"What about me?
What should I do?
Is it my punishment to see that you are close at hand, but I cannot stay with you?
What did I do wrongI didn't do anything wrong, why should I be so wronged?
I can't stand being with someone I don't love, you know?
I can't bear to be separated from you, and I also thought about enduring this heartache and reluctantly being with the emperor, but no, I want to scratch his face when I see his face, because it's not your face, and I will only be calm when I see your face.I'm so uncomfortable in this deep palace.I can't stand it for a day, you know?
”The county lord's tears welled up and fell on the back of Shi Wuming's hand.Shi Wuming gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and his heart was also full of pain, but he couldn't show it, once he showed it, the county lord would be even more uncomfortable, and he didn't want to leave even more, and it would be difficult to control it at that time."
I know, it's because I know, so no matter what problems the queen mother has, no matter how difficult the emperor is, I will stay by your side to help you through this difficulty, and when I feel that I can adapt to the emperor, you can forget me, and I will leave when I just regard me as your friend.Group leader, you have to remember your identity, now you are no longer the county lord of Yinning Kingdom, you are the imperial concubine of Qinglan Kingdom, you are the stability of the people of Qinglan Kingdom and Yinning Kingdom, you must not do wrong things impulsively. ”The county lord cried even more sadly when she heard Shi Wuming's words, her whole body fell forward and fell into Shi Wuming's arms, Qi Zhao saw Shen Qiqi pushed Shen Qiqi outside, and signaled Shen Qiqi to stop it, it was too much, but Shen Qiqi saw the two of them hugging each other, but he felt a little pity for them in his heart."
I'll send you back.I'm just a lowly guard, I don't deserve to be treated like this, you should live a good life of lust for a while, I look at the emperor like a good person, you try to get along with her, even if you can't fall in love with him, you won't hate him.In the future, if you stay in the harem and slowly get along with other concubines, you will find that the harem is not as terrible as you imagined. ”Shi Wuming comforted the county lord in a low voice, her hand pressed on the county lord's head, and warned herself in her heart that this was the last time she was so close to the county lord, this time after he sent her back, there would be no relationship between them, and when his body was completely recovered, he would only have one duty after Chi Mubai agreed.It is to protect the county lord, and when he is sure that the county lord is not in danger, he will also withdraw and leave."
No, I don't want to, I see how terrible my father's concubines are in order to win his love, I don't want to be as terrible as them, I just want to be with you alone, what's wrong with the two of us falling in love, why can't we be together."
The county lord also shouted in a low voice in Shi Wuming's arms, although she felt aggrieved and uncomfortable, but she did not completely forget what place and her identity was, she didn't want to alarm others.Qi Zhao really couldn't stand it outside, he wondered why the artifact machine hadn't moved yet, he was inconvenient for Yequan, but he also wanted to remind the people inside not to go too far, this is the palace of Qinglan Kingdom, not the palace of their Yinning Kingdom, not the county lord can hug the guards if he wants to.Qi Zhao's foot grabbed a small stone, gently kicked it to the side, and then quickly pulled Shen Qiqi to squat down, letting go of the hand holding the window.Shi Wuming heard the voice and quickly pushed the county lord away from his arms, and then ran to the window as fast as he could, and Qi Zhao had already pulled Shen Qiqi to a safe place, Shi Wuming couldn't see their existence, and at this time, a cat passed by on the eaves and meowed, Shi Wuming breathed a sigh of relief, he thought it was the sound made by the cat."
The county lord can't delay any longer, I want to send you back, if you don't go back, I'm afraid something will happen, this is not our place after all, if you are found eating cannons, you can't say anything, and the relationship between you and the emperor is so stiff.Chinese.He won't speak for you, he won't listen to your explanations, and besides, it was indeed a mistake for us to meet in private, so I'll send you back and don't say anything more, so let's go.We are not only one of my guards here, but also other people, they are all desperately staying here to protect you, we can't trouble them for our own selfish desires, if we anger the emperor.I'm afraid that even the other fourteen guards will be held accountable, how can we be worthy of them?
”He hadn't completely lost his mind, he hadn't been carried away by love, he was very clear about his situation.Qi Zhao listened to it outside and felt that this Shi Wuming was quite rational, and he had not forgotten his identity.The county lord was reluctant to leave, but what Shi Wuming said was indeed reasonable, and she had no way to refute it.Originally, she just wanted to take a look at Shi Wuming, but when she got here, she didn't want to leave, but she couldn't find a reason to refute Shi Wuming's words, because he knew how Shi Wuming was, and if he really insisted on staying here, he would get angry and ignore him, which was what the county lord was most afraid of."
Then you can let me come back to see you tomorrow night, I can only sleep soundly after seeing you, you know?
After coming to Qinglan Kingdom, I didn't have a night without nightmares, and I only slept comfortably when I came to pick you up two days ago.You don't want me to be upset, you can't sleep every night, do you?
Even if I let you look at you, I promise you won't be seen, okay?
”The county lord is spoiled by Shi Wuming, and Shi Wuming is helpless, after all, she is the person she loves deeply, and she is indeed forced to marry someone she doesn't love, and she can do very little for him, if he even refuses this request, he is afraid that the county lord will really collapse, he saw that the county lord had lost a lot of weight, and he also felt pity in his heart, but his face could not be revealed, if he revealed it, it would only deepen the county lord's reluctance."
Forget it, you don't have to come over to me, when the time comes, I'll learn to meow twice outside your palace, and you'll know that I've been here, okay?
You don't have to come out to me. ”Shi Wuming sighed and came up with another way, the county lord also wanted to get more opportunities, but Shi Wuming refused."
If you don't say yes, I can't do anything, then I'd rather get out of here than trouble for you, you know?
You've seen me like this, and I'm scared, and I'm not half happy. ”Shi Wuming said to the county lord ruthlessly, don't look away from the county lord, but the county lord stretched out his hands to hold his face, forcing his face to force it against herself, she saw the affection and reluctance in Shi Wuming's eyes.() The eldest princess: Regent, ask for a hug