I am Samo, born in the Wooller royal family, destined to be ruthless and loveless in this life, and always pursue supreme power and status.The Woollers were brave and warlike and admired the strong, so I had to start practicing martial arts from an early age.Until that person inadvertently intruded into my life, I had a little brilliance and expectation."
Brother, why is my father so grand today, and let us dress up to meet each other appropriately?"
Princess Lihyun, who was only six years old at the time, wore pigtails, and happily acted as my follower every day, and she followed me wherever I went.I frowned, and I wanted to reprimand her as I watched her soft little hands wrinkle her new shirt, which she had just put on.But looking at the light in her good-looking Danfeng's eyes, and full of dependence on herself, it was difficult to say words for some reason.After a while, I sighed lightly: "Let's go, let's go, don't delay." ”I always had a hard time refusing her, and I took her little hand gently and considerately, and she was finally willing to let go of my clothes.Before I could get closer, I caught a glimpse of my father holding a boy as tall as I was, and his unwavering eyes were locked on me, and I thought he was scrutinizing me, and glared back without fear."
This is a child who was accidentally found by the widow when he traveled outside, he has a very high martial arts attainment, and he has adopted him as an adopted son, and he will be relatives with you from now on."
My father was seldom a father's kindness, but more harsh on us, and I clearly understood that he was only trying to train us to be talented, and it didn't matter if we were comfortable living in this world or how we were feeling.So, though I didn't show any of my attitude, I always thought of him as a teacher, because he didn't do his father's duties at all."
My name is Samo, and she is my sister Saxiang, what about you?"
I was used to playing a well-behaved and mature image in front of adults, because I knew that it would make me win the throne faster.Therefore, I was the first to say hello.Saka was obviously interested in him, perhaps because he was born delicate, and unlike the savage men that Wooller usually had, she squeaked out laughing and made a mischievous face to tease him: "How old are you?"
”Most of Wooller's children are innocent, and at this time, there is no official or title, so they don't have to mind their identity and title so much, so they seem more close.The boy still didn't show a trace of a smile, didn't give Sa Xiang face at all, didn't even pay attention to me, and said coldly: "My name is Gao Min, and I am 8 years old this year." ”Probably not very adaptable, he actually shook off his father's hand directly, and there was a trace of impatience on his expression.For the first time, I felt the gap between myself and him.I tried my best to pretend to be well-behaved and sensible, trying to please these so-called adults.And he clearly knows some basic human feelings, but he doesn't care about being himself freely.Clearly, not all the way.As a result, I began to distance myself from him, and at the same time, I couldn't help but secretly pay attention to this unusual child.There is no doubt that of the three children under the father's knees, he must be the most special one.One afternoon, I finally got rid of the fragrance and sneaked into the courtyard of the house, and found that he was actually sitting on a rockery, looking at me panting with his legs dangling, and his eyes revealed puzzlement."
Aren't you tired?
It's really so important to pretend to bind yourself all day long, and live as a genius boy in the eyes of everyone?
”Surprisingly, he had a lot to say this time.Only then did I realize that his voice was completely different from my own, not as hoarse and cold as my own.I think I'm like a voice I was born with, destined to grow and sprout in the sludge, but he's just duckweed in a murmuring stream, and frankly it's what I yearn for.I want to be free and reckless, but I obviously can't.I was annoyed and angry when I was poked at the center, and retorted, "What do you know?
It's just a child that no one wants, and you dare to preach to me here?!
”As soon as the words fell, I regretted that I had said such hurtful words, and at the same time carefully observed his expression.Gao Min lowered his head, as if he was a little depressed and sad.Seeing this, I was very anxious, but the words of apology were blocked in my throat, and I couldn't say anything.Perhaps, that damn pride is at work.Suddenly, without saying a word, he grabbed my arm and flew upwards, and before I could react, he was already floating to the top of the endless grassland.In an instant, the world became even more vast, and I seemed so small.I looked at him and muttered blankly, "Is this light work, did you learn it so quickly?"
”Yesterday the master did some demonstrations, and before he could instruct them, he had already learned, what kind of genius was it?"
These are not important, enjoy it, the rare beauty is what you have been longing for, right?"
Gao Min was lying on the dense grass by himself, and his superior side face made me shake my head, and I suddenly realized that he was a little more beautiful than a woman.He said it very tactfully, where I longed for beauty, the freedom that I could never get as a royal family.I understood this very well, so I immediately turned around and prepared to leave, intending to walk back as well.Unexpectedly, he pounced on me and pushed me to the ground, and then pressed on me domineeringly, and I instantly forgot my purpose and looked at him in a daze.His eyelashes are not as thick as mine, short, fluttering, but his skin is surprisingly good, and even the pores are difficult to detect up close, making people suspect that he is a delicate woman.I slowly placed my hands on his chest, trying to test whether he was male or female."
What are you doing?"
Gao Min had a rare emotion on his face, he grabbed my arm timidly, and under some pushing, the two of them with an unstable center of gravity fell on their heels.I could clearly hear my own heartbeat thundering, inexplicably funny.Gao Min got up in a panic and looked at me with a bit of resentment.I hurriedly waved my hand: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. ”Inexplicably, I didn't reject this peer who was quite different in temperament.Growing up, I was sensitive to physical contact.Therefore, although Saka is sticky and loving to me, and I love her very much, physical contact is repulsed after all.I think everything has changed since that day.However, the more I warned myself to ignore Gao Min, the more I couldn't help but peek at him and pay attention to his daily moves.He seemed to notice me cautiously, and every time there was a smile on his face, the eyes that looked at me were enough to make me clearly feel that I was not the only one who cared about this kind of attention and care.The good times didn't last long, and gossip appeared."
Sovereign, your two sons can't get too close!
This will make the world misunderstand and make a big joke!
”The ministers have long sided with the party, and most of them think that I can become the future monarch, but a few are still optimistic about Gao Min.Out of prudence, my father actually divided our mansion at the north and south ends of the kingdom of Wooler, which were so far apart that it would be difficult for us to see each other for several months.From that day on, I finally understood that the two of us were destined to be in opposite directions, not only in terms of personality and style, but also in the future."
If you want to win the throne of the monarch, you must do everything you can to get rid of Gao Min."
My smug subordinates couldn't help but tremble slightly for me, and I finally nodded after removing the slightest emotion in my heart.He can be free, as free as he is, but I can't.I tried to get him into a trick, and according to the secret he had secretly revealed to me, he would get a rash all over his body every time he came into contact with pollen, and framed him as a plague person, and asked his father to expel him from the country, for the sake of the people of the whole country.Sure enough, under pressure from all sides, the father chose to exile this person who had no blood relationship with him.In this way, I was able to obtain the position of monarch that I had been waiting for for a long time.But instead of a little bit of happiness, I was miserable.Gao Min's eyes that looked at me before leaving seemed to contain a thousand words, and the loss and despair are something I still can't forget, his thin lips opened slightly, and he said word by word: "Is this the result you have always wanted?"
”His lips pursed slightly, with a bit of bitterness, and he turned away without any more nostalgia.More than ten years of brotherhood were ruined.The momentary panic almost occupied my whole person, my crazy trembling hands and feet could not support it, and I returned to my mansion in despair, and the congratulations of others turned into a great mockery in my ears.I buried his future with my own hands, and let him fall into a situation of self-destruction, in other words, I became so cruel to my siblings, did I really have a heart?
Since that day, I have completely changed, and my whole person is fierce and hateful to the cruelty and reality of the world.Not long after my father died, I sat on the throne, with a great country in my eyes and a bright moon in my heart."
Brother, can you not go to Lingliang?
I don't want to marry a stranger I've never met" The first time, Saxiang's eyes were full of grievances, and she was pleading with tears like an ordinary weak woman, begging herself.I don't know that marrying far away to Lingliang means that she will be ruined in her life, either she will be thrown away as a rag doll because she is tired of being played by that person, or she will end up miserable and will not be able to escape death.To tell the truth, my heart has long been paralyzed, and from the moment the bright moon was suddenly covered by dark clouds, the back road has disappeared, and I can only keep moving forward, becoming an existence that is disgusting to those close to me."
Go ahead.The widow wants you to go. ”I had long seen that Saka had admiration for me, so I stroked her hair with my hand, trying to show affection and affection, and she nodded innocently and held back a smile with tears.Saka's eyelashes wet with tears trembled slightly, she choked and hugged me, and said in my ear: "As long as my brother wants to, then Saka has the courage to bear everything." ”I only felt that my internal organs were twisted in pain, and I was about to lose my cold-blooded and ruthless image, and I couldn't help but hold her.These people can stay away from such a despicable and shameless me, but they still have to be stupid and sincere, what is it for?
Forcibly enduring the entanglement in my heart, after I regained my composure, I was still the iron-hearted monarch of a country, and gave a gloomy order: "Set off the next day." ”It doesn't matter, if he is disgusted, he is disgusted, he was born destined to end like this.Everything went according to his plan, until he chased down Ouyang Jiarui, the master of the Dark Force, and met that familiar face again.Under the cold and bright moonlight, the thin and slender man looked at him silently, and a trace of pain flashed in his calm eyes.No way!
All my sanity crumbled before him, and I forgot about the danger before me and crept closer.When I opened my eyes again, I learned that Ouyang Jiarui wanted me to hand over the pass order for the Phantom Country, I didn't really care, I just stared at the person who wanted to feel guilty day and night, and found that he had been hiding from him.Finally, when the crowd had dispersed, he began to negotiate with me, as if what had been before was not as important to him as it had been."
So what?
What's the point?
Are you happy?
”Gao Min's words exploded in my mind like thunder, and I couldn't refute him at all, because I clearly knew that my life had been more painful than anyone else over the years.My hands clenched silently into fists, and I finally made up my mind to follow him and enjoy this brief pleasure.Even if he hates me and can silently pay to make up for the mistakes of the year, I am willing.Knowing that Saka's last wish was to be burned and her ashes were buried in Wooler, without mentioning herself at all, I instantly realized that she was very disappointed in me."
Heh, that's a good result."
I stubbornly held back a sentence, in order to maintain my image as a cold-blooded, ruthless, and selfish monarch, I pulled out a triumphant smile, but I felt powerless.Sure enough, the man looked at him from afar, as he had done at the beginning, and his calm eyes were full of complexity, as if he could see through everything.It's hard for me to disguise myself in front of Gao Min, he has long seen through everything I have.So does he still hate me?
I've been thinking about this question all the way, but I still don't have a score in my heart.It wasn't until the bloody battle in the palace of the wizard Moyin that I keenly noticed that one of the guards threw a short knife at Ah Xing, who was seriously injured and could not resist.My mind went blank for a moment.My body subconsciously rushed over, out of my control, and suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my chest, and I collapsed weakly."
Sassa?!"
He looked at me blankly, and his expression changed suddenly.What's wrong?
Why did he have such a pained expression?
Feeling his full care for me, I smiled contentedly: "I see, did the widow save you?"
”Realizing that I was seriously injured, I replied in a pale and feeble manner.He cried and cheered me up, but my consciousness had gradually withdrawn, and my trembling hand tried to caress his face, but it couldn't reach me, and I muttered, "After all, I can't blind my heart." ”Forever, I was plunged into darkness.There was no doubt that I couldn't reach him.Because of my self-esteem and paranoia, I hurt the people closest to me and made my hands dirty.If I could live a new life, I would like to be frank and free, and stop being duplicitous.