Ling Yanzhi checked the address, which was located in a remote villa area; He thought of the blood on the ground again, and a breath of nowhere to get rid of rushed to his head, mixed with the depression of the whole day, and ignited the fuse in his body, and something crackled and was about to explode.I dare to calculate even someone who is so good to me, and cause him to lose his life, what else dare I not do?
He calmly changed his clothes and was about to go out; Halfway through his feet, he paused again, thought for a moment, and returned to his room, taking a pair of scissors apart and taking the dagger into his arms.All this was done smoothly and peacefully, and the mind was blank, as if everything was going smoothly, step by step, and even the steps down the stairs became extremely steady, as if I got up at a fixed time every day, washed and dressed, and then merged into the rush hour of people, my mind was numb but my body didn't need to think.He sent a text message with the address.If you don't come, I'll go alone. ’Of course, Zhang Chenhui drove the car away, he didn't have a car.Outside, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and even taxis could not be called; Ling Yanzhi didn't know what he thought, so he went straight to the side of the road and drove a bicycle, and just followed the navigation all the way to ride against the wind and rain, as if he was going to take on Don Quixote who was going to take on the windmill alone.The rain soaked through his clothes, his eyelashes wet, beads hung with water, and the skin that flowed along the winding lines was as hot as fire.What am I doing?
I don't know.Ji Zhen is what kind of person are you, an OMEGA who met in Pingshui.I've had a few meals together and played a few games of playing house.No matter how good you are to him, or no matter how good he is to you, he can't be your OMEGA.Didn't you want to enjoy the dignity and pleasure of being an ALPHA that you were deprived of?"
Do we have to be like this?!"
He yelled at the void in the rain and the monster in the dark road ahead, "Do you have to divide it like this?
WHO'S WHO'S ALPHA AND WHO'S WHO'S OMEGA?!
”He rode all the way to the remote and luxurious villa area, but due to the geographical location, most of them were rented out as a place for party gatherings, and there were many people coming and going, and the security guards who checked the guard did not look at it at all.He walked downstairs to the villa, where there was a commotion, as if some kind of masquerade was being held, and everyone wore an exaggerated mask on their faces.Deafening music and laughter came from the half-open door, and under the dark light and shadow, the arms, legs and feet waved wildly to the beat of the pound were stacked together as a series of ghostly shadows.Ling Yanzhi picked up a mask on the ground, just raised his feet and walked in, he was soaked but no one cared, not even a question; The eyes under the mask all had a strange excitement, as if they had been drugged; The DJ wears headphones and dismisses discardingly.The host frantically shouted: "Have a good time!"
Celebrate today's demon hunt success!
”The lights flickered wildly, and the dancing people cheered in unison, and suddenly they all raised their hands in the air and struck them twice in the air, followed by their feet stamping on the ground, as if some kind of ritual.There was a large curtain made of strange symbols hanging on the wall, and there was not even a path around it that could be walked.In the midst of the deafening music, even if you want to catch someone and ask questions, you can't hear them when you yell at them until you are hoarse.The music is dizzy, it's rock, but after listening to it for a long time, I don't think it's rock, there is a sharp tone in it, and when the rock notes are gone, it is still like a nail, stuck in the brain.Ling Yanzhi saw that they had spades on them, and when they squeezed through the crowd on the dance floor, he touched one of them from one person and put it on his chest.Someone held a bottle of wine and drank it in turn in the carnival dance, and he also leaned over and twisted his limbs close to the man, and naturally the wine reached him.He took the bottle and lowered it to his neck, the liquid running down his red lips to his collarbone, puzzling in his thin joints.The crowd cheered, and someone came over to lick the liquor from the hollow of his collarbone and flew at him.Now they all smell the same."
I'm looking for 019!"
Ling Yanzhi leaned over and shouted bluntly against his partner's ear bones, and the man only gave a code name.The soaked shirt showed a faint flesh color, the hair was close to the face, and under the colorful dazzling lights, the thin waist drew a clear line in the darkness, and the other party was stunned."
I'm looking for him!"
The other party couldn't hear it, and shouted at him: "Ah?!?!
”“019！！”"
He !!
in the confessional"Ling Yanzhi couldn't hear clearly, he shouted with almost all his strength, "Confess what?!!
”"-no-yes-for-he-" the man dragged out, "for-OMEGA-" Ling Yanzhi didn't understand what he was talking about; He was about to ask someone else when the music took a harsh turn.The crowd was still swaying wildly, like an ordinary indulgent party, when they suddenly stretched out their index fingers and pointed forward, letting out a hiss similar to a boo; This is followed by a rhythmic stomping of the feet.Ling Yanzhi was a little dazed and couldn't keep up with the rhythm, and the person next to him said to him, "Hard!
If you don't work hard, how can you trample on the little ghost!
”After stomping his feet vigorously, the blood gushes down, and the mind has an illusion of emptiness, as if floating in water.The crowd parted from the front, and a man in a white robe walked in front of him, shaking a long bell in his hand, followed by three or two people, pushing a short figure out of it.The central spotlight came down, and the white robe said, "Today, we have a sinner who needs to repent. ”That's Ji Zhen.He could barely stand up, and two men carried him from side to side, almost dragging him to the center of the aperture, and brought him a chair to hold him on.There seemed to be no signs of abuse or injury on his body, but he received several punches in the face, breaking his eye sockets and swelling them to appear smaller.Ling Yanzhi was half relieved, seeing that he looked left and right a little nervously like a frightened little animal, curled up and clasped his hands, and whispered, "It's me......
I want to repent. ”Ling Yanzhi once heard that a new religion specializing in anti-OMEGA fertility gradually became popular among the people, and it was called "New Confession" because of the name of "Interpretation" of ancient demons and demons, but because it advocated sincere repentance and recalling the "Holy Mother" to re-breed human beings, it was also called "New Confession".They believe that the death and inability of women to reproduce is a "catastrophe" given to human beings by God, because human beings do not respect nature enough and do not repent wholeheartedly, but try to violate ethics, replace women with men, and try to deceive the "Heavenly Venerable".These OMEGAs, who try to give birth to children instead of women, are neither male nor female, and if they intend to steal the status of the "Holy Mother", they will fall into the "demon" path from people.The doctrine makes people repent and wash away their "sins" in order to avoid the punishment of "heavenly calamity".To be sure, this kind of religion is always inexhaustible, and the society has undergone frequent changes, and the inability to reproduce has led to panic in people's hearts.But what he never expected was that an OMEGA would join such an anti-OMEGA religion.He thought of the incense sticks in the corridor again, what kind of teaching did that OMEGA believe?
The white-robed man with the mask of a white ghost slammed the bell."
Those who confess, report their names!"
Ji Qin shrank and trembled, "I............
My name is......
Ji Xuan. ”"What crime have you committed?""
I ......
I............
I shouldn't ............
In vain attempts to replace the ...... of the Virgin," the crowd clamoured."
You committed adultery with that demon who tried to make a man disguise himself as a virgin!"
They smashed the things in their hands at him, but Ji Zhen just hung his head and continued: "I am here, sincerely confessing to Tianzun......"
"You are not worthy of repentance!"
You're that demon's OMEGA!
”"We have obviously repented continuously, but the 'Holy Mother' still does not come again, it is all the sins of that demon!""
Heavenly Punishment!""
Heavenly punishment!!"
The white-clothed messenger signaled for silence."
Ladies and gentlemen, today's penitent has a different identity, which makes his confession even more difficult.But Tianzun is fair......"
Ling Yanzhi closed his eyes, he wanted to plug his ears, but the voice still came in, "Even if it is an OMEGA, Tianzun is willing to forgive his sins, being an OMEGA is not his own fault, creating an OMEGA is a demon's vain attempt to rebel against the gods, Tianzun is still willing to cross him." ”"But the real crime he committed was that after converting to the Sect, he still tried to deceive the Heavenly Venerable, deceived me and other kinds, and tried in vain to give birth to a demon son............"
The sound of crazy music suddenly increased, and the leader shouted: "Kill it!!"
”At this time, the crowd responded: "Kill it!!"
”Then he stomped his feet on the ground."
Strangled the demon in the belly—" Ling Yanzhi understood the origin of this rock music, which turned out to cover up the frantic shouts of the crowd.He tried to squeeze forward towards Ji Qin, but was pushed back again and again by the surging crowd.They rushed forward frantically, trying to press their hands against Ji Qin's abdomen - no, OMEGA seemed to be shouting in vain, bending down desperately to protect his lower abdomen; Under the chair, drops of blood flowed down the legs of the chair, and he couldn't hear it, but the sound of dripping on the floor exploded in his mind.Ling Yanzhi didn't know where he got the courage, and the smell of the strong wine rushed up, becoming the guts in his stomach that he didn't care about.He turned around and squeezed out of the crowd, stepped onto the DJ booth on the second floor in three or two steps, pushed the keys down, took the microphone, and the circuit feedback immediately let out a shrill whistling.People lost the support of the music, and the tide of the tide paused there, and they all looked up at him in a daze."
The police are coming."
He spoke into the microphone, his voice vibrating in the aftermath of rock.There was silence below, and those eyes brushed the ground with a strange gaze, like a bolt of lightning projected, revealing him in the dark; It seems to be silently proclaiming: Behold, we have found you, and you are an OMEGA too.He can even imagine that in the next second, he will be caught, pushed down, pressed to the ground, countless people's hands stretched out to his abdomen, the colics that destroyed the nerves seemed to compress the whole person in a vacuum and then clump together, and the warm blood flowed out of the ** unconsciously, and the shame of being exposed to it was more murderous than pain.“019…… Let me inform, the special operation, is already on the way, and I can't go without another one. ”He trembled and finished the sentence as firmly as he could, clenching the knife in his pocket; The code name 019 seemed to have a certain authority, and everyone's eyes began to hesitate; But the white-robed man took a step forward and stared at him closely: "Isn't 019 in the confessional?"
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How does he know?
You're again—" I just received a tip-off that there is a three-way clean-up operation tonight, codenamed 'Clear Haze'. ”A figure hurried in, speaking from the back of the crowd, looking a little older, and a voice that sounded heavy as if it was in a jar.Everyone looked back at him, but no one felt unusual, it seemed that he was 019.Ling Yanzhi's gaze seemed to collide slightly with him in the air, and he couldn't see clearly through the mask."
It's not necessarily aimed at us, but just in case, it's better to avoid it first."
The white-robed man looked like he wanted to say something, Ling Yanzhi took the opportunity to pull out the knife and slammed it on the mixer, for a while, sparks flew and the stereo made a terrible electric sound, and then the entire circuit suddenly short-circuited, and the central headlight suddenly dimmed.019 took the opportunity to shout: "Wait for death!"
Can't you go?!
”He took advantage of the darkness to untie the fixed rope of the big white banner hanging in the center of the hall, and the huge white curtain fell down with a bang; Almost at the same time, there seemed to be a faint sound of police cars honking in the distance.The crowd exploded in an uproar, running in all directions, and in a few moments they were clean; Ling Yanzhi rushed downstairs with a sigh of relief, lifted his mask, and dragged the blinded hamster on the chair up."
Let's go!"
He was still holding the knife, his whole hand trembling to his upper arm.Ji Qin came back to his senses in disbelief, his little eyes suddenly opened round, he opened his mouth, and his voice couldn't come out, only tears rolled into a ball in his eyes.Ling Yanzhi yelled at him: "I'm going to cry back and cry again!"
”I don't know where I got the strength, so I put people on my back and walked out.The rain curtain is so big that you can't even see the road ahead.He carried the hamster all the way to the outside of the community, and he was soaking wet, and there was water dripping down everywhere, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or blood.A car stopped around the corner, with the police lights of a police car on its head, pulling the alarm, and the blue and red lights flashed in turn, pulling out an unclear line in the rain.A man got out of the car, tall and thin, and wore special sunglasses with strange shapes, as if he had melted into the rain.He came alone, and for the first time there were no mountain-like bodyguards around, it seemed that he did not have the usual lonely momentum.At this time, he took two steps towards them, but he did not seem to know what he should do; Ling Yanzhi looked at him and coldly ordered, "Open the door of the back seat!"
”Golden Scales opened the backseat door and watched as Ling Yanzhi carried Ji Ji in.He stood in place, Ling Yanzhi still holding the knife in his hand."
Are you hurt?"
He asked.The beautiful OMEGA turned around as if he had been shocked, his eyes were like a knife, and then he slammed a fist into his temple, and the handle of the knife was still ringed in his palm, and this time it was like an iron ring, which made him staggered two steps.Usually the bodyguards are piled up next to him like a mountain, and the highest level of security is used against him, who can touch him at all?
Golden Scale himself couldn't remember how long it had been since he had been beaten, and his sunglasses were knocked to the ground, followed by a kick shattering.Before he could react, his stomach was pressed against his knees again, and he kicked him into the rain with force, the blue-red light reflected the reflection in the stagnant water, the rain made his eyes impossible to open at all, and the stimulation of the bright light made him unable to see what was happening; Ling Yanzhi then rode on his waist and slapped him again, causing his precious head to slam into the depression of the concrete floor like a bag of potatoes, knocking his front teeth loose and his mouth full of blood.Ling Yanzhi pulled him by the shoulder and turned him around, pressing the tip of the sharp weapon against his throat, and the amplitude of his rapid breathing seemed to be able to cut through the epidermis and ooze blood."
I'm going to fucking kill you," OMEGA said fiercely, as if all the fuses had burned to the bottom, and then they all exploded towards the perpetrator."
KILL YOU ALPHAS!
It's all dead!
It's all gone!!
”He lifted the half of the blade and slammed it down, "......
Brother!
Don't!!
”Ji Qin yelled in the back, struggling to get out of the back seat, he couldn't use the strength on his feet, and as soon as he stood up, he rolled down from the car door and fell into the puddle, "Please, don't, don't fight......
It's not his fault............
"The knife pierced the sewage next to the golden scale's ear, sinking deep into the cracks of the floor tiles.There was a sudden silence all around, except for the sirens still screaming sharply, repeating the same tune.The golden scales looked at him strangely.The pale golden eyes narrowed slightly like a cat."
Why are you so angry?"
He asked calmly, "He was arrested because he insisted on believing in the New Confession, and I warned him, and he told me to leave it alone."
Everything he suffered was of his own free will. ”"So the pregnancy was of our own free will?!
Is the abortion also voluntary on our part?!
”"Brother!!"
The hamster's voice cried for help, "Don't ask—don't ask..................
I'm in so much pain............"
He gradually lost his words, beads of sweat the size of beans on the top of his head.and then it was washed away by the rain; The whole waist is curled inward, like a shrimp.Chapter 41 The future Huo Ling Yanzhi drove the car to the hospital like crazy, and his feet were empty when he stepped on the accelerator; Golden Scales made two phone calls to schedule a temporary operation.Ji Ji curled up in the back seat, not saying a word, not even shouting in pain.However, the golden scales kept hissing and inhaling during the conversation, and the corner of his mouth was torn off a large piece, swollen to the point of being high, and it hurt when he spoke.The three of them maintained an eerie balance until Golden Scale pressed the earpiece, twisted his hair and asked, "How many months?"
”The hamster opened its mouth, but no sound came out."
If you don't tell me, how can I arrange treatment?"
A voice as thin as a gnat came: "......
It's been more than three months. ”Golden Scales asked, "Do you know how many weeks will it be?"
”Ling Yanzhi couldn't listen anymore: "You're embarrassed to ask, can't you figure it out yourself?"
”"I don't know, because it's not mine."
Ling Yanzhi was stunned.The hamster completely made a nest and gathered himself in, and never said a word again.The car drove back to O Hospital, and a medical staff came up to pick him up, and he didn't react until he was sent to the operating room.The golden scales turned to leave, but he shouted to stop him.The golden scales turned.The white lights in the hallway reflected off the snow-white walls and medical facilities.The light was too strong for him to see almost anything clearly, his eyes were extremely narrow, his pupils were as straight as those of a cat, and his brows were tightly knit together, and he could only see a rough outline.But even if that vague Ying was self-reliant, he could feel that Ling Yanzhi was trembling, and the knife was even in his hand."
Sit down."
OMEGA, WHO HAD ALMOST KILLED HIM EARLIER WITH A KNIFE, POINTED TO THE SPOT NEXT TO HIM; There was blood on his hands that had been diluted by the rain, and it looked like it was thin pink."
I've called the best doctor," explained Goldscale, "and you can't help here." ”"Let you sit down!!"
Golden Scale sat down, he motioned to the bodyguard, and immediately someone brought a towel and blanket, as well as new sunglasses.The blanket was completely covered on Ling Yanzhi's body, which was soaking wet, covering the blood stains on his body and his hand holding the knife.The dry breath made Ling Yanzhi feel better, as if he had finally exhaled from drowning.“…… Whose child is that?
”"I don't know.""
You're not because of him......
Just-" Golden Scale put back on his sunglasses, the clarity of his vision made him feel much better, "Don't you think it's weird?"
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Thaksin is a new confessional, which is an anti-ABO sect.They think that OMEGA has to repent of his sins, let alone get pregnant, which is a great sin.According to the doctrine, it is a demon fetus, a demon is conceived, and what is born is a devil who leads mankind to extinction. ”He laughed and glanced at the information handed over, "Can such a person get pregnant?"
Moreover, it has been three months......
It's been 14 weeks, and he's not undiscovered. ”Ling Yanzhi thought for a moment."
You're right.But you'd better shut up......
The way you talk makes me want to stab you to death. ”The golden scales stopped talking, but it was not as good as talking, because as soon as he fell silent, he would hear a faint voice from the operating room, as if he was screaming, because it was too painful.Ling Yanzhi emptied his head and thought, it might be much more painful than I was then, but he felt that he was not enough to refer to, after all, the pain of breaking his leg at that time had far overshadowed everything else, and he fainted almost immediately.A nurse walked over quickly and called Academician Jin over, as if she had some family members, but she wanted to report in a tone of voice, saying that a large white gestational sac had come down, and asked him if he wanted to see it.The golden scale gave the questioner a strange look, as if he thought it was some kind of funny question, he had seen a failed gestational sac of not a thousand but eight hundred; But Ling Yanzhi suddenly stood up, "I'......
Can you watch it?
…… I want to see. ”The last time, he was almost in a painful coma, completely unaware of what it looked like; But this time, he saw the embryo with his own eyes, and it was indeed just a lump of flesh that he didn't know how to describe, looking like a funnel without holes, and a head the size of an apple seed could be faintly discerned in it.There was a dull ache in his brain, and he felt a hot current in his eyes, but nothing came down.The nurse said to the golden scale next to the situation, "NT3.6, NF3.2, BCHG is not rising, the situation is fine, there is no heavy bleeding for the time being," the golden scale nodded, "It's easy to do when it comes down, you can arrange to clear the ......"
As he was talking, a doctor poked his head out of it and called the person back with a roar, "Wait a minute, there is another one!"
”The Golden Scale was called in; Ling Yanzhi stood outside, his temples throbbing and aching, more painful than he was at that time, as if there was a thread there, a flesh thorn, pulling this pain, and he couldn't pull it out.People walked back and forth, and the wind from the opening and closing of the door made their faces hurt.And one more, what does it mean?
Is it going to have another miscarriage, or is it ......
HE SAT THERE WAITING, AND SUDDENLY FELT A LITTLE FUNNY, AS IF HE WAS THE ALPHA WHO SHOULD BE IN A HURRY, AND THE FEELING WAS EXCITED AND WEIRD, AND IT SEEMED HYPERACTIVE AND ABNORMAL.After a while—he didn't even know how long, it seemed like a century long—the golden scales came out, and he grabbed him and asked, "How is it?"
”"The other gestational sac is intact, maybe it can be kept," the golden scales looked at him, and his tone was businesslike, no different from the ups and downs of saying anything else.“…… Will you keep it?
Would you?
Will you?!
”The golden scales looked at him strangely."
Why not?"
Ling Yanzhi was a stalker.“…… That's not your child. ”"Even now, the success productivity of OMEGA is still very low, and the probability of this kind of twin being able to keep one in this situation is even smaller, and I don't dare to pack a ticket, but it is also an attempt.""
Children do not belong to us, they belong to all mankind." ”Ling Yanzhi glared at him.“…… You're weird. ”"Give back to each other," the scientist replied, "and why would you keep it?"
That's not your child either. ”Ling Yanzhi couldn't speak, he also felt that he was behaving strangely, like the dizziness that just happened to stomp his feet, and it was like he had a fever in the rain and drank alcohol.Jin Yanzi pointed to the ward, "Ji Qin said that he wanted to talk to you." ”"Talk to me?
Shouldn't I talk to you?
”"I don't have anything to talk to him about.If talking can solve the problem, it will be solved long ago. ”Ji Zhen lay there, his blood-stained clothes changed, but his hair was still wet and sticking to his face, as if it was still in the rain.When he saw Ling Yanzhi walk in, he puffed up a vigorous smile.His hands were subconsciously protected on his lower abdomen, but there was a deep haze hidden under his smile.“…… Thank you for saving me......."
Ling Yanzhi stood three or two steps away from the bed and stood still, not moving forward."
Golden Scales told me you have something to say.Is that just what you're going to tell me?
”The hamster lowered his head and rubbed the corners of his clothes pitifully."
I ......
You know, brother, you must be disappointed in me now............"
"What are you disappointed about?"
”The corners of the little animal's eyes turned red, and it bit its lower lip pitifully, and its fingers stirred up the gown in its abdomen.The doctor said......
It's a rare thing to have a ...... left in that case," he whispered, "but......
It's superfluous, right?
………… Am I ......
Shouldn't you want it?
”"You don't want it?"
Ling Yanzhi asked, "Is it because you believe in that teaching, this is sinful?"
Who would feel guilty for some reason?
”"Don't you think you're guilty?"
The hamster asked, "But if we are not guilty, why should we be treated like this?"
”Ling Yanzhi was asked.The hamster said to himself, "......
If I feel guilty, it makes me feel a little more receptive.…… MANY PEOPLE ENVY ME, THINKING THAT I AM LUCKY, ALPHA IS A WORLD-FAMOUS GENIUS, ONE OF THE FOUNDERS OF THE ABO GRADING SYSTEM, THE EXECUTOR OF THE 'TINDER PROJECT', AND THE BURDEN OF THE FUTURE OF MANKIND RESTS ON HIM.No one believed me when he said it, and they all felt that I was not worthy of him.I'm not worthy, what am I?
The person who is worthy of standing next to him should at least look like your brother, be decent and generous, and be able to take it out and get it.What about me?
He married me, just like targeted poverty alleviation, do you understand?
He didn't touch me at all. ”Ling Yanzhi didn't know what to say, "You......
Get some sleep. ”But Ji Zhen just opened his eyes wide, looking at the edge of the incandescent light on the ceiling."
Brother, what the hell are we?
Neither men nor women......
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I can't be a husband, but I can't be a mother. ”"You know what?
I had actually been married once before him.That person is not a thing.I've been pregnant three times in a row, and each time I've only been pregnant for a month.Because the three times it was found out that it was all girls, girls could not be kept, and if Mei's disease was caused from the inside, the womb of the body would be directly damaged, and we would not be able to live, so we had to be drained.I was detained in the hospital when I found out it was a girl for the third time, and he thought I was a broom star, so I disappeared and never came to see it again.At that time, I was also in this hospital, and I couldn't even eat, so I just lay alone, and no one was around. ”"It's funny, it's not what I want to conceive, but it's a feeling......
They weren't my children, but when they left, it was like a part of themselves was gone, no longer complete; The third time it became even more intensified, the soul was not relenting, and the whole person kept drilling the horns, and I couldn't understand why this was the case, why girls couldn't come to this world?
At that time, I could already feel her moving in my stomach, and I couldn't help but think, maybe she wouldn't die?
Maybe Mei's has let us go?
When I did the third labor induction, I resisted very much, I didn't eat for almost a few days, I was in such a bad state that I couldn't have surgery at all, ALPHA was not by my side, and I didn't apply for the protection of the O-Association......
No one can sign for me.I thought to myself, I'll die with her, or I'll just rot here and let her crawl out of it. ”"Later, when the golden scales found out, he said, it's good for him to marry me, anyway, he has a lot of indicators.""
It's an amazing feeling......
I can't describe it, but he gave me hope to live.I really......
It is normal to want to like him, like a normal relationship, like a person, and have children for him.If it's him, I'll accept it, because he's the one who wants me to be an OMEGA, so it's okay to suffer a little.…… I know I'm not worthy of him, so I try to be a good wife, learn to cook good food, and hope that I can be as cute as a woman............
I was mad and wanted a child of his, and with a child, I would not be so useless to him, and no one would ever think that I was unworthy of him then......"
"I did everything I could......
However, he still didn't want to touch me......
He didn't even come to see me.He said to me coldly that there was no need to have sex with me, and there was no need to wronged myself.I've had a flow three times, and the womb is not a real womb, it can't repair itself, so it's very damaged, and it's probably not possible to conceive again; Even if you get reimplanted, it will be very harmful to the body and may cause other symptoms.But I'm not afraid of physical harm, so what is it?
If you don't need me, why do you want me to be an OMEGA?
I can't figure it out......
I'm starting to get skeptical.There has to be someone who is wrong, and it must be me.It was at that time that I learned about the New Confessional ......
It makes me feel a little more comfortable.As long as you believe it, it turns out that these are not right, and you can remove sins by repenting......
Silly, huh?
But it was much better to think about it this way, and it became a good and acceptable thing for him not to touch me, and it became part of the confession. ”Ling Yanzhi swallowed to himself."
And this kid......
Who is it for?
”"Does that matter?"
The hamster blinked a little palely, learning the tone of the golden scales, "It's all human anyway." ”He even laughed."
He said that, right?
He didn't care at all.As for whether others want to marry all mankind, it is not within his consideration......
Or in his opinion, marrying him is the same as marrying all mankind. ”"But I don't want to marry all mankind, is that wrong?
I fell in love with someone I didn't deserve......
Is there something wrong with that?
I hope there was a mistake, so I was religious, and I repented desperately......
I made a miasma of smoke in my house, went out on pilgrimage, shouted with others to vent my frustrations, cursed the babies born to the omega, cursed all the pregnancies I saw were stillborn and miscarried, to cover up my crazy jealousy......"
He still had a smile on his face, but tears flowed down his face."
But what's going on?
…… Why is it that when you don't want it and don't care about it, you get pregnant again?
It's funny, the person I curse every day has finally become himself.I have nowhere to go back: I dare not go home, I dare not go to church again, and that day the idol glared at my stomach, and he saw it, and he would punish me......
The doctrine says that I am a sinful person, and it is useless to repent even if I am pregnant with a demon fetus knowing that I am guilty, and my soul is completely defiled; But I didn't have the guts to die, or to jump from the stairs............
But when I thought of the child in my belly, I suddenly couldn't refrain from thinking about what would happen to it when it grew up, and it burned little by little like a flame in its belly.What will he be like, and what will the future be like?
Could it be that there is actually new hope that can ...... me Rescued from here?......"
He looked at Ling Yanzhi, who was speechless, with a pair of red eyes: "But I thought, what if - in the future - not like that?"
If, in the future, these confessions take effect, and the punishment for mankind is as sudden as the day it came and gone, and suddenly there are women in this world, and there are children and grandchildren who reproduce normally, then how should he deal with himself?
…… A monster that was born to an omega who is neither male nor female......
You'll be looked down upon, right?
If he has any flaws......
What would everyone say?
Can he still read?
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Can you still get married?
Who else can you fall in love with?
- Will he be like us, even if he lives, will he curse me, hate me, and ask me why I gave birth to him, as I question myself today?!
”Ling Yanzhi suddenly opened his arms and hugged the trembling OMEGA tightly into his arms, holding the half-sword blade in his hand that had been numb to his knuckles, and only then did he finally fall to the ground with an insignificant sound.“…… No, it won't. ”He whispered, their bodies clinging to each other, and the small, hot, remnants of the flame seemed to burn upon him, warming the hollow abdomen."
No, it won't."
Chapter 42 The Joy of Family Thinking about it later, it was probably because I was drinking at the time, and I regretted it on the spur of the moment, I was afraid that I didn't drink a fake wine, or I was high.What kind of righteous and courageous drama, the bad ones outweigh the losses, and they don't do anything like they can do, just for a weak, sticky and pestering OMEGA who is annoying to death.iniquity of one's own making.IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS, LING YANZHI LIVED LIKE AN ALPHA, HIS MOBILE PHONE HAD TO BE ON STANDBY 24 HOURS A DAY, AND IF HE DIDN'T REPLY TO HIS MESSAGES FOR A WHILE, HE WOULD KEEP TALKING, TREMBLING, AFRAID THAT HE WOULD IGNORE HIM FOR A WHILE, AND FOR A WHILE HE WAS AFRAID THAT HE WOULD ANNOY HIM, AND REPEATEDLY JUMPED SIDEWAYS ON THE MADDENING LINE.Sometimes he sent a long list of medical terms that he didn't understand and asked him if he knew what it meant, and he was afraid that what the doctor said was comforting him, and after a while, he said that he was in pain, and then he sent a picture again, saying that he had measured the fourth dimension, and this time it should not be a girl, and said that the medical team began to formulate a plan.But for two seconds, he continued to feel anxious and blamed himself, saying that he was supposed to be twins.What if one of the twins was a girl?
I didn't wait for two seconds to ask this question, and then asked, are you annoyed by me?
But I don't know who to tell me, what if I can't keep it?
I'm scared.