"Xu Jiabai.""
Which department?
I'll look for it. ”"Of the Financial Division."
The front desk looked down in the computer, and then looked up and asked her, "How do you write his name?"
”Lin Xinzi said word by word, a little nervous, and advised: "If you transfer the phone to him, just say that there is a lady waiting for him at the front desk." ”Unexpectedly, Xiaomei raised her head with a confused face: "Are you sure it's the Beijing branch of Bank X?"
”With a bad premonition, Lin Xinzi was stunned: "What?"
”No such person was found.The little girl at the front desk was new last week, and she searched the system several times according to the name Lin Xinzi said, and it showed that there was no such person.Although I have only been on the job for a few days, I have met a lot of colleagues, and I really don't have this person in my impression.Seeing that Lin Xinzi's expression was getting colder and colder, she couldn't bear it, and asked, "Why don't I help you ask?"
”"That'......
Thank you for your hard work. ”Lin Xinzi was still cold with her hands and feet when she walked home.At noon in the summer, she even forgot to take an umbrella or a taxi, and just walked with her arms crossed.Probably because the heating in the office building was too low, until she was exposed to the sun for a long time, her arms were still cold.It feels unfamiliar to the touch, like a piece of meat taken out of the refrigerator.The words of the little girl at the front desk echoed in my ears: "I inquired for you, Xu Jiabai was persuaded to retire two weeks ago." ”"He really doesn't pay attention to his work, and he has always had problems getting along with his colleagues.I have been complained by customers several times.I made a big mistake last month, so I was finally persuaded to quit......
"Yes, he really hasn't come to work for two weeks. ”…… In the afternoon, the streets were less crowded, and she could hear the sound of her own deep breathing, the footsteps of her shoes on the concrete tiles.In a trance, Lin Xinzi was distracted, she walked extremely slowly, and she didn't even look at the road under her feet.Probably when she turned into a small alley, there were a few hurried footsteps behind her, and a familiar breath suddenly came up, and someone suddenly hugged her from behind - Xu Jiabai?!
Chapter 64 Love words may not be fatal to a woman, what is really fatal is that she believes these love words, and it is his truth Xu Jiabai s hand brought strength, Lin Xinzi screamed.The alley at noon is lined with redwood doors tightly closed.Someone may respond to a throat cut.Xu Jiabai's hands were tightly wrapped around her waist, and his chin was against her shoulders, which was the most lingering and sympathetic hug.When he saw Lin Xinzi screaming, he just said in a low voice, "It's me."
Don't be afraid. ”His body was hot, and his voice was muffled and urgent.Lin Xinzi broke free a few times and ordered: "You let go for me!"
”He shouldn't.The hand tightened, and the chin was stubbornly buckled on her shoulder.Lin Xinzi's face sank, and she said impatiently: "Xu Jiabai, you hurt me!"
”He had always been afraid that she would be angry, so he was stunned and relieved.Lin Xinzi immediately split his hand around him, broke free from his arms, took a step back and said to him, "I'm here to find you."
Don't worry, I won't go. ”Xu Jiabai hung his head: "You finally came to me."
I clean up at home every day, every time I go out, I buy snacks and fruits that you like to eat and put them at home, when you are not there, the house is empty, and I feel cold in summer. ”He sighed, "Baby, are you okay to go home?"
”When he spoke, Lin Xinzi only lowered his head to arrange his clothes, and the sun shone brightly, making their shadows very short.She ignored Xu Jiabai's soft words, and only asked coldly: "I just went to your unit to look for you, and they said that you left?"
”Xu Jiabai's face turned pale, and he took another step closer, "Let's go home and say?"
”"How dare I go home with you like this?!"
Lin Xinzi frowned, "You peeked at my phone, followed me, installed a camera at the door of my apartment, and kept it from me for so long...
You ......"
The more she spoke, the more panicked she became, and the prestige she had just established in front of Xu Jiabai was shattered by fear, she unconsciously looked around and took a step back."
Are you afraid of me?""
It's you who are terrible.""
And what are you coming to me for?"
He approached, "I've been thinking about you for the past few days you've been away.Xinzi, didn't you miss me?
”"I need to talk to you."
Xu Jiabai took a deep breath and stepped forward, his voice trembling: "Talk?
What to talk about?
”Lin Xinzi tightened the bag in her hand and said, "Let's go to a crowded place first." ”Xu Jiabai, who he hadn't seen for a few days, wore a loose T-shirt, knee-length shorts and sneakers.Dress up at home.The bangs are not combed on the back of the head as seriously as when they go to work, and a few strands hang down in front of the forehead.The gold-rimmed glasses were changed to black tortoiseshell full-rim glasses, which were still decadent and Sven.Lin Xinzi looked at him with a look on his face, like a cat full of defense.She was supposed to be a docile pet he held in his hands, but now he no longer trusts him.Xu Jiabai's pause was full of sadness and bad premonition.He asked, "Where are the crowds?"
Where would you feel safe?
”Lin Xinzi stopped talking...
I thought for a long time: "God...
Tiananmen Square.Why don't we go there?
”He looked helpless and wanted to touch her face, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, she was vigilant again.Xu Jiabai's hand froze in the air and sighed, "You're so stupid......
If you don't believe it, even if you hurt yourself, I won't be willing to hurt you. ”There will always be the most familiar feeling between lovers, which is a tacit understanding gradually formed in a long time together.This tacit understanding can adjust the air between them to the most suitable temperature and concentration at the moment when the two meet, not too thin and not too cold.Compatible and adaptable to each other's body temperature and preferences, as if they were tailor-made clothes for each other.At the moment when Xu Jiabai said this, he looked at Lin Xinzi seriously, his eyes adjusted the air between the two into a familiar form, and he stretched out his hand to her: "Let's go." ”"Where to go?"
Lin Xinzi didn't dare to hold it.He withdrew his hand and slipped it into his pocket.Turn around, "Subway station."
Aren't you going to Tiananmen Square to talk?
”They walked on the auxiliary road in Xicheng District one after another, but there were few trees in this section, and there were still a few hundred meters away from the subway station.In the middle of summer, the sun turned everything white, and Lin Xinzi was not used to playing an umbrella.Xu Jiabai has always brought a parasol to go out, and he always said to her, "My daughter-in-law's skin is so white, it's a pity to be tanned." ”He cherished her as a treasure, but unfortunately he forgot to bring an umbrella today.Xu Jiabai walked in front for a while, couldn't help but turn his head, and asked her, "Do you want to get sun?"
”Lin Xinzi did not answer.Silently holding the bag to cover most of his face.Xu Jiabai sighed, simply walked to her side, and couldn't help but snatch her bag, hold her shoulder, and put his other hand in front of her forehead.His palm was large, and the sunlight shining directly was mostly blocked, and her small face was quietly hidden in the shady world under his palm.Pursed her lips.They walked close to each other, the most familiar atmosphere, after all, they are still a couple.Lin Xinzi didn't speak until Xu Jiabai spoke: "You suddenly came to me, there are only two possibilities, either go home, or..."
He choked, and his voice was an octave lower: "It's a breakup." ”Lin Xinzi was still silent.Cover up a momentary softness with cold and hardness.When entering the subway station and going through the security check, she first reviewed every experience she had of taking the initiative to break up.There are those who insult each other on WeChat and break up unhappily, there are those who say a cold "then so be it" on the phone and never contact them, and there are also those who ask their girlfriends to directly convey "tell him that I don't want to continue......
After thinking about it for a long time, I remembered that she didn't seem to have broken up in person.Taking the initiative to put an end to a relationship will always take courage than starting a new one.And she is a woman who is accustomed to soft-heartedness, and she can't help but want to heal men's sadness.She also reviewed every breakup Xu Jiabai had said with herself by the way.Love history is like a person's web browsing record, revealing preferences and habits: for example, he is never the one who takes the initiative to break up, for example, he is attentive and considerate to every girlfriend, for example, he always says that he habitually gives everything in a relationship but is always thankless......
"That...
Can you let go after a breakup?
”Lin Xinzi remembered that she once asked him, and Xu Jiabai at that time bowed his head gloomily: "Can it be the same thing."
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But I had to let go. ”The subway platform is a little empty at the moment.The old No. 1 line, the floor tiles of the 80's and the wind whistling by.There are people standing scattered on both sides of the platform, bowing their heads and playing with their mobile phones.The billboards on both sides of the wall shined, and the news of the "618 Shopping Festival" was broadcast joyfully.Xu Jiabai suddenly pointed to the two stainless steel benches on the middle platform and spoke, "Why don't we talk about it here?"
”The beauty was stunned, and Xu Jiabai continued: "The sun is scorching in Tiananmen Square, I'm afraid you will get sunburned."
Anyway, the subway station is monitored and secured, so don't worry about what I do to you.There is a subway every three minutes on both sides, so if you are scared, you can always get on the bus and leave.Xinzi, let's talk about it here, okay?
”Lin Xinzi could not describe her mood, glanced at him sideways, nodded, and walked to the bench and sat down.Xu Jiabai sat beside her.It wasn't until a subway stopped, picked up passengers on both sides of the platform, and rumbled away that he said, "I think I should have apologized to you first."
I'm sorry, Xinzi, I shouldn't have peeked at your phone. ”"Hmm."
Xu Jiabai continued: "This is a mistake, I can't defend myself if I was arrested by you."
I'm a very insecure person, especially when it comes to you. ”He tilted his head and smiled bitterly: "I can't help but feel inferior."
There's always a way for you to feel humbled – not that you're bad, but on the contrary, Xinzi, you're so good.And people always want to hold the best firmly in their hands. ”"You have countless suitors on your phone every day.Teasing you, pestering you, trying to find a gap in us.I've been good enough for you, and I can't be any better for you – I just feel powerless in the face of them.Every day, I can't help but ask myself: what would you think of them?
What do you think of me?
Will you mentally compare me to them?
You will ......"
Lin Xinzi interrupted his analogy, a little impatient: "You are asking for hardship."
Since I have chosen you, I have my reasons, and you are questioning yourself as well as my choice.I hope my other half has enough confidence, at least ......"
She looked at him very seriously: "Xu Jiabai, the word inferiority is never an advantage in love." ”He nodded, yes.Their position was facing the stairs up and down, and a few boys who looked like college students went down with schoolbags on their backs, saw them, looked at them casually, their eyes fell on Lin Xinzi's face, turned away, walked a few steps, and couldn't help but glance back, but before their eyes were glued to the beauty, they noticed that the man next to her was staring at him coldly.The young man hurried away.Xu Jiabai retracted his gaze and glanced at her quickly.Lin Xinzi lowered her eyes, didn't notice all this, sighed and asked again: "Then you install a monitor at the door of my apartment."
Is it also because of lack of faith?
”"Because I'm afraid."
He looked down at his shoes, and his tone was a little anxious: "I......
I know I'm going crazy when you go to find that guy surnamed Hu.I don't know what he's going to do to you.You're not with me for 24 hours...
I think wildly, I don't like the feeling of being out of control.I'm scared...", but it's scary. ”Lin Xinzi reminded."
Really?"
Xu Jiabai looked at her wistfully: "But you must know that Xinzi, the fear I have experienced is no less than yours." ”Lin Xinzi didn't speak.The subway on both sides came and went in turn, rumbling into the hole and roaring away, and they saw batch after batch of passengers: couples, friends, single men and women, students, the elderly, children......
It seems that he has never sat in the subway station for so long, Xu Jiabai keeps opening new topics, he is afraid of silence, afraid that Lin Xinzi will speak first.Her opening will be a sentence to him.She thought for a long time before asking, "You're like this...
Aren't you tired?
”Feelings are supposed to be an easy and evenly matched wrestling.But he kept letting fear and possessiveness kidnap him and make him a prison.He was stunned for a moment and smiled bitterly, "Tired."
But I couldn't help it, and I wanted to.I can't help but do a lot of things that you or yourself think are incomprehensible to you, or to yourself in hindsight.And the purpose of these things is not just to have you, or to have you for a little longer...""
For example?
”Lin Xinzi looked at him: "Is there anything else I don't know?"
”Xu Jiabai pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled reluctantly: "Do you want to know?"
”Of course."
If you want to know, I'll tell you everything."
He leaned forward, his elbows rested on his thighs, and he flipped the mobile phone in his hand over and over with both hands, and he whispered one by one: "When I was chasing you, you sold the Pandora necklace I gave you on salted fish in a blink of an eye, and put up a dog licking tag." ”Lin Xinzi was at a loss for this matter, she pursed her lips, "Didn't you ask your sister to buy it back?"
”"Hmm...
Deliberately. ”Xu Jiabai smiled bitterly and turned his head to look at her: "Bitter meat plan."
Just to make your heart ache. ”Lin Xinzi choked: "You......
It's honest. ”"That's right.You want to know.I'll tell you all. ”He was very serious, "I may be the kind of person who doesn't give up until I reach my goal, and once I have an obsession, I will try to get it."
Xinzi, you are my obsession, whether I play tricks, scheming, or even saying that I am different from what I seem, all the things you like and don't like are all for one purpose-" "In order to get you, keep you by my side, spoil you, love you, and be with you for the rest of my life." ”"In addition to loving you with my life, soul, money, and future, I also love you with my dark, borderless, filthy means, these are all me.Everything I do, whether you approve of it or not, you should believe that I will definitely not hurt you.Even if these days bring you fear and anxiety, you believe that I have endured no less anxiety and fear than you. ”"So, baby, you can't accept that I peek at my phone, I won't look at it in the future, you can't accept that I hide it from you, I won't hide it in the future, I can change everything for you.I know that I have no boundaries for doing things, I am possessive, and you could even say that I have a broken personality, but I love you no less than anyone else in this world. ”…… In the rumbling sound, another subway entered the station.Xu Jiabai looked at her seriously as never before.In his ears are his love words, and they are also his truth.Love words are not necessarily fatal to a woman, what is really fatal is that she believes these love words, which are also his truth.Lin Xinzi believed it.She froze there, her mind confused as if she had been ironed by an iron, scorching steam and simmering thoughts.She saw Xu Jiabai take her hand, take her in his arms, and ask her, "So, baby, can you forgive me and go home with me?"
”He kissed her hair gently, his lips trembled slightly, and every strand of hair was his reunion after a long absence.In his kiss, Lin Xinzi remembered her love ideal - to find someone who is good to her.A person who is 100% obedient to herself, loves her unconditionally, spoils her, and cares for her, so as not to be surprised, to avoid her suffering, to avoid her being displaced, to avoid her having no branches to rely on, carefully placed, and properly collected.Even if he is not perfect, his love for himself is perfect.And Xu Jiabai is such a person."
You've found it
.
"- A small voice said to herself.The subway swept away a new wave of passengers.The passengers got into the car with their heads down, then turned in one direction and continued to look down at a screen in their hands.If you are facing the platform at this time, you can raise your head slightly.On the stainless steel chair in the center of the platform, you will see a pair of men and women hugging, they are like a match and deep affection - the man's face is lowered, looking at the woman, the passengers on the platform can't see his expression clearly, the corners of his mouth seem to be crooked, but it seems to be not.His expression was sly, but also seemed affectionate.But what is certain is that he spoke into the woman's ear, and what he said was—"Heart, I confess my darkness, jealousy, and filth.I was originally a person who lived in a dark corner, but Xinzi—" he tightened his arms, "You are the only sunshine in my life. ”So, stay by my side forever and redeem me, okay?
So the next second, she pushed his arm away."
Redeem you?"
Lin Xinzi looked sideways at him, "Be the only sunshine in your life?"
Because you love me, I have to accept your darkness, jealousy, and filth?
”"No, Xu Jiabai."
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Lin Xinzi stood up and looked at him: "I can't do it."'
Love me' doesn't mean everything – I used to think it was.But you made me realize how wrong I was in the past.A healthy relationship will not be a one-sided obedience and giving.If you want to not bear the obligation of love, you will inevitably have to bear possible troubles and pains. ”"Jiabai, you're right, 100% obedient love may be the only one you can give me in this world.But I'm sorry, I can't accept you like this.I can't be a savior, I don't want to be the only salvation for another dark soul.I don't have much light in my life, I don't have enough light to illuminate myself, I don't have the strength to illuminate others. ”"At the end of the day, one should learn to help oneself."
His love was so tempting, but she knew that it was clearly a poison to quench her thirst.Another subway came in.After Lin Xinzi said this, she had already stood in front of Xu Jiabai with her bag.Xu Jiabai looked at her half-up, her eyes were firm, and there was no longer room for slowdown.His heart was cold, so the next sentence came out of her beautiful mouth.is the last, the verdict that belongs to him - "So, Xu Jiabai, let's break up." ”Don't think of loving people as salvation, maybe you'll be a little happier.The passengers on both sides got on the bus one after another, Lin Xinzi nodded to Xu Jiabai, and also turned around and walked to the door.He still sat still, watching her back—in a low ponytail, with snow-white skin and straight shoulders.She's so beautiful.He tried to stand up, but his feet were weak.I am also powerless in my heart.The only strength was in his eyes, his nose pantothenic, trying to stare at her back.Blurred vision.The next moment he thought she had lost him forever, the figure turned around.And they came straight to him.He thought it was a hallucination—"That's right. ”Lin Xinzi appeared in front of him again and stretched out her hand to him, "Jiabai." ”She called him.He went into cardiac arrest: she had something to say to herself?!
She did have something to say, but what she said was—"Jiabai, my ID card is still with you."
Excuse me, give it back to me. ”"......" he seemed to react for a few seconds before he realized what he was supposed to do."
Oh..."
Xu Jiabai Mune dug into his pocket, and it seemed that it was very difficult to take out the card bag.In the card bag, her ID card was tightly attached to his.He stared at them, and his hands began to tremble.Hidden accumulated emotions and despair filled his mind and limbs, like a river surging, he tried to control his expression and body, he was afraid of losing control."
Give—give you."
He handed it over, and she took it, only to find that he was holding on to his ID card and refusing to give it.Lin Xinzi was stunned for a moment, and pulled back harder.Between the two people snatching hard, "snapping", a tear fell on the ID card.Lin Xinzi froze there, she wanted to look up at him in a panic, but Xu Jiabai instantly let go of his hand and turned around: "Goodbye." ”The voice is low and he speaks extremely fast.Lin Xinzi almost didn't hear clearly.The subway door on the opposite side was open, and a warning bell sounded.She saw Xu Jiabai's back trotting a few steps and getting into the carriage.The next moment, the subway here also arrived, and Lin Xinzi, who got on the train with the flow of people, took one last look back, but saw nothing.All she remembered was a glimpse of his red eyes.There was a rumbling sound, and the two subway trains were moving in two opposite directions.The loud noise muffled his roar, his sadness, his trembling and despair.The train traveled from station to station, and the people around him changed, and no one noticed this desperate and depressed man.I don't know how long later, in the blur of light, he looked at the window and reflected his face: drooping bangs in disarray, his face distorted with sadness, his eyes red.He covered his mouth with trembling hands.Too familiar with the taste and expression.How many times has this been?
The third time, the fourth time?
Rejected, abandoned.Give everything and still don't get what you want.When was the last time?
Oh, it was the same desperate mood when she broke up with him.He was locked in the room for three whole days, and at night he went to the bar and met Tang Ying and Xinzi.That night, Lin Xinzi smiled sweetly at herself.He believed again and again that the next her would be his light.And now, it's another cycle.He was back in the shadows, he thought.But it doesn't matter.Soon, he quickly recovered again: the first time he was sad for a year, the second time it took only half a year, then three months, then a week, three days......
He grew strong in his grief, maybe the next day of recovery is less than a day?
He looked around, there were so many girls in the subway, so many girls in Beijing: they were simple, obedient, and kind - he Xu Jiabai, he pulled the corners of his mouth, the tears were not dry, but he smiled coldly: he will always find it, the light that redeems himself.Chapter 65 Love is just a conspiracy for each other, each can only work together if they take what they need" Congratulations. ”In the subway passing through the hall, Lin Xinzi sent a voice message to Tang Ying.Outside the window is a flickering billboard, and the voice is only 3 seconds old, a silent announcement accompanied by a noisy background.Her voice was thin, with a hint of sadness.It seems that all the differences are sentimental.But the grief of separation should never belong to young people: saying goodbye at a young age means more choices and possibilities, and it also means that the self who was once wrong has the opportunity to start over.Lin Xinzi laughed and asked, "Then should we find time to celebrate?"
”"It should.That's a good thing. ”Two days after the ceremony to celebrate the breakup, Lin Xinzi called Brother Hu, and Brother Hu called Cheng Ke again.When the four of them were sitting upright in the Shanghai restaurant on Gongti Road, they felt a little awkward about this combination.Lin Xinzi couldn't help but ask Tang Ying: What about your man?
Do you want to call him along?
Cheng Ke was stunned for a moment, and also turned his head to look at her.Tang Ying smiled, "He went to Shanghai on a business trip."
I can't be back until Friday. ”"Got a boyfriend?"
He asked.Tang Ying said yes.Cheng Kezhen sighed and said, the female university is not staying.Tang Ying sandwiched a piece of drunken chicken, glanced at him, and added: "Not only does he have a boyfriend, but he is also very handsome."
Rest assured. ”Cheng Ke chuckled and shook his head, "I'm not at ease, can you hold this girl?"
When will you bring me to meet and I will review it?
”"He's not a monster.What a town. ”"If it hurts you, it's a youkai."
Cheng Ke is serious.She became irritable, "snapped" Lisuo unscrewed off a piece of drunken crab's foot, and choked back: "Ha!
In that case, you're the biggest monster. ”Cheng Ke didn't answer, nodded with a cognitive expression, lowered his head to concentrate on peeling crabs, and suddenly turned his head to talk to Brother Hu.But apparently quite happy.Brother Hu didn't pay attention to what Cheng Ke said to him, and at this moment he only had Lin Xinzi in his eyes.They sat around a square table, the decoration of the old Shanghai restaurant, the four of them each occupied one side, Brother Hu's side was next to Lin Xinzi's side, and she was talking with her from the "Xiangyou eel paste" on the table to the "soft pocket long fish" and "braised saddle sheath" in Huaiyang cuisine, and then talked about Hangzhou's shrimp fried eel noodles and Sichuan's eel hot pot, talking endlessly, with light in his eyes.Lin Xinzi still watched him play with one hand on her jaw, with sophisticated star eyes and a smile at the corners of her mouth in her eyes.The beauty sees a look of attentive listening as politeness, and the illusion of "she adores me" alone can make a bombastic man.And she knows it.In the interval between the topics, the four of them raised their glasses, and they wished Lin Xinzi a happy breakup.When she heard the word breakup, her expression was still gloomy.Brother Hu bluntly persuaded: "The old ones don't go, and the new ones don't come."
You should be happy. ”Lin Xinzi glanced at him flatly, but the comfort was ineffective, Cheng Ke joked to his friend: "Maybe it was just that I thought that the 'new' might be you."
That's why people can't be happy. ”Tang Ying and Lin Xinzi laughed at the same time.Brother Hu in the frolicking crowd should be serious and affectionate, and he promised: "I can wait."
""But do you need him to wait?"
Xu Ziquan was on a business trip, and Tang Ying simply continued to live with Lin Xinzi these days.Before falling asleep, the two girlfriends put on masks on the bed, and the TV in front of the bed played brainless idol dramas.looked at it, so we talked about love.Lin Xinzi is used to collecting spare tires, and she usually treats candidates, she directly introduces the scoring mechanism, and sets quantitative standards under the rules and regulations - men with beautiful data have the right to be loved first.The first criterion used to be: Will you be unconditionally good to me?
And the experience of falling in love with Xu Jiabai forced her to change her standards.There may be men who love him unconditionally, but obviously not too normal.She began to understand that the essence of mate selection is nothing more than an equivalent exchange with Cupid, and men and women put their chips in their hands one by one: appearance, background, IQ, temperament, character, and affection......
If you are lucky enough, you may be able to exchange for a lover who is evenly matched and suitable.Any relationship is the result of a game between the two parties, love is just a conspiracy for each other, and each can only join hands by taking what he needs.In the story of love, even if it is a goddess and a licking dog, there will be no absolute winner."
He can wait if he wants."
Lin Xinzi stretched her waist and announced: "It's just that I have a bit of PTSD PTSD for my suitors now, but whoever is good to me, I am worried about whether he will use me as the only light to heal his dark heart." ”"Brother Hu is fine.Isn't he efficient and gentle?
”Tang Ying analyzed seriously, "And he focuses on greasy, greasy people at least prove that he has sunshine in his heart - after all, it can't produce oil in damp and dark corners." ”The two of them hahahahaha, holding the mask on their faces, laughed together.After a while, Lin Xinzi thought of something, patted the pillow in her arms, turned to Tang Ying and said, "Actually......
I'm curious, what does it feel like to give?
I'm thinking about my next relationship, can I also try to give?
”Tang Ying nodded, "Of course." ”After a while, he poked out his gossip face, "Are you going to look for Brother Hu?"
”"How is that possible?!"
The beauty sat up straight and glared at her, and her reaction was so big that the mask almost fell off: "The big taboo in love is to seamlessly link from one spare tire to another." ”She turned to the mirror on the bedside table and carefully pasted the mask, and said to Tang Ying, "I'm too tired to be with Xu Jiabai."
He restricts me too much, and I need to take a good breath.You can't find yourself a new housekeeper too quickly. ”The warm yellow table lamps illuminated the room, hitting their pale purple goose yellow pajamas and dirty pink quilts, and the girls' dormitory in the middle of the night was forever candy color.Tang Ying and Lin Xinzi found a comfortable position and fell into the bed, and the guests in the brainless variety show playing on the background screen were always happy, and burst into laughter from time to time.At this moment, they suddenly remembered the time they had lived together in the old community across the Palm River - a girl who had just worked and had a dream, looking forward to love, looking forward to the future, and the surprise of fate.In the expectation of each day, they unpack the "gifts" smashed by the god of fate in turn, colorful packaging, red, yellow, pink, blue, they may be surprises, happiness and adventures, of course, they may also be troubles, troubles and dilemmas.But it doesn't matter, they have a lot of time, and being young is the courage to make mistakes - they will accumulate experience in the process of unpacking again and again, and become smart, brave and sensitive.Greet their own surprises.Lin Xinzi bent her elbow and pillowed it behind her head, she said: "I decided, in the next relationship, I will try to find a man who will let me learn to give."
It's a big deal, it's not good to divide again!
It's better to get married later. ”Tang Ying laughed, only the crooked eyes could be seen through the mask, and she said yes, yes, yes."
I'll always find the right guy for me, right?
Would it?
”"Absolutely.Gu Long Golden Sentence - A girl who smiles beautifully, her luck will not be too bad. ”Lin Xinzi was satisfied.She nodded, thought for a while, and then announced, "But until then, I'm going to enjoy my single time!"
I also want to be a bad woman who is free and free and no one cares. ”While making up her mind, the beauty unveiled the mask and jumped to the bathroom to wash her face.The water splashed on her face, and she looked up at herself in the mirror, her skin was white and moist and shiny.Suddenly annoyed - "But, I'm so afraid that my window period is too short!"
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Once I'm single and there are too many people chasing me, I can't control what to do??!!
”In a worried tone, the beauty turned her head, and couldn't help but pretend to her best friend who was leaning on the bed: "After all, alas, I have such a face..."
In the middle of the night in the city's high-rise buildings, you can still hear the sound of cars moving, and the lights of others are opposite the windows.You can see the light, white, and yellow light, decorating their own joys and sorrows.In the room after the lights went out, in the gap between the two curtains, she could see the shadowy buildings and the dark reddish-brown sky outside the window, and the shadows of the high-rise buildings were scattered, and she suddenly stubbornly felt that one of them was Xu Ziquan's home.No, it's her and Xu Ziquan's home.Tang Ying hugged the quilt, and suddenly missed him.At this moment, Lin Xinzi was already asleep.On a whim, she grabbed her phone and quietly walked out the door—twelve o'clock.Normally, Xu Ziquan at this time should not have slept.She stood in the empty corridor with her slippers on, like a college student in love.Sweetly dialed out the voice invitation, missing the lingering couple.The unique melody of WeChat voice beats at night, a single melody, and you will be lonely after listening to it for a long time.The wind howled in the hallway.In the accompaniment in her ears, the happiness at the corners of her mouth gradually froze - no one answered.They don't post much on WeChat these days, probably because they are busy with each other.She thought about it and dialed the phone directly, and sure enough, the message from the operator was more direct: "The phone you dialed is on the phone, please don't hang up." ”She quickly hung up.Inhaling deeply, stifling the messy thoughts in her head—calling on the phone in the middle of the night, not necessarily chatting, it could also be work—she said to herself, even if she chatted, it wasn't necessarily with a woman; It may also be with a man, even with a woman, not necessarily with an ambiguous woman, maybe just friends......
However, she reacted again, and thought sourly in her heart: Xu Ziquan once had only one female friend, and that was herself.And what about the rest of the women?
She remembered him saying it—a lover.Occasionally, I hate a man's openness.The wind in the hallway suddenly became bleak.Tang Ying stubbornly stood there guarding the window.She was firmly waiting for his response to her.