"Okay, since you believe it, then you can't always talk about my past with Tang Yaosen, and don't be angry with me for him at every turn, otherwise I can't believe that nothing really happened to you and Ye Qiancheng living together for so long!""
Okay, I swear!"
Zhong Yu raised his hand hurriedly and roared, "I swear that I will never doubt your relationship with Tang Yaosen in the future, and I also swear that I am innocent with Ye Qiancheng, and nothing happened!"
”He swore to the moon seriously, and Liang Zhen was amused again, "It's good that you know it in your heart, you don't need to be so solemn!"
”He pulled Zhong Yu's hand down, and Zhong Yu took the opportunity to hold her palm, turned over and hugged the person into his arms."
What about you, you can't doubt me and Ye Qiancheng in the future!"
Liang Zhen snorted, "I don't have the time to doubt you." ”"You didn't suspect it before?"
Liang Zhen paused, "I have doubts. ”"When?""
When it was first uploaded on the Internet that you were living in a long-term rental house in a hotel, I really didn't believe it at the time."
This answer surprised Zhong Yu a little, "Why don't you believe it?"
”"Because I don't think you're the one to do such a thing."
She is not brainless enough to believe that her husband will never cheat, after all, no one can say for sure about feelings, and men are sometimes controlled by instinct, but she feels that Zhong Yu is not abusive in the affairs of men and women, otherwise the women he has dated over the years on his terms can probably fill a street, why would he look for a woman outside not long after he got married."
Later, Ye Qiancheng's identity and photos were exposed on the Internet, and I took a special look at it and felt even more unbelievable."
It's not that Ye Qiancheng is not beautiful, on the contrary, she has a sexy figure and sultry facial features, but Liang Zhen feels that this is not the type that Zhong Yu likes."
If you don't believe me, why didn't you confront me?""
Confronted?"
Liang Zhen snorted, "My husband is outside in a grand house to support women, and the photos of you going in and out together have been exposed, so I'll run to ask if there is a relationship between you?"
”Liang Zhen's self-esteem and pride did not allow her to do this, and reason did not allow her to do so."
Why did you believe it again?""
The photos of you entering and leaving the hotel are exposed every three or five times, and you also went to City B and the United States together, why don't I believe it?"
During that time, Zhong Ershao's extramarital affair with the female DJ was simply heavenly, and the people of the whole country knew about it, even if she didn't want to believe it in her heart, but with a lot of facts in front of her, she couldn't "deceive herself" anymore."
Did you hate me a little at that time?""
Hate it for a while."
If you want to be honest, it must be false to hate at all, "but I am more about examining myself, why did I agree to your marriage proposal so easily in the first place.""
So you said before that you regretted marrying me, and that's true.""
Yes!"
Liang Zhen's answer did not have a trace of hesitation, "I admit that saying this may hurt you, but this is the case, how to say it......"
She hugged her knees and bent down, "In essence, I should belong to a person with a strong sense of self-protection, which may be related to my growth experience, so every time I am hurt, the first thing I will do is not to be sad, nor to cry, but to think about how to minimize the damage to myself, and then I will look back, reflect on which step I did wrong and cause myself to be injured, and then summarize my experience, Avoid the same problem in the future. ”There are inevitably many choices in life, and you can't guarantee that you won't make a wrong choice every time, but she will continue to summarize, keep thinking, and move forward in avoidance and reason."
Does that sound like I'm cold?"
Normal women will grieve first when they encounter their husband's cheating and the whole network knows about it, and cry first to denounce it, but Liang Zhen is different.In the whole thing, as a wife, she never said a word, and her appearance was almost indifferent and ruthless, and even made people wonder if she had ever loved Zhong Yu.But isn't this her self-preservation?
Now that the injury has been formed, emotions can't solve any problems, and the first thing she has to do is to calm herself down, weigh the pros and cons, and avoid not going down the same path in the future."
Maybe you don't know how much courage I mustered up when I agreed to marry you, and you probably don't know how much effort I made to integrate into your family background after getting married, but in fact, you should feel that many times I am not happy."
Liang Zhen recalled that when he first married Zhong Yu, he had to face doubts from the outside world and deal with the Zhong family."
Your father doesn't like me, you should have known this for a long time, Zhong Ying hates me even more, every time he sees me, he always speaks coldly, and other relatives who are not familiar with me, including your friends, colleagues and subordinates, and even the maids and nannies at home, should have commented on me behind my back, during that time, how to say it......"
Liang Zhen let out a long breath, "Because of your identity and family background, I seem to have been stripped naked and thrown into the crowd all of a sudden." ”When Zhong Yu announced in a high-profile manner that he had obtained a certificate with Liang Zhen, God, no one could get into Zhong Ershao's eyes, but he fell in love with her alone, Liang Zhen seemed to have become the envy of many women overnight, but what did she get in that affectionate confession?
A small amount of blessings, the rest is human flesh, questioned and exposed."
My words and deeds began to be noticed, so I had to quit my job, stop my homework, and start learning how to wear high heels, how to choose dresses, what jewelry to wear on what occasion, and what etiquette to use in restaurants."
Princes and princesses, everything in that class should be exquisite and beautiful, and people can't help but look up to it.But Zhong Yu is a prince, but she may not be a princess."
But I don't actually like to wear skirts, and I don't like to wear high heels, truffle caviar or five-figure red wine is really not as good as the seven-dollar bowl of hot and sour noodles at Aijia's door in my heart, but I know no, I'm Mrs.
Zhong, I have to adapt to your lifestyle, otherwise they will talk about you behind your back."
For this reason, she can only package herself according to the requirements of a famous rich lady, learn to dress and match, learn social etiquette, and learn the appearance of those celebrities to disguise herself."
I learn things quickly, and those are not difficult for me, but I can't resist the rejection in my heart, so I try not to go out during that time, except for necessary occasions when I need to accompany you."
She has no job and has nothing to do all day, except for picking up Doudou and staying in the house all day. ”Oh yes, I still have to deal with your father and your family, sometimes they don't speak well, and I have to put up with it, but God knows what kind of character I have, I can use a bench to smash Liang Guocai at the age of five or six, and I am not one to swallow my anger. ”But after she married Zhong Yu, she endured everything she could, and she was no longer as fierce and sharp as before."
Why didn't you mention these things to me at the time?""
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How to mention?
”Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, "I can't come back to you every day to complain about how your family treats me, how the outside world treats me, and what can be solved if you mention it?"
You were getting busier and busier at that time, I didn't want to affect you, I didn't want you to be embarrassed, and I didn't want to be a resentful woman, and even the situation I faced at that time I had already anticipated the moment I agreed to your proposal, because of the distance between us, I want to be Mrs.
Zhong, these are all things I have to face, if I can't even get over this hurdle, how can I accompany you through the rest of my life, but then I found out that I was wrong......"
Liang Zhen lowered his head and put his face on his knees."
I thought that what I had to face was nothing more than the eyes of the outside world, gossip, and the difficulties of your family, so I was also mentally prepared for this, it's a big deal that I can bear it, and then it's a big deal that I spend more time coaxing your father, it's always good after a long time, but I really didn't expect you to cheat, you would betray our marriage when you were just half a year old, I was really ...... at the time" Liang Zhen suddenly laughed, with mockery.Zhong Yu really couldn't stand her eyes, "I was wrong, really, I was wrong...... he panicked.Liang Zhen looked up at him, "You cheated in marriage, you must be wrong, there is no doubt about this, but do you know what the most terrible thing is?"
It was I who thought it wasn't your fault, but that I was wrong, I shouldn't have married you, how could I marry you?
Your conditions are so good, and I am just a grass in the mud, you could have a better wife, Gu Qiuchi, Zhang Xi, and even Ye Qiancheng, I think they are better than me, any person, I think they are better than me, and your cheating seems to have become a matter of course......"
Zhong Yu was surprised and exclaimed, "Why do you think so?"
”Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, "I don't know how I thought this at the time, but that's really the case, during that time my self-denial was very serious, while I didn't believe that you really did something to betray me, and on the other hand, I couldn't help but denounce myself, it must be that I didn't do well enough to let you go out to find someone else, for example, I have a bad temper, I refuse to give in, and I always speak coldly to you, I know that I have to change, even Aunt Shen has hinted more than once that I should be gentle and virtuous as a wife, I think she seems to have a point, After all, we are married, we are husband and wife, and we must communicate at least first when we encounter anything, but it is easy to say, but it is so difficult to do, when you come back, I am covered with thorns, I can't stand it, I can't stand the man who didn't leave a way back but finally gave me such a painful blow, it hurt so much that I was stunned at that time, and I didn't know how to face you......
""I..."
But she buried her head in her arms and circled herself.In that chaotic time, she was conceited, inferior, fragile and sensitive, but she had become a hard look. ”It's not that I'm not sad, I just won't denounce it, I won't win sympathy, and as a result, you all think I'm hard-hearted, but why should I go to you first, why should I give in first?
It's you who want to propose to me, it's you who said that you will be loyal to me in the future, but you broke your promise in less than a year, you made me a joke, a fool who deserved to be abandoned......
"When he told the world how beautiful she was, she was pathetic later, but her character can't tolerate sympathy, and she doesn't need the sympathy of others, so she simply doesn't cry or make trouble, at least people look like a decent Mrs.
Zhong.""
At the beginning, I was really confused, I didn't know how to face those reporters, how to face the scandals and revelations on the Internet, and I didn't know how to face you, and then I simply turned off my mobile phone, didn't go online, didn't watch any news, and didn't contact the outside world, for which I really want to thank you for leaving me a suite, so that I can spend there every day, staring at the workers to rebuild the yard, reclaim the wasteland, and I add things little by little, plant flowers and trees......"
During that time, the outside world was spreading the love affair between Zhong Yu and the female DJ, And Mrs.
Zhong, who is the main palace, nests in the suburban villa all day long, building her yard."
It took me a month to change the appearance of Jiayue Mansion, and I spent a month waiting for you, but you didn't come back, and there was no explanation, so I could only take Doudou to move over alone......
"She used to want a house, it doesn't have to be big, but there must be a yard at the door, and she can grow flowers and drink tea, draw pictures and raise fish."
This is what her dream home will look like."
Do you remember when we planned to move at the beginning of spring?
For this reason, I changed the garden and part of the layout, but in the end, the house was ready, and you chose to live with other women in the hotel, so after I moved to Jiayue Mansion, I felt that we were over. ”Zhong Yu felt that every word she said at this time was like a sharp needle, piercing him all over his body."
And then, when you moved with Doudou, you already made up your mind to divorce me?""
That's not true, I was actually very confused at that time, I was afraid that I would be impulsive, and I was afraid that I would not be able to stand it and rush to the hotel to confront you, so I started classes again, studied, drew drawings, and kept myself busy so as not to be cranky.""
Hey, you're so busy that you got yourself a job by the way."
Although it was only for a short period of time, she was said to be doing a good job at that big office. ”Yes, I'm back to work, and I don't get much pay, but at least I feel like I'm alive. ”Liang Zhen smiled, "At first, when I first moved to Jiayue Mansion, I couldn't sleep all night, and I had to rely on sleeping pills to survive, do you know what Ding Lijun said about me at that time?"
He said that I was about to drag myself to waste, and I didn't believe it at the time, but one day I looked in the mirror and felt that the person in the mirror was very strange, and I woke up all of a sudden, and realized that this marriage had completely lost me, and I had to save myself, and I had to get myself back on track. ”"So you're planning to take Doudou to study in the United States?""
No, I didn't think of leaving at first, it was Tang Yaosen who reminded me!""......"
Zhong Yu was stunned for a moment, trying to manage his expression, "He suggested that you study abroad?"
””Well, he gave me a little inspiration, but it has always been my dream to re-study architecture, he just gave me the right reminder at the right time, and of course, he also gave me a lot of confidence and help in the process of preparing for the exam and choosing a school. ”