what would happen in the future, but you didn't give birth anyway?
So just show the courage you had to tear up the admission letter back then. ”Liang Zhen looked up, tears still hanging in his eyes.Ding Lijun: "I'll help you pick up Doudou." ”The other party turned the green light, and the waiting pedestrians on both sides began to pass.Liang Zhen pinched the six-pointed star hanging from his wrist with his fingers.She has made many choices that can change her fate in the past 20 years, let her mother go when she was six years old, followed Liang Bo to Luzhou at the age of twelve, had a relationship with Tang Yaosen at the age of eighteen, and gave birth to Doudou at the age of nineteen......
It seems that every turning point originated in a whim of her mind.Including tonight."
I may have to go far away, and you can help me send it to Furong Yuan after you receive Doudou.""
No problem!""
Thank you!"
Ding Lijun touched her hair, "Let's go, girl!"
”Liang Zhen tightened his bag and ran to the opposite side.The night is just dark, the neon is shining, she is just like a good age, as Ding Lijun said, no matter what happens in the future, she has to fight for it at least once."
Master Sun."
Liang Zhen dialed Uncle Sun's number on the taxi to the bus station, and soon Uncle Sun sent Zhong Yu the hotel and room number where he was staying in Hangzhou.Liang Zhen rushed to the bus station as fast as he could, and luckily caught the latest intercity bus that was about to leave for Hangzhou.At 9:05 a.m., the car drove slowly and drove back to the parking lot.It is 240 kilometers away from Hangzhou, and it takes about three and a half hours to drive at high speed.Liang Zhen pinched her phone and fell on the back of the chair, the violent beating frequency of her chest was reminding her of what a ridiculous thing she had done, but all kinds of emotions were intertwined, and she had no time to think about whether her behavior was right or wrong.Twenty minutes later, the car drove up to the highway, Liang Zhen moved her stiff back, and the emotions floating in mid-air all the way gradually settled down, and she finally slowly regained a little ability to think.Do you want to call him in advance, or talk to him on WeChat?
Will it affect his work if he ran over so suddenly?
What if you happen to see things and people you shouldn't see?
What should I do?
The hot impulse gradually calmed down over time, but Liang Zhen finally decided not to tell him for the time being, not to surprise or surprise him, but to feel that everyone was already on the bus at this time, and there was no turning back at the high speed, and there was not much difference between talking about it and not talking about the rest.Liang Zhen simply closed his eyes and let himself sink into the darkness with a shallow drunkenness.I woke up on the way, and I entered the service area once, and finally woke up to be woken up by the sound of the people around me.There is a water dispenser on the bus, and someone goes to the front to pour water to drink, and by the way, asks the driver how long it will take to reach the destination.There are not many passengers on the last intercity bus, and the whole bus probably won't be noisy with ten people."
There are still two kilometers to get off the highway, and the fastest is half an hour to enter the station."
Liang Zhen heard the driver's slightly hoarse voice.She glanced at her phone, it was still a few minutes before the wee hours of the morning, and the highway outside the window was still busy, but most of them were heavy trucks, loaded with goods, and they were traveling at night on the road where the lights were not very bright.Soon the car got off the highway and entered the downtown area of Hangzhou, and there were more high-rise buildings around.When Liang Zhen walked out of the station, there were still many people in the square, but most of them were migrant workers, sleeping on the ground in groups, with their heads pillow or leaning behind them, perhaps all their belongings."
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Miss, do you want to take the car?""
Beauty, where are you going?
Would you like to give you a ride?
”There were also black car drivers lingering in the late-night square, several of whom had been staring at Liang Zhen and asking, Liang Zhen waved his hand and refused, "No need!"
”She eventually used her mobile phone system to hail a taxi.The address given by Master Sun is very detailed, and the hotel is not low-grade, so Liang Zhen will know if he reports a driver.She didn't say anything all the way, and the car drove on the road for more than half an hour, and finally stopped in front of a hotel.Liang Zhen paid the money and got out of the car and went in.Maybe most of the time along the way was in the dark, so the lights in the hotel lobby stabbed her eyes so violently that she couldn't figure out which direction the elevator was in with her professional sensitivity.also thanks to the fact that Uncle Sun drove Zhong Yu to Hangzhou a few days ago, and the room was booked in advance by the secretary, and Uncle Sun is generally responsible for helping him deliver his luggage to the room, so he knows his room number.On the top floor, Liang Zhen took the elevator directly up.The hallway was empty late at night, and the soles of shoes didn't make any movement on the soft carpet.At this time, Liang Zhen had completely woken up, and she crossed the door of one room after another, in fact, there were only a few suites in a hotel, and Liang Zhen quickly found the number that Uncle Sun said.The door is closed, the small LCD screen is lit green, and the words "Do Not Disturb" indicate that the guest should be in the room.Liang Zhen took a deep breath, took a deep breath, raised his hand and pressed the doorbell, pressed it twice in a row, waited, there was no movement, and pressed it twice again, but there was still no movement.At this time, it was already late at night, and Liang Zhen couldn't make too much movement.She knocked on the door instead, knocking twice and finally hearing the metal loosening.The door opened, and the lights in the room were much brighter than in the corridor, and Zhong Yu squinted his eyes and stood there naked.He probably thought he was dreaming, and rubbed his eyes, an action that made Liang Zhen laugh.She smiled, and he was sober."
You...
How did you come here?
”Liang Zhen glanced into the room, "Can't you let me go in first?"
”Zhong Yumu leaned sideways, Liang Zhen walked into the room, maybe it was a professional trick, she likes to look at the pattern first wherever she goes, but the suites in the hotel are all the same, she finished reading it in three or two eyes, and she can be sure that Zhong Yu should sleep in the bedroom before knocking on the door just now.Zhong Yu closed the door and walked over."
What the hell is going on?"
His voice was still a little hoarse."
What's going on?""
Why did you come here all of a sudden?""
I'm looking for you.""
I know you're coming for me, I'm asking, why are you suddenly...
Come here to find me?
”Liang Zhen threw the bag on the sofa next to him, "Didn't you ask me on the phone yesterday morning if I missed you?"
”"Hmm, so?""
So I'll tell you the answer!"
Liang Zhen, who turned around again, was already a little hot in his eyes.Zhong Yu was stunned, two arms were already wrapped around her neck, she looked up at him, smiled, and tiptoed up......
If Zhong Yu was still a little disturbed by his sleep before, he woke up completely the moment he was soft and attached.The early autumn night was already a little cool, and she had traveled a long way, and her body was stained with the coolness of the autumn wind.Zhong Yu has long been anti-customer-oriented.The temperature in the room gradually rose, and when the mouth was not moving, Liang Zhen held the person against her, and she finally held on to the last trace of reason between her breathing."
I haven't taken a shower yet.""
Don't wash it, I don't want to wait, I can't wait..."
Entangled for half a night, Zhong Yu was reluctant to let Liang Zhen sleep when it was almost dawn.Maybe it was because I was too tired, I slept quite deeply that night, and when I woke up, it was already a big sun outside the window.She touched her phone and looked at it, at half past ten in the morning, there were many missed calls, and there were several text messages, one from Ding Lijun, informing Doudou that it had been sent to He Guifang last night, and one from Xiao Tang, asking her why she hadn't come to work yet.Liang Zhen sat up with a heavy head, she didn't have a piece of travel on her body, she came in a hurry last night, and she didn't go back to get a change of clothes, and the one she wore was thrown by Zhong Yu somewhere.Liang Zhen had to go to the cabinet and pull out a shirt of Zhong Yu to put on.There was no one in the room, but there was a note pressed on the table - "Go out on some errands and come back at noon to accompany you for lunch." ”Behind it is his signature, the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing, and it can barely be seen that it should be the word "Yu".Liang Zhen saw that the time was not early, she replied to Xiao Tang with a text message, saying that she had something to do temporarily, and asked her to ask Yang Jian for a leave of absence, and then went into the bathroom.I vaguely remember that I seemed to have been carried in by Zhong Yu and took a bath last night, but I still felt slimy.Liang Zhen rinsed it carefully, and when he was dressing, he saw deep and shallow marks on his body.Last time, he said that he would pay attention to it in the future, so he left her with a truncated neck, so he really left her with a truncated neck, is this considered a word of faith?
Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, buttoned his shirt from top to bottom, and made sure it was not gone.At this time, there was a sound of swiping the card outside, Liang Zhen hurriedly walked out, and Zhong Yu happened to take a photo with her."
Up?""
Hmm.""
How did you sleep?""
That's good, but you didn't call me when you got up!"
Zhong Yu threw away his coat and walked over, took the person into his arms again, buried his head in her neck socket and sniffed, "Just took a bath?"
”"Hmm.""
It's really fragrant...", this is simply the answer to the question, Liang Zhen pushed the person away, "Where are my clothes?"
”"In the morning I sent someone to wash it.""
So what am I going to wear in a while?"
Zhong Yu let go of the person and looked down, the men's shirt was big and empty on her thin body, but it had a different flavor."
I think it's good to wear this!"
Liang Zhen knew that he was out of shape again, so he didn't expect him, so he went to the living room to call, and quickly got a reply, saying that the clothes were drying and would be delivered in about half an hour.Liang Zhen hung up the phone, and when he turned around, he saw Zhong Yu holding his hands and leaning on the sideboard staring at her, his eyes seemed to be dry in early autumn.Liang Zhen was a little hot by him."
You...
Why do you keep staring at me?
”Zhong Yu raised his eyebrows, "You didn't run after sleeping for the first time, does it mean that our relationship has improved?"
”