After glaring at the cold, he honestly shrank back again.followed him downstairs, and Yun Xingmian realized that this hotel was actually the one he came to on the night of his eighteenth birthday last time.He remembers that night in particular, and remembers many of the details clearly, including, of course, the general furnishings and name of the hotel.It was only then that his chaotic mind thought of another serious situation.When he woke up, his body had already been cleaned by the cold, except for some fiery memories of last night......
I can't remember the feeling of being fulfilled after that, and I can't remember whether or not there were safety measures after yesterday's cold weather.His face turned pale for a moment.Fengming Street was very deserted in broad daylight, so Ah Qin parked the car in front of the hotel.Li Han pushed him into the car, and then sat in the driver's seat, only to find that he was still stunned with a white face."
Seat belts."
He reminded in a low voice.Yun Xingmian nodded confusedly: "Yes, condoms, did you bring them?"
”After the cold: "......"
Yun Xingmian: "......"
After reacting to how stupid the mistake he had made, Yun Xingmian hurriedly fastened the seat belt, and his pale face changed at this time, turning popular.Li Han started the car and glanced at him thoughtfully, but his mind also remembered Yun Xingmian's abnormal reaction again.There was such a big mess, even if Yun Xingmian was still worried, he didn't dare to say anything more, he just shrank in the passenger seat anxiously, looking at the street scene flying by outside the car window, with a helpless face.At the age of eighteen again, he was still in the same place with Li Han all night, and he didn't know if it was a coincidence or fate.If it is really fate, then is Xiaoxia a necessary part of their fate?
As he drove through the cold, he couldn't look at him all the time, but he could see his tension only by glancing at him occasionally.Fengming Street is not too close to home, but if you drive, the road is smooth, but it won't take long.Just when the car had turned onto the small road at home, Li Han suddenly spoke: "I originally brought it, but there were two times when you asked for it too quickly, and I forgot it." ”"Huh?"
Yun Xingmian reacted for a few seconds before he realized that he was answering the stupid question he had when he first got into the car.The amount of information contained in this answer was too large, and Yun Xingmian didn't know for a while whether he should worry about not wearing a condom, or whether he should blush because he was "in too much of a hurry", and before he could react, their car had already driven into the door of the house.When my parents and grandfather heard the sound of their car, they rushed out as soon as possible and gathered around the car.As soon as Yun Xingmian saw his mother's iron-blue face, where could he care about whether to bring a condom or not, he even wished that he could directly drive him out and sneak around in two big circles.Li Han had already gone out from the other side, and seeing that he was reluctant to get out of the car, Shang Yinsu knocked on the window impatiently: "Don't come down yet?"
What do you want to do on it?
Going out for drinks again?
”Hearing her words, Yun Xingmian also knew how he had taken leave at home yesterday.He slowly unbuckled his seatbelt and finally opened the car door slowly under the gaze of his parents."
Mom, Dad, Grandpa......
I'm sorry I was wrong. ”In any case, admitting your mistakes honestly is the last word."
I also know how to admit my mistakes!
I knew it was wrong and drank so much yesterday!
I can't wake up today!
Look at your ......"
Shang Yinsu approached him and sniffed, his face was a little puzzled, "Strange, it seems that there is no alcohol ......"
Li Han, who was standing on the other side of the car, spoke at the right time: "He was afraid of being scolded, he came back after taking a bath, I was on the street when I found him last night, I was afraid that he would catch a cold, Auntie, let's give him some hot soup first." ”Yun Xingmian received the signal and hurriedly covered his head: "Mom, I have a little headache......
Is it a fever?
”"What a fever, I think you're just a hangover!"
Yun Shaohua spoke angrily on the side.But Shang Yinsu has always been soft-hearted, even if he knew that he might be pretending, when he thought that his son had drunk so much wine and was still freezing on the street for most of the night, he couldn't help but feel distressed even if he was angry."
Well deserved!
Who made you drink so much wine, it's really hard wings......
Don't go in yet!
The meal is ready!
”Although the words are still full of complaints, it is obvious that this domestic violence crisis has been resolved by them with bitter measures.Yun Xingmian got out of the car in a huff, was dragged up the steps by his mother, opened the door, and saw the decoration of the living room, but he couldn't help but pause.The lanterns in the courtyard were not turned on, and they were hidden among the branches, so he didn't pay attention when he followed the car in, but now, the balloons and colored paper in the living room caught his eye for the first time.His name was still clearly written on the vigorous calligraphy on the wall, and the cake that had not been in time last night was placed in the middle of the table by his mother again.I don't know if I did it on purpose or forgot, but I didn't mention to him that there was such a thing at home on the way.Yun Xingmian's eyes couldn't help but feel a little hot and moist.Shang Yinsu saw his reaction and said angrily: "How is it?"
Impressed, right?
You know that you drank that stuffy wine for nothing, right?
You deserve a headache!
”She was right, Yun Xingmian was indeed moved.Who can not be moved after seeing all this carefully arranged for themselves?
Especially in the past two days, he has always thought that his family has forgotten his birthday.Yun Xingmian's mind was confused all the way, and he didn't have time to come up with too many ideas, he just felt as if he was surrounded by full of warmth, and couldn't help but hug Shang Yinsu beside him: "Mom, thank you!"
And Grandpa, Dad, thank you......
I'm so happy. ”As soon as he became coquettish, the hearts of several adults in the family couldn't help but soften, where was the meaning of continuing to worry about him.Shang Yinsu patted him on the back: "Okay!
If you dare to run away from home in the future, see if your father beats you or not.Let's make up for my birthday today, cut the cake and eat some food and then go to sleep for a while, and I don't have a lot of alcohol, and I dare to drink alone. ”"Yes!
Mother-sama!
”Yun Xingmian responded simply, and the probe went over and kissed Shang Yinsu on the face.The coquettish Dafa really worked, a few good words went out, and last night's night was over.The balloons hanging in the living room were a little deflated, and the dishes on the table were not as rich as last night, but Yun Xingmian stood in front of the still delicate cake, and his heart was still a little touched.It's a pity that his moving emotions haven't finished brewing, and he heard his mother urging impatiently: "Hurry up and take off your coat and go over to cut the cake and everything will be finished, in order to wait for you to eat yet, you are so hungry that your chest is pressed against your back." ”Yun Xingmian: "......
Good mother, Lord. ”What more can someone who willfully misses out on their birthday surprise say?
He stood obediently in front of the hanger, and as soon as the zipper of his coat was pulled down, he was held down by Li Han: "Isn't your sweater dirty?"
Let's go straight to the room and change it. ”Yun Xingmian was stunned for a moment, only to find that Li Han pointed at his neck with a gesture.He hurriedly pulled the zipper back, answered vaguely, and endured his physical discomfort and walked back to the room quickly.After firmly closing the door, taking off his coat and looking in the mirror, Yun Xingmian found that his neck had already been bruised by the cold.Thanks to the cold just now, he held him down, if he took off his coat like that, the house would probably have exploded by now.This man......
He blushed, picked out a sweater with the highest collar in the closet and changed it, making sure that no matter how he moved, he would not show the marks on his neck, and then stepped out of the bedroom door at the urging of his mother.While he was changing his clothes, the candles on the cake had been lit, no more, no less, exactly eighteen.In broad daylight, candlelight doesn't look beautiful, but the number "18" has a beauty that people can't ignore.Being able to go back to the age of 18 after experiencing everything that nightmare, Yun Xingmian looked at the family around him, and in addition to being happy, he was a little more restless.After spending his birthday in the company of his family and eating something, Yun Xingmian dragged his heavy body and went back to the room to make up for sleep.Since he woke up, he has tossed all the way home until now, and he has not had a complete time to sort everything out.But apparently he doesn't have enough time now, because Shang Yinsu quickly drove Li Han back to his room and said that he would also have a good rest together.The two of them, who had only embraced each other passionately last night, had to be alone again, and Yun Xingmian couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed for a while.But now doesn't seem to be the time to be embarrassed.Yun Xingmian shrank by the wall as much as possible, gave up most of the bed to Li Hanwan, hesitated for a long time, and then asked in a low voice: "Shang Sixun's matter......
You got it?
”He had a vague memory of last night, but he didn't remember it at all.At least he remembered that he seemed to be crying several times in the middle of the night because of his revenge on Shang Sixun.He was ruthless in that heart, and he also knew that Shang Sixun was not worthy of sympathy, but this cruel way was not like sending Shang Yaozong to prison in the first place, he really did it, and he always felt uncomfortable in his heart.Although he understands that Shang Sixun is self-inflicted.If he hadn't had the intention of harming him yesterday, how could he be rebelled against him?
Yun Xingmian's current state of mind can't be called Shang Sixun's guilt, it's just ...... felt that he seemed to have become an unscrupulous bad guy, and his side was all exposed in front of the cold.And if last night's incident broke out, he might be implicated, he originally thought that even if it was a little involved, he was not afraid, anyway, he was not the one who drugged, at most he saw that the situation was wrong and ran away, even if he was really called to inquire, it would be worth it to get this result.But now, after such a happy birthday surprise, he suddenly felt greedily that even this tranquility did not want to be broken.He didn't want his parents to know that he had been to such a chaotic place and was associated with such a terrible thing.Although he only asked one sentence, Li Han seemed to have seen his thoughts, turned his head, and asked angrily: "Now you know that you are afraid?"
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Wasn't it bold last night?
I know that it is so dangerous and I still go by myself, in case, in case I ......"
As soon as he thought of the possibility of that eventuality, he felt a burst of turbidity crashing into his chest, so that he couldn't even say half a word, so he could only stare angrily at the person in front of him.Yun Xingmian shrunk his neck and argued in a low voice: "I definitely won't let myself have an accident, I stepped on it the day before yesterday, and even the box was selected in advance, and he also calculated the frequency of the lights going dark, and ......changed the wine glass" Under Li Han's stern gaze, his voice couldn't help but get smaller and smaller."
The wine glass has been changed, so who was the person who was drugged and pestered me yesterday?"
Li Han asked angrily.If he had this usual tone, Yun Xingmian would have quarreled with him unconvinced, but this time, not only did he exchange his wine glass without doubt, but he also took advantage of the cold because of this, and he really didn't have the face to argue anymore.He just......
I'm really scared, afraid that my peaceful life now will be broken because of my own impulse.Some things are always like this, there is always a string in my head before I do it, I feel that this goal must be achieved, all the consequences can be borne by myself, and all the costs are just small things, but when it is really done, after the most exciting moment, the calm brain will begin to calculate the result little by little, and the calculation makes people break out in a cold sweat.Yun Xingmian is now at this stage.After all, he couldn't bear to see him frightened all the time, and said, "Shang Sixun was not the only one who was left there yesterday. ”Yun Xingmian looked at him in surprise."
And Zang Xiuyi."
Li Han stared at him quietly.Yun Xingmian was even more shocked.Of course, he knew that the person who controlled everything from behind was Zang Xiuyi, and even Shang Sixun was probably only used by him.But in yesterday's situation, he didn't care about the person behind the scenes.He looked at his surprised appearance and continued to comfort: "Ah Qin has been to see it, and the bar is very calm, as if nothing has happened.You can rest assured, with Zang Xiuyi's character, he will not expose this matter even if he dies.They are self-inflicted, and you have nothing to feel guilty about.Now I'm not as busy as before, I'll go to school with you in the future, self-study classes, and you can go to the company with me to brush up on the questions. ”Hearing what he said, he was actually still a little afraid that Yun Xingmian would be retaliated against by them if he was alone at school.Although it sounded like he had made the best arrangements with confidence, Yun Xingmian was still a little dazed in his heart.Everything yesterday seemed like a dream to him, full of unreality.Li Han fully understood his brain capacity, and didn't want to see him dwell on this matter any longer, so he simply turned to the next topic: "You might as well think about our affairs." ”Yun Xingmian's thoughts were really pulled back, and after a short period of emptying, his brain became flustered again.He had been thinking about this matter for a long time, but he didn't expect that Li Handu would discuss this matter so bluntly.But Li Handu was obviously not prepared to vaguely pass this topic, and was still looking at him seriously.Yun Xingmian looked away in a panic, trying not to stutter: "I really didn't have any consciousness yesterday, even if I tempted you, it was a matter of the efficacy of the medicine!"
It's true!
I'm sober, and I'll never do anything out of the ordinary again!
Yesterday's incident was all my fault, and I will never pester you because of this, I swear!
”At the age of eighteen last time, Li Han rolled the sheets with him because he couldn't stand the temptation for a while, and since then, Yun Xingmian seems to have grabbed his handle, pestering him all day long.He thought, now that he has experienced the cold, he is probably afraid that the past will repeat itself.But with the lesson of the last time, where did he dare to be so bold.Now this kind of relaxed family relationship between them is already Yun Xingmian's dream, he ......
I really don't want to lose everything I have now.Rory made a lot of promises, but the anxious Yun Xingmian never waited for a cold response.He raised his eyes nervously, only to find that his thin lips had been pursed into a line again, and he looked angry.He swallowed his saliva and said boldly, "You......
You just assume that what happened last night was the same as in my previous life, and I really didn't mean to. ”His cold eyes flickered, and he finally opened his mouth in anticipation: "What's going on with Xiao Xia?"
”Yun Xingmian had a hard time and looked at him in a daze.Seeing his reaction, the doubts in his heart deepened.But until now, he still thinks that the one he has been thinking about for a long time may be a bit fantastical: "Xiao Xia......
It can't be our children, right?
”Chapter 53 Past Events Yun Xingmian's lips opened slightly, and he looked at him stunned, as if he had forgotten the skill of speaking.Li Han looked at his gradually pale lips, and the tentative ridicule in his heart couldn't help but gradually put away.The corners of his lips curled a little lowered, and his eyes became more and more serious.Li Han didn't ask again, but this serious and cautious look was no different from asking solemnly again.The air froze for a long time before Yun Xingmian finally found his voice: "You......
What nonsense are you talking about, how can a man have a child?
Do you have a fever?
”His tone was so hurried that it sounded like he was trying to hide something.There was some noise in the bottom of the cold.yes, how is it possible for a man to have a baby?
This answer was obviously the most normal, but looking at Yun Xingmian's evasive eyes, the balance in his heart couldn't help but tilt to the other side.Li Hanquan suddenly got out of bed, took out a book from the shelf, then took out a piece of paper sandwiched in it, and handed it to Yun Xingmian: "Then what does it mean?"
”The paper had been sandwiched between the heavy book for two days, and it had flattened a little, but the wrinkles that had been crumpled on it could still be seen.Yun Xingmian stared blankly at the scribbled but clear three words in the middle of a bunch of calculations, only to feel that the blood seemed to be pouring towards his head.Why is this piece of paper in the hands of the cold?
Didn't he throw it away?
Throw it away?
Yun Xingmian found that he was unimpressed."
If Xiao Xia has nothing to do with me, why do you write my last name?"
Li Han clenched the paper tightly.Yun Xingmian snatched the piece of paper in a hurry and got up from the bed: "I......
I just scribbled, and I was distracted......
I was a little thirsty, so I went out and poured some water to drink. ”His mind was in turmoil, and he didn't know what else to do except run away.Li Han saw his intentions, and when he passed by him, he reached out and grabbed the person back, pressed him firmly on the bed, and stared at him like that with sharp eyes, without saying a word, but as if he was tortured on the most torturous torture detention.Yun Xingmian hadn't thought for a long time that he would one day discuss this issue with Li Han.He once thought about telling him about Xiao Xia, but then Xiao Xia was gone, and he never thought about it again.He thought he was going to keep the secret all the way into the coffin.Yun Xingmian struggled twice in a panic, but his hands and feet were still firmly suppressed by the cold.His reaction had actually provided a lot of evidence for Li Handu's speculation, but such an incredible thing, Li Handuan still wanted to hear him say it himself."
What the hell is going on?
Well?
”His tone was irresistibly domineering, but also a little tolerant and gentle.It's just a few words, but it seems to be telling Yun Xingmian that no matter how big the matter is, you can tell me that with me, you don't have to be afraid of anything.In an instant, Yun Xingmian's tears welled up in his eyes.He couldn't move his hands and feet, but his neck was free.Yun Xingmian hurriedly twisted his face to the side, but the tears gushing out still ran down the corners of his eyes and soaked into the sheets under him.The hot tears seemed to drip on the chest of the cold man.Yun Xingmian cried this time, not like he had a temper with him in the past, his eyes were so red that he couldn't hold back a few drops of golden beans, this time, the powerlessness and despair in his eyes were far more depressing than tears.What's the point of asking again?
Xiaoxia is gone. ”Yun Xingmian's voice was so low that it seemed to melt into the air.Li Hanwan held his shoulders tightly, and suddenly felt that he was trembling so much that he couldn't even breathe.In fact, before asking this question, he still felt that his conjecture was too ridiculous, and even if he asked, he could only get a negative answer.But now, this strange incident that still seems to be as groundless as the Arabian Nights, just because of a few tears of Yun Xingmian, he can no longer have the slightest suspicion.The cold brain is also a little dazed, which is extremely rare for him."
Really?"
He stared at Yun Xingmian stupidly and asked in a low voice.But in fact, it sounded like he wasn't waiting for an answer.In the past two days, Xiao Xia has been an unspeakable weakness for Yun Xingmian, he stayed in the empty cemetery for a day, he finally avenged the child who left this world at a young age, he has always been the role of an elder brother in the years when the child was alive, and in the end, he failed to let Xiao Xia see his other flesh and blood relatives......
These feelings can be suppressed when one person bears them, and once they are spread out in front of another person, all the hidden thorns and sharp blades are exposed, and the person is breathless.Yun Xingmian didn't want him to see his embarrassed appearance, so he finally took back his hand when he was dazed, and pulled the quilt over to cover his tear-soaked face.Li Handu felt as if he was being grabbed by a pair of invisible hands, and he couldn't pronounce half a syllable.Yun Xingmian seemed to have finally found an outlet to vent, covered the quilt, and poured out in a muffled voice: "I was ...... at that time I thought I was terminally ill, and I thought I would see you before I died, but where could I find you?
Nowhere can I find it. ”His words were peaceful.When all the pain is a thing of the past, it is difficult to recount the past in an agitated, violent tone, and when it is mentioned, it is only plain words.But this kind of bland is like a blunt knife that tortures people, every word has to be scratched on the human heart, which makes people feel unpleasant.That's how it is now.Late that night not long ago, he once said sorry to Yun Xingmian, because of his own farewell, because of his anger, at that time he thought that his guilt had been fully expressed, until now, looking at Yun Xingmian's evasive and fragile appearance, he understood that that guilt, what is it?
In fact, it can't catch up with the one-ten-thousandth he owes this man."
Later, I found out that it was because of Xiao Xia......
I was scared, but I also thought, when I find you, maybe you will never be willing to leave again, after all, there is Xiaoxiao, he is so good......
So good. ”It's been too long since anyone has been able to talk to Yun Xingmian about Xiao Xia.Even if his parents have returned to him now, they don't know that there was such a cute child in the family, let alone that the child was born after he suffered a lot, and those memories of hard work or joy and happiness were only left in Yun Xingmian's mind.As soon as he said it at this time, Yun Xingmian was a little incoherent, chatting a sentence from east to west, scattered, but it could make Li Han hear it clearly, how much he missed the little guy who left in just a few years.Because he likes to go through the cold, in fact, Yun Xingmian never thought that he would have a child, and he didn't even fantasize.So when the boy came to him, he was so caught off guard.He didn't even give him a proper name, but only thought that when they found his other father, they must look through the dictionary to find an imposing name.But he didn't expect that Xiaoxia's other father didn't write his name in his later life plan at all.On the day we met again, in fact, everything seemed to be very ordinary, so ordinary that Yun Xingmian didn't even expect that he would see the side face of the cold as soon as he looked up at that moment.When I first met, Yun Xingmian was a rich young master, and he was a poor boy who could only wear a school uniform even during the holidays, but when we met again, that poor boy no longer had the youthful appearance of wearing a school uniform.At that time, Yun Xingmian was crowded on the crowded evening rush hour bus, and in the open window, he saw the cold of the private car next to him, which was also blocked and motionless, looking down and flipping through the documents.The exquisite hairstyle of this suit and leather shoes is very different from the hairy boy in Yun Xingmian's memory, and at that moment, Yun Xingmian even felt that his face was strange than he had never expected.But it was the reunion he had been looking forward to for five years.Before the meeting, I didn't know how to explain Xiao Xia's timidity and the strangeness of the moment when they met, which was nothing to him at that moment.Yun Xingmian shouted his name in the crowded traffic, even if every car was crowded and almost couldn't move, he was still afraid that the other party would suddenly disappear, and he couldn't wait for the bus to drive slowly to the next stop, so he climbed out of the open window.The bus was very high, and he remembered that he had accidentally fallen when he jumped out, and his clothes that had been crumpled by the crowd made him look embarrassed.And at his most embarrassing moment, Li Han was finally disturbed by this movement and turned his gaze.For a long time afterward, Yun Xingmian would dream of his indifferent eyes.That kind of indifference is completely different from the bright and ambiguous disgust when I was sleeping in front of Yun Xing in school, just like looking at an inconsequential ant.A moment later, Li Han's lips in the car window moved, and the dark glass window slowly rose in front of Yun Xingmian's eyes, covering even those indifferent eyes.Why?
Yun Xing thought to himself.After disappearing without saying a word for five years, he was not so much looking for it as waiting for him to contact him who disappeared into the vast sea of people.But after going through the cold, it was as if they had forgotten his existence, and they had forgotten the lingering they had, and it took five years before they came to him again as a condescending stranger.Yun Xingmian couldn't figure out why, so he could only drag his sore leg to catch up and slap his car window one by one.But the window that had been through the cold did not open for him.The traffic went from congested to unblocked, but it only took ten minutes, and Yun Xingmian's mood changed from surprise to confusion, but it seemed to have gone through a thousand turns in the middle.Yun Xingmian didn't understand why he treated him like this, but he could only take a taxi mechanically to catch up.If he misses it again this time, he doesn't know if he will disappear for several years at once.In such an urgent moment, people cannot think about dignity.So it wasn't until the front desk of the hotel where Li Handu stayed stopped him that he realized that along the way, Li Handu did know that he was chasing after him, and indeed he never looked back."
Sir, don't be like this, no one is coming to pick us up, we really can't let you go up, not to mention that you just chased the son of our big boss."
Holding his front desk was also embarrassed.Yun Xingmian was stunned: "You say......
Who is he?
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”"The son of our big boss said that he had just returned from studying abroad......
If you really know him, you might as well find another way to contact him. ”The receptionist looked at him apologetically.Yun Xingmian didn't have time to care about her attitude towards him, he looked at the four big words "Haichuan Hotel" on the display board behind the front desk, and the confusion in his heart was about to swallow him.Oceanpower Hotel is also under Oceanpower Group.The Oceanpower Group that made his father pale overnight......
It's actually a family that has gone through the cold.No wonder he couldn't find him.Study Abroad?
He had never thought of it.Before grandpa had an accident, Yun Xingmian had been pestering each other, where did he have the opportunity to really understand his family background, he only thought that Li Handu was an orphan raised by his grandfather, where would he have thought that he actually had a father with a strong background.In the past five years since he disappeared from the cold, he has even been afraid countless times that the guy passed away because he couldn't bear the blow of his grandfather's death, but he never thought that he was just sent to study abroad by his father who had a lot of money.However, even if the biological father who has experienced the cold is the boss of Oceanpower Group......
That doesn't mean that something happened to him at home, right?
It's just a wrestling between businessmen, what does it have to do with the two young people?
Maybe Li Han didn't know about it at all, as long as they met well and talked a little more, they could still make their subordinates merciful......
He hasn't seen Xiao Xia yet?
If you see him, you will definitely like him very much.Xiao Xia is simply a virtue with him, obviously a boy, but he doesn't blush at all when he is coquettish.They have always eaten the most in the cold.Yun Xingmian remembered that his mind seemed to be full of this idea at that time, after all, only with this thought could he let himself be cheeky and wait downstairs in the hotel again and again.And he finally waited for the figure that had been cold again, the person who couldn't hide after all, but just like when they met again, he only stared into his eyes and asked indifferently: "Can you make grandpa come back to life?"
If I can, I'll help you. ”"If you hadn't provoked me in the first place, grandpa wouldn't have had an accident.""
Do you know what it's like to lose a family member in a day?""
I don't want to see you again for a second."
Yun Xingmian knew at that time that in the past five years that he had been thinking about the cold all the time, the cold had such a surging hatred for him.He had found countless reasons for him not to contact him, but he didn't expect that the other party just hated him.For the first time in five years, he knew that he was just the culprit of his grandfather's death in his eyes.But if you think about it carefully, it seems that only this explanation can make everything clear, Li Jingzhou died suddenly, and Li Han, who was dependent on him, didn't even keep his spirit, so he disappeared overnight, and only a few strange faces came to hold a hurried and simple funeral for his grandfather, Yun Xingmian once asked them where they went after the cold, but no one answered him.Now that I think about it, I am afraid that because of guilt, I don't even have the face to face my grandfather's body, and because of hatred, I don't even want to see him for the last time, so I left the city where he grew up.It's ridiculous that he is still stupidly looking for all kinds of impossible reasons for his disappearance.His parents just found out about his situation and told him that it was not a terminal illness but a pregnancy, and forcibly wanted to kill his child.In fact, he didn't hesitate.But when he thought that it was the blood and blood that he and Li Han had in common, he felt that he couldn't do it anyway.He vulgarly thought it was the crystallization of their so-called love.But it turns out that the cold has never been love for him.It's just that the young man with strong blood can't stand the temptation, so he can't help but mess around with him a few times.It was himself, who mistakenly thought it was a mutual relationship.On closer inspection, he and Li Han have only been together for a few months, far from being separated for much longer.How could he be so naïve to think that a person who had refused to contact him for a long time also had the same thoughts as him?
Xiao Xia may have no doubt in the cold, maybe he will only treat him as a monster after knowing the truth, and even Xiao Xia will hate him together.Even Yun Xingmian couldn't imagine that it would only take such a moment to let go of this person who he had been obsessively looking for for five years.The brazen entanglements and tricks on him at the beginning are even firmly engraved in his memory.But he can feel even more that the cold man who is indifferent to him now is fundamentally different from the young man who refused and couldn't help but hold him in his arms.Five years is too long, and the death of grandpa is a chasm that they can never cross.That day, Yun Xingmian went home and quietly hugged the sleeping Xiao Xia for a long time, and waited until Xiao Xia rubbed his eyes and woke up, and then said to him in a low voice: "I'm sorry, baby." ”"Brother, it's okay.But why are you telling me I'm sorry?
”Xiao Xia's milk voice still has a thick sleepiness.Yun Xingmian couldn't answer.Is he going to say that I will never be able to bring that man to you again?
In Xiao Xia's life, there has never been that person at all.All along, it was just wishful thinking on his part."
Brother, don't cry."
Seeing that his eyes were red, Xiao Xia's eyes became wet all of a sudden.