The kindergarten autumn tour must be accompanied by parents, so after the meeting, the teacher only roughly talked about the process and rules of playing, except for the requirement to gather outside the lawn for lunch at half past eleven, the rest are for parents to take their children to move freely, and soon the team will all disperse.However, the layout of the aquarium is also similar, the main pavilion is basically a passageway, and on both sides are giant fish tanks, which hold a variety of fish and aquatic creatures.Zhong Yu took Liang Zhen and Doudou to mix in the crowd, probably in the peak season of autumn travel, there were a lot of people, and many popular fish were crowded with people in front of them, and Doudou was small enough to shrink below and couldn't see anything at all, and then Zhong Yu simply picked him up and rode it to his neck.The altitude is high, and the vision is broadened all of a sudden, and Doudou is so happy.Liang Zhen followed beside him, full of emotion.Squeezed through a wave of people watching sharks, the three of them found a leisure area to rest, the so-called leisure area, but there are merchants who set up a few tables to tempt children to draw sand paintings, finger paintings and other things, just a casual one will be dozens of years bigger, in the past, Liang Zhen was reluctant to paint Doudou, but today Zhong Yu paid for it, and she was approved.Taking advantage of the gap between the children's paintings, the two had a moment of respite.Zhong Yu went to buy water, and wrung a bottle for Liang Zhen, "What do you want to be stupid?"
”Liang Zhen admitted that he was not in a good state today, and his head was still dizzy after a hangover."
I'm thinking......" she took the water, but didn't drink it, looking at Doudou's happy painting, "I used to think that I could raise him alone, do my best to give him the best education, teach him to be a man, and work hard with him, it should not be worse than others." ”Zhong Yu was stunned, and for some reason she suddenly said this."
And now?"
He sat down on the stool next to her.Liang Zhen smiled, his eyes fell on Doudou's silhouette gently, and said: "Now I feel that I may be wrong, no matter how hard I try, I can only be a mother, and I can't replace my father's role in his life, you know?"
”She looked at Zhong Yu, "Just now you were watching the shark behind his back, just now, he was very happy." ”"Is there one?"
At that time, Doudou was riding on his neck, and he couldn't see the child's appearance."
Yes, I know he is very happy, because the last time I took him to the aquarium alone, there were many children riding on his father's shoulders, and he was very envious and told me why he didn't have a father."
Over the years, Liang Zhen has tried her best to take care of the children's emotions, and Doudou did not show too much pain in the lack of father's love, but she knew in her heart that what was missing was what was missing, and no one could replace that part."
I'm selfish, am I?
When I was pregnant with Doudou, I didn't tell you, I didn't discuss with you, I gave birth to him on my own initiative, but I didn't tell you when I was born, I hid and raised him alone, if it wasn't for something that happened after I met you, I didn't plan to let you know about Doudou's existence. ”She is like a dictator, she made decisions for him and Doudou, but in fact, it was quite unfair to him and Doudou.Liang Zhen lowered her head, a little uncomfortable, not uncomfortable with the suffering she had suffered over the years, but uncomfortable with the absurd decision she made at the beginning, thinking that she could do it all, but in the end she had to admit that Doudou needed her father, and she...
Zhong Yu is also needed."
Stupid?"
Zhong Yu put down the water to hold her hand, "You don't know how excited I was when I knew that Doudou was my son, really, I thought at the time......
God is too good to me, willing to give me half of the world. ”Liang Zhen frowned, "What kind of metaphor do you have, how come it is only half of the world." ”Zhong Yu rubbed his fingertips against her palm and smiled seductively: "Half of it is you." ”Liang Zhen's scalp was numb, and he had goosebumps all over his body, "Are you numb?"
”"Is it numb?
Then I have more fleshy ones, do you want to listen to them?
”He was about to post it.Liang Zhen hurriedly blocked it with his hand, "Stop, you." ”In public, she is still not used to being so intimate.Zhong Yu didn't tease her anymore, he smiled, and looked serious, "But seriously, in addition to excitement, a bigger part should be moved." ”"Touched by what?
Moved that I was willing to give birth to Doudou back then?
”"Hmm.""
Then you may have misunderstood, I was willing to give birth to Doudou back then, not for you.""
I know this, and I still have this self-knowledge."
Zhong Yu knew that Liang Zhen didn't like him back then, and he had her in such an unbearable way at that time, and he also made her pregnant, you must know that she had been admitted to the ideal university, if she hadn't suddenly conceived Doudou, she could have had a better future."
Did you hate me at the time?"
Liang Zhen thought for a while, "There must have been one at first, I thought you ruined me, but then I thought about it, destiny." ”"Do you believe in your fate?""
Yes, believe in orders, obey orders."
When she was six years old, she watched her mother leave on the mountain, because she knew that her mother hated it, hated the surrounding environment, and hated her existence, so although she was afraid and reluctant, she didn't say anything to keep it.At the age of eighteen, she followed Tang Yaosen, knowing that this was a mistake, but God arranged for her to meet such a man in such a situation at that age, she restrained herself, but she failed to succeed, so she let herself go.Giving birth to Doudou at the age of nineteen, she accepted this punishment, punished her for the mistakes she made, and also knew that it was a gift, and her brother was gone, so God sent another angel to accompany her on the second half, so she gladly accepted.She has not been a lucky person, life has gone on so far, every journey has been very hard, but she does not hate, does not mourn, does not complain about the injustice of fate, just silently faces, bears, and follows the direction that fate guides her, and walks out of a path of her own, this road may not be correct, but it doesn't matter, she will do her best to walk, so it is enough.Zhong Yu held her fingers, and unconsciously rubbed the ring on her ring finger, "You have asked me more than once before, what do I like about you, to be honest, I didn't know what made me obsessed with it, but living with you these days, I seem to have suddenly figured it out." ”Sudden confession, Liang Zhen was stunned, "What do you want to understand?"
”"I want to understand why I like you so much."
Liang Zhen smiled softly, "Why?"
”"Because..."
He looked at her eyebrows, with a little cold firmness in the delicate room, but if he looked closely, it seemed that the firmness was gone, "I like your lack of competition, you can eat bitter, sweet can also bear, especially when you take Doudou, you have enough patience, but you are not overly doting." ”Liang Zhen smiled: "Aren't many mothers like this?
”"No, it's different, because you've always been alone, I can almost imagine the pressure and difficulties you've endured alone all these years, but you behaved normally in front of Doudou, and you didn't show the hardships and tiredness of life to your children."
She is poor, and she can't meet all the requirements of her children financially, but she won't tell Doudou: "Mom doesn't have money, so you have to learn to save." ”The original intention of saving should not be "poor", but should be heartfelt choice and contentment.She is tired and has to take care of work, earning money, life and children, but she will not say to Doudou: "Mom is very hard, Mom does all this for you, so you have to be sensible and obedient, don't let Mom worry." ”"I've seen a lot of single mothers living alone with their children."
In their circle, there are many unknown things, such as fostering, second wife, and illegitimate child, which he has been accustomed to since he was a child."
But they have a common problem, on the one hand, they feel that life is very hard, very lonely, while holding the child to rely on each other, they will complain that fate is unfair, and on the other hand, they will feel very lucky, at least they still have children as bargaining chips, so they try to use them to fight for more benefits, and in the end they are tied to their children, the children are depressed, and they are also painful, but you are different, you never seem to put the hard work of life to Doudou, and never put your own pressure on Doudou, just by virtue of this, I really......
Very impressed. ”He held Liang Zhen's hand tightly, regretting that he was five years late, but at the same time, he was glad that Liang Zhen was firm enough to support the child alone, so that Doudou could grow up in a healthy and relaxed environment."
You taught Doudou well, really."
Liang Zhen was stunned for a moment.Zhong Yu paused for a few seconds, "Why are you looking at me like this?"
”She sighed slightly, "I just think...
It seems that it is the first time to hear you speak so seriously, and I am a little unaccustomed to it!
”"Really?""
Hmm.""
Hehe..."
Zhong Yupi didn't smile, and slapped her on the head with a palm, "Beat you!"
”"......"
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Liang Zhen didn't dodge and took a hit.It's hard for him to say so much, it's really not his style, but she listened to it very helpfully."
Seriously, I don't think it's been hard these years, because watching Doudou grow up day by day, sensible, and have a sense of accomplishment, and I also have my own plans, in fact, when you're very busy, you don't have the heart to think about whether life is hard or not."
So this is probably the reason why he loves her so much, always has a goal, is always on the road, spends all the time that should be sad and complaining on a calm effort, and has a vigorous power all over his body, which makes him excited, liked, and even obsessed."
Hey.""
Huh?""
I want to kiss you
.
"“？”
Liang Zhen's eyes widened suddenly, obviously he was still on a deep topic just now, why did he drag racing all of a sudden?
This turn was a bit sharp, and Liang Zhen didn't react for a while.Zhong Yu has already posted it, "Okay, just take a bite." ”"You're insane, there are so many people here!"
Originally, the two were sitting next to each other, but Liang Zhen "swished" and went far away, and Zhong Yu was amused by her appearance."
As for you, hide so fast!"
Liang Zhen really couldn't help but not roll his eyes."
Can you still talk well?""
Shy?
Didn't you take the initiative last night?
”"What did I take the initiative for?""
Don't remember?"
She drank the tablets last night, and she still remembered what she had done.Zhong Yu snorted, "It's so violent!"
”"......"
"Why don't I help you reminisce about your memories?"
He leaned over with a hippie smile again, whispered in her ear, and Liang Zhen's face turned red after speaking, ashamed and angry."
You talk nonsense!""
What nonsense, I don't know who begged me to do it again last night.""
Zhong Yu!"
Liang Zhen really hated the flea that he always said would come, and he couldn't wait to plug his mouth with something, but fortunately, there were many people around him, and it was noisy, and no one noticed the conversation between the two.Liang Zhen glared and didn't want to bother him anymore.