It's almost December, and as soon as the temperature in Sizhou drops to less than 10 degrees, winter seems to be coming quietly before you know it.There were few pedestrians on the street outside the window, there were not many cars coming and going, and the early winter morning seemed quieter than ever.There was still heating in the car, and there were two people breathing slightly, and the rest was silent.Tang Yaosen was thinking about how to start this conversation, and after thinking for a while, he spoke, and the first sentence was to ask: "Why did you lie to me at the airport just now?"
”Liang Zhen was stunned, realizing that he was talking about whether there was a car to pick him up, but she lied.This question is really sharp enough, Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, "If I don't say that, you will definitely let me sit in your car, it doesn't feel particularly suitable" "Where is it not suitable?"
”It is rare for him to get to the root of the problem, and he has an aggressive momentum.Liang Zhen pursed his lower lip, in fact, it was not something unspeakable, and he simply told the truth: "I thought you understood, between our previous relationship and our current identity, we should try to avoid suspicion." ”"Avoiding suspicion?"
Tang Yaosen asked again, "So if I hadn't just turned around at the airport and happened to see you, wouldn't you even plan to say hello to me?"
”"Yes, I'll pretend I didn't see you and walk silently behind you."
Tang Yaosen seemed to laugh very slightly, and turned his eyes to look out the window, there were few pedestrians outside the window, only the shadow of the car passed by.In this world, there are people who meet and reunite, and there are people who separate and decide, but he never thought that he would one day go to the point where he and Liang Zhen "need to avoid suspicion when they meet"."
Isn't it because Ah Yu doesn't like that there is any more connection between us?"
Liang Zhen froze and turned to look at him."
Yes!"
She didn't hesitate, and simply admitted, "Don't say that we are in contact, even if he mentions you, he will feel uncomfortable, but I can fully understand him, from his point of view, he is indeed qualified to be so suspicious and sensitive." ”"So you're going to be a stranger to me from now on in order to take care of his feelings?""
It may be a little difficult to be a stranger completely, after all, there will always be opportunities to meet in the future, but I will try to minimize or even avoid contact with you, of course, this is not all for him, for you, for me, in fact, it is good, the most important thing is that I don't want to fall into the hands of people anymore, and I don't want Zhong Yu to be hurt in any way because of what happened between us, I hope you can understand."
Liang Zhen's tone was very calm when he said these words.At that time, the heating in the car was melting, but Tang Yaosen felt that his hands and feet were still cold."
Do you know what qualities I was attracted to you in the first place?"
Liang Zhen paused, "Smart?
”Tang Yaosen smiled bitterly, "Being smart is one of them, but there are too many smart people around me, and I am not one of you." ”He paused and thought for a moment, "I should have been attracted to the reality of you in the beginning. ”At that time, Liang Zhen did not hide his poverty, nor did he hide his nature of treating wealth as his life, including being with Tang Yaosen later, like is like, pay is pay, receiving his favor is receiving his favor, and never pretend to be pure.With such a girl, it is transparent and relaxed, and you don't need to think too much about her heart.But now she used that truth to break with him.Because she was afraid of falling into the hands of others, because she was afraid that Zhong Yu would be angry, she wanted to dissociate herself from him.Tang Yaosen understood the truth, but when he heard her say it clearly, his heart felt like someone had dug out a piece of it."
Has anyone ever told you that you're a little white-eyed wolf?"
His questioning without rebuke contained more helplessness and loneliness.Liang Zhen smiled, "You just say I'm a scumbag?"
But sometimes when I think about it, it's true. ”She was close to Tang Yaosen back then, although most of the reason was that she was attracted to him, but there was no other purpose in it?
Now that his existence may affect herself, she is eager to dissociate herself from him, isn't this scum?"
It's as if I owe you, but really, try not to meet again, let alone contact in the future.After Liang Zhen finished speaking, he picked up the bag on his lap and turned to look at the man next to him, "Thank you for giving me a ride today, I won't be on the way, I'll take the car by myself." ”She opened the door and got out of the car, Tang Yaosen was silent, watching her back cross the road, stopping a taxi on the side of the road and turning to the other direction, suddenly feeling that it was really ironic.Thank you for giving me a ride, and I won't be on the way.So in the end, he just gave her a ride?
And in the future, she has a new direction, a new life, is that what it means?
It had been more than half an hour since Xiao Fan came back, carrying a bottle of water and a box of cigarettes in his hand, and the car with a double jump was still parked alone on the depressed road.He approached, and through the glass covered with dark car film, he could vaguely tell that Tang Yaosen was the only one left in the back seat.Fan pulled open the front door."
Mr.
Tang, Miss Liang is ...... leaving" But before he finished speaking, he only heard a "bang" in the back seat, and Tang Yaosen, who could barely sit there, leaned over and hit his head on the glass.Xiao Fan felt that something was wrong, so he quickly got out of the car and opened the back door."
Mr.
Tang, what's wrong with you?"
Tang Yaosen held his fist to his heart, curled up his upper body with his waist in his hand, and his weak voice seemed to be squeezed out of the folds of his heart.He said, "Go to the hospital...", Liang Zhen got into a taxi, and the driver asked her where she was going.The wind was bleak outside, and there was an intersection in front of her, so she silently took a deep breath and reported the address of Zhong Yu's apartment.When she was fast entering the community, she took out her mobile phone, only to find that there were already seven or eight missed calls on it, all from the same person.Broken!
Liang Zhen hurriedly called, and almost only beeped and connected."
What's the matter, WeChat doesn't return calls or answers, what are you playing in the middle of the night and disappearing!"
Zhong Yu's angry voice came with the wind.Liang Zhen was stunned by his yelling, "I'm sorry, my phone was muted, I didn't pay attention." ”There were a few gasps of breath, probably trying to calm down, and then asked, "Where is it?"
”"On the taxi back, it's time to enter the community.""
I'll pick you up at the door!"
A few minutes later, the car turned into the community, and Liang Zhen saw a person standing under the street lamp at the entrance of the unit building, with a black sweater and black pants, probably his face was also black at this time, but what did it matter!
As soon as the car stopped, Liang Zhen scanned the code and paid, opened the car door and ran over to Zhong Yu to hug him.Liang Zhen has always been a very indifferent person, even when he is very excited, he rarely shows too hot feelings, so Zhong Yu was completely unprepared that she would run towards him after getting out of the car, and she didn't stand firmly, and she was hit by her and took two steps back, and her brain was also confused by her bump and hug.This...
After a moment of stiffness, Zhong Yu raised his hand and touched the back of her head, laughing unconsciously, "What's the matter, what kind of stimulation did you get when you went out?"
”Actually taking the initiative to throw himself into his arms, it's like a different person?
”Liang Zhen's hands were still tightly wrapped around his waist, his head buried in his chest and he exhaled vigorously."
It's just...
It's a bit cold. ”"Cold?""
Hmm."
Zhong Yu reached behind and shook her hand, it was quite cold."
It's starting to cool down in the afternoon, who told you to go out without wearing a little thicker?"
There seemed to be a question on her lips, but her hand still unconsciously hugged her tightly.Liang Zhen smelled the familiar breath on his body, and he felt a sense of relief for the rest of his life.She said: "You won't be cold if you hold me..."
Liang Zhen was very active that night, and in addition to meeting all of Zhong Yu's "perverted" requirements, he even played on the spot, and his excellent performance simply impressed Zhong Yu.After the end, he hugged the person in his arms, and he didn't bother to take a bath, and exhaled comfortably: "It seems that it is still beneficial to let you go out, and it is like a different person when you come back." ”Normally, Liang Zhen would definitely gouge out his eyes or block him back, but that night she just smiled, and the consciousness that was scattered when she owed love was gathering little by little, and her squinted eyes seemed to be quenched with countless lights.In the end, she didn't tell Zhong Yu that she had just met Tang Yaosen, not because she deliberately wanted to hide it, but because she felt that it was the same for someone who would not be in contact with her in the future.Five years ago, Liang Zhen said goodbye without saying goodbye, and five years later, she finally gave Tang Yaosen a fairly formal farewell gift, and once thought that this would be the way to start over.That's what she thinks in her heart and does what she does, so after that night she was very active in her new life.Liang Zhen changed Doudou to a more professional piano teacher, and added an English class and a painting class, like every mother who wants Jackie Chan, hoping that he can squeeze out time to learn more things.Probably borrowed Doudou's light, the old man would call over regularly to ask Zhong Yu to take the family of three to the South Building for dinner, but Zhong Yu was getting busier and busier, either working overtime or having dinner at night, and the business trip time was getting longer and longer, and slowly Liang Zhen took Doudou back to the house for dinner alone.Liang Zhen was still a little uncomfortable for the first time, but he was used to finding that it was just like that, although Zhong Shoucheng always didn't have a good face, but to put it bluntly, he was an old man with a strange temper, he liked to listen to people, and he also liked to be coaxed, Liang Zhen was actually not stupid in this regard, if she wanted to entrap anyone, it would not be difficult, not to mention the assist of Doudou.Doudou's mouth is sweet enough, not to mention that the old man doesn't need Doudou to pat him on the back more, a "grandpa" of milk Su milk Su is enough to make him happy, slowly Liang Zhen is more and more comfortable eating in the south building, sometimes Zhong Shoucheng will leave her to chat a few words after eating, Lala is homely, ask some small stories about Doudou's growth in the past, of course, occasionally inevitably tell her something about the company.That time should be the most peaceful time in Liang Zhen's life in the past 23 years, and everything seems to be developing in a better direction.