"Do you think my life is precious?
But my father taught me after I became sensible that as soon as I was born, I was saddled with an irresistible mission, and I was born to fulfill this mission, and my life was not my own. ”Yuan Fufeng smiled bitterly, he used to think that the outside world was very exciting, and wanted to go out to see, but his father repeatedly suppressed his thoughts, and even whipped him, making him give up all his own thoughts, telling him that he had only one mission, that is, to complete the task he assigned, even if it was at the cost of his life.He was already numb and just wanted to do what his father told him, he existed to accomplish this, and his life was for it."
Of course it's precious, life can only be repeated once, and you're still so young.You can see a lot of wonderful things, why do you say that your life is not your own, can you only control it yourself?
You can go wherever you want, as long as you don't hurt others. ”Shen Qiqi heard the hesitation and hesitation in Yuan Fufeng's words, she quickly nodded and continued to pour chicken soup for him.Yuan Fufeng had deep doubts and concerns in her heart, she didn't expect to be able to dispel it, but step by step should be able to shake him, just add more ingredients to the chicken soup every time.Shen Qiqi did not forget to add sparkling eyes, as long as she intentionally showed her beautiful eyes, she could always impress many people, and she hoped that Yuan Fufeng would be no exception this time.Shen Qiqi put his hands on his cheeks, his eyes were clear, and he looked at Yuan Fufeng with a slight smile.The latter's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he avoided Shen Qiqi's eyes."
Don't you think you should live a long, long time to see more people and things?
The scenery outside the valley is wonderful.Especially the Tianle you mentioned, I have been there really beautiful mountains and rivers, outstanding people, and a lot of resources.It's really heaven on earth, shouldn't you go and have a good look and live there for a while?
”Shen Qiqi felt that Yuan Fufeng was moved by what she said, she hurriedly continued to sell advertisements, she hoped that Yuan Fufeng's heart could be completely shaken, even if it was a little bit, as long as she could open an opening, things would be easy to do in the future.Yuan Fufeng didn't speak, he looked at Shen Qiqi.The candlelight flickered, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, and Shen Qiqi felt that he had to strike while the iron was hot, so he hurriedly continued to speak."
Don't you want to know what your future looks like?
You may have a very beautiful lady, and then you will have a lot of children, those children around you call daddy, you take the children out to play in the spring......"
Shen Qiqi painted a picture of the beautiful scenery of spring, the beauty that comes to mind in this picture, Yuan Fufeng looked at Shen Qiqi, and through her description, he seemed to see his future situation.It was also the future he had thought about but did not dare to admit.Shen Qiqi spoke vividly, especially his voice was good.Yuan Fufeng seems to really see his future happiness and contentment.Yuan Fufeng felt that a layer of warmth that he had never felt before flowed through his heart, he had always been held as the master, high up, and very few people could get close to him since he was a child.From an early age, his father taught him not to show his feelings easily and not to be caught with his weaknesses.He hadn't spent more than a day with anyone, except for his parents.And his parents had already died of poison, and he could not forget that his father refused to detoxify even if he rolled on the ground in pain, and he was unwilling to take a little medicine that could delay the onset of poison.No one has ever told him that his life is precious and should be cherished, and he has only one certainty, that is, to complete the things that his father has given him, and his father and mother have paid for it, so he cannot live up to his father's entrustment.The candle burst out, Yan Fufeng woke up from the beautiful scenery depicted by Shen Qiqi, and he immediately shook his head and dispelled all the illusions."
Forget it, don't talk about it, everything is already doomed.Tianyue is a good place, I've been there.But that good place was a place that my father couldn't look back on.If you're done, go straight to sleep, I'm in another room, you can call me if you have something. ”Yuan Fufeng returned to his original cold and stiff face, and he put on the invisible mask he had made for himself again.Shen Qiqi knew that today was over, and she didn't expect to wake up Yuan Fufeng with chicken soup once.Although Yuan Fufeng was lying on the bed, he had been watching the light in Shen Qiqi's room, anxious to match the antidote.Yuan Fufeng really couldn't sleep, he walked to the window, and Shen Qiqi's room was opposite his room.He could gaze at Shen Qiqi as much as he could through the window lattice.Shen Qiqi was on the table and was doing matching very seriously, and his figure cast a long shadow on the window.Yuan Fu Fengqing had a very wonderful feeling, he was afraid to get close to Shen Qiqi, but he was eager to see Shen Qiqi, this contradictory mentality made him afraid, he had never had this mentality.He didn't know how long he had been tossing and turning in his mind, and when he looked at Shen Qiqi again, he saw Shen Qiqi lying on the table and falling asleep.Yuan Fufeng didn't know how long he slept this night, he always felt like he was awake all the time.And Shen Qiqi has been researching the antidote for two days in a row, and has not found a matching antidote, her experiments have failed again and again, but Shen Qiqi was not discouraged, but used all the time."
Give up.Anyway, even if you find it, you won't be able to interpret it for them within three months, and even if you relieve the pain, their outcome won't change after three months.You don't have to work so hard. ”Yuan Fufeng really couldn't stand Shen Qiqi's seriousness and intentions, he went to the place where there were mushrooms every day, and brought back the same pairing of the surrounding plants, if the day was not finished, she wouldn't sleep that night, and a deep cyan color had already appeared under her eye sockets."
Why do you talk like that, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, as long as I don't give up until the end, it's human life.People are not plants and trees, how can they be ruthless, don't you know?
”Shen Qiqi worked tirelessly, and while pairing and interpreting, he did not forget to continue to instill chicken soup for the soul into Yuan Fufeng."
All I know is that even if you do it, the result will be the same.You might as well save some effort, but I'm afraid that before the poison is resolved, you will burn out.Is it worth it?
For these people who have only gotten along with you a few times and met a few times. ”Yuan Fufeng saw that Shen Qiqi's eyes showed a faint red, which was the result of staying up late.And her face is also pale, she doesn't eat food containing mushrooms, she rarely chooses to eat other things, and Shen Qiqi loves to eat meat, she is a standard carnivore, she feels like a little rabbit when she comes here.() The eldest princess: Regent, ask for a hug